#i dont drink. i dont drive. theyre both very christian conservative and know im queer. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

prehistorictriforce · 2 years ago

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a few weeks back my mom apparently told the ppl at her work that i dont get out much (which is true, but i’m not a huge fan of it being broadcast to the whole world lmao) and one of her coworkers (who works at a christian school, mind u. and is someone ive never met) invited me, through her, to go out w her and her boyfriend for a bar crawl. i havent stopped thinking abt it since. i dont think that couldve been any further from something i would be comfortable with if theyd tried with an color coded list

#my mom was like 'i told her youre lgbtq dont worry!!' MOM???? THAT DOESNT HELP????#IN A WAY I AM. MORE TERRIFIED AFTER THAT. I DONT KNOW THESE PPL #never spoken to this person or her bf in my life. dont even know what they look like #i dont drink. i dont drive. theyre both very christian conservative and know im queer.#i would be going alone w this couple with no way to leave.#whats not clicking abt me not wanting to do that #if i met the people beforehand?? i mightve gone!!!#i need to get out of my comfort zone but like. maybe in. a safer way first #ill dip my toe in before i jump all the way #preferably ill go with. uh idk. someone i know the face of first #kinda sad the invite didnt come from someone i was comfy with bc. it couldve been real fun #gotta learn to drive. i really do. sad sigh

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