#i dont wanna be anxious and strung out for another 3-4 months :^((
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really excited for uhh march or april of 2024
#there’s sure to be many pockets of joy and inspiration between now and then#but i’m not going to be able to completely relax again until we have moved and settled and i have a new job.#i’m just bummed out ig. like.#top surgery was 100000% the right decision but it’s had me in a state of perpetual anxiety since october#and i relaxed and recovered peacefully for exactly a week and two days#and then . now. with the imminent moving. and the imminent job change. i’m like 😵💫.#like ik this is how life goes. it comes in big waves like this for me always always always.#and i knew this was all coming. or at least suspected. i was moderately mentally prepared.#but jfc. recovering & working & moving & changing jobs is going to take everything i’ve got for the next few months.#and i’m. really not excited about it.#in the grand scheme a few months isn’t a big deal. but like.#now that top surgery is done i just want to recover and rest and then start enjoying my life :^(#i dont wanna be anxious and strung out for another 3-4 months :^((#izzy.txt
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