#i doubt my judgement in writing this (a little) but maggots will chew their way out are they pretty or not

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✨️rimmer thought time✨️ (it's not good) it's how he can excuse anything horrific done to him if the doer is just a little bit nice to him afterwards- his brothers beating him up and doing god knows what: it was just a game, they let me play the princess- in school he thought befriending people meant letting them beat you up- how after Lister essentially put him up to be raped it took under a week for him to buddy up again- how in terrorform he's not the least bit conserned about the hooded figures dragging him away (though admittedly, that could very well just be Rimmer being dumb) how it took nearly dying for him to be like: okay maybe i should leave my family (though he never really got away, did he?)- it's just how easly you can infer that he doesn't really view himself as deserving of not being punched in the gut daily for his stacking dissapointments, and how he might even think he deserved it, might even hope that now, after you've kicked him to oblivion, you might see the good too and maybe he could finally have a friend; he only needs to let this one torture session go