#i don't know if ill manage to write a thesis for November when my exams ends in july and in September classes will start again
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I can't sleep and I'm terrified about my future
#I'll give only two exams this semester and that means I'm going to give four exams the next semester#I'm not going to cry over the decision I've made#it's irrevocable now . done#but I'm scared because i have to prepare a thesis for November#and im afraid I won't be able to do so if my exams ends in july#i haven't written something since high school#im afraid I've forgotten how#i don't know if ill manage to write a thesis for November when my exams ends in july and in September classes will start again#im terrified#why. why. my first two years have been so fucking good#why do I have problems now??#now everything should go smoothly and instead it doesn't#im fucking scared#because frankly.. what do I have apart from this?#nothing#and the worst thing is that im not even that good#I can't remember a single thing about the exam im preparing#I'm scared and tired and I want to sleep and im angry amd disgusted by myself and my laziness#now ill try to sleep#i need to wake up early to study these past few days have been so unproductive they make me want to throw up#ill see if tomorrow ill be better#but of course I will#I always forget about my problems during the day#personal#university things
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