#i dont think i want that kinda stuff on here even as a record 🤔

[draw-you-coward]

aaaa i kinda want to delete the ol ffxiv racism "discussion" from this blog... gives me the ick now

[eppaljeck]

so.... fritz, huh?

ok so fuckin uhhhh

Basical Lee

ONE - THE ORIGINAL

im autistic and at the time of this First story my big big big super mega special interest was this one guy/character who i was. Head Over Heels in love with and posted about alllll the time i even thened my blog and url around him

then one day fritz (which is the name i always knew them as) yelled at me asking who the h*ck this guy was and while i was a bit unnerved i tried my best to provide links n my fav pics n such cuz hoo hoo i loved that man

then all of a sudden they start laughing at me abt him and mocking him to my face despite Knowing Full Well howni felt abt him which was hmmm uncomfortable

and i shut down bcs like someone who i thought was my friend was mocking both me and my special interest to my face and i stopped talkin fr a while bcs I Was Upset

then fritz starts getting Angry at me for not talking and tells me to tell them what the Hck they did wrong

my best friend knew of course what was wrong and tried to explain and defend me while i was still freakin out over this

and by the time it was all over fritz had blocked both me and my best friend and called both of us Abusers? alongside 2 of my other friends who had deactivated which makes. No sense whatsoever. and then remade their blog that same night

EDIT: I FEELIKE IT NIGHT BE WORTHY OF NOTE THT THAT EXPERIENCE ENDED UO MAKING ME CLOSE MYSELF OFF AND KEEP MY INTERESTS MORE PRIVATE N HIDDEN AND OVERALL EXPRESSED MYSELF LESS IN FEAR OF BEING MADE FUN OF AGAIN. IT WAS JUST ONE NIGHT BUT IT MESSED NE UP FOR A LONG TIME AND I STILL SOMETIMES GET SELF CONCIOUS ABT MY INTERESTS TODAY

TWO - THE NOT SO IMPORTANT

after all that i was still kinda friends with their partner bcs they thought there was nothin wrong w me and still wanted to be friends but then after only like a couple of days they had suddenly gained 2 new kins as well as a new alter Overnight

and whilst kin drama is dead i still feel like i should include this bcs the kins they magicalled gained were some of my primary ids and the alter in question was a fictive of my mainest primaryest longest running id and they had taken my name my pronouns and my exact fucking AGE then gone on to use the same pronouns as me. nowadays i wouldnt think this would be relevant but like. my AGE? REALLY? (for the record i was 13. the character in question was 41 so it wasnt like they got the age from him.)

u can ignore this one lol i just think its 🤔

THREE - HEWWO???

here on my main blog. just chillin. all of a sudden i get some fuckin asks from a user i didnt recognize in the slightest calling me "rat b*tch" and yelling at me again

i didnt know who the fuck they were (cuz like why would i i hadnt seen them in years) and they kept yelling at me and making sure to publicly make fun of me for hmmm no reason? they continued with their "youre the abuser here" storyline despite me calling them out on their bs and whilst i dont have All the posts cuz they talked abt me seperately on their blog most of the stuff they said is still here

it was... really fucking pathetic and cringy honestly like everything they said was just like... Okay are u done yet. and overall the whole thing was just Surreal cuz they made such s huge massive deal over. Nothing. i didnt Care but they cared a Lot.

FOUR - AGAIN?

god typing this is so draining but here comes another long one

i was in a mutual server with my good fwiend jd and Whatd You Know they were there too but Yet Again i didnt know it was them

they were really vague for the longest time abt who they were but after a while (aka after id started befriending and trusting them again) they dropped the truth on me

but bcs theyd waited so long i was just like its ok ive moved on i forgive u uwu

things were Ok for a while. they were a bit uncomfy and over steppy of boundaries like. Frequently but it was fine it was cool it was whatever

then they suddenly started getting pissy with me and it came to the point where they were getting mad and being passive aggressive with me literally All Of The Time for literally NO reason whatsoever. after a while i was like ok can u fucking stop casually insulting me n shit its not fucking cool and they just went Off on me it was so bad two other people who i didnt even rly Know stood up for me and called them out on it cuz it was no secret that this had been goin on for a while. i tried to screenshot as much of that convo as i could and gave my friend live updates but it might take a while to find so ill post that seperately but they suddenly started deleting their msgs to "protect the mods feelings" (yea right)

but then the mod came back online and kicked them for being a dick and i think they got all pissy again afterwards

EFAKU PROOF

i never deleted our tumblr ims convos just in case an occasion like this one came up and i needed to see their current url but whatd you know accusations came up about efaku being goffikmutual and after seeing their icon i fucking Knew it was fritz and then when i scrolled down thru my messages....

EFAKUS URL? ATTACHED TO FRITZS MESSAGES? ITS MORE LIKELY THAN U THINK

but yeha lol this person has had a Bunch of callouts for a Bunch of grody shit lmfao so hmmm uhh stay away lol

TESTIMONIALS UVU

[WILL BE UPDATED IN FUTURE]