#i feel like Im trapped in a Kobayashi Maru. a no win scenario.
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Is there a secret for finding and buying clothes that actually make you feel good? Could someone let in on that secret please?
#i haven't really bought clothes in years#and I'm not the same size i was then#and i know I'm never going back to that#I've made a promise to myself that I'm never going to diet again#i fall into disordered eating so fast#I'm proud that for almost 2 years now I've just eaten without any mental gymnastics of calorie counting or portion finagling etc#i do try to consciously add more veggies. and i work to listen to my hungry/full indicators#so im never going back to the weight of my early twenties. never going to happen. and I spend time telling myself thats okay and normal.#then my clothes don't fit.#and when i go to the store i have a hard time finding things that A. i like. B. in my size. C. aren't crazy expensive#and i walk home emptyhanded.#i don't want to spend money on clothes I don't even like.#i feel like Im trapped in a Kobayashi Maru. a no win scenario.#i want to feel cute and comfortable in clothes.#apparently thats asking for a flying horse#e is for echo
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