#i dont have a creative tag for my queue posts yet so here :))

[reiasromanticism]

Bleeding is a feeling I know too well to regret.

I bleed in my mind and body.

I bleed for you.

I bled when I cried, and I bled when I forgave myself.

I wonder why my skin seems to rip apart on the softest of sheets and hold strong on the bed of nails.

[kittycatcarla]

Hi there :)

I'm Dimittrikov, also known as Dimitri or Dimi, but i don't mind being given other nicknames.

Feel free to ping me in stuff or send asks! I love interacting with the people living inside my phone :)

Skeleton in the skeleton war >:)

Art prompts post

My main interests that i also usually post about are:

Hollow Knight

The Owl House

Minecraft

Portal (and Portal 2 and all adjacent stuff)

Chelldos (part of previous but worth mentioning seprately)

and a whole lot of random shit

Other interests I have are programming and mechanical engineering, Terraria, Celeste, Chicory, Deltarune, indie music (Tom Cardy, Penelope Scott, Wilbur Soot, Sushi Soucy, etc) and many other things, but i don't typically post about them, at least as of writing this post

(Blinkies & additional info under cut)

Blinkies & banners:

Boundaries and general info:

I'm [redacted] years old, living in the country of [data incomplete] and identify as Aromantic, Asexual, Nonbinary. I probably have ADHD, although I have not gotten a proper diagnosis just yet. I go by any pronouns

Please do not sexualise me or make jokes about me being into someone sexually if I don't know you

If your blog looks like a fake blog you'll probably be blocked

I'm fine with dark humour (I actually quite enjoy it) and with playful banter (but once again, only if i know you)

Feel free to send me asks if you wanna talk! Anon is allowed here. As long as it's not something really weird I'll probably reply as soon as I can.

My DMs are also open! Same things as for all the others applies. Don't be weird

Feel free to tag me if you think I'd like a post! Chances are I'll reblog or queue it

On the topic of the queue, mine is evergrowing, posting about 30 posts every day. I tend to queue a lot of art posts and shitposts and a lot of posts that i like but dont feel the urgency to reblog

Have in mind that there's some light swearing here. The occasional "shit", "fuck/fucking" and "hell" are the most prevalent.

General organizational tags (they're not very creative):

Original posts (random): #green bear spam

My art: #green bear art #my art #my sketches

Games: #my world #my gamefiles #my savefiles

Asks i reply to: #my beloved came to talk

Ask games: #ask games #ask challenges

There will probably be more in the future, but this is the gist of it. All in all, im still pretty new to tumblr, so things are almost sure to change with time

Hope you have a good day and remember to stay hydrated!!!

ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ

(yes that is the green bear)

[virentdivision]

self review

these are all tags from one post here a couple months ago

#but i think what i've been trying to do is STOP fixing my art and just learn to make more drawings and move on

I have leant into this belief ✅ and it's good, though nuanced... as I don't want to start a lot of drawings, I like to take my time even on flawed artwork, ideally. I'm more leisurely. I try to avoid negative feelings, and if I truly feel a lack of interest, I will just erase it and start over. I try to build healthy attachments and relationships with my artworks.

#because everything i ever draw i dont post. i spend days on fixing it. ... I still do this but I have less of an issue about it due to me placing incentives that allow legroom while still putting a bit of pressure. Such as, "I have to queue up something for captaindark once every week..." It's subjective and easygoing enough, but is a tangible structure for me to take solace in. I'm not all or nothing incentives anymore. ... and i lose interest because i got new ideas during it... cycle repea#thats why i have 1000 wips / unposted art This is only an issue SOMETIMES! Since most days I am actually weaponizing this positively for my OC projects. The only time in recent times this happened negatively was when I was drawing in front of people and distracted myself. I can't tell if that's net negative or net positive, but I did still do stuff that I considered productive during it, and ultimately, all art has meaning. I just wouldn't want to go overboard and abandon the projects that have MORE meaning to me (and others) personally. #and i hope that i develop the artstyles i want#which is what i've been thinking about a lot lately ❌ No and Yes ?? ✅ ❌: I'm starting to not care about drawing to obtain style. When I start drawing things that make me think this way, I try to avoid this way of thinking and push past it into whatever style comes naturally in that moment. It actually takes a lot of mental effort to disengage with such perfectionist habitual thought, but I'm in a creative high so it's easier than before. As in, it's still hard, but I have more creative energy to spend instead of having to give up too soon. ✅: I've realized I have a style. I just might not like it, and honestly, the reasons for why I don't like it are kind of nebulous and stupid and based in perfectionist thought, so I'm active on uprooting that. Hopefully I see fruition of my efforts soon! I would love to see some abundant visible change on it, have wanted to for months or maybe years regarding my captaindark blog artworks specifically. #there will be no progress if i dont post. ❌ No, and I've learned this thanks to my OC projects giving me a tangible sense of progress even if I'm actively avoiding showing what I'm doing. And that mindset has crossed over to everything else I do. When I start working on those other things, I maintain my creative high outlook and realize "oh, so it's this way, here too" right? I kind of don't know yet since I haven't started a bunch of work in other stuff (which is a good thing right now) but that's what makes sense, and I'll probably purposely make the realization happen.

#i just don't want posting to feel forced...)

I have leant into this belief ✅ and it's good, though nuanced... Same with my art, I'm trying to "build healthy attachments and relationships" with my blogs. I don't like twt, so I'll just post there in a way that makes me forget about it. Even if there's value to posting there, I just don't feel like it, so I compromise and do what I want. That way, when I get nice reactions, it's a pleasant surprise that I don't have to dwell on about.

even if i don't have anyone looking#(that's mostly a faultdue to me being shy and not posting to where people will see it... I actually still think about my lack of audience sometimes, but it's such a mixed train of thought. Because... I like being reserved and "safe" ... but I want to build something for myself, too. Then I imagine, what if I release a game and pretty much no one bothers to play it? But I don't really believe that thought, since an artwork as well rounded and tangible as a game existing in my gallery is a building block to something that will attract attention eventually. Even if it's only the few people you care about and directly told them to play. Even if people don't understand the message or didn't like it that much. I think I would still overall feel pretty good about it, since I'm practical about gaining experience. We'll see.

[limes-plumbob]

check in tag game

tagged by @cassimopeia​ very indirectly because i found it while scrolling her lovely blog :3

Why did you choose your url? im known as spectrallime online and plumbobs are green, so naturally..

Any side blogs? If you have them name them and why you have them. just limes-finds, a place for sims4 CC i really like

How long have you been on tumblr? uhh i dont even know. i used to use tumblr years ago, stopped and then came back for sims cc not too long ago

Do you have a queue tag? im going to pretend im a serious tumblr and that i totally definitely know what that is

Why did you start your blog in the first place? i wanted a place to keep my fav CC and i also wanted this blog to keep pictures/stories/memories of my families, legacies and builds

Why did you choose your icon/pfp? its a spectral lime and thats my username online for a lot of things. probably temporary until i find something else

What’s your post with the most notes? ill let you know when i have some notes (only set this blog up properly a few days ago}

How many mutuals do you have? *cough cough*

How many followers do you have? 4 🥺 i'm super baby

How many people do you follow? 77

Have you ever made a shitpost? not yet

How often do you use tumblr each day? i dont keep track, basically whenever i feel like it

Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won? i dont fight with people on the internet, just here for siiiiims

How do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts? i havent seen any yet, but if its actually going to help someone in some way, then why not

Do you like tag games? yeeeess

Do you like ask games? sure thing

Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? if by mutuals you mean mutant ninja turtles, Raphael. this is me deflecting because i dont have any simblr friends yet heh

Do you have a crush on a mutual? ill just say everyone i follow on here, the creativity is immeasurable and i love scrolling through all these lovely sims blogs

tagging anyone else who wants to do this! ❤

[leonbastralle]

Dragon-Sized Replies

Hey friends, thanks for all the comments ♥ hope you’re all alive and well!

bouquet-of-scissors replied to your photoset “T: Do you…do you think I’m a bad mum? S: *gasps* Trellis, please… T:...”

Trellis.... ;-;

alfalfalegacy replied to your photoset “T: Okay. Well…you know what this means, then. You’re doing it now. And...”

Poor Connie. But also...poor Trellis :(

nernershuman replied to your photoset “T: Okay. Well…you know what this means, then. You’re doing it now. And...”

Tween drama.

I hope you guys don’t mind that I threw your comments together but they seemed to sum it up pretty well! Trellis might have been a bit too much of a serious adult, but Connie, like kids do it, really overreacted to a simple prohibition and in the end nobody was happy xD so yeah, poor both of them! But (which I didn’t show cause...Idk why) they sorted it out.

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “S: Trellis, stop. I mean, maybe don’t stop because we need to talk...”

Im dying scoob theyre so good :’)

;_; IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKE i was like ‘this is her jam but also its not as good’ anyway how dare you dying this isnt the time not yet

melien replied to your photoset “T: Do you…do you think I’m a bad mum? S: *gasps* Trellis, please… T:...”

SHINE GIVE HER A HUG FOR ME

HE DID I PROMISE

melien replied to your photoset “T: Okay. Well…you know what this means, then. You’re doing it now. And...”

Trellis why :( but Connie girl you could have written down your ideas on paper like we all did back in good old times so no need for drama

I know, kids these days right?

melien replied to your post  “Do you love... Yourself?”

You should go and love yourseeelf

xD out of context it’s nice but if you keep it in the song it isn’t really

melien replied to your photoset “This would be so cute if the hair colors had actually stuck.”

Sensitive topic #1

I know :/ this gen was tricky again with sleepwear, sleep and formal is usually most buggy for me. At least everyday sticks...and I’ve found that mismatched brows/hair are actually less buggy??????

melien replied to your photoset “HEY WHO’S THIS”

The F's are the best wink wink

I LIKE WHERE YOU ARE GOING TRUST ME I HAVE BEEN THERE TOO

melien replied to your photoset “HEY WHO’S THIS”

Eternally missing this face

;_; I know...he’ll be back tho I already have more pics!

melien replied to your post “What’s in my Sim’s bag?”

Ohhh it didn't come up in my notifications fsr but thank you! Wish I was as creative as you with these lmao

I’m not creative, it’s just the Miracles xD (also you can totally tag me back if you do it, I’m feeling more of these)

melien replied to your photoset “I figured I should give these three at least some queue time as well!...”

BANNER CHANGE

YES I KNOW I HAD TO BC I LOVE THEM

amixofpixels replied to your photoset

Baby girl, you need a hug, and love. Let me give it to you!

okay we got a hug for Trellis, and one for Connie, we’re good now!

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “T: Okay. Well…you know what this means, then. You’re doing it now. And...”

Oh no :’(

monets-pumpkins replied to your photoset “T: Okay. Well…you know what this means, then. You’re doing it now. And...”

O:!

trust me this is all very relevant...also not but I wanted this Shine/Trellis scene and I had to get it somehow xD

amixofpixels replied to your post “Do you love... Yourself?”

I will come hug you and my magical slat powers will make you love yourself.

pixeldemographics replied to your post “Do you love... Yourself?”

I swear i will go up there and smack u and teach u to love urslef

guys sorry I just HAD to have a (figurative) side by side comparison of these two very different methods to get me to love myself xD I LOVE YOU BOTH OKAY

(also catii honestly if thats what it takes to get you up here ill continue)  �� 

amixofpixels replied to your post “For your Y or N, is it true that you are a magical stached slotter? I...”

It's because I demand to be special, and get more than a simple yes or no answer. ;)

either that or I really need to make EVERYTHING about vampires, you get to choose xD

pixeldemographics replied to your post “is mal’s back hot y/n???”

Also im proud of u lmao

pixeldemographics replied to your post “is mal’s back hot y/n???”

Wow I’m Sure That Absolutely Independent Anon will be so proud to see this!!

SO MANY PPL ARE PROUD OF ME :,)

opheliasim replied to your post “Do you love... Yourself?”

I love yourself! So love yourself too ❤❤❤

;____; awh thank you ♥

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset

BOOOOII WORK HARD FOR THAT FUCKING ASPIRATION

HE WILL tho hes not gonna complete it my salty friend...he has no room for his own rocket (ok that kinda...sounds really special but ill embrace it)

SHINE MIRACLE HAS NO ROOM FOR HIS OWN ROCKET PASS IT ON

maybe trellis can accomodate it somewhere hmm

alfalfalegacy replied to your photoset “Getting ready for work!”

chug, chug, chug

it’s liquid energy! How handy

evanurisandruil replied to your post “do u love me (for Y or N)”

how dare u browse

I mean...what do you expect, that I simply repeat the obvious? Brah NAH

treason-and-plot replied to your post “Annie of Green Cheeks says Hi”

I would steal your gorgeous face and make it my profile pic but that would be creepy, right? :P

Slightly! I feel very loved tho ♥ MUM MY OTHER MUM LIKES MY FACE

pixeldemographics replied to your photo “AAAAAAAAAAAAAA THANK YOU SO MUCH ;_;  i usually dont pass on chain...”

;) ;) ;) ;) i feel especially honored :')

you should! im being a better person just for you (and because i feel bad)

blueossa replied to your photoset

Gorgeous pics!

@melien forwarding this to you ♥ it’s true, the aesthetic is just YES