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piplupod · 8 months ago

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head in my hands. well. no more accordion for me. i picked my beloved up off the ground to do some practice and accidentally banged her off the piano keyboard and now theres a constant bass C droning but the button isnt stuck so it's something internal that's gotten bonked out of wack. and unfortunately accordions apparently need experts to even just do a simple tuning, so I'm certain this isn't going to be fixable for me unless i can both find someone who knows accordions AND be able to afford the fix, both of which are incredibly unlikely. so ... no more accordion :[

#i feel numb fjkfdl i dont think i can quite process this #it was One simple mistake. and now it is just ... done #i dont feel so good scoob fjfkfl #im going to just go lie down i think. ough. i wish i could just apologize to the accordion (i did already fjfkdkl) and have her be okay #this is so stupid goddamn one bonk and everything is over what the fuck thats so unfair #im so careful w her too god fuck me !!!!! im so so so careful with her and then ONE honest mistake !!! argh !!!#i feel so petulant being upset abt this. ofc bonking an instrument off of another hard surface is going to fuck it up #and ofc i didnt mean to. but like. yknow? idk. it just is so unfair i guess but its done its over it is what it is #i dont want to think abt this rn actually fjfdhdkl i cannot quite grasp this all properly rn #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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