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rooftops-are-for-towels · 6 months ago

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every fucking time things settle into something good and comfortable again i fuck it up over and over

(EDIT: HI guys I am doing much better now. They ain't lying reaching out to people and having a beautiful community is real and works. Will not be making a habit out of throwing giant angsty vents here of course but life is hopeful and cool. Thank you all I would delete this but it feels wrong to pls feel free to scroll)

#i hate my big stupid fucking mouth #zorry guys throwing a vent into the void. i hope the school shooter gets me first dude i hate myself i cant stop hurting the people i love #every day i fight the urge to start a new really bad habit #god #he was so comfortable. brotha was doing ok. already had too much on his plate #i dont know WHY I DONT THINK MORE WHEN I SPEAJ #I HATE IT #fucking christ dude #i cant believe i thought those things were ok to bring up. AGAIN.#i KNEW it was something he wanted to forget and shit #it doesnt matter if i feel bad about it sometimes

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