#i dont know why but i wondered if thisnild blog was still here
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Here where world is quiet
And summer song sings hollow
Where the dust has long since settled
And cobwebs darken the window
Here where the January night is long
And the wind through the window cold,
The aching loneliness lingers,
Tired fingers do endlessly scroll
Here where passions were long extinguished,
The coals black and burnt to the ground
The warmth of a forgotten kindness
There are no embers to be found
Here where the air is still and stagnent
No song leaves no lips
No merry tune to lighten the load
In silence here I sit
Here the thoughts echo softly,
And they sharpen to regret,
Past lives are at once remembered
And the wonder of what comes next
To stoke the fires that dwindle,
To forge a brighter flame,
To feel the warmth of joy
And start living once again
#so its 2025 how about that#i am still alive to the surprise of everyone involved#this is the first thing i have written in years#my life has taken many turns since i last wrote#i dont know why but i wondered if thisnild blog was still here#i used to be so sad#i am still sad but a better kind of sad#im in a lot less pain emotionally ive grown through a lot#a bit stuck now though with what i want to do and who i want to be#cause i get to decide that now#but im also very alone in this#i dont know#i havent had an honest conversation in months#maybe this is that#maybe we'll see each other again#i hope everyone is doing well#i hope i do come back again
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