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Silly doodles I made in a math/history class. :'D
I have no idea when I was capable of drawing them in that way, but Alrighty then-
#fnaf daycare au#fnaf#goobers#my art#fannart#sundrop#moondrop#fnaf daycare attendant#i don't know wtf I'm doing#send help
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Robin POV of what if Robin know PC since childhood, but the PC he know and the PC that we start playing is different in soul(?).
And there's the fact I'm lost not knowing which way to go the first time I play it. I just want to think a prompt how to hurt baby Robin, and I like childhood friend that not end well.
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"Here! Ring for our promise! With these we're always gonna be together!"
Isn't that what you said back then as you put the flower ring in my ring finger, and I put one in yours too?
Then Why…
Why are you talking to them with that sweet voice like that…?
Why are you smiling so lovingly like that to them?
Since when did that smile you always show only to me shifted to them?
Why-...
.oOo.
I still remember your smile back then
As I teach you how to make a flower crown for the first time
When the one you made still not strong enough to hold it shape
Until you can make it strong enough to hold its shape
And called my name happily because you finally did it
It was long ago
Many years before
We were small
I'm sure you have already made many since then
But why?
Why are you back to like you never did this before?
Weren't we making it daily when the flowers bloom for years?
And we also make some Pressed bookmarks and flower pouches with it too
There's supposedly some in your room that you display because you say that it's precious
But where has all of it gone?
Why do you look like you've never been here before?
The way to the park where we sell hot chocolate together in winter
If you turn left there's a beach where we sell lemonade
And then there's our school just straight from the park
The way to the forest
The way to the movie
Why…
Why do you look like you forget about it?
Who are you?
What are you doing with them?
Where do you hide them?
Why do you look like them?
How do you make everyone else think that you are them?
When are you gonna give them back?!
GO AWAY
GIVE THEM BACK NOW
DON'T USE THEIR BODY AS YOU LIKE
DON'T TAINT THEIR BODY LIKE THAT
WHY DO YOU MAKE EVERYONE ELSE DON'T NOTICE YOU TAKE OVER THEIR PLACE?
WHY IS IT ONLY ME THAT NOTICE IT?
WHY-...
Why only me…
It hurts…
my chest hurt…
If it's this hurt…
Please…
Please just make me not notice it too…
Please...
Just make me forget...
#robin the orphan#degrees of lewdity#dol#dol fanfic#dol fanfiction#degrees of lewdity fanfic#degrees of lewdity fanfiction#i don't know wtf i'm doing#imagine seeing robin screaming as he cries
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Joel Smallishbeans canon appearance
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"Let's fix this drawing" *redraw the whole thing*
#star wars#star wars fanart#star wars the clone wars#star wars rex#wip or finished?#no one knows#sorry for the spam#I disappear a week and come back with *nothing*#But don't complain you're lucky#meanwhile my twitt is without content since a month#Cause I'm battling with illustrations V_v#anyway I went hiking with friends#we end up getting lost and having to go through like a feet of mud#a river#and 4 hours of walking#And my body took it well wtf like zero cramp#But then two days after I think I may have gotten a cold#so idk#still pushed to the gym#tho ofc it's summer now so they are much people#and BOI lemme tell you#for a city were half the population is right-wing elderly#the only people I see at my park are doing handstand on bars or whatever high level jedi sh*t#or maybe it's the only good streetpark at miles around so cool people can only go there#and me a shy potato with my cat-ears headphones and messy hair#anyway#that's it for my life.#good night#or I will redraw his face AGAIN#TAT
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it's not often you get to see a sleepy suguru.
it's not like he's not tired – he's fucking exhausted; the dreams just don't seem to like him all that much. but he's usually toughing it out, trying to seem as composed and put-together as possible. the dark skin underneath his eyes betray him, though.
so you don't really know why today is different. is he just more tired? have all of the sleepless hours caught up with him? or is it just you; could it be that your body is the most comfortable place to rest his heavy head? or is it your perfume that's soothing him to sleep?
or is it the fingers in his hair?
he doesn't really let others play with his hair too ofter either. satoru and shoko had been the only exceptions but that was before you came along. satoru uses his hair as a stim, something to play with when he's bored. suguru has taught him manners though – a few slaps against satoru's fingers and chest to remind him to be more careful. and shoko is just more likely to brush a strand from his eyes or help him tie them up in a half-assed bun whenever his own hands are full with whatever.
you like playing with hair, always have and always will. it's relaxing and it's fun and it's calming and you love it. when you first met suguru, his hair was the second thing you noticed about him (his keen purple eyes being the first). an irresistible itch burned in your fingertips everytime you saw him, everytime he wore his hair down. it just looked so pretty and soft.
he takes very good care of his hair, you know that much. specific shampoos and conditioners, masks and all – he's all in. and nobody bats an eye. not that they should but satoru definitely gets made fun of because of his stupidly expensive collection of figurines and shoko gets teased for her silly mug shelf – and yet, neither of them ever comment on the bottles and tubs of fancy products that lay on his bathroom counter.
his hair also smells good. the compliment always hangs on the tip of your tongue but stays hidden in fear of coming off too weird. too creepy. but he doesn smell good. even with closed eyes and ears and you'd find him in a crowd. you wonder whether he knows that.
as you grew closer and closer, the now scorching itch only doubled in need. you never did gather the strenght to outwardly ask him – if you could play with his hair? if you could caress it? comb through it? it was an accident.
a simple gloomy friday afternoon: you're both lazing on your couch, staring at the screen. it's funny – you find yourself muffling your already quiet bursts of laughter, suguru alongside you. he's sitting close by, closer than usual. you don't ask him about it.
he asked to come over; something-something about being sick of his own apartment. you understand that, so you tell him that your home is his home (you'd tell him that even if you didn't understand). you hear the faint smile when he thanks you over the phone.
even when he looks like he hasn't slept in months – he looks good. you can tell he's overexaggerating his smile a bit but don't say anything about it, rewarding him with a grin of your own. his eyes flick to your lips and how they curve and he thinks about how warm it feels to look at you. maybe he's not exaggerating anymore.
your arms open wide, inviting him into you and he obliges, as always. he smells good. as always.
his hands lock behind your back and your behind his neck. your hearts meet and they greet each other with a fastened beat, eager to be in sync – to feel each other again.
he pulls back and the corners of his eyes crinkle when he smiles. he's not doing it anymore and you're happy to relieve him even if it's for mere moments.
he's wearing a sweather and his hair is down. he has lip gloss on; you try to think whether he's more of a mint guy or more of a shea guy. it remains a mystery.
and now you're on the couch with two cups of warm tea waiting for you on the small table. he smells good. he's so close. he snickers at the screen and you can't take your eyes off of him. it's the same small crinkle of the eyes and the faintest pink tint on his cheeks.
you know he knows that you're looking at him. you've been told to have a staring problem and he's just an observant guy. it's a terrible match. or a perfect one.
he doesn't say anything though; instead he leans his head back and little to the side against the headrest (he's even closer now) and you find yourself shifting an inch aswell. perhaps magnets are involved? the iron in your blood pulling you together?
no, that can't be. you'd have to be polar opposites for that to work. warm-blooded and cold-blooded? would that work? you're getting too poetic and he's looking at you now.
it's an accident. it slips out on its own. you smell good. caught off guard by your own comment, you're about to apologize when a hand on your thigh almost makes you suffocate on the words stuck in your throat.
he laughs and it feels so good. he thanks you. he means it, you see it in his tired eyes. he likes the way you blush.
turning his focus back to the tv, you try to collect yourself. a deep breath in and a deep one out and a deep one in and a de—
a weight on your shoulder. he smells so good. he's so close. you peek down, curious as to whether this is a dream or not. but suguru's head is in fact laid on your body, sinking a bit more into you by the second. a deep breath in and a deep one out.
seeking for a more comfortable position, you snuggle closer to him. it's hard to focus but you're making it your sole mission to make him feel safe. your arm curls around his body, his shoulder, and rests right by a flock of his hair.
his cheek is now smushed against the top of your chest and the weight of love doesn't seem as bad as everyone keeps telling you. his hand finds a place around your waist; loosely – as if he's the one who's afraid to scare you off. silly.
his breath against you feels right and the butterflies in your stomach refuse to calm down. so you do what you always do when you get nervous – completely on their own, your fingers caress his hair. just smoothing over it at first but before you know it, they're combing through a strand and twirling the ends between themselves.
you wanna apologize, again, but the soft little grunt that emits from the man keeps you from doing so.
don't stop.
+ this is for @twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat just bc it feels right
#absolutely 10000% not proofread i do not know where this came from#suguru my sweetheart#this just felt right in my heart#so i'm gonna post it anyway#btw if i ever write something that doesn't make sense#it's your own fault bc it's poetry okay#u just don't get it#this is me convincing myself that this isn't a complete slur of words put together#it sounds good in my head i won't apologize#ALSO CAN U TELL I LIKE REPEATING THINGSS HMMM#love u my kittens mwah mwah mwah#wtf mickey can write#sugu#suguru geto#suguru geto drabble#suguru geto blurb#suguru geto fluff#jjk drabble#suguru geto x reader#geto suguru#geto suguru drabble#geto suguru x reader#geto suguru fluff#geto suguru blurb#jjk geto#jjk fluff#jujutsu kaisen drabble#jjk blurb
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Been thinking 'bout Fresh lately
If you guys didn't notice I got high on crack through the middle of this
#sans au#utmv#undertale au#dream sans#blueberry sans#reaper sans#Geno sans#afterdeath#sanscest#Reapertale papyrus#POODLE!!!#Also context for the Afterdeath part um god of death it isn't easy finding love#I've been planning to draw the idea way too long and um it still it just turned into crack#I'm on crack#I'm tired#and WTF am I supposed to do I do not know how to socialise I used to meow??#vrchat isn't as fun as it sometimes is#and how do I socialise btw#someone shit on my passions earlier so like I don't think#I had a sleepover at school so I'm free today??#um yeah sobbing motivations not motivating RAAAHHHH#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#dream is so pretty#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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One of the most insane things is when gentiles say with their whole chest shit like "real Jews don't support Israel" and its like. Um. Just like in every community there are opinions on this that range from literally genocidal to dedicated peace activism but the one thing we can all agree on is that you, as a random gentile online, do not under any circumstances get to define who a "real Jew" is. Oh my god.
#It's giving Joe Biden saying if yiu don't vote for me you ain't black#Like oh my god?? Shut up#Jews you don't like don't become not Jewish wtf#It's the most arrogant attitude I can imagine like WHAT delusion gave you the impression#That YOU. A random gentile tumblr user. Gets to define who is a ~real jew~#Also like I'm sorry do you think?? That Jewishness is some privilege that can be taken away by gentiles??#If we don't meet your standards??#Instead of. You know. An innate part of our identity that is part of who we are literally on a genetic level#Like being a jew is a fucking ethnicity ?? Do yall not understand that#Or do you just not care#Because if you acknowledged that. You would have to admit you're being racist.#Antisemitism#leftist antisemitism#leftist hypocrisy#jumblr#jewblr
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Brokenhearted Tae x the Art Department Bonus:
#the trainee the series#the trainee#sea tawinan#poon mitpakdee#peachblossomgifs#I'm sorry brokenhearted tae made me laugh#wtf are they going to do in ep 11 & 12?#but you know what this is only ep 10 there is still time for another break up#tbh I like when shows have characters that make decisions that I don't like/would not make bc I do wanna see where it goes#and this crazy love triangle in contrast w jane/ryan's cute office romance makes this series so much fun to watch#I'm screaming no matter who is on screen
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midweek crisis😍🥰😍
#hi#me#my face#selfie#mirror selfie#girls with tattoos#girls with glasses#girls who lift#wtf is life right now#genuinely#and what do I take to work on Friday for everyone to eat#penguin socks#wombats#cute girl#pretty people#my head is a mess#I just want to sleep#I don't know how to hang up the phone but I NEED TO DO THIS PROJECT#anybody else having a fucking WEEK#be my friend#message me#we're all pals here#I love yall#love me#okay I'm going now#hot girl shit#later taters
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#yes i know everyone's giffed this to hell and back#yes i know i don't have the paid camera mod (??)#but listen!! what i do have ... is LOVE#for that last shot in particular look at how soft and confused he is!!!#BABY!!!#and when they first move in for a hug he's like 'wtf are u doing. i'm pouring out my soul here and you're trying to get physical?'#and then he fuckin ... realizes what's happening and is so startled#ignore hira's poor tail clipping through their pants#bg3#bg3 edit#astarion x tav#astarion#baldur's gate 3#worsties to lovers#oc: hiraeth
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WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY REMOVED THE IMPLICATION THAT ITONOKOGIRI BOLTED DOWN THE BOOKCASE IN MITSURUGI'S OFFICE FOR HIM IN CASE OF EARTHQUAKES IN THE ENGLISH LOCALIZATION
#ace attorney#dick gumshoe#miles edgeworth#gumworth#YEAH I'M MAIN TAGGING THIS BC I NEED MORE PEOPLE TO SEE IT WTF#gyakuten saiban#itonokogiri keisuke#mitsurugi reiji#mitsunoko#badgerh speaks#what the fuck WHAT THE FUCK im so unreasonably mad about this#WHY DO THEY ALWAYS DO THIS. WHY DID THEY CHANGE THIS.#WHY DOES THE ENGLISH LOCALIZATION KEEP REMOVING THESE LITTLE MOMENTS BETWEEN ITONOKOGIRI AND MITSURUGI!!!!#I DON'T UNDERSTAND#this is why i don't trust ace attorney as a franchise. i only know gyakuten saiban sorry.
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You ever be totally immersed in a story and then you come across a line about a subject and you realize you know more about this subject than the author and what the author wrote down was completely wrong and it's not even that the author didn't do research so much as the author didn't even think this was something that even needed to be researched? And it drives you absolute cuckoo bananas?
#pretty sure vellum is pretty flame resistant since it's leather and not paper#why are you doing this to me Phong Nguyen#also I'm less clear on this point I'll have to look up the history of manuscripts but did first century Vietnam even have vellum books?#like Asia had access to tree paper well before Europe did i think parchment and vellum were European in nature#after the decline of the papyrus trade following the collapse of the Roman empire#and needing something that was more durable in wetter climates than the Mediterranean anyway#i know europe got tree paper from China (possibly via Türkiye? idr) but i don't know if europe exported vellum and parchment#given the advent of tree fiber paper in Asia it doesn't seem like there'd be much need for vellum manuscripts in 1 C.E Vietnam#*first century C.E not 1 C.E#wait a minute#did EUROPE even have vellum by First Century C.E??#i.. i have to go look this up now wtf...
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aftg au where andrew and aaron are supernatural creatures of some kind. werewolves, vampires, whatever. completely separate from neil and the moriyama's whole deal.
#aftg#andrew minyard#aaron minyard#i just think it would be funny if the mafia had no idea about the supernatural#and andrew agreed to protect kevin like well i'm a werewolf wtf is some mafia brat gonna do#in my head this means andrew's meds don't actually affect him and he's just acting#also that their abilities or whatever showed up around puberty#on the fence if this means that aaron never actually got addicted to drugs or if he started pulling some science experiment shit to see#how much and what he had to take for it to affect him#nicky knows too but he didn't when he took in the twins#also for the first week or so andrew and aaron were heavily side eyeing each other#trying to figure out if it affected both of them or not
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I am exhausted, good heavens.
#hey watch this neat trick I can do [cries]#love that for me#BUT#BUT- the actual EFFORT I put these days to not make a suicide jokes is *chefs kiss* phenomenal#actively shitting bricks as I physically have to stop myself from saying I want a car to hit me for the 50th time that day#I am not progressing any more than I am downgressing or whatever the opposite word is. but girlies#and boysies and peepsies#my lipgloss is popping and my eyebags are gucci- and so I shall prevail#MAN this tiredness is BONE DEEP man- it's like it's engraved into my goddamn clavicles#sorry that was like the only bone name I could remember- I don't even know what a clavicle is#anyways- I need to fall asleep forever and never wake up. But not in like a dying way#I just need to stop waking up tired and being tired and going to sleep tired and living tired like GIRL#WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN SLEEP STOPS SLEEPING#I JUST SLEPT 10 HOURS HOW ARE YOU STILL TIRED#I am so tired that i stopped liking shit- like that SUCKS my dudes#I sometimes Don't Like art now and that is WILD to me because that was lowkey the One Thing that got me going#I used to actually LIKE english class! and reading Shakespear and shit!!!! and history class!! Now I don't!! Where did the spark go??????#Now everything feels like a chooooooore and it sucks major dick#and my graaaades are slipping because I stopped giving a damn but I NEED. TO. GIVE. A. DAMN#because those are like highkey lowkey and every-other-key my grades and I need them to go into uni so I don't die <333#I need to spite little mini me who said I wasn't going to live past 13 because BITCH- guess how old I'm turning next week????????#THAT'S RIGHT- 17 YEARS OLD- FUCK YEAH BABY I'M STILL NOT DEAD#SUCK MY BIG ASS SHLONG MINI-ME#and then I have a big biology exam the day after so- funnnnn!!#anywho- should I tag this as vent? this probably counts as vent right? like among us? impostor and shit?#sorry I think my brain is actively rotting out of my ears right now#vent post#personal vent#tw vent#tw sui talk
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who up vasting they error rn !? !? (/J) (lazy ahh doodles)
#me when i don't know wtf i'm doing#binged the entire thing recently and so far it's really good#does that mean i have any clue how to write the characters?#n o .#i probably butchered them idk#also slight ellsee design errors cuz my only 2 references were the lil game sprite of her and my brain 😔#it's ok tho the murrit doodle is the only one that matters here (/J)#might draw vast error more actually who knows 👀#but for now have these#vast error#arcjec voorat#ellsee raines#murrit turkin#dismas mersiv (by technicality. if you squint REALLY hard.)#my art#digital art#doodle#art
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How dare he randomely change his hairstyle out of nowhere? I'm the only one allowed to do that
(Writing it here too just in case, I'M JOKING)
Yes I'm a few days late, I forgot to post these 💀
📸 Mikke on ig (ofc)
#in case you think this is serious please check the notes I'm joking#käärijä#jere pöyhönen#what do I tag these?#it's the first time I post something related to this finnish gremlin#all the tags I ever saw on tumblr magically disappeared from my brain#jere from vantaa#lovable green guy#I hate the blond#the way I was joking with a friend the day before he did this saying “bro shoukd go to a hairdresser and get that bowlcut fixed”#And then he actually cut it and I was like NO I WAS JOKING GO BACK 😭#btw I'm joking I ain't going nowhere#bitch has me singing in finnish#i don't know finnish#anyways I had just woken up when I saw this and I went straight to tumblr AND IT DID NOT DISAPPOINT LMFAO#Anyways being delulu and hoping it's temporary HOW ARE YOU NATURALLY BLOND AND NOT LOOKING NATURAL WITH BLOND HAIR?#IT DOESN'T MATCH WITH THE REST OF HIS OVERALL PALETTE WTF IS THAT? IDK IF THAT MAKES SENSE LMAO 💀#my art
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