#i dont blame him. but also this is a golden retriever that youre talking to in the form of a human ]]

[stellarhistoria]

he was far from inept at noticing when he's made someone... perhaps not uncomfortable, but uncertain with something that he's said. after all, he has often been told that he was FOOLISH and RECKLESS. ( sometimes, when he is alone in alhaitham's house, he finds himself hiding away in his room; worrying, gritting his teeth, biting back crying; just in case he ever came home early instead of late, and heard him lamenting how he wants to just be helpful. ) & concern BITES at the edges of his heart, wearing him down again and again.

he chatters aimlessly about nothing in particular as he walks down the ever wandered hallways of the akademiya, letting people glance his way and then look away with thinly veiled annoyance. it was what he wanted this time. he was what he needed them to do. and perhaps ren understood this value of MANIPULATION to get people to look away with words when silence would garner their attention.

as he leads ren into his office, his other chatter stops dead and he locks the door, listening for people continuing their idle chatter outside and waiting for things to calm a little more from the sound of his echoed voice as others remained quieter than he. and then he sighs, walking over to his desk and beginning to rummage as he talks proper this time.

"I know you uh, you don't exactly talk about yourself, but I've put together who you're with based on the things you say. And, forgive me if this is a bit bold, but I can guess you're not having a huge destination wedding, either?" nodding his head absently towards the ring on his ... acquaintance's finger, he stands up straight with a pair of items in hand. "I uh. I wanted to thank you... for not brushing me off as a bother. Don't worry about paying me, consider it a gift for the wedding."

and he walks over to ren, holding out the gifts.

they're a matching pair of clockwork lockets, bearing the sign of a maple leaf encircled in a couple of breezes, as if protecting it, as if keeping the leaves dancing. they were beautiful make, although kaveh's own style of creation was all over the clockwork, all over the metal and the designs. "If you need the polish for these to keep them lookin' brand new... I know somewhere and someone who won't bat an eye at weird requests."

he  snaps  out  of  his  thoughts  at  the  sound  of  his  name  —  lavender  gaze  diligently  sweeping  across  the  faces  around  him  before  settling  upon  the  prospective  CULPRIT.  ren  blinks,  then  cants  his  head.  he's  heard  old  idioms  about  curiosity  and  cats  mixing  as  well  as  oil  and  water  —  and  considering  how  often  he  finds  himself  compared  to  one,  he  can't  imagine  that  bodes  well.  even  so,  the  wanderer  finds  himself  stepping  closer.  wordlessly  arching  a  quizzical  brow,  as  if  to  prompt  the  other  to  continue.  he  does  —  only  to  stop  just  as  QUICKLY.  the  half-finished  statement  leaves  him  with  a  sense  of  whiplash,  though  he's  quick  to  piece  together  the  context  in  light  of  the  request  that  FOLLOWS.

he  knows  the  architect  to  be  an  unusually  EMPATHETIC  sort.  rife  with  emotion to a fault,  yet  backed  by  a  solid  moral  foundation  —  in  many  ways,  ren  muses  that  he  could  be  considered  his  antithesis.  he  can  only  assume  whatever  doesn't  wish  to  say  aloud  most  likely  pertains  to  something  one  of  them  would  rather remain confidential.  considering  he  doesn't  know  anything  he  would  be  PRIVY  to  that  kaveh  wants  to  keep  a  secret,  the  wanderer  wagers  it  has  to  do  with  his  own  reclusive  ways.

... the  ring  on  his  finger  feels  particularly  HEAVY  in  that  moment.

a moment, huh? ❝  ...  i  see.  ❞   he  takes  a  furtive  glance  at  their  surroundings,  PARANOIA  suddenly  itching  at  the  back  of  his  skull. justified or otherwise, he can't crush the feeling.   ❝  in  that  case,  lead  the  way.  ❞

[buoyantsaturn]

Have you done a solangelo supernatural au like neeks is a vampire or etc and will is a werewolf,etc

im sticking with werewolf!will and vampire!nico bc u made it easy for me so lets get going under this cut bc its p long

Will is like a Teen Wolf werewolf though like he doesnt go full wolf and he can take away peoples pain by touching them

Nico is NOT a twilight vampire dont worry thats not where i was going with this and he also isnt from a family of vamps like he’s the only one but bianca works as a hospital in the city and steals blood for nico whenever she can

I cant decide if i want monsters to be like a known thing or not but i guess not bc thats too much background to get into so lets move on

So will is like the equivalent of a golden retriever and nico is super dark and gloomy like people joke about him being a  camp and he used to freak out about it but now he realizes its a decent cover bc nobody actually believes in vamps right and nico has,,, a giant crush on will but refuses to interact with him

One day will just kinda walks up to nico when theyre at school (bc theyre teenagers) and hes like “hey so i was gonna leave u alone bc i kinda thought u might come talk to me first but its been a month and that hasnt happened” and nicos like “what the heck are u talking about” and wills like “youre technically trespassing on my pack’s territory so like my pack kinda wants to kill u but if u come with me to meet them then maybe they wont do that”

so nico totally doesnt want to but also doesnt want to die so he goes with will to meet the pack and honestly they adopt him whether he wants them to or not so now hes a vamp in a wolf pack and hes a lot more ok with it than he thought he would be

Will and nico start to get close ofc like will starts to get kinda protective kinda possessive over nico and they don’t even really notice until somebody else in the pack is like “will if youre not gonna ask nico out then quit rubbing your scent all over him” and if nico had blood then he would def be blushing and will just whips around and asks him out right then and there in the middle of the pack meeting

a list of things will did before they started dating

held nicos hands bc they were cold (nico hadnt noticed he’s always cold)

Gave nico hugs all the time, also to warm him up but also lowkey so he could rub his scent all over nico even though he didn’t realize he was doing it

Let nico borrow his jackets and sweatshirts to keep him warm and shield him from the sun (also for scenting)

Spent a ton of time at nico’s house and constantly invited nico over to his

so obviously they start dating and will finds out that nico doesnt sleep bc he doesnt need to but he still has a bed so he can rest when he wants and will basically invites himself over for a sleepover a bunch of times bc nico’s bed is super comfy and also he can blame his unconscious mind if he cuddles with nico while hes asleep (nico doesnt care hes literally All About cuddling)

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Luddy Wore A Ring #

This is technically my first time to get my hands on fanfiction writing.

I speak English as my sec language so plz correct me if I have made any mistake in picturing my story out.

In this story Ludwig is Feliciano’s boss and Feliciano works as an inhouse designer for Ludwig.(I know the definition is cliche hahaha)

I basically have hatred for the character ‘Japan’(or Kiku whatsoever),so please dont even mention him in area I could see in my page,Thank you so much for cooperation!

Thank you for reading!!!

Feliciano owned a cat, which probably got the eye of Jesus and subsequently has rare bueatiful blue&grey fur.Feliciano loves cuddling him because he felt like when Luddy’s gaze landed on his face while Luddy’s being cuddled,something unique was planted or grown or giving power in his heart.

Feliciano has also loved his cat’s simple but enjoying play with orange-colored balls from his orange-colored carpet.Feliciano considered his cat’s serious facial expression after breaking things funny,and never will the funny time ends at just once.

Luddy is such a cutie,who wouldnt love him?And as Luddy grew from a tiny soft baby into a fit-sized one,entertainment indoor might not satisfy Luddy’s needs,even though Feliciano used up all his mind’s strength to build a grand cat amusement-house,Luddy was so ready to being took for a daily walk outside.

None would have imagined people walking their cat on roads,Feliciano had deep affirmation for the opinion,but also he was thankful to Luddy for bringing him the ‘first walk experience’.Because there he made an incredible first off-work connection with his current boss,Ludwig Beilschimdt.

To be frank Ludwig never had left deep impression on Feliciano.If Feli was forced to make a comment on his boss,he would possibly just state that ‘Mr Beilschimdt is a prudent,responsible,thorough person who is extremely capable in social occassions except for the private ones.’

Though he felt quite afar from his boss,he knew that he had feelings for Beilschimdt.And if the feelings need to be sorted out,Feliciano would put them into the ‘normal in casual times but burning after being considered’ list.

But the feelings never advanced into actions for a few months,Feliciano paused everytime when proposals to offer a conversation with Beilschmidt popped into his head.Sometimes he blames himself, because for his whole life ‘An active and easy-to-talk-to handsome boy’ has been comments for him,and he felt not deserved for those comments when he reaches the ‘Beilschimdt Issue’.

Feliciano didnt know whether Beilschimdt has a social media,or Beilschimdt’s having a cool but obedient golden retriever,neither did he know Luddy would create an opportunity for him at dawn time.

That is exactly why Feliciano is thankful to his cat Luddy.

As he couldnt have expected,meters away stood his boss Ludwig Beilschmidt.And as he could have expected,Beilschmidt wore a only-one-button-off black shirt even though he was just walking his dog.

Ludwig is so capable for people to rely on yet so good looking for people to speak compliments to.

You have got to stay calm,maybe it’s your lucky day today.Feliciano spoke to himself.

And he adjusted to his personal warming smile and confirmed to approach Ludwig in a socially comfortable distance.He knew his voice sounded brisk and gentle.

‘Good evening Mr Beilschmidt!’

He noticed tiny surprise sparked in Ludwig’s eyes when Ludwig saw his hands being tied to a kitty.But the surprise died down in 1 second and he heard Ludwig greeting back.

‘Good evening Mr Vargas.’Then Feliciano thought Ludwig’s smile as a part of the greeting too familiar,for it was exactly the same polite ang commercial smile given to everyone,concluded from his daily observation.

His eyes met with Ludwig’s and though cliche he invited,’It’s been such a great night, would you mind joining me in walking pets?’He wouldnt want to receive a no though a ‘no’ could be a reasonable prediction.

Ludwig didnt turn him down,he took Feliciano’s offer with a polite answer.And at that moment the sun hadnt been all set,Feliciano could still see the incredible beautiful reflection in Ludwig’s blue eyes.

Feliciano couldnt remember much of what he had seen that day,but he remembered clearly that Ludwig had shown interests when talking about the golden retriever Andrew,well made good quality beer,Hazelnut chocolate cakes and some Italian cuisine.

He had used up all conversing skills he learned in his career life and didnt regret a bit of the energy sent for baiting the information about Ludwig.

His boss Ludwig Beilschimdt,lives in a gardened house near his apartment,owns a golden retriever called Andrew,stores much beer at his vintry,has preferences for sausages and hazenut chocolate cakes.It was the first time Feliciano felt that his crush was not afar from him.

When they walked to Ludwig’s door,he was like every single humanbeing who has a crush in heart,bearing irrantional fantasies that the day might not end this quick and that the converstion would not stop this quick.But he had to be prepared to leave a nice impression,for the sake of next enjoyable meeting.

The stars glowed in Feliciano’s eyes,he said to Ludwig,’It was such a nice time shared with you.Im already looking forward to our next meeting.Good night,Mr Beilschimdt!’

How he wished Ludwig could someday kissed him goodbye,but that would defintely not happen if he didnt work hard chasing after Ludwig.

In light dawn Ludwig stood still at his door until Feliciano disappeared from his sight,he has the charm in every polite movement for people to be in awe.And later when Feliciano recalled this scene while washing,he had firmer conviction that in this period everything of Ludwig would make him fall for this man.

He and teenage boys filled with hormones were truly alike,merely relaxing in sofa and thinking about possible expereineces he might have made him smile and satisfied.

Luddy lying beside him comfortably stretched himself.Feliciano caressed and kissed him gently,and then he shut the warm lights off.

Chapter one is finally finished!!!!Hope I contributed to gerita;)