#i dont even think that kids parents had the right kind of coffee machine but the kid was delighted with the novelty of a free coffee pod

[someone-always-cares]

chapter 5, page 50

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[image description: an sac webcomic page. "probably should have transformed before this, bit late now but- huh?" jade says, looking over at lewis who has his arm held out to catch her attention while looking down at somthing. "what is it?". more of the kitchen is shown, it's mostly bare still, aside from a now visible high shelf on the empty wall behind them, containing a few items, the most notable being a carboard box stained with blood. "ovens on. cheese sticks?" lewis replies, crouched down next to the oven, jade leaning over to see what he's looking at. "don't know word or spelling. pizza cheese" "you don't know how to spell mozzarella?" jade asks, eyebrow raised. "i may be a bit stupid" lewis replies, from off panel. the panel only shows jade's head, and the rest of the kitchen behind her, including the now open door and the shadowed figure in front of it. their body is mostly in shadow, all that can be seen is their lower half in boots, jeans, pinkish-purple shirt. the shillouette of their upper half implies pointed ears, and wavy hair, and mst notably, pink glowing eyes with slitted pupils peering out of the shadow. end id]

owo who's this?

anyway place your bets for what's up next

ooh "going to try and finish next weeks page early so there's no repeat because of this week's con!" yeah that didnt fucking happen. but here we are and heres a cliffhanger for your patience!

also as a change of pace from my recent "really want to make sac into a printed comic" rambles, i did actually make something else into a published work so i'm a published illustrator now! not just me- there were 6 of us and i specifically was one of 2 illustrators! a fun guide aimed at and created by young trans people

"A guide for trans, non-binary and gender queer people to help navigate through life and the systems around them as well as educating others on the experiences and truths of trans people. Whether you are questioning your gender identity or wondering what being trans even means, this book is for you! From accessing trans health care, being an ally exploring your identity and getting answers about who you are, this incredible guidebook will hold your hand through it all and show you the safest most accessible ways to being your true self (and supporting people in your life to do the same). In a world full of systems that can be a maze to navigate, especially as a marginalised person, we have got your back and are clearing the way for simple support."

so yeah you can get that here!!

anyway con ramble: con went better than expected at least! i mean i'm not going to that one again unless i get a dealers table, but i covered all of my costs so better than it was in birmingham febuary! i took a bunch of stuff from the hotel when i left to since i got a nicer room than i meant to which came with fancy coffee pods which i nicked and spent too long on sunday trying to give them away to people but nobody at the con had the right coffee machine if they had one

also i dont know what it is but no matter how much detail i try and put in the background it always feels too empty. i blame this mostly on my own bedroom where i am most of the time im at home. picture howls bedroom from howls moving castle but all the trinkets are all art prints, stickers, plushies, and assorted bullshit. thats where i live. also my art program keeps throwing a hissy fit if i add too many things

[bmared]

Forgiveness.

To some, it's the literal definition.

To me, it meant letting someone have their way with whatever they want.

After a long, difficult battle, the shark themed villain, dubbed "Placoi" by the media, seemed to disappear into thin air.

"Damn it, she always seems to get away, doesnt she?" My young ward, Overcharge, asked.

I only nodded in agreement, but the smile on my face showed nothing but absolute joy. I could barely contain my excitement, and it took all my effort not to squeal with joy, like my mild mannered alter ego would. After months of battling, and racking up millions of dollars in damages, we were so close to stopping her.

Back in our lair, on a remote island, I'm taking off my super suit, when my phone gets a call.

"Miss Mabry," it's my assistant. "You have an appointment in twenty. Get here on time or I'm removing your coffee priviledges."

"Okay, Piper, I-" I was cut off.

"You have a caller ma'am. Someone named 'Alyssa Dukes'? D'you want me to patch her through?" Piper asked.

I rubbed my temples. Fifth time today I've had a random caller. It better not be a marketer.

The call goes through and I hear on the opposite end,"Hello? Is this Miss Mabry?" The voice is very familiar.

"Yes this is, how can I help you?" I answer with confusion.

The caller, Alyssa, replies,"We need to talk about your work ethic. You, almost catching me, again? Hahaha."

A chill goes down my spine. "How, in the hell, did you find out?"

"Tracker." She replies. "You use a tracker on all your shit to keep track of it. Last week, a prototype coffee machine went missing from one of your stores. Unfortunately, the chip wore out after an hour. Fortunately, I was able to mimic the signal with my own piece of crap hardware, and what do i find? Miss Alyx Mabry is "Shark Match"? I mean, c'mon. Give me a little credit."

"What happens now?" I ask.

"Now, nothing. But a week from now, you'll know. And, dont worry. I wont share your secret as long as your secretary deletes this audio as soon as you've finished tracking my signal. Come alone. I'll be there by myself."

The call ends, and I have a location.

"Ma'am?" Piper asks.

"I guess I'm losing coffee priviledge, huh?"

"Same cover?" She prompts.

"No, tell them I just didn't want to come."

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I get to the site the call led me to, and I find it's an abandoned warehouse on the edge of town. One of mine.

I get inside, and theres a table set up for what looks like dinner. A woman sits at the table with her back to me. I pull out my capture gun and launch a volley at her. It wraps around, and I hear the click telling me its locked in place.

"Oh, tsk tsk tsk. I told you unarmed." I hear from her. "But I guess, seeing as how this isnt technically a 'firearm', it doesnt count."

I approach her, slowly.

"Dont be afraid, sweetheart. If I wanted to hurt you, I would've went after that brat of yours, 'Overcharge'. By the way, what kind of douche calls 'imself 'overcharge'?"

I round the table and sit in the open chair.

"So, why did you call?" I ask, eyeing the spaghetti.

"I didn't poison it, if that's what your wondering." She answers. "And, I called you here because I have a proposition for ya'."

"Not interested" I answer quickly.

"Oh, c'mon. You dont even know what it is."

"Dont need to." I take a bite. I dont care if its poisoned, it tastes delicious. Weird after taste, though.

"Actually, you might wanna. The sleeping pill is gonna take effect soon, what with your heightened metabolism and all."

"Damnit" I bang my head on the table.

"I'm kidding" she says.

She flexes, and the ropes break, and I flinch.

I look up at her, and shes standing next to the table, in a black suit that hugs her curves.

"All I'm asking for is your forgiveness, and I'll stop all my crimes." She says, seriously.

"You arent serious, are you? The public would never allow that! You'd be lucky with life in prison." I yell.

"But what the public doesn't know, wont hurt them." She prompts.

"Huh?"

"Hear me out," she asks," we continue this whole 'pissing contest' in public, I terrorize the citizens, bring what seems like calamity, and you 'stop me'." She says, using air quotes. "During our fights, I'll cause little to no structural damages, I'll keep my zero body count-yes, I've kept track- and I'll put up practically no fight. How does that sound?"

"Like you actually did drug me."I reply with a straight face.

"Whether or not you believe me, or even accept this, it's still gonna happen." She sits back down and takes a bite of bread.

"What even prompted this?" I ask.

"I fell in love, and realized who I love will never accept me the way I am right now." She says.

"Wha?"

"Look, the answers not important. Just know I'll be cutting back on crime time."

"Why couldnt you have just said that?"

"Would you have believed me?"

I take a second.

"Yeah, you're probably right."

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Months later, and she was true to her word. I'd only fought her 12 times, about a third of her original time, and not so much as a scratch was put on the buildings.

During those months, I actually spent time with her, learning her past, trying to understand her. After hearing her story, it was no wonder she did what she did. With parents who acted like that, I woulda snapped. Slowly, ever so slowly, I realized we had a blossoming friendship. I saw a lot -probably too much- of myself in her. We got into a rhythm of after fighting, to sit down and talk.

After the twelfth fight, I finally had the courage to ask, "So, who was this mysterious man you fell in love with?"

She looked at me with a pained look.

"Nevermind that," she waved away the question. "Tell me, is there anyone in your life whose caught your eye?"

"Nuh-uh. You cant turn this on me. I asked you first." I stared her down.

"Fine." She said, breaking eye contact and staring at her lap, where she cradled a cup of tea. "First, before I tell you, you ahve to answer this question."

"It better not be a relationship question."

"Its not." She says. She looks around, closes her eyes, and stares at me, saying, "Do you think anybody can be redeemed? Do you think anyone can get forgiveness for any deed done, barring murder?" She bites her lip in worry.

I shake my head and giggle a little. "You've already asked this, and I said yes."

"I know, I just need to get enough courage to confess to you." She says.

"Wha-?"

She interrupts."I fell in love with you, but because I'm a villain, and you're a hero, I thought I could never tell you that. But, after all this time, I've grown as a person. I've still got some way to go, though."

"I-im flattered that you think that way, but-"

"You're straight, arent you, of course you are, why wouldnt you be. You're literally the perfect woman, and her I am, being a negative influence on everyone. I should've never invited you over, I'm sorry." She runs away, before I could stop her.

I get up and call after her, yelling "Alyssa!" But she either cant hear me, or doesn't want to. I dont panic, though. I cant. My phone starts to ring, and Its my assistant.

"Damnit Piper" I answer. "Now's probably the worst time. What do you want?"

"Its almost time for your speech. And, my names Jannet." She says blankly. Speech? I think to myself.

"Sorry, Jannet. I'm still trying to get used to Piper not being here." Is what I actually say.

"You're the one who promoted her."

I hang up and look towards the door Alyssa ran out. I take a step towards it, when my phone rings with a reminder. I glance at it, it says 'Mayoral inaugural speech'.

I put my phone down, and race towards the other door. I open it, and inside is my suit.

"Well, Shark Match," I say to myself," Time to Come out of the closet so your crush doesn't destroy New Yallk City. Man, sounds like a bad autobiography. Or a fanfiction title.

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The Mayor is exactly like you'd imagine him. Slimy and not particularly firm in any ideology that doesn't secure his vote. As a citizen asked to prepare a speech to secure to African American vote, I lost all faith in this man. But today I lost the additional bit of faith I didn't even realize I had. I don't like to keep up with politics, as someone in my line of work shouldn't, so it was a surprise to me when, in the middle of my speech, someone from the paper yelled "Why are you against gay marriage? Is it because of your parents."

"Who said that?" I yell. "I was trying to find some way to put it, but it didnt feel natural until now. It'd be pretty bad for my community if I went against it, now wouldn't it? I didnt even realize this man" I point to the mayor, "thought like that. What, do I need to wear the lesbian flag as a Cape now? Actually, that be awesome."

I shoot one more glare at the mayor, who's sweating by now. "Give him one term. If he doesnt clean up his act by then, I'll run for mayor myself. I'll even reveal myself at that point. Hows that sound?" The crowd cheers.

The dinner afterward was a littel awkward on his end, but only one thought kept going through my head. 'Did Alyssa see?'

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It was midnight when I heard my window squeak. I heard footsteps come close to my bed, a piece of paper get placed on my nightstand, and footsteps retreat.

I wait a minute, then get out of bed and turn on a light. The paper says "This friday, Same warehouse, 9pm. Wear something sexy, I need to apologize.

-Signed

Alyssa dukes"

I smile and set the note back down, pleasant thoughts accompanying me to dreamland..

[akingsfool]

Groceries? I Think Not

i know i said everyone would be fine, but i kinda lied

warnings: someone gets shot, BUT nobody dies

dont blame me, @wafflesareh0t originally came up with it, I’m just the writer

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Romeo tried to steady his breath. His stomach was burning. He thought that he would be fine walking to the grocery store by himself. He thought wrong. He turned down the wrong street. And now he was sitting on the ground in some alley, trying to regulate his breathing.

Romeo did the only thing he could thing of. He pulled out his phone and called Specs. The phone rang for a minute, and Romeo was starting to think that Specs wouldn’t pick up.

Specs ran into the living room, grabbing the phone from the coffee table. It was Romeo. That was odd, he just left their shared apartment a few minutes ago.

“Hey, Ro, what's up?” he asked, genuinely confused. Did Romeo forget something? Usually only Specs forgot stuff.

“Not much, Specs, not much,” the other boy answered. He sounded a bit out of breath and kind of in pain.

“Are you ok?” Specs asked, ready to walk out the door to go find him. Romeo grunted.

“No, yeah I’m fine,” Romeo sighed. “How was your day today, Specs?”

“It was alright. Finals suck, but it’s whatever,” Specs sat down on the couch and huffed. “How about your day?”

“My day was fine. Mrs. Clark really doesn’t like me,” Romeo huffed a laugh. “She gave me extra homework just because I forgot an assignment due months ago.” Specs laughed.

“I guess not. She must really hate you,” Specs heard Romeo laugh. “Hey, did you see that new episode last night? It was totally crazy. I can’t wait for the next one.

“Yeah, I saw it. Not my favorite episode, to be honest. But,” Romeo grunted. “Maybe the next one will be better. Hey, you gotta listen ok? Just, I gotta tell ya some stuff and I really, really need ya to listen.” Specs frowned and sat down on his couch.

“Yeah, of course,” Specs said softly. This was very unlike Romeo. He wondered what was going on. And if Romeo had gotten to the store yet.

“So like, I think you’re the best. Don't ever stop. Your dancing and singing is amazing. Don’t ever forget to eat or stay hydrated, ok? And start going to bed on time. You need sleep. You’re the best, and I love you,” Romeo admitted. Specs was speechless. Confessing something like that was not something Romeo would do over the phone. Something was going on.

“Romeo, what’s going on?” he asked. Something about this just didn’t sit right with him.

“Nothing, why do you ask?” Romeo asked. Specs scoffed.

“Because you never tell anyone that you love them over the phone, Ro,” Specs rolled his eyes.

“Nah, nothing’s wrong,” Romeo insisted. “I just thought you should know. Oh, and I’m hiding food behind the microwave. There’s a box of girl scout cookies under my bed. And in the far right corner of my closet is a cooler with drinks. Don’t judge me.”

“Ro, are you drunk?” Specs asked. There was no way Romeo would tell him about his food stash unless he was drunk.

“Sure, let’s go with that,” Romeo sighed. “I owe Race twenty bucks, but he doesn’t know that. Don’t tell him. The password for my Tumblr is written on the back of that book we always have on the coffee table and never bother picking up. Oh, and that blue backpack in my room goes to Spot, ok?”

“Ro, you just left. How are you drunk?” Specs asked. “Do I need to come get you?”

“No, Specs just listen,” Romeo said. “You need to know that you’re my best friend. Always have been. I love you, ok? Just remember that ok?”

“Ok? Why would I forget?” Specs asked. Romeo just ignored the question.

“Tell me about that one story you had to read,” he said. Specs was totally confused. Nothing Romeo was saying was making sense.

“Why? I thought you didn’t care about it. I thought you said it was boring,” Specs said. Romeo wasn’t making sense. He was changing subjects way to fast.

“Change of heart. Specs, please,” Romeo pleaded. Specs frowned and started summarizing the story he had to read for one of his classes. Romeo was silent the whole time. Specs could barely hear him breathing. The boy heard the phone hi the ground.

“Romeo?” he asked. No answer. “Romeo? Rome, are you ok?” In the background he could barely hear sirens. He didn’t pay to much attention to them. There was always background noise when you’re talking on the phone. He only started to get worried when they got louder. A few moments later and someone was shouting orders, then silence. It was silent for almost an hour before his phone died and ended the call.

It was one am, seven hours after Romeo had gone out for groceries. There was no way he could go to sleep now. He sat himself down on the couch and then there was a knock on his door. Sighing, Specs pushed himself up and staggered to his door. Race, Crutchie, Jack, and JoJo were standing at his door, wearing pajamas and looking concerned.

“Did you see the news?” Race asked, letting himself in and turning on Specs’ tv. Specs rolled his eyes. Romeo was missing and he asked if he watched the news? Still, Specs turned his attention to the news. The news anchor was talking about some kid who had gotten shot. The kid wa unconscious and in the hospital. Apparently, they had no way of knowing who the kid was because he had no ID on him. Specs nearly cried when a picture of the kid popped up on the screen.

“We gotta go get him,” he said, pulling on his shoes and jacket. The others stood up and rushed out the door. Jack and Race sat in front, Crutchie and JoJo sat in the back with Specs. Specs wrung his hands together and bit his lip.

Jack put the car in park and they all practically fell out of the car. Specs stumbled and practically ran into the hospital. The woman at the front desk gave them a look that said she was already done with their shit.

“Yeah, that boy that was on the news? He’s our friend,” Crutchie tried to explain. The woman nodded.

“Names?” the nurse asked, getting ready to type in the names. They gave her their legal names instead of the ones they normally used. “And what about his? The boy?”

“Romeo,” Jack said easily. The nurse raised an eyebrow.

“What about a last name? That would be helpful,” she said. Specs sighed. Jack was the one to answer.

“Honestly, we don’t know, miss,” Jack sighed and shrugged. “He doesn’t even know. He was never told his last name. He just goes by Romeo.”

“What about his parents? I don't think I can let you guys into the room without parent consent,” the woman said. Everyone looked uneasy. JoJo gave Specs a weary look.

“Uh, his parents can’t, um, be here,” Crutchie adjusted his crutch. The woman at the desk looked confused.

“Why not?” she asked. Race groaned.

“He doesn’t have any. Either their dead and he ended up in an orphanage, or they didn’t want him and he ended up in an orphanage. Either way, they're not in his life,” Race sighed. Everyone looked at him for a minute.

“That's harsh,” JoJo mumbled.

“Well, it’s true. Look, lady, we’re what he has. Always have been. We’re what he has in the way of a family,” Race snapped. He was probably tired, Specs decided. The woman typed some stuff in on her computer and sighed.

“I can let one of you in, but not until six,” she sighed again. They nodded and went to sit down in the waiting room. They’d sit and wait until at least one of them can get in. Specs propped his head up on his hand and closed his eyes. Not sleeping, he told himself, just resting.

“One of you guys can go into the room, now,” the nurse said, walking up to them. Specs startled awake. When had he fallen asleep? Looks like the others fell asleep, too.

“I’ll go,” Specs said, standing up. The nurse led him down the hall to the room Romeo was in. “He’s ok, right?” Specs asked before going in.

“He’ll be just fine,” she nodded. “He might not wake up just yet, but he will.” And with that, she walked away, leaving Specs alone in the hallway. He huffed and opened the door. Romeo was laying on the hospital bed, hooked up to an oxygen machine, needles in his arms. He looked dead. Well, kind of. Seeing Romeo look so at peace and lifeless was disturbing. He was usually always up and doing something. But now? He was just laying there, motionless. It made Specs sick.

Romeo would be ok, Specs told himself as he grabbed the other boys hand. He’d be just fine. Maybe not now, or even tomorrow. But he’d be ok.

[lcstxlcve]

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make me admit stuff || fighr me jazzi 

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? yes2. You talked to an ex today, correct? yes 3. Have you taken someones virginity? yes4. Is trust a big issue for you? yes5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?i slept with her6. What are you excited for? getting married and a couple other things 7. What happened tonight? nothing yet8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? nope9. Is confidence cute? hella10. What is the last beverage you had? milk 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? one 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? yes…13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? abbie 14. What are you going to spend money on next?furniture 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? yup16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? idk probably 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? abbie18. The last time you felt broken? two-ish weeks ago��19. Have you had sex today? not yet 20. Are you starting to realize anything? how lucky i am 21. Are you in a good mood? yes22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? already have 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?unfortunately 24. What do you want right this second? eat ice cream 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? wasnt cooley right?26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?yes

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? nope28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? psycho fell off the couch 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? no30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? nope31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? yes 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? boy i hope so 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? yeah 34. Listening to? machine by hi im case35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? yes but i prefer blood 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? probably at home idk 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? i barely believe in love38. Who did you last call? my mom39. Who was the last person you danced with? idk 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? because i was happy and love her v much 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? a month ago?42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?nope

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? i dont embarrass myself. period. 44. Do you tan in the nude? wouldnt you like to know45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? never in a million years46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? every night47. Who was the last person to call you? abbie48. Do you sing in the shower? ask abbie49. Do you dance in the car? nope50. Ever used a bow and arrow? yup and a lot of other things51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? never???52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? a good kind, but not always 53. Is Christmas stressful? it depends on whos coming 54. Ever eat a pierogi? eat what??55. Favorite type of fruit pie? i like abbies pie but cherry ig 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? serial killer57. Do you believe in ghosts? nope58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? why do i feel like ive answered this before?59. Take a vitamin daily? i take a lot of things daily 60. Wear slippers? nope61. Wear a bath robe? no 62. What do you wear to bed? boxers and a tank top 63. First concert? mcr64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? target 65. Nike or Adidas? nike66. Cheetos Or Fritos? cheetos wtf67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? peanuts 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? safe and sound69. Ever take dance lessons? yes 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? i can only picture he doing me 71. Can you curl your tongue? yeah 72. Ever won a spelling bee? i didnt even go to school 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? nope74. What is your favorite book? fahrenheit 451 75. Do you study better with or without music?with 76. Regularly burn incense? nope77. Ever been in love? once 78. Who would you like to see in concert? the killers 79. What was the last concert you saw? mcr80. Hot tea or cold tea? cold81. Tea or coffee? tea82. Favorite type of cookie? oatmeal raison 83. Can you swim well? dont know how 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? yeah 85. Are you patient? depends86. DJ or band, at a wedding? band87. Ever won a contest? so many 88. Ever have plastic surgery? dont need it 89. Which are better black or green olives? neither but black if  had to choose 90. Opinions on sex before marriage? do it 91. Best room for a fireplace? the bathroom 92. Do you want to get married? im already married to the most amazing woman in the world and im marrying her again, so yes. 

[bergaruh]

Tagged by @wheezboys​ thank u so much??!!?

Rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.

Last:

1. Drink - coffee 

2. Phone call - mac or my grandmother i dont know which 

3. Text message - my friend jesse!

4. Song you listened to - should have known better, sufjan stevens

5. Time you cried - i crushed my finger under the cream machine at work today and tears rose to my eyes unbidden 

Ever:

6. Dated someone twice? - ive never dated :(

7. Kissed someone and regretted it - ive kissed two people and hated both of them in the end 

8. Been cheated on - not technically 

9. Lost someone special - we all have at some point i think

10. Been depressed - i mean.....yeah

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up - i will never throw up. i won't let myself im not even kidding

Fave colours:

12. red

13. purple

14. olive green

In the last year have you…

15. Made new friends - no the last friend i made was tessa and that was over a year ago now!!!

16. Fallen out of love - platonically, yeah

17. Laughed until you cried - yeah there was this one post and i fukcnig died last night ask me for it im dying to laugh again jhfklghfdljkghd

18. Found out someone was talking about you - yesterday! 

19. Met someone who changed you - yeah, not great

20. Found out who your friends are - i dont have irl friends anymore so i guess thats a yes?

21. Kissed someone on your facebook friends list - no i blocked ****** and j*sse doesn't have social media

General:

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl - all but two that i met on tungle

23. Do you have any pets -technically no but my parents have a gorgeous boy named stinky (ask for pics and ye shall receive) 

24. Do you want to change your name - Most Desperately 

25. What did you do for your last birthday - i was at my friend jess’ and her mother found out ive never gotten a birthday cake and made me a cinnamon roll with a candle and i almost cried

26. What time did you wake up today - 06:15

27. What were you doing at midnight last night - trying to sleep

28. What is something you can’t wait for - friday i get trained for my executive position at my school!

30. What are you listening to right now - eugene, sufjan stevens (BEST SUFJAN SONG) 

31. Have you ever talked to a person named tom - yeah!! we wrote music together! i wanted to uhhhhhhhhhhhh.... d*te him 

32. Something that’s getting on your nerves - all my impending deadlines :)

33. Most visited website - JSTOR

34. Hair colour - blonde but brown in some places

35. Long or short hair - long and thicc 

36. Do you have a crush on someone - kind of??? but i dont Know because th*mas really fuvked me up

37. What do you like about yourself - nothing much to like! 

38. Want any piercings? - i have Several and i think i want my next one to be on my nose somewhere

39. Blood type -  o negative

40. Nicknames - zak is technically a nickname since its short for zacharian but zak attack (tessa), sweet gee (myself but also tessa), geesus (mac)

41. Relationship status - single and gay

42. Zodiac - scorpio 

43. Pronouns - he/they 

44. Fave tv shows - x files, dirk gently, t**n w*lf (sorry god sorry mam), hannibal, the good place

45. Tattoos -two on my leg. a mourning band and karma police

46. Right or left handed - left but i can write faster with my right hand because my mother legit forced me to as a kid

47. Ever had surgery - again, Several, 

48. Piercings - i had my lip pierced but it got ripped out in a fight. my ears are pierced thrice on both sides and an industrial on the right

49. Sport - i was in a car accident that crushed the left side of my body so not anymore but i used to play soccer, rugby, and i figure skated 

50. Vacation - road trip around north america w my friends!

51. Trainers - as in shoes? i have some. 

More general:

52. Eating - im scared to eat rn because theres a stomach bug going around and my roommate had it yesterday and if i dont eat i won't be able to throw up so 

53. Drinking - i drink whiskey every day of my life. also coffee. and when im feeling healthy, tea. 

54. I’m about to watch - nothing im writing a research paper on commodus and nero

55. Waiting for - the day i finally best god in hand to hand combat

56. Want - to finish this essay

57. Get married - for sure! id love to be like “thats my husband!” and knock someone tf OUT

Which is better:

59. Hugs or kisses - not great w physical contact tbh

60. Lips or eyes - eyes

61. Shorter or taller - uuuuuuuh im 4′11″ so im gonna say....taller......

62. Older or younger - older im 20 so right now anyone younger is kinda weird for me

63. Nice arms or stomach - ARMS justin_bieber_i_love_arm.jpg

64. Hookup or relationship - relationship

65. Troublemaker or hesitant - troublemaker i cause shit all the time 

Have you ever:

66. Kissed a stranger - not physically

67. Drank hard liquor - yeah moonshine is my bitch

68. Lost glasses - no i only had one pair throughout my entire life and then i switched to contacts and wore them way longer than ur supposed to because it was cheaper and now i Just Dont See

69. Turned someone down - yeah and it was awkward

70. Sex on first date - never dated so No

71. Broken someones heart - i think so but u know

72. Had your heart broken - oh yeah losing vogal felt like losing family

73. Been arrested - :)

74. Cried when someone died - mark

75. Fallen for a friend - jesse i guess but not really

Do you believe in:

76. Yourself - absolutely not im a bozo 

77. Miracles - no 

78. Love at first sight - no but i believe u were meant for some people?? like at first sight is a little soon but some people u meet and u Know i guess

79. Santa Claus - yeah!! its so uplifting to think he's real, christmas feels that much better if u do

80. Kiss on a first date - i wouldn't but you do you! if ur comfortable and u ask u can and should! 

81. Angels - i want to

Other:

82. Best friend’s name - tessa! stormy! begrudgingly mac... 

83. Eye colour - one is blue and one is green but if u weren't looking u wouldn't notice

84. Fave movie: rn pacrim is my Interest so we’ll say pacific rim

85. Fave actor- HUGH DANCY

Tagging: @unsolvedbfs @spoookystardust @ghoulign (even tho u already did it) and uuuuh anyone who wants to! the ppl i usually tag on main aren't in this fandom and i dont know many ppl 

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get to know me tag(s)

yoo so recently i’d been tagged to do three get to know me tags, and i dont want to make three separate posts for each so im gonna combine all of them in this one post which is under a cut bc��…….its really long LOL anyways i was tagged by @lovhobe, @elementaljimin, and @protectkimtaehyung thank you so much guys!!!!!!!!!!! <333 im glad i got to know yall better asdfgh

im tagging @jiminslipgloss​, @jxxminmols​, @kismet-soo​, @baeklipse​, @sonyeondn​, @neckatie​, @kihyunswife​ and @bulletproofbookworm​ you guys are welcome to do however many of these you want lol i just didnt wanna tag people separately for each tag

i was tagged by @lovhobe​ to do the 20 questions one tysm!!  instructions: answer the 20 questions and tag 20 amazing followers you would like to get to know better. (lol yall already know i aint tagging 20 people)

name - zara

nickname - um a few of my friends like to call me zar-zar and i get called zaro by my family a lot

zodiac sign - cancer

height - 5′ 3″

orientation - straight

ethnicity - pakistani

favorite fruit - pineapple i think

favorite season - fall

favorite book series - idk um i’ll be that person and say harry potter lol i cant rlly think of a good series rn but my fave book is the kite runner 

favorite flower - i dont rlly know a lot of flowers but i like roses and the vibrant colors that orchids can have

favorite scent - fresh laundry

favorite color - purple

favorite animal - zebras?

coffee, tea, or hot cocoa - hot cocoa

average hours of sleep - five

cat or dog person - i like both but i think i like cats a little more

favorite fictional character(s) - this is hard bc i used to be in a lot of fandoms asdfghjkl draco, red & gold, percy, bakugou, link and i have more from all the drama i watch but the list will be to long lmao !!!

number of blankets you sleep with - three

dream trip - idrk?? somewhere out of the country i guess i dont leave the us unless im going to pakistan lol

blog created - i had to check my archive lmao but i made this blog in oct of 2015

number of followers - :^)

NEXT i was tagged by @eternaljimin​ for the get to know me tag tysm !! there werent any instructions just.........answer the questions lol.

a - age - fourteen lmao.........................

b - biggest fear - tight spaces

c - current time - 10:35 pm

d - drink you had last - water

e - everyday starts with - getting out of bed??

f - favorite song - im saying this just bc it just came out but RUMOR BY KARD IS A BOP WATCH IT AND SUPPORT THESE LEGENDS  

g - ghosts are real? - idk my dude

h - hometown/country - us

i - in love with - jimin?

j - jealous of - i was just watching sbs kpop star and there are these two kids who are eleven yrs old and are so talented i wish i was talented you feel 

k - killed someone - why would someone even ask this akshf ofc not

l - last time you cried - i think i cried today lmfao

m - music you last listened to - RUMOR BY KARD

n - newest thing you bought for yourself - i think the last thing i spent my money on was cheez its from the vending machine @ school ajksf

o - one wish - i wish my life went smoothly and that i wasnt mentally ill?? lmao

p - person you last messaged - @jiminslipgloss​ :)

q - questions you get asked often - since i wear the hijab i get a lot of questions abt that i also get questions on my rbf like ‘why do you look so depressed all the time’ asfkjkj

r - recommended (movie? series? book?) - i just remembered that i read this book called this blinding absence of light and it was rlly good a little explicit but it was a damn good book i rlly wanna re read it 

s - song you last sang - i dont rmbr but it was probs a track from hamilton lol

t - thanks, last person you said thanks to - the waiter that gave me food @ a restaurant i went today 

u - underwear youre wearing - not sure what this is asking but im wearing a purple one rn???

v - vacation, your dream vacation - i dont rlly have one lol

w - worst habit - idk if this counts but i lose my temper a lot? is that a habit? if not i tend to space out/get distracted a lot esp in class

x - x rays youve had - my teeth, my ankle, a few of my fingers

y - your favorite food - rice !

z - zodiac sign - cancer

for the third one i was tagged by @protectkimtaehyung​ for the seventy questions tag tysm!!!!!!

do you have a good relationship with your parents? yeah

who did you last say i love you to? um listen im rlly not tryna be edgy but i seriously dont rmbr the last time i said ily irl

do you regret anything? i regret a lot of things lol

are you insecure? unfortunately

whats your relationship status? single

how do you want to die? asdfghjkl um a painless death i think

what did you last eat? rice

played any sports? i used to play tennis and swim but now i do kung fu

do you bite your nails? no

when was your last physical fight? i kind of have......to fight in kung fu so like when i last had class lol

do you like someone? no

have you ever stayed up forty-eight hours? yeah

do you hate anyone atm? i tend to hate a lot of ppl lmao?

do you miss someone? uhm i dont think so

have any pets? no :// i used to have parakeets but i gave them away and i just recently found out that they passed away :(((

how exactly are you feeling right now? i was kinda happy but since its sunday night im starting to feel shitty bc i dont want to go back to school tmrw afjh and im rlly tired

ever made out in the bathroom? no

are you scared of spiders? yeah lol

would you go back in time if you were given the chance? this is an interesting question bc it depends like if i were given just one chance then mayyyybe id go back and change smth i did that was stupid but if were given the chance to go whenever i want then probably not bc thats way too much pressure/commitment to have a power like that sdhfa 

where was the last place you snogged someone? i havent snogged anyone lmfao

what are your plans for this weekend? sleep

do you want to have kids? how many? i dont want to have kids bc childbirth doesnt seem appealing to me but idk i might change my mind when im older/more mature

do you have piercing? how many? one on both ears

what is/are/were your best subjects? the only classes i have solid as in are art, lit, and w4p lol math and science are def not my thing

do you miss anyone for your past? from my past, yes

what are you craving right now? sleep

have you ever broken someones heart? in first grade some kid liked me and i embarrassed him in front of his friends to get him to stop liking me so yeah i was wildin in first grade

have you ever been cheated on? no

have you ever made a significant other cry? no

whats irritating you right now? my tiredness? 

does somebody love you? oh geez i hope lmao

what is your favorite color? purple

do you have trust issues? yeah

who/what was your last dream about? um i dont think i remember v clearly

who was the last person you cried in front of? my mom

do you give second chances out easily? i dont think ive been in a situation where ive had to but i probably wouldnt 

is it easier to forgive or forget? wow um can i say neither lol

is this year the best year of your life? definitely not

how old were you when you had your first kiss? havent had one

have you ever walked out naked? no

favorite food? rice

do you believe everything happens for a reason? hmmm probably idk man i dont think too hard lol

what is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? scrolling through this hell website

is cheating ever okay? no

are you mean? i probably dont come off as mean online but im not gonna lie i def get mean irl

how many people have you fist fought? i dont think ive been in a situation where i had to punch someone?

do you believe in true love? ive never experienced romantic love so i wouldnt be able to say but probably aajkf ive read/watched too much and analyzed too many relationships for me to say love is real but...........love isnt real yall

favorite weather? when the sun is covered by clouds and its a little chilly

do you like the snow? ive only encountered snow like twice so idk but i feel like i wouldnt like it very much lol

do you want to get married? idk man

is it cute when someone calls you baby? pet names arent rlly my thing lol 

what makes you happy? sleep...........im rlly tired rn 

would you change your name? no

would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? this is an interestingly phrased question lol. well i dont rmbr the last person i kissed so idk

your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? wow that would be rlly sad LMAO but id turn him down and tell him to get better standards wtf

do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? well they wouldnt be considered my friend if i couldnt act like myself around them so yes

who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? i just texted my friend so we can play video games aslfkh 

whos the last person you had a deep conversation with? literally the same dude from the last question lol

do you believe in soulmates? um no i dont think so?

id there anyone you would die for? my family/friends

thanks everyone again for tagging me !! <33