#i dunno what this is my brain is running out of steam ajshdfsj

[thcrns]

for @yambcrghini

a hand raked through unruly black locks as amir gritted his teeth, the calm demeanor he usually possessed at its tipping point. it felt as if at any second he’d explode, months of her verbal prodding and poking eventually wearing his patience thin. he’d done everything he could to prove to naz he was capable of being a father, from attending the doctors appointments and lamaze classes with the reluctant mother of his child to renting a small office to do his business out of so there were no drugs in his residence. “why do you hate me?” he asked, struggling to keep the frustration out of his tone. “i know i’m a fucking dumbass, but at least i’m trying. can’t you see that?”