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Ok so technically speaking I have 3 alive TADC AUs. One I've just never posted about (I may have briefly mentioned it? I cant recall) because its very self indulgent and exists just for me and a friend to fuck around with. However-
I may or may not have a few art pieces of that AUs Jax which I'm really proud of. He is admittedly very pretty and I'm debating on making a post dedicated to the few drawings I have of him. The only issue is because this is more of a self indulgent thing I'm a lot more protective over it so posting about makes me a lot more nervous then any of my other artworks.
If you eventually see a post about it then that means I got over my nerves. If you don't then I am a coward-
#hypers 2 am thoughts#i dont even have a name for this thing#his design would raise so many questions that would take too long to answer#short version of it all: it was silly and cool#massive warning if i ever post about him expect eventual artwork of him being gay#he was the first to be beamed by the rainbow#BOY KISSER#anyway its actually almost 2 am and i have to wake up in 4 hours#so im hitting the honk mimimimi#cya
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It's always so weird to come down from the biology heavens to see what the average person believes about animals, plants, ecosystems, just the world around them. I don't even mean things that one simply doesn't know because they've never been told or things that are confusing, I'm talking about people who genuinely do not see insects as animals. What are you saying. Every time I see a crawling or fluttering little guy I know that little guy has motivations and drive to fulfill those motivations. There are gears turning in their head! They are perceiving this world and they are drawing conclusions, they are conscious. And yet it's still a whole thing if various bugs of the world feel pain or if they are simply Instinct Machines that are Not Truly Aware of Anything At All????? Help!!!!!! How can you look at a little guy and think he is just the macroscopic animal version of a virus
#yesterday i made a complainy post about a whale edit having people confused about whale sharks and orcas' dolphin and whale identity#but honestly i cant even hold these things against someone. its confusing that whale sharks are called with two different animal names!#and if you only know about the whale dolphin porpoise divide then you may not know that dolphins and porpoises and others are toothed whale#i dont think anyone is actually stupid for not having this information preinstalled in their brains#if anything it makes me happy to get to explain things because i love explaining things that i know :D#however... this#it just makes me sad :(#its so weird when this whole thing is subjected towards OTHER VERTEBRATES too like fish or reptiles or amphibians#like man.... you are a fish. your ancestors were buddy buddy (or actually probably enemy enemy) with the ancestors of these guys#fish are like a whole other class of animal to a lot of people dont even get me started#they never get the same protections as mammals or birds do even if they are just as or more endangered#mmmmm i wont rant now#biology
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this one goes out to a certain middle schooler who wouldve been eviscerated on the spot by woke miraculous
#outing myself as an mlb fan ive been on this train since the damn thing aired and i cant leave#dont follow me for ml btw this is probably a one time thing#. i think.#duck scribbles#doodles#miraculous ladybug#miraculous spoilers#mlb#juleka couffaine#rose lavillant#julerose#marc anciel#nathaniel kurtzberg#nathmarc#marcnath#marcaniel#what even is their ship name actually why are there three different ones#i used to be so obsessed with them when i was younger its unreal i still cant believe these are episodes that exist#JULEKA AND MARC WERE MY FAVORITES...... im so happy for them i really am#i died 10 times over theyre so cute. i wouldve been insufferable and inconsolable back then#would say i cant believe nath and marc arent dating yet but also its even funnier that way to me. hang in there marc#im not gonna apologise because my beloved best friend is gonna get mad at me if i let my sense of shame win again#and also this was the kind of thing i could only have dreamed of drawing when i was like 12 or something so this is for her 👊#im having fun!!!!!!! and isnt that all that matters rly i keep forgetting that#actually while drawing this i realized the splatters on naths overalls are kinda similar to the bi colors thats rly cute#esp when paired w marcs tie dye shirt jksdgjkshdgshdgds
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i love when words fit right. seize was always supposed to be that word, and so was jester. tuesday isn't quite right but thursday should be thursday, that's a good word for it. daisy has the perfect shape to it, almost like you're laughing when you say it; and tulip is correct most of the time. while keynote is fun to say, it's super wrong - i think they have to change the label for that one. but fox is spot-on.
most words are just, like, good enough, even if what they are describing is lovely. the night sky is a fine term for it but it isn't perfect the way november is the correct term for that month.
it's not just in english because in spanish the phrase eso si que es is correct, it should be that. sometimes other languages are also better than the english words, like how blue is sloped too far downwards but azul is perfect and hangs in the air like glitter. while butterfly is sweet, i think probably papillion is more correct, although for some butterflies féileacán is much better. year is fine but bliain is better. sometimes multiple languages got it right though, like how jueves and Πέμπτη are also the right names for thursday. maybe we as a species are just really good at naming thursdays.
and if we were really bored and had a moment and a picnic to split we could all sit down for a moment and sort out all the words that exist and find all the perfect words in every language. i would show you that while i like the word tree (it makes you smile to say it), i think arbor is correct. you could teach me from your language what words fit the right way, and that would be very exciting (exciting is not correct, it's just fine).
i think probably this is what was happening at the tower of babel, before the languages all got shifted across the world and smudged by the hand of god. by the way, hand isn't quite right, but i do like that the word god is only 3 letters, and that it is shaped like it is reflecting into itself, and that it kind of makes your mouth move into an echoing chapel when you cluck it. but the word god could also fit really well with a coathanger, and i can't explain that. i think donut has (weirdly) the same shape as a toothbrush, but we really got bagel right and i am really grateful for that.
grateful is close, but not like thunder. hopefully one day i am going to figure out how to shape the way i love my friends into a little ceramic (ceramic is very good, almost perfect) pot and when they hold it they can feel the weight of my care for them. they can put a plant in there. maybe a daisy.
#warm up#writeblr.#i am not going to personally comment on the pineapple debate#some things are too big for me.#maybe we could have everything on earth choose their own names.#wouldn't that be fun#it is a creative writing exercise. okay. ily#''why only these languages?'' ..... bc i dont know every language#sorry :(#PLEASE leave me comments about what words u think are correct. i love learning them#btw! this isn't saying these are the most BEAUTIFUL words for it... just the words that are the most CORRECT#like i quite like the word ''keynote'' as mentioned. it's got a lot of fun sounds in it.#but it is not CORRECT.#''gloaming''' is interesting and fun and poetic but it is NOT correct . evening is MORE correct#but less beautiful.#does that make sense?
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category is: beefing with rookies
#OBSESSED w that moment and it reminded me of these two#pixar cars#cars#lightning mcqueen#chick hicks#<— his name is joe komposztorrrrrrrr 😡💥‼#i dont even have anything to add to this like that whole thing happened to lightning verbatim#keeping him nico coded btw 😋 pretty boy#my art
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dear god Albus Potter do you utterly haunt my thoughts
Just… Albus in the cursed child, for as mixed as people seem to be on it… Albus as the certified middle child who doesn’t have the cloak, doesn’t have the map, who doesn’t even have a family name?
Can you imagine little Al (not yet Albus because that’s a name he truly goes by once he has Scorpius) tucking himself into the cracks of the door as he hears his parents talking, hears his dad say it would have been better to know they were having two boys so they could have just called him Sirius
Al, getting teased by his invisible brother, yet seeing so distinctly that his father chose James over him for their family legacy
Al, who grew up on the filtered advice of a distant, out of reach mentor who he could never live up to. Not like James with his fun, his humor, or Lily with her love and her girlhood.
(Albus, who will hear Cedric called the spare and understand far too well what it’s like to be of secondary importance)
Al, who out of all his siblings looks the most like his father, a reflection to every family friend of what harry went through and an eternal reminder to himself and the world that he will always be his father’s legacy (he will look in the mirror for most of his adult life and see his father before he sees himself)
Al, age 11, seeking comfort on the train platform as everything changes around him and getting another lecture about bravery that he doesn’t feel he has
Al becoming Albus on that train, when the boy who would become the most important person in his life actually asks him, asks him what he wants to be called
Albus, under the sorting hat, struggling but thinking about who he wants to be outside of his family’s legacy and getting put in Slytherin for it
Albus, who grew up on war stories and hogwarts hyjinks staying up half his first night because he’s afraid of his peers, but doesn’t want them to know that because he so desperately and conflictingly wants to both fit in and stand out
Albus, who is bad at flying, humiliating himself in front of his peers, because he isn’t harry but isn’t Quidditch player Ginny either… Albus, who all the adults see as Harry’s extension; Albus, who struggles with charms like Lily never will, who can barely make his matchstick silver under the blue eyed portrait in the room, who struggles to parse through the moving and unequal words of wizarding textbooks, who attracts bullies like flies and doesn’t yet have his mother’s hexes to fight back
Albus, struggling to write that first letter home, to tell his parents and little sister that he’s different from them; Albus who doesn’t even get to tell them because James tells them first
Albus, who doesn’t get a green scarf and hat until after the first snow, unable to parse if it’s the color, the fact that he’s the second born, or maybe just that it’s him that made it come later than James’ had
Albus, who goes back home for Christmas and faces his father’s disapproval for befriending a Malfoy, his father’s distrust and attempts to assure his morality for befriending someone harry assumes cruel and antagonistic
Albus, having to hold awkward conversation with Rose and Ron and Hermione, because neither of the kids want their parents to know they’re not talking (they find out eventually, and though they’re nice about it, Albus knows they’ll always put Rose’s feelings first)
Albus, who is suddenly assumed more malicious and problem causing than he ever was before, who suddenly is seen as a prime person to scot the blame off to when things go wrong
Albus, who gets chosen after his sister (“just like her mother!”) during the family quidditch match; who gets meaningful looks from his Uncle Percy; whose Christmas sweaters are no longer red but never green; who suddenly cant seem to talk to his uncle ron anymore, someone who used to understand what it was like to be James’ brother
Albus potter who stradles the line of too Potter for Slytherin and too Slytherin for his family.
Albus Potter, who’s ambition has been squashed out by bullies and disregard and distrust, struggling to find his identity in a house and world that is still in the midst of undoing decades as an indoctrination machine…
#albus severus potter#albus potter#hp next gen#scorbus#Harry Potter#i have… so many thoughts on this boy#i dont mean this as a woe is me slytherin thing because that trope is awful#but like… even if hogwarts houses really aren’t that important in the grand wizarding world (though i would argue they probably would be#equivalent to like your old uni or something when you were old)#the potters and Weasley aren’t exactly normal#and the houses and slytherin’s identity were deeply intertwined with the war and all of the death and trauma#this is also your friendly reminder that even good and well intentioned parents can be disfunctional especially when they’ve got many of#their own intertwined issues#also ginny was in this a lot more I love her… think lots that harry said albus was most similar to her after like three hours of the most#harry and Albus paralleling the world has ever scene#anyway please talk to me im lonely#DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE POTENTIAL OF ALBUS AND DELPHI INTERACTIONS#I NEEDED MORE#yes this is half a metaphor for trans and nb Albus… really hate that j*r is an awful transphobe who somehow worked in name meta#pisses me off fr#albus potter it’s a wonderful life au
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I see a lot of people upset about William Kaplan being dead and no one mourning him cus Billy stole his body and I just don't see it that way. The kid in Wanda Vision is Billy Maximoff, The teenager at the Bar Mitzvah is William Kaplan, the Teen that got taken to the hospital after the wreck is neither and both Billy Maximoff and William Kaplan. That Teen went home with the abilities of Billy Maximoff, to the home of William Kaplan, with memories of neither and lived there for three years. He cares about Rebecca and Jeff, he lied to the to protect them from pain, they are his parents. He wants to find Tommy, he has magical powers, he wants to know who he is. All of these things are true. I wouldn't say William Kaplan is dead he just doesn't remember, like Agatha wasn't dead when he was Agnes, she just didn't remember.
#its fully possible the witches road will give Teen both his memories back cus thats the thing he's missing. making him not William Kaplan#and not Billy Maximoff but Billy Kaplan a mix of the two.#agatha all along#agatha harkness#billy kaplan#william kaplan#billy maximoff#and to all the people pissed that he isn't finding Wanda. womp womp this is about his brother and if you looked you would have seen that.#rumor has it Tommy will be in Vision Quest right? Tommy has to be set up somewhere! he doesn't have magic. and why would they bring back#THE SCARLETT WITCH in a marvel tv show? that's a huge moment they want that sucker for a movie.#marvel#jeff kaplan#rebecca kaplan#also for people up set e6 was billy focused.... yeah mcu projects have set ups for other projects.#even Moon Knight set up Wearwolf by knight. then She Hulk and spiderman had a set up for Daredevil. wandavision set up for Agatha All Along#and the Marvels. Mrs Marvel had a set up for The Marvels. thats kinda how the mcu works its a conected story#teen agatha all along#in the show it shows he doesn't actually remember tommy if he didn't he wouldn't have had to find Ralph. he was surprised wanda had twins#named billy and tommy and that one could read mind while the other was a speedster. all he knows about tommy is that he can feel him#and hes missing.#he probably doesn't know what tommy looks like or sounds like or acts all he know is he can feel him MIA and wants him back.#.........#im back. i also see people stiching that one scene with for lack of better term Teen looking in the mirror going I am William Kaplan and#taking it as Billy adjusting to the body hes in now. one even calling him the monster inhabiting Williams body. and i dont think that it.#he doesn't remember being Billy Maximoff OR William Kaplan. again calling him Teen. Teen is looking in the mirror at a body and face that is#completely alien to him because it is! he has amnesia. he's looking in a mirror with no idea who is looking at him not because hes Billy but#because its no one at that moment hes nothing. he has no idea who he is at all. all he know is thats his body his name is William and his#parents and worried and he know that cus he can read minds. thats it nothing else
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bucktommy get back together and break out the pet names for the first time on screen. tommy with the fond, exasperated, "honey" and buck bluescreens so hard hen needs to check for a pulse
#i LURVVVVVE all the pet names but honey and sweetheart just . turn me inside out its kind of amazing#i dont think buck's been called either of those things before tommy so i know he'll lose his whole fucking mind about it#i think prev gfs have always defaulted to baby/babe. so i like those honey and sweetheart specifically#daddy is of course also excellent. even though we're probably never gonna get buck saying that straight up#but thats what fic is for!!!#another scene implying their shared daddy kink would be great though not even joking lol#bucktommy
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IM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS ASCENSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#fate samurai remnant#fate grand order#ok fgo has spoiled their name to anyone who might have still not known so ill tag it#yamato takeru#im so crazy. a skin tight turtle teck shrug thing? this is premeditated against me#sorry iori for projecting my armpit love on u#i need iori to be the welfare this event so bad i dont even play fgo i just need them to meet again pleas
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i survived another week under capitalism's thumb. w me. anyway, here's some Tension >:)
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#hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel sara#hazbin hotel fanart#fanart#hazbin hotel comic#comic#rays art#i noticed that sera doesnt really call charlie by her name... shes 'lucifer's misguided daughter' or "daughter of the morningstar'#her identity only seems to tie back to lucifer in sera's eyes#its very demeaning and although i dont think sera even realizes she's coming across that way... i do find it very interesting#i like to think she does the same thing to lilith#lilith isnt 'the queen' or 'the first woman'... shes 'lucifer's wife'#and thus lucifer's importance is exaggerated and those related to him are underrepresented#especially since both charlie and lilith care about demonkind and have radical ideas#and while lucifer USED to be the same way... his sense of self has been crushed (at this point in time)#thus making him easier to manipulate#again i dont think sera even realizes this is something she's doing or taking advantage of as her intentions are not 'evil'#but its still happening#thats the consequence of a 'the end justifies the means' mindset
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updated some ref sheets and also actually made jcj one
#go find my artfight for more i guess#i know its another Not Real Murder Drones post but like im hyperfixating on this right now and dont feel like drawing drones#so you guys are just gonna have to live with that for a bit#i forgot an inner ring thing for abs so lets just pretend she doesnt have one#the spikes on jcjs halo are actually based on the spAAAAAAAAAAAce part of jcj in spaaaaaaaaaace#excuse my poor character writing i've literally never done this before#this is really like my first time doing this#usually i just pull the “they'll do whatever if i can make a joke out of it” card while Slightly aligning by their Vibe but like#here i'm trying to do something#learning to like actually Write also#if i can muster up the courage then i'll have a fic on ao3. otherwise ill just keep telling myself its for My Eyes Only#are the designs entirely canon compliant? no#do i care? no#art#murder drones#rain world#rain world iterator#i guess#never actually even considered a name for this au besides the self explanitory Murder Drones Rain World AU#should probably do that#i KNOW the lore is really fanficy SHUT UP i COULDNT THINK OF ANOTHER WAY TO WORK IT#LET ME BE CRINGE AND FREE FOR ONCE
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(AU)
What if you died and something divine loved you so much it couldn't cope with that fact? What if they tried bringing you back but the result was wrong?
More doodles + rambles below:
Now What if what came back was just off. Looks at the divine without the memories that went back decades. It looks, behaves and works in a way just off enough in a way to make the god unable to look at it. it's not you. it's not. it can't be.
.... but what if what got pulled back was still you, but its- YOU'RE wrong and broken in ways you cant understand anymore.
The apocalypse draws closer and closer and you don't know why every day that passes you seem to be falling more and more apart too. The god is gone. You are alone.
....Anyway yeah i fucked up a perfectly normal Lovestory Au. i gave it anxiety is what i did. sorry for horrid typing in 2nd person trying to explain stuff im bad at explaining <3 i draw, not write for a reason lol.
#great god grove#ggg click clack#ggg thespius#ggg lovestory#dont have a name for this au but its haunted me for a week and i finally relented when i saw the fact gods CAN create sentient things#thanks huzzle for letting me be evil [thumbs up]#ANYWAY I PROMISE THERES A HAPPY ENDING IN MY HEAD IM JUST CRUEL AND EVIL#AND ALSO INCREDIBLY CRINGE. APOLOGIES. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN IM ALONE W MY THOUGHTS W NO ONE TO BOUNCE IDEAS OFF OF.#lovestory except everything went wrong at the last second and now everything sucks. Clicky's alone away from everyone. thespius is JUST GON#Huzzle is absolutely losing it's shit in the corner because it's the one that found out first.#Bauhauzzo is trying to not have the world end#and Missy M is absolutely distraught about how everything's gone sideways so fast and is about to start accidentally flooding the grove#cobi isnt even a god yet. (SAD. I MISS HER ALREADY)#sorry this is probably incomprehensible. oops#i think in images and concepts not words so translating a bunch of those hard.#fun part about this was absoultely drawing faces just ever so off from how i draw click clacks expressions to try and nail it aint right#what being off usually being the mouth#if u have questions feel free to ask. ill just stare at them in fear like a deer in headlights /silly#This is Clicky hes just.... a bit messed up. that *is* him; not a copy to be absolutely clear#...even if thespius doesnt think it is#anyway yeah. purple hyacinths right?#sniles#shrivels up and dies#ggg love and loss au
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right now i seem like im normal but i promise you that im not
#this scene#does something to me#and heres the thing nothing that wild happens#but it affects me very strongly sob#literally when mc is staring up at him and he lightly pushes their face away and is like 'stop'....#i think that changed something in my brain....omg#like i could imagine it in my mind perfectly and idk my brain like rewired itself!#someone explain to me why i feel like this!? am i freaking out over nothing?? probably !!#i feel like i have to like connect my brain to someones for them to understand why i feel so strongly about this...#IS IT THE YEARNING ?? is that why i feel like this lmaoo IDK#i feel unwell DOCTOR#its so good tho#i wish i could convey what im feeling into words but i barely understand it myself#and even if i could it would be the same like sentence over and over again lol#AND CAN I TALK ABOUT MCS AND RAYS DYNAMIC!!#i dont even know what this is !#like i dont engage with these type of characters often so i dont have a name for it!!#if my brain doesnt shut up ill just keep yapping about this later#like...ugh hes so hot to me and im struggling processing it...#binary star hero
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just a couple of girlfriends hanging out
#if i ever try to draw a jenga tower again i need someone to hire a sniper on me#i don’t even know how many times i redrew that thing#why couldn’t they have put the blocks in any semblance of an order i HATE IT HERE#anyway if i spend another second on this im going to delete it forever so here#idk as soon as i saw them playing girl jenga i was like I Know What I Need To Do#art2 and craft2#dan and phil#phanart#dnp#sister daniel#sister philip#sister daniela#sister philippa#do NOT ask me what their names are I DONT KNOW!!!!!!#daniel howell#amazingphil#dan howell#phil lester#phan
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there are a Million ways to be a system. don't limit yourself or Restrict your idea of them too harshly. speak to multiple systems if you want better references for depicting them (or just to know how they work) because every system is different and unique
#juice.txt#also a lot of things about systems may seem goofy or exaggerated#like an alter named Evil Paper isn't unlikely at all#its very common for systems to be unexpectedly strange like that and to not follow a lot of social norms you thought were implicit#like naming conventions as i said#its just important to understand with a nuanced and open-minded perspective#ableist tv and movies will never be true but that doesnt mean you cant explore an 'evil alter' such as ep#systems are weird and that sort of phenomenon is not rare#it is just deeper than how an ableist caricature of plurality will ever represent it#im rambling and exhausted sorry if this is worded weird#my point is dont get too anxious about the perfect portrayal of systems just talk to a few of them and do a bit of research then fuck around#play#have fun#give paper an oj factive#give yinyang a really fucked up nonsensical innerworld#give mephone did (he has it trust me) with like 5 alter clones of himself for literally no reason that he can fathom#<—clones are a weird thjng that happens sometimes. you just get the same alter multiple times but theyre different people#idk dont be Scared systems are more limitless than you think#even the process of splitting and meeting new alters and switching is different for every system#this is an old special interest of mine sorry i could literally go on forever LMAO#systems can have entire planets as innerworlds or no innerworld at all#the variations never endddd
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What does it mean that Jason had a Mom who chose him and later a Dad who chose him but neither could fully give him what he needed. What does it mean when his Mom, Catherine, could give him love but not safety? What does it mean that his Dad, Bruce, could give him love but not safety? What does it mean that when he came back he begs his remaining parent to kill his son's, Jason's, murderer — not out of obligation or for being dangerous, but because he, the Joker, took Jason from Bruce. What does it mean that Jason wanted Bruce to be affected by his death? That in some way, something would have changed simply because Bruce loves him but lost him. What does it mean that Bruce based his vigilante career around the death of his parents, completely changing his whole life's trajectory, but everything stayed the same after his son died? Bruce loved his parents, and he loves his sons, but it wasn't his son's death that really affected him.
Jason knew Catherine, Willis, and Bruce couldn't give him safety. He knew Sheila gave him neither. Perhaps, to Jason, the most compassionate of the Robin's, love was all he needed. But his only parent doesn't love him anymore.
#dc#jason todd#bruce wayne#utrh#batman utrh#dc batman#batman#red hood#robin#hooo boy i dont know really what im trying to get at#its just smth that i feel but dont know how to verbalize#like the first time i heard Jason monologue to Batman#where hes explaining why he wants him to kill joker#he says its not because hes upset batman didnt save him in time—but because he took Jason from Bruce#and that just really struck a chord#because hes not reaching out in revenge or in the name of the mission or even anger over Bruce's failure to save him#hes reaching out as a Son to his Father#not Robin to Batman#but Jason to Bruce#and i know Batman cant kill#I know his whole thing is giving these chances again and again#but damn#that boy just wanted his dad#that boy who has only known love but not safety could not see any evidence of him still having that with Bruce#because bruce didnt love him enough to change
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