#i dont want to do anymore ive been wired and high strung for the past. idk. since 1st grade probably
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i miss cwilbur so much
#dont rb this is a vent post lol#its That Time of the morning where i feel guilty abt laying in bed any longer so looks like i have to go bsck to working on shit#ughghgghhhhh#i dony want it to be bright outside i want it to be dark and cozy and not too bright and uncomfortable#i dont wanna do math#i sound like a toddler havinf a tantrum but like i literally Went Nonverbal last night bc of this haha#i also lost my to do list sticky note so i cant even feel good abt crossing things off#i just miss cwilbur i miss him so much its been 84 years#wilbur soot log onto your silly littke minecraft server for 20 minutes please im desperate for the serotonin#i need someone to wrap me in a blanket like one of those burrito cats. i would like to be taken care of but i cannot bc unfortunately i am#a fully functional non-disabled healthy (debatable) adult and no matter hoe many attempts to send myself to the hospital I make#i am still afraid of doctors and i dont wajt to burden my roommates <333 so its not working#i just want a hug man#i want someone to tell me ive done enough and i can rest#i dont want to do anymore ive been wired and high strung for the past. idk. since 1st grade probably#so like what. 16 years? right?#yeah#fuck dude i hate school i hatebbeing a gifted kid i am catastrophizing rn and logically i know it but i cant make myself Stop#i Am Going To Fucking Drink Rat Poison#or at least. maybe the moldy pasta sauce we have in the fridge
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