#i fear overlooking…. everyone overlooks the important parts…. thats why people dress so badly all the time even when they’re trying not to
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#i think i need to start a journal#life is terribly disappointing sometimes#its worse when it’s disappointing in the anticipation of events yet to come#there are events i can see in my future of which i feel are… lackluster so to speak#im not sure what to do about this. surely i can change fate but how much change will fate allow if im just being picky#i have a vision and i want it to be followed#the details of a thing are the most important part#i need them not to be overlooked but i cannot in fact. direct god like my life is a movie#i fear overlooking…. everyone overlooks the important parts…. thats why people dress so badly all the time even when they’re trying not to#it is about the smaller things. its about the exact color its about the material and the structure and the way it intermingles with#the structure color etc of everything else u are wearing plus the color of your body and the lines they all make together etc etc etc so on#people tell me all the time its unfair that i look good in everything and its because of this that i ‘do’ ish. i dont theres so much i look#awful in… i have seen it. but i agree w them what they see i always look Right in and im CONVINCED. That its because of details because#i can see why other peoples things are not working well even if its the ‘same’ thing. ex: black t shirts are not created equally and if u#choose wrong it looks wrong always. other people think theyre the same shirt but they ARENT.#anyways the point is i want my fate to be run with my analysis brain and i cannot curate it Enough#i am great at manifesting so idk maybe i can. but theres one thing coming i do not like the details of.. the overall Goal is the same but#the lighting is wrong the costumes are wrong its the same play but its wrong. i need everyone else to wear their fucking costume right#follow my vision or else. its literally in Everyones best interest that my vision be fulfilled the way i am seeing it#i would not be leading you astray the prophecy is for Everyone#im going to better specify what i want and make a vision board like a suburban mom at the crafting party#my vision requres not the control of others btw i can do it with or without cooperation the right people who wish to participate will fit#in place if they are aligned in their own vision yk?#however it does require the control of how i wish to experience my sequence of events#divine intervention is being haphazard about something i wish to experience in full#i am going to brainstorm choices i can make to better realize my necessary details#it is however hard for me to meditate lately but idk why. everything goes very quiet when i close my eyes i feel as if there is a dangerous#surprise party being planned in the undercurrents that i am not to be aware of. so to speak#trying my best to like it <:( i meant to type the angry face but thats more accurate i will grumpily wear my little party hat. if i have to.
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