#i dont really know what i even wanna do career-wise still (commission work isnt the most stable but admittedly that kinda is what- | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

gemharvest · 2 years ago

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Feels unreal that I'm almost out. Like we have two days and whats basically a half day (after lunch the seniors go and do smthn else monday) and then the last thing i do is graduation. I remember having panic attacks over this lmfao.

#ramblings #freaked out over losing the structure of school given i have been doing this for like 13 years of my life now. but im not rlly freaked out #over it anymore because im just so fucking ready to be done. parents are fine with me not going to school right away & doing commissions #as a job while i figure out what education ill need. so with having a plan im actually fine with im not upset #i dont really know what i even wanna do career-wise still (commission work isnt the most stable but admittedly that kinda is what-#-i wanna do) but im glad my parents arent forcing me to go right into college. esp since im at the point where i think going right-#-back into school would be terrible for my mental health lol

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