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feel like I've genuinely spent at least a quarter of my day too horny to think. i was going to do some kind of art today but I've been thinking about the boy...
#for like the third day in a row#me: I've gotten so much hotter fr like i'm SO hot now and i was already hot i can't believe this#me when a friend who knew me from before says he thinks I'm hot: buddy what do you MEAN??ยฟ?ยฟยฟ ๐ตโ๐ซ๐ต really?? ๐๐พ๐๐พ#i enjoy his friendship and his company โกโ and i don't want to make it weird so i needed to cool off for a couple hours (โ ๏ฝกโ ๏พโ ฯโ ๏ผผโ ๏ฝกโ )#i just kinda asked him if he wants anything more of me and what his boundaries are :3c and we can go frm there#i don't like to drive myself crazy wondering and letting a crush build. i nip it in the bud before it consumes me by just asking ๐#this isn't my first crush on him but i did keep the other ones to myself.. he's different ๐๐พ๐๐พ but things r p different these days#and it's been a while since we've last seen each other. I've never been more attracted to him than i am now ๐ตโ๐ซ๐ตโ๐ซ#what happened.. wait no we have been getting closer i suppose. I remember always wanting to know him more in our#friend group back then and i feels rly nice to actually understand him more these days (โยดโก`โ) โก to be seen and understood myself.#it's a whole thing lol but basically i split off frm our old group then he kinda got kicked out and the group fell apart#but then we reconnected months later and we're better friends than we've ever been :3 i like him and appreciate him either way โกโ #๐ฎโ๐จ having a crush on someone is so exhilarating yet exhausting lmaoo. he's a good boy though i like himmm สโ ย โ ๊โ แดฅโ ๊โ ส#ougggh... waaaahh.... auhgggghhhhggggg........#i haven't had a crush on someone in a while (โ ๏ฝกโ ๏พโ ฯโ ๏ผผโ ๏ฝกโ ) I've been blissfully hanging w my bestie but he keeps getting me#god..
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