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plexippusangel · 10 months ago

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My dnd game today got called off without me getting a heads up, I was just sitting in front of my discord for 20 minutes like an idiot, and my hair is ratty and I can't find my hairbrush and my friend's gonna be here in just a couple minutes but at least he's coming, that wasn't a sure thing until just now. Ended up being a little too disabled in front of my roommates too many days in a row and now the vibes are off and I didn't have the energy to clean my space so if my friend does show up we gotta hang out in the common area bc my basement is full of dog shit I can't touch and my room is a mess, like an actual one, and I would really just like to have a little vacation from my life. Idk I feel like a lot of the stuff that normally I keep in place is just unraveling a little bit.

#faer personal files #fatigue files #i dropped chicken wings on the floor along with my plate which thankfully didn't break and then later i couldn't process words #that it turned out weren't even spoken to me so i could've just let it go. idk there's an amount where people start getting uncomfortable #unless they're really good about this stuff already. which like. i have 2 non disabled irl friends who are good about it #everybody else who's good about it has their own maladies #and the roomies are not bad about it! they never pressure me to do stuff i can't do i have a much smaller slice of chores etc #there's no resentment about what i can't do but like. stuff that's actively visible vs passively there is different #it's just hard sometimes and i'm annoyed bc it was stuff i usually compensate for more gracefully and i was just having an off day #idk i can normally balance everything better figuratively if not literally i'm just sick of being a struggler #ANYWAY thank you for letting me have sad little rat hours here so i can go out and be cool and sexy in the real world instead of crying abt #the horrors and whatnot

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