#i don't know why I'm waffling and dithering and pacing and
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i can't look at him i can't look at him i can't look at him i won't i can't im not allowed to why is he I CANNOT
#everyone is@ing me and trying to direct my attention to the reveal#and I've been ducking my head all day#actively averting my gaze#i don't know why I'm waffling and dithering and pacing and#now that I've run out of tasks for the night#all that's left is internet#and i can't....#. . it's going to happen#my self control is waning with every second. I've been awake too long#AUGH WHY IS THIS PAINFUL#WHY IS IT PAINFUL TO LOOK AT HIM#but STILL PAINFUL TO ////NOT///// LOOK AT HIM#WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME#I'M G#I'M GOING TO cook some salmon.#oi'mm. going to. chop and steam ... food............#where are my vegetables. i have to wash the sand out of them#I'm going to watch the 6 hour nuca plot video#I'm ignoring ALL OF YOU GOODBYE#mirage of scales
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