#i dont waaant another big change in host... i want to have a solid identity pleaaase im trying so hard :[ | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

dandyshucks · 5 months ago

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also idk whats going onnnn but my woman-liking is back suddenly and i keep thinking (aka yearning) about Pl.umeria 😭 i had no romantic feelings for her a few months ago what is HAPPENING TO MEEE (its not a bad thing, just confusing fjdkdl)

#real talk my sense of self has been extraordinarily unstable lately and its freaking me out fjfkdl #i dont waaant another big change in host... i want to have a solid identity pleaaase im trying so hard :[#it is very scary to like... /feel/ your identity slipping thru ur fingers like sand. idk how else to describe it #i think I've made some sort of compact block and then boom. starts crumbling and slipping away #pls forgive me and be patient w me if my posting gets weird (it might already be weird idk)#i am trying very hard to like... be a regular person who has One Singular Personhood but its not going too well fjdkdl #dandy.cmd #vent //

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