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dredshirtroberts · 1 year ago
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well that was super fun.
's been a while since i've felt like i was gonna collapse. like. the emphasis is because there is no if. I stay up any longer I'm coming right on down. okay maybe not as long as I originally was thinking, but still a significant amount of time.
I have a feeling it's connected to the anxiety spikes and releases over the past couple of days. like Reeeeeeaaaaally high anxiety and then instant release of tension. And my body isn't built for that. Or I haven't had anxiety that bad in a while. Or both. It could be both.
Jesus no wonder I spent the majority of 2019-2020 sitting on the floor playing video games - i couldn't fucking stand because the anxiety was too high.
I never thought I'd say this, but I kind of miss being able to stand for long periods of time. That said, I don't think I was actually *able* to stand for long periods of time, considering the points I remember this happening to me were after...standing for long periods of time.
At least it's not like meet-the-teachers night right before sixth grade. I was in the grey-out stage of fainting and i tried to go somewhere else before it got to that point, but my parents said no so I had to stay. Thank you to Mrs. Knackel's brand new whiteboard for holding 11yo me upright long enough to get through the presentation until we could leave to somewhere less cramped and crowded and hot, where i could rest a little better against something more sturdy. once more a fuck you to my parents not just for denying me the ability to take care of my needs, and for not believing me when I explained what had happened until some arbitrary Thing proved to them that I might have been telling the truth about it and wasn't just being dramatic or lying for attention.
$5 says it's because someone *else* noticed I didn't look well and commented on it, rather than them noticing on their own. I don't remember a lot of the rest of the evening, again because it was 20 years ago. but i will never forget my first impression to my homeroom teacher for the whole year (who never seemed to care for me in the first place) almost being fainting before her classroom was even a classroom yet.
hhh anyway didn't need my heart to be going that hard for just making taco meat, but thanks body. thanks.
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shorkbrian · 3 years ago
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So happy your requests are open and I don't mind the wait at all!
I just really want to see a sweet quirkless omega going into heat and sending her alpha Overhaul (Kai Chisaki) into a hard rut and he just pins her to a wall and fucks the life out of her before taking her to the bedroom to knot her.
but you do know that it would 100% be like "hate sex" on Chisaki's part (even though he kinda do like it lol)
(Kinda overhaul x reader x chrono btw but only for a little bit)
Just. Overhaul being able to tolerate you being kept at his compound because one, you're his mate, whether he likes it or not.
Two, you're quirkless.
And three? You don't bother him, you stay out of the way and you have passable hygiene when compared to Chisaki's standards.
But that has to be thrown out the window the second Chrono hauls you into Chisaki's office, the man in charge of watching you when Chisaki isn't around flustered and pink around his ears.
"B-boss, your omega, she's-"
"What the fuck is that smell." Chisaki growls, eyes immediately snapping to your trembling form. Taking in the way you're gasping, sweaty, barely able to stand even with Chrono's hand tight around your bicep and holding you up.
For some reason, the sight of Chrono touching you makes Chisaki itch. Odd, that usually wouldn't bother him.
The smell is cloying; too intense and too sweet, it makes his throat burn and his skin crawl.
"I think she's in-"
"Please, it hurts." You choke out, cutting off Chrono. "Need... I need-"
Chisaki recoiled as the scent got stronger, clouding his senses, making him feel... Chisaki didn't even know. Excited? Tingly?
Uncomfortable - he decided.
"Get her out. Give her a bath too, she smells disgusting." He commanded, but Chrono stepped forward instead of back out the door.
"Boss, she's in heat."
Heat?
Oh.
Overhaul cringed.
Logically, he knew it was going to happen eventually. But on the other hand, he had hoped his omega would be different. you was already quirkless, already pure... surely it wouldn't be too far of a stretch to assume that you wouldn't be affected by the mindless heat-addling that Omega's all seemed to undergo?
His irritation was rising.
"So?"
Chrono looked at his boss with questioning eyes, unsure what to do with the omega becoming increasingly more distressed at his side.
"You'll get her over it." Chisaki decides, ignoring the bitter taste that floods his mouth as he utters those words. His eyes slide over you again, lip curling into a disgusted sneer.
"Messy thing."
Chrono is frozen in disbelief. But this isn't a test of his loyalty, Chisaki truly doesn't want to deal with the germs and the mess and the cleanup associated with omega's during their heats. Slick everywhere, pheromones staining the room, needy hands touching everywhere-
"Sit her down on the couch." He instructs his second-in-command, rising from his office chair and stepping around his desk so he can close the door. "I want to make sure you don't damage her."
That's the only reason. Only reason he wants to be present and watching while Chrono fucks you through your heat.
"You're serious then?" The white-haired man asks, removing the plague mask he wears while inside the compound, thus beginning the process of disrobing.
Chisaki waved his hand idly, resuming his position in his office chair with a tired sigh. "It'd be such a chore for me to do it myself. Aren't you an alpha yourself Chrono? You should be jumping at the chance to bed a nice quirkless omega."
Chrono shrugs off his white coat, looking up from where you're panting on the couch while he stands in front of you, eyes finding his boss. "I wouldn't want to overstep my boundaries with your property."
The brunette smiles, not that anyone can see, but it's clear he's pleased by the crinkle near his eyes, the relaxed way he slumps in his chair. "And that's why you're my favorite Chrono."
You're wearing what you usually wear - long pants, a cozy sweater. Overhaul hasn't heard you complain about the chill in the compound, but it's clear to see it affects you by the way you dress and the way your nose darkens from the cold.
You don't fight the half-naked Chrono as he helps you out of your sweater, unbothered by the temperature of the room and looking entirely too hot and sweaty.
Chisaki supposes it's good that you aren't fighting. You had at first, when he first brought you here, crying and pleading for him to let you go and leave you alone. That pathetic show was quickly shut down with a simple demonstration of Overhaul's quirk, and what he'd do to you if you didn't comply.
Now you're seemingly accepting of the situation, casting nervous glances towards Chisaki, your attention constantly getting stolen by the pale man stripping in front of you.
It takes an embarrassingly short amount of time before Chrono has his cock in you.
And you look completely blissed out, mouth open and letting out choked little gasps on each thrust, one hand desperately trying to hold onto Chrono's shoulder, his arm, his chest - anything you can reach.
The other hand is on your stomach, and Chisaki doesn't understand why until he focuses on it, sees the distention whenever Chrono swings his hips into you.
Chisaki feels himself throb.
The sounds you're making sound like music. Awful music, all discordant and rushed and pornographic, stuttered breaths and pitiful cries, high-pitched and girlish moans in between Chrono's quiet huffs.
The sweet pheromones in the air become sweeter, thicker, and Chisaki can see the direct correlation between the smell and how much slick is dripping out of you, drenching Chrono's pretty cock, his stomach, even splattering his thighs on each thrust as his cock squelches deeper.
It's disgusting.
Digusting but curiously enamoring. Chrono's got you sitting on the couch, pushed up against the back while he fucks you. It's a tall piece of furniture, and Chrono merely hikes his leg up onto the cushions to gain a better angle to fuck you with. Your slick is everywhere; Chisaki knows that couch won't be salvageable after this. Somehow, he doesn't mind.
What he does mind, however, is the way Chrono is speeding up, rhythm stuttering and practically falling apart. He's going to knot you. Chisaki had given him full permission to - that's what taking care of an omega during their heat means, after all. But jealousy is boiling inside him, blood painfully engorging his cock, he feels tingly all over, very unlike himself.
He wants to touch you.
But you're a disgusting mess, smelling sweet and fertile and sweating and dripping everywhere. Chisaki can't believe he's feeling... attracted to you right now.
"O-ohh feels good, r-right there! Yes, thank you,t-than-" You mumble out, drunk on cock as you shudder through an orgasm, cream gushing out of your cunt and further dirtying Chisaki's office.
Chisaki sees red.
He's furious - not only at you, but at Chrono for touching you, and for himself for explicitly allowing it to happen. Chrono's about to knot you, claim you, and Chisaki is out of his chair before he knows what's happening.
"That's enough." And his gloved hands are ripping Chrono away from you, sending the other man reeling as his subordinate struggles to control his alpha instincts and stop himself from fighting his boss, tearing Chisaki to shreds for interrupting his mating.
Chisaki doesn't care, he's too focused on you.
"You're so pathetic." The man hisses at you, crowding into your space. When had he taken off his mask? He wanted to smell more of you.
His gloves are gone too, ripped away in a moment so he can feel your wet skin against his hands, feel the sweat beading your brow before those same fingers snap to undo his pants.
"I hate you, I hate you." He seethes, golden eyes staring at you so intently that you start to cry, overwhelmed with the situation, still craving a knot, craving intimacy and tenderness.
You've reduced him down to barely better than an animal, tearing at his clothes so he can sink into you, closing his eyes at the way you're wet and warm inside, perfect and velvety.
Chisaki doesn't know what's come over him. Normally he'd be disgusted, absolutely incensed at having such filth be in direct contact with his skin. But right now... all he feels is pleasure ripping through his veins, clouding his head, his mind, flushing rational thought down the toilet.
"Stupid, hate you-" his words rattle out on each rapid thrust, breath uneven and labored as his muscles stretch and work to fuck you harder and faster. He's building up to his peak.
One of his hands is fisted in your hair, close to your scalp and keeping you still, the other hand clamped firmly against your hip and making sure you don't wiggle away. Alpha instincts taking over as his brain convinces him to mate, breed, cum.
"You're so fucking dirty." He gasps, voice heated and gravelly as he struggles to fight through the heat taking over his body.
He's going into a rut.
Chisaki isn't supposed to do that. He takes supplements and suppressants to ensure he doesn't have too. Ruts are messy, nasty things to endure, and Chisaki would rather lick the floor of a dirty subway than experience one.
Yet here he is.
"You disgusting, wretched thing-" And you're crying, fat tears mixing with sweat and rolling down your chin. Chisaki feels disgusting himself, wanting to lick the liquid away.
He hasn't felt this good in his entire life, this burning fever pitch rising and rising and cresting, blazing along his nerves.
He can barely thrust his hips anymore, and only then does Chisaki realizes that he's popped his knot, jammed it in deep while you cried and moaned and struggled to hold onto him.
Theres a sick sense of satisfaction filling him up, his mind clears for half a second and Chisaki thinks to look over his shoulder, seeing Chrono still standing there with a soured look on his face, cock still swollen and drippy and bobbing purple against the man's stomach.
"Get out." Chisaki orders, and Chrono knows enough to merely pick up his coat and wrap it around himself before exiting the room. He's never seen his boss like this - so feral and unhinged and debauched like some regular dirty plebeian.
But Chisaki doesn't care. Odd.
He cares about grinding against you, feeling you milk every last drop of cum from his balls, shimmying his hips to hear you gasp and moan and clutch at his body, trembling like a little lamb.
Chisaki doesn't want to stop.
"As soon as my knot goes down-" He growls, lowering his face until it's mere inches from your own, breathing into your space. "I'm going to take you to my room and knot you until you break."
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babiesdreams · 4 years ago
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Helloooo can i ask a ceo!lucas smut like you are his secretary and he always tries to get in your pants but you keep on avoiding him because he is a known playboy but he gets frustrated in the end by your rejections that's why he decided to profess to you and seduce you through wine in his condo. Also i was the one who requested a smut with jae and lucas in a poly relationship, can i be a regular anon? 🥺
I don't know if this is how it goes but can i be 💛 anon? Hehe
Of course you can be a regular anon babe, I love your request.
Lucas day post 1
Yes, boss +18 Wong Yuk-hei
Warnings: Deep description of sex (?, unprotected, agressive Lucas (Kinda)
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Being a secretary has never been easy, but your boss didn’t even try to make it better. He was always forgetting about stuff, not completely doing his job or discussing with his father, the previous CEO. Nothing that he did helped the company nor you. 
And the worst part were his dating scandals. You promised his father that you would take care of him and try your best to teach him how to be a good CEO, but it was just so hard to keep ignoring his attempts to fuck you. He really tried hard for that.
“Today’s schedule is a little busy” You say looking at him and he raises a brow. “Come here and tell me” His hands tap his lap, wanting you to sit on it. You roll your eyes back and try your best not to lose it. “That’s not professional sir” You simply tell him, but he covers his ears in protest, not hearing a single thing of your words.
You throw him the Ipad on your hands and simply said “Read it yourself then” But his hand traps your wrist when you try to get out. His strong arm pulls you into the sofa he was in and skillfully he gets on top of you, trapping your body with his.
“You gotta stop pretending that you don’t want me, because it’s getting on my nerves lately” He whispers on your ear annd you push him off you. “You gotta start acting like a boss and not like a horny teenager” You simply say before leaving. 
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It was always like that, there was no day he didn’t try to get you, and therefore there was no day you didn’t reject him. So he started getting frustrated by your attitude.
It was 3:15 AM when he called you. You normally weren’t awake at those hours, but for some reason you couldn’t sleep that night. His voice really sounded desperate, sad, on the edge. That’s why you decided to go to his apartment, to figure out what the hell happened.
When you saw him, with a wine glass and a gun next to him, something gets into you, you never felt anything for your boss, but seeing him like that, made you think on things you would’ve never thought about otherwise. It’s that kind of feeling of appreciating something when you lose it, but having a chance to keep it. 
You walk closer to him and sit down on the couch he was on. You look at the gun, it looks so real, it had to be real for sure. “What happened?” Your voice sounds worried and scared at the same time. He looks at you with a dead serious glare. 
“You know, we always talk about business, but not about the real life. You don’t know how fucked my father is, or how he treats me, so you have no rights on telling me how to act” You gulp at his words and look at the gun. He laughs looking at your expression. “Don’t worry, it’s fake” He says grabbing the gusn and showing you how it had no bullets. “I wanted to see you, because I needed to look at something beautiful for a minute” He says getting your hair out of your face. 
“Are you drunk?” You ask him, rolling your eyes back. “Do I need to be?” He whispers on your ear before placing a kiss on your neck. Your eyes close for a split second, allowing your mind to travel away from your body, to forget about your responsabilities, about everything else in the planet apart from him. 
And that moment feels somehow like the feeling you’ve been crawling for since you can remember. His stupid yet perfect figure, made you feel like you were floating into some kind of universe where everything was calmed, where nothing wrong was happening, and the only sensation existing were his wet lips pressed on your neck.
“S-stop” You finally manage to say, coming back from the enchantment he had put you into. He stops, getting far from you as he stands up in front of you. He holds a wine glass, a full wine glass on his hand and drinks calmly from it. His hand throws the expensive looking glass to the white wall, leaving a red mess printed on it.
Your whole body shakes at the loud noise. “Calm down” You say looking to the floor. Almost as if you were saying it to yourself really. “Get here” He says pointing next to him, but you shake your head. “You have to control your anger” You say calmly but a smirk appears on his face. “I’m not angry” He says extending is arms before walking slowly towards you.
He kneels down in front of your sitting figure and he licks your thigh slowly whispering “Just horny” Your eyes look directly into his, feeling the lust inside of them, a lust that you had never seen in your life, not even inside the playboy’s eyes.
“You don’t know what stop means?” You say, completely unable to control a smile to form on your lips. “I can read you babygirl. I can read through your words” His fingertips caress the wet payhs his tongue left along your thighs, making you feel goosebumps with it.
You want to tell him he’s wrong, but you aren’t even sure if he is. And your thoughts completely get lost in the feeling of his fingers drawing patterns over your sensitive skin. 
“You really like playing hard to get, but I could feel how you felt during that kiss” He says, getting closer to your face. His lips repeat the said kiss, making your brain go through a beautiful dejavu. His hand holds your cheek firmly as he does. And before you can even notice, his lips are already pressed on yours.
There’s something about him, about the slowliness of his touch that makes you feel like a masterpiece on a musseum, getting finished by the artist. You feel his tender touch and don’t even recognize the boy you thought you knew. The roughness that he always wanted to give, it was pretty much non-existent. There was just pure love and care in his touch.
Even when his fingers got into you, curled inside you, pressed every spot you ever knew and more, and even when he got faster, there was nothing but love in his touch. But when his length got into you, something changed.
His thrusts were giving you the sensation of unrealness that filled the boy’s mind. You were feeling exactly every insecurity he had through the roughness of his dick stretching your walls like nobody ever did before. There was something comforting about it tho. The way he was exposed in front of you, just like you were to him. The connection that formed into the heavy air along with the moany sounds and the heavy breaths.
It was in his every move, and his every word. Although they might have sounded differently to someone else’s ears, for you, his words were so filled with that sensation, that feeling that you were thirsty of. That feeling that only sex could give yet not everyone could achieve it. 
And the way his hot cum brushed your walls, giving warmth to your shaking figure. His hands caressing your face, as both of your mouths were fully open, letting out lovely and loud sounds.
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I got to deep on this one... I mean... It’s another way to feel sex.
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aetheternity · 4 years ago
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Hard Pass P5 (Levi x reader)
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Synopsis: Levi is forced out of his comfy dorm room and in a strange twist of events right into your arms at a college party.
Levi hadn't remembered a time since he'd began college in which he'd been alone for several hours with zero interruptions. And yet here he'd been slaving over the hot stove in his room since about 10 am and.. nothing.
The weird peace of not being interrupted by Mike's loud greetings coupled with some girl he'd brought back with him. No Hange to talk his ear off about some nonsense and no Erwin and his inability to use his newest pair of bluetooth headphones. It was as sad as it was beautiful.
He'd been trapped deep within his thoughts for so long that he almost missed the barely audible knock at the door.
"..Levi?" Came a distant and unsure sounding voice.
Y/N..
He set the bowl of beef stew he'd prepared down on the table, untying his apron and setting it to the side before carefully walking to the door and opening it slowly. There Y/N stood. Her face flushed like she'd been standing in the freezing cold too long, her eyes red as she looked to Levi.
"Sorry.. I smelled food and.." She wiped her face with the back of her sleeve. "I didn't mean to invite myself."
Levi shook his head. "Come in." He gestured randomly wanting to hit himself in the forehead for his awkwardness but Y/N didn't seem to notice.
Once she'd entered he shut the door behind her, pointing her to the table. "You can have that bowl. It's fresh off the stove." He walked back to the kitchen handing Y/N a spoon from the pack Erwin had given him earlier this morning. He quickly picked out one for himself grabbing a new bowl in the process.
"I-I don't wanna impose.." She tried
Levi frowned as he made himselfa new bowl of stew, "I'm giving it to you, I made too much and Hange and Erwin haven't stopped by all day."
She sat at the table looking dazily at the bowl in front of her. "Thanks Levi.." She muttered, dipping her spoon into the contents with hesitation.
Levi had just as soon fixed himself a new bowl seating himself across from Y/N. Her eyes glistened and she stared into the bowl for almost too long before giving it a taste. Her lips upturning and Levi extinguished a breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding.
"Levi, this is really good." She gave a polite smile.
Levi's eyes widened and his face started to heat. "Th-thank you.."
When she looked away again his eyes trailed back to her. Her eyes were so puffy, her lips bruised a bit as if she'd been biting them. Should he ask? Could he ask? What the hell had happened to her? He needed to know but..
Levi felt his heart scatter over his rib cage and hit the floor and her eyes landed on him again.
"You haven't touched yours.." She remarked
"I-I.."
She dropped the spoon suddenly, placing both hands on her face. "I'm so sorry Levi.." it was muffled.
As much as he really wanted to say literally anything in this moment to further progress the situation into some kind of revelation about her face nothing came to mind. Well.. except the awkward popping of his lips as he opened and closed his mouth to say absolutely nothing.
"No I mean-" She began again to Levi's own slight comfort. "I just.. came here to get away from Jean.. because he's been, just the worst. And I just hate him right now.. I needed to get away and the first person I thought to come to was you."
Levi must have looked surprised because she was quickly shaking her head so fast. "Please know that I don't plan to use you as a sort of scapegoat or something! No! That's not what I want I just.. you make me-" She giggled and Levi could swear her cheeks grew slightly pinker! Or he was imagining he.. could he be??
"Just.. I'm glad you're here." She shrugged quickly, shoveling a mouthful of beef stew down.
"Y-yeah.. yeah. I am.. what happened? I-I mean if you actually wanna say.."
She shook her head and Levi felt his grip on his spoon get sooooo much tighter. "He's just such a jerk.." She shook her head harder as if she was trying to rid her brain of the thought. "He got all weird last night, started a fight with me in front of Connie and Sasha. Sasha tried to break it up and Connie just sat on the floor with his phone tucked between his feet."
Levi stared into his beef stew wanting so badly to say literally anything helpful but words really were failing him today. He soon opted for nodding his head and biting the tip of his spoon.
"None of us got any sleep last night." She continued "I had to get out of there this morning."
A fight huh? Levi already felt as though he knew exactly what it was about. He pushed his elbows onto the table, seeing the remnants of tears starting to refill Y/N's eyes.
"Sleep here.." Levi tried awkwardly
It got her attention though. Had her looking up from her bowl with confusion spread over her innocent features. "Huh?"
Levi exhaled slowly, putting the words together in his head as best as possible. "You need rest. Sleep in my bed for a couple hours."
Y/N practically choked. "I-I can't.."
"2 hours?? I'll wake you up then.."
She looked to Levi then over to his bed with a contemplative sigh. "I-I'll be in the kitchen otherwise.." Levi muttered as a final push.
Eventually a full smile appeared on her lips. "I can't thank you enough Levi. You're so sweet." She stood and Levi's breath caught in his throat as her arms wrapped around his shoulders and then.. her lips were coming down on top of his head.
He felt as though his skin was melting off when she pulled back. "I promise I won't overstay my welcome though. You can kick me out if you think I am."
"I won't" he thought as he stared at her from his seat.
Her boots hit the floor with a soft thunk soon followed by her sweater inching off beautiful shoulders, down her arms and.. Levi looked away but then his curiosity caught him again and he was watching her fold the item and place it on the edge of the bed.
Just relax
It wasn't like he'd never seen a girl take her clothes off. Though maybe Hange didn't quite fit that bill now that he really thought about it. With a soft exhale he felt the tension from his shoulders slowly give and his mind was back on the cooling beef stew in front of him.
He shifted the beef chunks around before taking a cautious bite. Swallowing it down with ease. He'd always loved making this dish, it reminded him of his mom and he'd always pictured her smile when he ate it. But for whatever reason right now he wasn't even slightly focused on the warm meal.
He heard a loud shift across the room, which was probably the third one in a row. And he looked up to hear his name being called. Her voice was so soft, so tender he felt like he'd misheard.
"Come here." She said with an outstretched hand. "Please?"
Levi stood from his spot at the table, pushing the chair in and heading over to her. When he stood in front of her he could see a barely there smile on her face and she blinked up at him before beckoning for him to sit by her legs.
Despite the part of him that was slightly uneasy over being that close he took the spot, boring deep holes into the smooth hard wood.
A couple seconds passed with neither of them saying a word. Then a minute of pure silence flooded the room with uncomfortable reality.
"I hate myself for thinking this way honestly.." She began and Levi twitched. "But I kinda wish I had never dated Jean."
Levi blinked then stole a glance at her. She was staring back and her fingers were intertwined on her stomach.
"I mean.. uggh he's so sweet. Not you sweet but caring and kind and I love that about him. I love him I just.." She let out a harsh breath, sitting up and to Levi's own shock wrapped both arms around his midsection. "I hate him too." She whispered into Levi's neck but he wasn't even registering the words, more focused on trying to breathe.
"Are you ok with this?" She exhaled into his collar.
Levi's fingers dug into the soft bedding, toes curled in his boots, eyes shut tight. He slowly nodded trying his best not to look the way he felt.
"Nooo ok I don't hate him. I hate things about him." She continued "That's normal right? Everyone hates things about people they love."
"Y-yeah." Levi shifted squeezing his legs closer together.
Y/N didn't seem to notice though as she droned on. "How many things though-"
Her hand was moving over his chest. Whether she knew it or not it was slowly cresting over his stomach. Then back up toward his bashing heartbeat. Her leg unabashedly rubbing almost roughly against his.
"Because I hate his attitude and his possessiveness.. but Levi. He was my first serious relationship I can't imagine my life without him.."
Levi's heart dunked. It felt as though it was flopping its way into his small intestine. He peered over at her face where she was rubbing her chin in the crook of his shoulder.
"Why can't it just be simple?"
Levi exhaled, noting how her eyes fluttered when he did so. The way his breath smoothed over her cheeks. And warm scent of her own breath. "I know.. nothing about stuff like this.." He answered honestly
Her body heat pressed slightly firmer into him. "If you did.. would you be simple?" She muttered, pressing her chin back into his collarbone.
"Maybe.."
Why was she so ok with being this close while Levi was practically unconscious inside? She leaned her head against him like she'd done it so many times before. Stared into his eyes and touched his chest.
Her finger came up and he blinked rapidly as she plucked his hair back away from his face. "Well would you love your girlfriend?"
"Y-yes."
"Would you always respect her boundaries?"
"Yeah."
"Would you cling to her? Whine anytime she even breathes around another guy?"
"I.. It might be hard not to immediately be jealous.. but I'd want her to know I trust her."
If it were possible to drown in someone's eyes Levi was doing it right now. For once he knew that what he was seeing wasn't his imagination, her eyes flicking from his own eyes to his lips and back up again.
"You're partially there then." She replied, completely making eye contact again.
"Are you dating Jean again?" Levi asked before his brain had even caught up. "I know Hange said you two might get back together."
She backed away, flopping backwards on the bed. Though her leg remained nuzzled against his. Every bit of his body was screaming for her warmth to return.
She sat herself up on her elbows. "He acts like we are but we aren't."
"What about that kiss?" If he could stop himself from talking he damn sure would.
"Kiss?"
"O-on the balcony.. near the stairs."
Her hands flew to her face. "You say that? Oh god.." He winced as she spoke. "No, Levi.. I'm not.. I mean listen.. He caught me off guard, I wasn't expecting him to do that."
Levi just nodded along.
"I just wish everything was simple.. I wish being with Jean was like being with-"
The pink in her cheeks was unmistakable now. So so very unmistakable. And Levi's heart was definitely almost out of his chest with just how hard and how fast it was beating.
Suddenly every bit of her warmth was disengaging with him. Her legs coming up to curl on the bed as she shifted into a fetal position. Her arm reaching up to yank a pillow over her head. She let out a harsh laugh that made Levi inch away a little.
"Ok! I'm gonna sleep now!" She continued to giggle and Levi took this opportunity to practically yank himself off the bed, heading back to his abandoned bowl of stew.
Though there was definitely no way he was going to eat it now.
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A barrage of hard knocks sounded that could definitely only be Hange and Levi yanked the door open to allow her and Erwin to assess his room like they were cops.
"She's in here!" Erwin whisper-yelled pointing towards Y/N still curled up now sleeping peacefully with a blanket Levi had put over her.
"You sly dog!" Hange said a bit too loud.
"Shut up."
"Uh?" Erwin gestured
Levi rolled his eyes. "She came to me talking about Jean." He grunted at the mention. "We talked then she fell asleep in my bed."
"And you didn't.." Hange gestured with her hips quickly getting a smack to the shoulder from Erwin.
"Fucking idiot." Levi said with a sigh. "How did you both find out she was here?"
"Connie and Sasha said they couldn't find her and that Jean drove off hours ago and probably wasn't gonna return till later today."
Levi shouldn't have but a sort of pleasant flutter rose in his chest. He almost let his lips upturn catching it way before Erwin and Hange could see.
"Ok.. but why your bed of all places?" Erwin continued to pry.
"She was really tired from last night."
"Yeah she was." Hange guffawed, gestured again getting yet another slap from Erwin. This time she reached out for her shoulder with a wince.
"It wasn't a fun kind of 'last night' Hange." Erwin remarked "So what about this?"
"What about it?"
"Make your move already." He replied
Levi groaned rolling his eyes. "Her heart might only be set on Jean."
"Says the guy who currently has her in his bed." Hange states with a sigh.
Y/N jerked awake when the sound of more loud knocking erupted at Levi's door. Hange quickly moved before anyone else could opening it for a flustered and sleep deprived looking Connie and Sasha.
"Hey!" Sasha called racing across the room.
Hange reached out for Connie's shoulder. "Where does Jean plan on sleeping tonight when he comes back?"
Connie turned. "In our room. We're not all sharing one room but I doubt Y/N's gonna let us hang out for a while."
Once Connie had left earshot Hange turned to Levi with a gigantic smile.
"Shut up already."
"At this point we might as well say nothing Hange." Erwin shrugged with a shake of his head.
Connie sat on the edge of the bed, leaning on Sasha's shoulder as she spoke. "Why'd you come here? Jean left hours ago you could've just slept in your own bed."
"I didn't feel comfortable sleeping in my bed.." She replied, pulling her legs into her chest.
"Just come back tonight. Knowing Jean he'll go to sleep as soon as he gets back to the lodge." Connie replied
"Has he texted you?" Y/N questioned
"No."
"He's driving and he never texts while he's driving."
Y/N nodded feeling a mild pang in her chest as she leaned back on her palms. She slowly blinked the sleep from her eyes with a tiny yawn. Her eyelids soon fluttering open again instantly making contact with Levi who seemed to relax at her soft gaze. She tilted her head with a little smile in his direction.
"Or, maybe you should stay here." Sasha smirked
Y/N snapped her head towards her best friend. "Huh?!"
"What?" Connie blinked at the two girls. Sasha who was now giggling and Y/N who flopped back against the mattress covering her face with both hands.
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Day seven
"Aren't you bored?"
"No."
"Cold?"
"Extremely.."
"Then why don't you ski with us instead of reading all those boring books?! Can you even properly turn the pages with gloves on?"
"Please go away.."
Levi huffed as Hange kicked her feet back and forth slightly shaking the bench. The sun was slowly starting to diminish for the day and Levi wanted nothing more than to finish this chapter at least. "I'm just keeping you company.. you look lonelier than usual."
"Isn't Moblit skiing today? On his only off day?"
She stared up at the sky, pondering this for a second "Bye Levi!" She said sprinting off.
Levi breathed a sigh of relief, flipping the pages of his book back to where he'd been reading. Easily deemed more difficult with the wool of his dark red gloves.
"Whatcha reading?" The irritating plop of someone seating themselves next to him made him outwardly grit his teeth and he whipped his head over only to completely lose the malice boiling up toward the surface.
She giggled flipping the book in his hand, careful not to lose the page as she did so. "Don't get me wrong Levi." She began, fiddling with her skis. "I know you love books but don't you wanna go skiing at least once while you're up here?"
Levi flipped the book close shaking his head. "Never done it and I'm cold enough sitting here."
She sighed loudly with a little giggle. "I could always teach you." When Levi didn't respond for a few seconds Y/N placed a hand on his shoulder. "Don't worry, I won't let you fall." She winked standing and putting her hand out.
Erwin's advice from their first day here quickly flooded his memory. He stared at her hand with slight confusion and she must have picked up on it cause she retracted it.
"I figured you'd take it." She waved absently with a wild shake of her head. "Come on! One hour. I promise I'll leave you to your books if you hate it."
A bit more contemplation and he nodded. He looked to her as he stood. "So.." He tried
"So?"
"I-"
"Skis! You need skis." She replied awkwardly, pressing her gloved hand against the bridge of her nose. "Sorry.." She grumbled in defeat.
As soon as they'd touched the first bit of fresh powder Levi knew he shouldn't have agreed to this. He flopped around in these awful contraptions before hitting the snow right on his ass. While Y/N tried and failed to surpress a giggle.
"Are you ok?" She heaved, putting both her hands out for him.
This time Levi took them brushing the cold off his backside. "Just fine." He grunted
"You're a beginner so it's ok to struggle." She replied "Maybe you should hold on to me.. you know to be safe.."
When Levi took her arm he felt a burst of currents flowing through every inch of him. Almost too happy for such a normal touch. His foot slipped again and he was quickly glad for her hand that came to steady him.
"Just move with me ok. Skis connecting to stop and spread apart to go." His fingers dug into her jacket and she smiled to him. "Don't be scared ok. I'm gonna do this with you."
"Tch, I'm not scared.."
"Oh? Then I'll bet you'll ace this right off the bat and leave me in the dust."
It was safe to say Levi hated this immediately. The skis slid quickly and the hill they were on only propelled it further. He quickly connected the skis stopping just behind Y/N who'd slipped from his grasp and slowed to a halt turning to look back at him.
"One more time ok?"
He grumbled, crossing his arms over his chest. Cheeks puffed out as he looked at her.
"Please? I'll let you go back to your book after you destroy this hill." She giggled, outstreching her arm.
His gaze softened and he reached a slightly shaky hand out to her. The occasional person raced past them but Y/N kept her gaze on Levi steadily holding his wrist where he was practically jabbing her coat with his fingernails through his gloves.
"That's it." She cooed "You're doing good, not too fast ok."
"Mm." He held her just a little tighter feeling his stomach slowly uncoil.
Without really meaning to he felt the skis slowly start to spread apart and the once really easy, gentle pace quickly became much faster.
"Levi slow down a little.." She warned
He pulled his feet in only to have them slip beneath him at the much quicker speed they were going. He hit the ground hard but didn't stop, dragging Y/N down in his grip. She screamed out Levi's name or so he might have heard but they were practically flying down at this point.
Snow fluttering around them with each tumble and roll. Levi ended up on his back and one of his skis flew off as he grappled around still tumbling with Y/N just behind him. He gasped in air as it flew from his body, coughing and wincing as they continued to fall.
He grunted, reaching out for her with one arm which quickly grabbed her leg to keep her close to him. They hit a snow bank and Levi was quickly recovering his sight just before they both grinded to a halt hitting the bottom of a tree stopping their tumbling.
Y/N was the first to try to sit up instantly crying out. "Ah ah!" She cried "L-Levi.." Came her pained whimpers as she clutched her ankle.
"Your.." He struggled trying his best to properly roll over to her side.
"Levi, I don't think I can get up." She said "You need to go get help.. it's getting dark."
"I can't leave you here.."
"Did you bring your phone?" She tried, blinking over at him.
"No."
"Then you have to go get help while you can still make it."
Levi gritted his teeth but used the tree they were currently resting on to pull his weight up. Helping Y/N to lay her back against the bark. "Which way is it?" He looked down at his feet, wiggling both now skiless shoes around.
When she didn't answer he turned to look at her. Eyes wide as he gazed at her snow covered hair and cheeks. "I-I don't know.."
(Hey Siri, play Ho Hey by The Lumineers)
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sacerdotessa · 3 years ago
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Where is your Venus Placed?
Pisces Venus, 22°, 2nd house
Have you ever gotten back with an ex? Would you also go back to any? No! i'm like the death, I don't pass 2 times
Are you loyal in the talking stage? Are you always loyal even if times are hard? Of course! I've never cheated
Whats something that would turn you off so quick and would make you never look back? Answer truthfully.
I hate people that are too attached to their family/friends in a pathological way, people with a weak personality, those who need constant reassurance from other people, those who are unfaithful or too flirty, people without goals in life, ignorance and those without a culture
The first person you crushed on / dated / had a “thing” with what was their Sun sign and Venus sign if you know it? Describe the connection in 2 words if you want.
My first crush ever was a Capricorn Sun + Scorpio Moon (I can't remember their Venus sign)
I felt attracted by their misterious aura and politeness
Describe your ideal partner big six
Aquarius Sun, Taurus rising, Aries Moon, Pisces Mercury, Pisces Venus, Capricorn Mars
Your ideal love life ? (Key terms)
Loyalty, safety, tenderness, simple, lot of travels and adventures, sharing ideas all night long, sexual chemistry, cuddles and pda, love letters and laughing a lot
What are your thoughts on obsessive partners? Are you obsessive in connections? Thank you next! I'm not obsessive at all
How fast do you open up in love connections?
It's always hard for me to open up!
Do you get crushes easily?
Nope! I'm the opposite
Do people crush on you easily if so what do they like about you?
Unfortunately yes, people crush on me easily, they tend to act in a weird and obsessive way toward me. When I reject them, usually, they react in vindictive or mean way toward me
What’s a sign / placement you just keep attracting??
Capricorn placements!
Do you want a wealthy partner? No :) It's not a priority
What physical attribute do you tend to be attracted the most to in love ?
Hair
Do you prefer flings or long term stuff? How many relationships have you been in? Long term, short flirts are annoying. Just one serious relationship, I'm extremely selective and it's hard for me to fall in love
Do you ignore red flags? When do you know you have to “go”
I never ignore them
What do you love most about your Venus sign?
I love the fact that you said that your hot! @hillarysss
I was thinking about saying that my Pisces Venus makes me hot but I was kinda afraid to sound like a vain person, then I read your answer 🤣
I love my Pisces Venus in 2nd house because it makes me hot and it gives me spiritual values
What’s your venus sign and answer these & the house it’s in if you know it as well
@tagging every astro creator or anyone who wants to fill this please do im so curious ღ
Part 1 ღ
Where is your Venus Placed?
A: Leo in the 6th house. 💫
Have you ever gotten back with an ex? Would you also go back to any?
A: Lol yes😭 Guilty.. Not recently at all but yea lmfao.. Would I go back?? A lot would have to change so a weak maybe??
Are you loyal in the talking stage? Are you always loyal even if times are hard?
A: Most of the time yes if I’m in love with you but no not always I’m quite distant sometimes in the talking stage unless I truly love you. (I can randomly disappear because it’s hard to keep my interest) And Yes I always am even if I think about cheating which is very very very rare I would not go forward with it, I would leave.
Whats something that would turn you off so quick and would make you never look back? Answer truthfully.
A: Giving attention to somebody else & still talking to an ex & complimenting anybody else in a not platonic way (sorry💀) & not having goals in life and having super bad habits. Smelling bad or having horrible sense of fashion (maybe i could excuse it and help you out w the fashion part sbdjdjd)
The first person you crushed on / dated / had a “thing” with what was their Sun sign and Venus sign if you know it? Describe the connection in 2 words if you want.
A: Virgo sun Cancer venus (Distant & Sexual)
Describe your ideal partner big six
A: Leo sun Sagittarius Moon Libra rising Mercury in Virgo Venus in Libra Mars in Capricorn ?
Your ideal love life ? (Key terms)
A: Good communication & cuddles & kisses & travel & loyalty
What are your thoughts on obsessive partners? Are you obsessive in connections?
A: I like attention but not actual obsession maybe sometimes in a light hearted way? And Me? Kind of yea ngl.💀 But I can also be so distant which is weird.
How fast do you open up in love connections?
A: Some time for sure but not too long to be honest as long as I love you.
Do you get crushes easily?
A: Nope the fucking opposite I cringe so easily however I do think people are cute easily.. but crushes? noo💀
Do people crush on you easily if so what do they like about you?
A: Yea but it’s more so obsession that they are into they wanna “keep” me? Also usually my physical looks & my breasts..💀💀 Pretty sad okay bye 😀
What’s a sign / placement you just keep attracting??
A: Virgo placements & Sagittarius placements. Especially Virgo Suns Sagittarius moons. 💀💀 But so much Earth placements and for what?
Do you want a wealthy partner?
A: Who doesn’t? I will not lie it definitely gets me excited but there is much more though I definitely like being spoiled and all that so it’s a bonus but I need an emotional connection.
What physical attribute do you tend to be attracted the most to in love ?
A: Eyes & Hair & Lips. No actual preference for those but I like it when they fit the face.
Do you prefer flings or long term stuff? How many relationships have you been in?
A: Long term 100%. I hate flings ugh bye but I catch myself in them. 2 relationships?
Do you ignore red flags? When do you know you have to “go”
A: I do but I do notice them lmfao... When there is poor communication and they don’t show love to me :((( They talk to other women that’s the one that gets me the most. (When we are committed anyway)
What do you love most about your Venus sign?
A: How much love I give and how hot I am. I just wish people didn’t take advantage of it lmfao..
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heero-yuy · 8 years ago
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About Keith probably starting things w Lance at the Garrsion, I don't really think Keith likely just not noticing/ ignoring him is a legitimate reason for any of Lance's antagonism. I get that for Lance he might have taken being ignored by someone he respected/ looked up to personally, but that's actually fairly immature for him to have held onto that feeling for so long. For Lance he thinks he's known Keith since before Voltron, while for Keith Lance was a stranger -two different situations.
gnotblue replied to your post “I know Lance can put his bias towards Keith aside when their's an...”
disagree. maybe as leader it's Keith's responsibility to encourage Lance, but as peer? whatever happened in the garrison, Keith doesn't remember- & Lance just doesn't stop picking him as target for his personal attacks. Keith reacts and sometimes starts it, but he also tried to get out of their pattern more than once. s. the bonding moment.
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I already said this before, but I think if Keith didn’t remember Lance, Lance would be lying on the floor together with the doctors in seconds, for trying to interrupt Keith back there and get his hands on Shiro.
Like, Keith is not the most trusting person, you know... He’s like super suspicious of everyone at first and is very careful, no matter how harmless or friendly the strangers might seem. (And Lance didn’t even look friendly when he walks in on him, he literally goes “nonono you’re not taking Shiro”)
Which makes me think Keith not only clearly remembers Lance, But he also trusts him. (with Shiro, his “most prized possession” haha, so that means alot.)
I really don’t think Keith would let them come along with him to his secret hideout with a guy he just stole from the Garrison, if he didn't trust them. 
So he probably knows alot more about them than he lets them believe.
(Also unlike Shiro, he could have totally recognized Pidge as Matt’s sister right away, maybe even at the Garrison, maybe he even somehow knew about what she was doing to find out what happened on that mission, because he might have been doing the same thing, and then just kept quiet about her identity because he wanted her to reveal her secret when she was ready)
Bottom line, if he was ok with taking them with him, he probably knew all three of them well enough to really trust them. (Or maybe even just trusted Lance enough to also trust his friends)
And this line “oh I remember you, you’re a cargo pilot”
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Like it sounds so freaking condescending. And I don’t think Keith is someone who looks down on people’s jobs or has some “I’m a fighter pilot” ego thing. 
That’s a clear jab at Lance. Why? because he knows Lance really wanted to be a fighter pilot and ended up in cargo. And Lance walks in there all like “nononono IM saving Shiro” like trying to one up Keith and not like actually just give him a hand, so Keith gets pissed and is all “new phone, who dis?” cuz he knows it would piss off Lance and will kinda get him off his high horse. But also it might totally go a bit deeper than that.
Because I think it’s like Keith always pretends like he dun care about this rivalry thing. BUT HE DOES. 
Lance gets to him. 
No matter how many people say their rivalry is just in Lance’s head and he’s the only one that pushes this rivalry on them. It’s not. 
I think Keith wouldn’t respond to him like that or try to get back at him and annoy him if there wasn’t something to it.
This wouldn’t have happened if it was just in Lance’s head:
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Keith would’t crash his lion there, he would play along and just let Lance crash his lion. But he obviously was really serious about showing Lance who’s the better pilot or that he’s just as daring as him.
And like when they are training, he makes Lance walk into walls and a dead end on purpose!!! And is all “why you’re not listening Lance??”
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He doesn’t exactly tries to be the bigger man, he gets back at him for everything! Keith picks on Lance just as much as Lance picks on him, he’s just kinda more sneaky about it, so he doesn’t gets caught on it, so it wouldn’t appear like Lance actually gets to him. 
Or I dunno, maybe he does it cause its just fun to annoy Lance.
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Like this shit here, was totally uncalled for (and this was after "bonding moment”). And Keith started this one.
There’s like alot of little things he does to annoy Lance for no good reason... And the only time he kinda tried to reach out to him and put a stop to this I think was in the comics, when he says “Good job, Lance!” 
(The bonding moment was Lance reaching out to Keith, by kinda showing him what he is really hoping for, for them all to be a good team and for him and Keith to kinda be you know “space ranger partners” and not rivals I guess). Keith just smiled approvingly but then he was back at picking on Lance again!)
I don’t think Lance is the kind of person who is looking for strife. He’s super friendly and he really wants to get along with people, so I really have my doubts about him starting this whole “not getting along with Keith” thing. I feel like he most likely just responds to Keith’s attitude towards him. 
And you know, I don’t think Lance was lying there in the first episode when he said “You know, Lance and Keith, neck and neck.”I dun think Lance is a bad pilot. I think he’s a reckless pilot, a daring pilot, but I think he’s not as bad as the team makes it seem in terms of skills.
So my theory is that Keith finally had someone who caught up to him in flight school, and he didn’t really like that. (probably liked Lance, but not the fact he can potentially be a better pilot) I think Lance challenged him, and that was the source of their totally real rivalry. (And why Lance would be the perfect person to take over Red)
(I mean Keith and Lance are kinda similar after all, they both sometimes do reckless things and act like hot heads and then kinda get at each other for doing the same things..)
And like I have to say that I personally think Keith and Lance have the most brotherly, sibling like relationship if there ever was one (no, it’s not Keith and Shiro, I actually find it odd so many people see THAT relationship as brotherly because I literally have never met two siblings or bros that act like that..)
Like to me Keith and Lance are like siblings that have like a year, two years or so apart. And Lance is kinda like the younger sibling that can’t quite catch up to or really get back at the older one, And Keith is the older sibling that just has fun teasing the younger one all the time but really wants him to succeed and yet still gets super annoyed if the younger one beats him at anything.
And like since I’m sure it’s very important for both of them to get recognition and praise from Shiro (who’s gonna be the parent figure in this case), So Lance is kinda like the child that always feels like Keith is the favorite and dad always takes his side..
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(Even tho space dad does love all his kids equally.. I think Shiro deals with Lance in a good way, I hope Keith learns from him)
Like I mean, the drones thing was such a siblings thing to do! Like Keith just pushes Lance’s drone out of the way and is all “Sorry! Gotta be quick" and they start fighting
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And Dad is all “Knock it off, you two! Play nice!”
And Lance is “KEITH STARTED IT!!!"
I dunno, if you have siblings (im not sure how its with sisters tho) but if you have brothers who are close to you in age I’m sure u can understand exactly what I’m talking about here.
So I dunno, it’s very clear to me they both really love eachother and care for eachother. And will show it, but won’t actually like, admit it to eachother.. 
Like even the bonding moment
Keith did not punch Sendak.
Lance did not shoot his arm off.
So I think it’s safe to assume Keith didn't actually cradle Lance in his arms at any point.
This is them still bonding by just making shit up and teasing eachother. It's not as serious as ppl make it out to be. It’s a very friendly exchange, a blossoming bromance. (and yes, so far it does seems like just bromance to me, ofcourse it might change in the future, but so far these two seasons that’s all I’m getting form them)
They both know they kinda bonded back there and had this very uncharacteristic tender moment and are kinda backtracking on it but in a sibling kind of way, like “ew I would never get along with you” but I’m sure they both know they are just messing around there.
Like Keith and Lance to me are the epitome of your common sibling relationship.
They are the “I love you to death and would die for you, but I would never admit it toyour face, and i'll only talk shit to your face but will beat anyone else whodoes, and will only say good things about you behind your back”
Like, it’s clear Keith and Lance really like eachother. Keith doesn't actually hate Lance and Lance doesn't hate Keith. They’re just you kno... bros in the making. And they both act like idiots sometimes.
But for them to get along better, Keith (as the person who’s kinda in the position of the older sibling the younger one really admires and wants to be friends with) has to stop doing this shit where he purposely insults and picks on Lance, yes. Specially as the team’s leader.
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