#i dunno im...fugkmhnh that and i dotn wanna...weird people out?? make anyone uncomfy????
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#ghgjnhh guess hwos!!!! feelign hard to love in this fuckgin chilis tonight!!!!#like i hate that im fukcign piss poor with communicating andn having conversations withth you guyys even when i realyl want to??#like i jsut either dont have the energy to respodn or dont know what to say andn i just end up getting really frustrated and mad at ymself#i dunno im...fugkmhnh that and i dotn wanna...weird people out?? make anyone uncomfy????#by fuckgin rambling/talkign so i end up spending too long trying to figure out how to shorten what im trying to say and jsut#end up not responding cuz i spent so much time and energy tryna come up with a response and wear myself down#andn i dunno im just fucking...i feel like im either coming on too strong andn that im just gonna end up weirding whoever i talk with out??#an d then they wont wanna talk with me again adn so i kinda just preemptively end things before they can happen to begin with and ghjkmhh#i dunno im really tired and feel like im jsut pulling excuses out of my ass and that i should be better then this#andn that whatever excuse i have- either it be 'im just really tired' or somethgin else doesnt cut it or excuse how i am/how i act??#like im just a disappointment straight up and shoudlnt bother trying to explain it cuz im just making up excuses#or just pulling something out of my ass andn ghjkhmnh i dunno
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