#i ended up not submitting to the fellowship at all bc i realised i wasnt scared of rejection i was scared of being rejected
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okay i'm glad i did not rush that taxidermy story for the fellowship bc after a few days break from it i am getting new threads...new ideas....
#going to have to do research though UGH (literally always enjoys research but never likes the idea of it)#trying to take my time with flash cause this whole year i've felt an urgency to get things ready to be submitted#i ended up not submitting to the fellowship at all bc i realised i wasnt scared of rejection i was scared of being rejected#with a portfolio i wasnt fully proud of...and my stress abt the portfolio told me i was not ready to send over smth#that was at the level i know these current drafts can be one day#this year was def a growing pains year for writing flash especially#so i didnt want to send them anything from 2023 even though im v proud of at least two of my stories from this year LOL i just feel like#i've already moved past them....
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