#i dont know what im doinggg

[luxpenumbra]

i was so adult and responsible today i deserve treats

- enrolled in my 2025 health insurance + benefits

- set up 529 for future education endeavors for me + siblings + mom

- set up 401k babyyyy

- was not a big baby about it (lying)

[mothbaaalls]

makign openutau notes for myself and being hilarious while i do it

[aroacesigma]

i can essentially define different stages of my lfie based on what i was hyperfixated on actually 😭 grade 6 was a sad year ... nothing ...

[gawayne]

good god I don’t know the numerical center of gravity limits of a passenger jet with added hydrogen fuel tanks 😥

[mantegato]

does anyoneee... have a nice sketchy looking procreate brush i can copy the settings off of .. .and also maybe procreate advice of some kind

[vodakislief]

First time being on tumblr so i dont know what im doinggg. Have some oc art (theyre lesbians)

[outdatedcakes]

why does everyone else have it all figured out i dont know what im doinggg!!!

[uldoroth]

yall im struggling so hard to draw this mf, i never draw side profiles I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOINGGG sobbing and farting rn

might just play stardew now idk ugh

[climaxbattles]

Dont read this i need a journal but it feels scary to write to no one . im /srs this is for my therapist yolanda only !!

If you're reading this youre a nosey bitch

he's drawn my characters 2 times in 2 weeks with Full backgrounds and everything and he talks to me so much and i cant even go outside or give him a straight answer about my feelings im going to be SICKKKK i need to be LOCKED UP!! he fucking Yearns for me but im just shutting down and im being a prick and it cant go on like this. he has his flaws but he has made Infinitely more progress than me in like 7 months than i have in 2 years. and literally the reasons im hesitant r so shallow and/or self-centered ( money / im scared i would feel Inferior if i am indeed stuck being crazy and need to go on disability )

i love this man but i dont think im good enough for him and he lives 4 hours away by car. which isnt impossible but i cant even go on an outdoor walk or be left home alone or i get so nervous i have to consider dialing 911. but its been getting better & i have hope again. i wasnt even able to Nap for a year because i was so nervous and ive finally been able to sleep more

im going to be SICK!!!!!!! im literally worm jerry. ive been living off people thinking im pathetic and i havent been doing enough to try to improve my situation. im trying fix it now bc partially it Was/Is smth medically wrong with me (hormones making me so autistic/asthmatic i couldnt breathe) but i dont know if i'll ever forgive myself. but He already forgives me. oh my god. and the people i dragged into it. I'm a Raging cunt

i know i should want to get better for Myself but idk. that has never been Enough and if this gem of a guy isnt Enough of a reason maybe i should just k!ll myself (JOKE!! EXAGGERATION) because Oh my god. what am i doinggg

im going to try new meds i think. idk i cant tell if fixing my hormones was enough. it might be too early to tell but ive been on birth control for a month and a half and i cut my testosterone dose by 2/3rds and i havent been Needing to take any medications to handle my anxiety but sometimes i give in. Agh.

i want to see him so bad :( LDRs suck i just need him Physically

[isshinfuran]

wait ok....is trust the little bar underneath them

[knoxham]

me, a gremlin who isn’t using the fifteen references i specifically looked up so i actually know what i’m painting: how THE FUCK do i paint this thing

[grasslandgirl]

writing kisses my absolutely beloathed

[callonpeevesie]

Society if tollywood just accepted that there is no established comedy actor worthy of tenida

[alwaysimming]

happy fall here’s a lookBOOk: Genetics: hair | eyelashes | eyeliner | blush | lipstick 1: sweater | skirt | boots 2: cardigan | skirt | acc turtleneck | shoes 3: top | pants | boots

[golden-stag]

FUCK

Immortalised Mistakes

[sensesdialed-aa]

ug h i wanna write but today was Rough and im tired