#i ended up leaving the fandom cuz in general it was upsetting (mostly due to the in show destiel is real no it isnt yes it is no it isnt)

[horrorgay]

what do ur tags on the gay bar post mean

it means. that jackles was a little bit mean. back in the day. i don't think it was on purpose but there were moments, intentional or not, where he came off as stand offish about anything gay brought up (mostly in-show stuff) and as a baby gay it could be very upsetting. so. jensen hitting up a bar on its gay week day. is envoking some kind of emotion in me. and to summarize i am generally unwell and have hinged way too much on all this and now i cant stop