#i don't like rusty metal i don't like cloudy weathers cause its so indecisive
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Hate that being happy require like actual work. Like I have to want to be happy in order to be happy. Messed up man
#it wasn't like this when I was a kid??#i usually just like#GET happy#I'm so tired man I'm just so so tired and exhausted and sad all the time like all the time#why is everyone so mean thooo that's my question is it just me like am i the issue#like I'll think about getting to know someone and im just like they're definitely gonna be like everyone else#cause they always are!!!! they always ALWAYS are#i swear i dont have a mental illness this is probably an episode#but im so so miserable im so so miserable all the time 24/7 i don't expect anything anymore#i don't WANT to talk to anyone i don't want to for once can someone make an effort to talk to me#just. yea can someone make an effort i PROMISE im worth the effort to get to know#i do and think a lot of stuff im not just quiet and walking all the time#i like the sunset and i like cats and i like indie pop music and i like radio pop music and i like pizzas a lot#i like the color brown i like dark chocolate#i don't like rusty metal i don't like cloudy weathers cause its so indecisive#im alot more!!!!! and i don't judge so i mean#why not right#anways#this too shall pass#ben's conscious stream
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