#i don't know! maybe it's just me! but this banter just feels lowkey desperate to me

[crossdressingdeath]

Lucanis: Neve. In the Fade with Rook and Spite... you were there. I mean, not you, but... you know what I mean. You helped Rook. Sort of. Neve: Sort of? Well, isn't that flattering. At least I'm on your mind.

First, some housekeeping. If anyone comes on to this post to whine about how Veilguard was awful or claim Neve sucks or whatever the "waah the game wasn't what I wanted so it's garbage" complaint of the week is, you're getting blocked immediately. Fuck off. I'm sick of your shit. Second, this very much is not meant to say anything bad about Neve, mostly because... well, it's not really about her (hell, she isn't even there technically), it's more about how giving Lucanis any non-Rook LI plays with Inner Demons; Neve is just the non-Rook LI Bioware chose so she's the one whose name I'm using. Also: this is a very minor thing to complain about. I'm nitpicking. I know. But it's my blog and nitpicking amuses me so I'm doing it anyway. That said, let's get into it.

This is... an extremely generous description of what Neve does in Inner Demons. Or rather dream!Neve? Like Lucanis says, it's not really her. Anyway though, the thing is that dream!Neve does the same thing the other dream versions of Lucanis's family and friends do: she tells Rook to give up and insists that Lucanis is never getting out, and then when they refuse to give up on him she disappears. Which makes sense; the people ("people") we see in Inner Demons are as far as I can tell the darkest parts of Lucanis's mind spouting what he's afraid his friends and family think of him, they've got very little to do with the people themselves beyond potentially raising exaggerated concerns that Lucanis knows they had/have (for example Harding not initially trusting him). I mean, there's a reason why Rook eventually stops referring to them by name and just starts calling them Lucanis, they're parts of him and not the people they appear to be. Rook is different; they can act outside of those fears because they are themselves brought into the Ossuary in truth. Neve (or any other potential LI Lucanis could have; again, this isn't about Neve as a character, this would be a thing with any potential non-Rook LI) can't act outside of playing mouthpiece for those fears because that's not Neve!

I'm not saying Neve should've done something, to be clear; hell, I would've been annoyed if she had. Inner Demons is first about Lucanis's personal arc and second about how important Rook is to him! Having Neve suddenly show up and play a major role in the whole thing would a) weaken that relationship beat between Lucanis and Rook (there's a reason why all the major relationship beats between Rook and their companions are one on one, after all) and b) make very little sense in a Lucanismance/Nevemance run where they don't end up together, given their platonic relationship doesn't have much content (except in banter, which shouldn't be relied on since obviously not everyone will get it in a given run) and would leave her feeling like a pretty random choice (meta knowledge aside) compared to other options. Not to mention Neve's dynamic with Lucanis when they get together is different than his dynamic with Rook when romanced; she doesn't need to get in his head to help like that because her relationship with him is different than Rook's, that's fine. It's good even, it'd feel like a lazy copy of his romance path if they just slotted her into Rook's romance scenes with him.

The issue for me is that Lucanis is saying "oh you helped" when... she didn't. No "sort of" about it, she objectively did not help. She wasn't even there and that dream version of her just told Rook to give up on him until they refused same as the others did. If Bioware wanted to say Neve was helping Lucanis with his problems that could've happened in a cutscene between them! That would've been really nice, actually! They also could've just left it unsaid but safe to assume (the stupidity of the fandom aside) and that also would've been fine. But by having Lucanis go "Oh you helped! Sort of!" it feels kind of like... they're grasping at straws? Trying to make her seem more relevant to that sequence of events than she actually was? And to be fair that might be intentional and it's Lucanis doing that in-universe, but I just don't think trying to insert her into Inner Demons after the fact really... works, even if it is supposed to be Lucanis doing it. I honestly think that just not having this banter would've been better; hell, replace it with a mention that Lucanis went to Neve to discuss the events of Inner Demons at some point after the fact! That would've been great, have him actually make the choice to talk to her specifically about it! But Neve did not help during Inner Demons, that's not a bad thing (and hardly her fault given she wasn't there), and there was really no need to try to insert her into it after the fact. Let her have her own relationship with him and help him with this in her own way! Maybe it's just that it reminds me of those fics where people shove one half of their preferred ship into the other half's canonical emotional moments with someone else and call it a good romantic moment for their ship and those are a real pet peeve of mine, but this banter rubs me up the wrong way.

[nirvanawrites111]

February Filth Fest (Hate sex with Yunho)

Word Count: 2005

Warning: Daddy kink, unprotected sex, piv, fingering, hair pulling, banter back and forth, mentions of Seonghwa and being with him. But its no cheating, oral(male receiving) , non idol au, pwp

"Don't bite my dick either," Yunho groans, and his metal belt clicks against the floor as his pants drop.

Your face tightens as his annoying complaints hit your ears. You purse your lips together, and your eyes roll. You grab his already hard dick and run your hand along the base.

He's lucky that he was the only person available at five in the morning. You have an hour before your morning shower.

"Yunho, please. When have I ever bitten your dick?" You work your hand along his length.

"Uh, not that I can remember. Maybe I'm confusing you with my other brown-skinned lover."

His tone is cocky, and you remember he's a whore, after all. Yunho is the only one on the list that you and your bestie agreed that he's worth it to break girl code. Besides, he's just community dick to you.

Your other lover, who is a bit easy on the tongue and can easily whisper the perfect words against your skin, didn't answer.

What the fuck could Seonghwa be doing? But, you know how much he hates double texts. So, here you are, desperate for his annoying roommate. The lines are so blurred you aren't sure why you haven't told Hwa about your "friendship" with Yunho.

He's more like a casual fuck. His mouth is a bit too slick for your liking. But, his dick. That is the reason you can ignore the tactless comments.

"Chile, whatever," you hiss and stroke him. You press your tongue around the base of his length. You swirl your tongue around it. Your mouth waters slightly at the sight of his thickness.

Yunho grabs the back of your head, and you work your mouth to find the perfect rhythm.

"Look at me," Yunho calls out to you.

But, the pride deep down inside of you wants to ignore him. You are only sucking his dick because it gets you extra wet. You would rather it be Seonghwa, your favorite sneaky link. But, beggars can't be choosers.

You continue to water your mouth around him and suck him at a fast pace. Your knees dig into your furry white rug. Moisture pools at your entrance, and you rub your thighs together since you can't touch yourself right now. Your left-hand cups and massages his balls. At the same time, your right-hand help you pump him faster.

This isn't your first time sucking him off, so at this point, you know what he likes.

"Y/n, look at me while my cock is in your mouth," Yunho says. He grabs your face.

There it is.

That sexy ass smirk on his face makes you a bit weak in the knees. You hate to admit how attractive this man is.

"Such a good girl," Yunho coaches you and rubs your hair. His touch against you is gentle, and you enjoy it when he praises you. Lowkey, you crave it.

Your pussy clenches when he touches you. You want to feel his fingers in your lower region. You want to come on his fingers, dick, and tongue. But, you have time constraints. You might be a bitch in heat, but the last thing you will be is late to work.

"Yess.. please keep sucking me like this, baby."

Baby?

His gentleness, and praising has your mind spinning. You love the affection he's showing you right now.

Yunho tilts his head as he watches you suck him in deeper. You love the way he's staring so intensely into you. Almost as if he sees you for who you truly are.

A whore.

"Fuck!" Yunho moans, and this time he pumps into you a little bit harder. It's almost like, somehow, he's read your mind of what you like.

He's gripping your hair with such force. You can't deny you enjoy him being a bit rough with you.

Yunho is fucking your throat, and tears stream down your face. You enjoy this man ruining your throat first thing in the morning. What a perfect way to start your day.

Yunho comes down your throat, and you enjoy his hot load going down. He holds your head while he empties all of his release. You know he's done when his right leg twitches. Something you've noticed the last couple of times.

Yunho pulls you and you expect him to kiss him for doing a great job pleasing him. But instead, he tosses you against the bed. You fall back into the middle of your bed.

"I don't think you've earned my lips just yet," Yunho towers over your body, teasing you.

If your pussy wasn't so fucking wet, you would have kicked him out. But, you still have time before work to get off. So, he gets to stay even though he's not your favorite person.

"Nobody wanted to kiss your little lips anyways."

You sit up and take off your cami tank top to reveal your breasts. You can see the glimmer in his eyes as he watches you. You grab your little shorts, and Yunho catches your hands.

"You're not going let me do the honors of undressing you?" Yunho asks.

You lift your hands and let him do it for you. He grips your waist, and you almost moan from touching him. You still can't wrap your head around why your body is addicted to him.

"See, you know how to be a good girl."

"Shut up. Just fuck me. I have to get ready for work."

Yunho kisses your forehead. "Calm down. I'm going to give you some dick. Don't you worry."

Yunho rubs your clit, and you arch your back. Your hands press into the mattress, and he glides his digits down to your dripping entrances. His eyes widen, and that damn smile appears on his face again.

"My dirty girl is soaking wet all for me," Yunho leans closer to you and kisses on your ear.

"Oh, now I'm your dirty girl?"

"Of course. You talk so much shit about me to Seonghwa, only for you to spread your legs wide for me. That sounds like a dirty girl, don't you think?"

You want to reply to him with some smart-ass comment, but Yunho is distracting you. He traces circles along your clit, and you can't form sentences at this point.

Yunho knows he has you exactly where he wants you.

At his mercy.

"No comeback?, Y/n?"

When Yunho plunges a finger into your core, you work desperately against his movements. You are so horny for this man that you are fucking his fingers.

"Yunho, please," you pant. You clench your teeth, trying not to give him the satisfaction of him knowing how much you are enjoying this. You look down and see a large wet spot underneath you. 

"Please, what.. baby? Use those words for me."

"Fuck me. I'm your dirty girl," you whisper.

"Speak louder for me, baby."

"Fuck me. I'm your dirty girl!" you nearly scream out.

There's no holding back anymore. It feels too good to play these games with him now. You grip the comforter on your bed, and you close your eyes.

"That's it, baby. Come for daddy. I love how you are soaking up the bed. Next time I'll have you at our place. So, you can come all over my bed."

Your stomach tightens, and you prepare for your first orgasm. Yunho leans closer towards you and presses his lips against yours. His tongue slips into your mouth, and you enjoy the lusty kiss.

You melt as you savor the kiss, and your body shudders while you reach your peak. Yunho coaches you through it, and you come all over his fingers. As he pulls away from you, he stuffs his fingers into your mouth. You suck your juices off his fingers.

You're so naughty for me. I love it."

You lie back against the bed and spread your legs wider for him.

"You ready to come on my dick?"

"Yes."

When Yunho enters inside of you, he stretches you out a bit. While he buries himself inside you, your legs wrap around his waist.

"You're so tight, baby," Yunho groans and fucks you with slow movement.

It doesn't matter how much you hate this man. He looks so good. The morning sun peaks through the window, revealing him in a better light. There is such a strong connection between his eyes and yours.

"I know. Seonghwa tells me all the time," you taunt him. You know that it gets under his skin that you can't leave his roommate alone. He probably will never tell you, but you know it's true.

"Well, he had someone else in his bed last night. That's why he didn't text you back."

Your mood almost changes, and you snap out of the haze that is sweet Yunho. You are back on Earth with the asshole that you know so well. You push him back, and now you are on top.

"Who cares. I guess you finally realized you are second best," You reply.

You adjust yourself to being on top of him. You move your hips back and forth. His dick fills you up perfectly.

"Please, we both know you are lying. Just a few minutes ago, you were whimpering and whining for me. I never heard you do all that whenever you come over to see Hwa."

"Out of respect for you, I'm quiet. You don't want to hear me screaming his name."

Yunho bounces you on his dick and holds your waist with his left hand. He plays with your clit with the other.  You're talking a lot of cash shit, but he knows nobody fucks you as good as he does.

You look like a fucking goddess riding him and taking his dick like a pro. He shouldn't be this smitten over you, but he is. He feeds into your little game and goes back and forth with you.

But, he knows deep down inside if he dropped his entire rotation list, you would drop yours, including Seonghwa. He loves how your melanin is glowing under the sunlight, how you are dripping all around him. You get instant wet for him just from sucking his dick. He loves that.

"Please, Hwa couldn't make you scream if he tried. Just know this pussy is mine. I've already proven that to you time and time again," Yunho retorts.

"Yeah, it's yours, alright."

"Exactly. Just like I said."

"It's yours for right now."

You jolt when Yunho slaps your ass. Before you can say anything, he hits it again. You love the pain and the back and forth. You know that no one else would bring up someone else in the middle of sex without taking it personally.

This is why Yunho is really your number one guy.

"Get on all fours."

You do what he tells you and position yourself on the edge of the bed. Yunho stands behind you and holds your waist. You let him control you as he shoves his dick inside of you. You throw your ass back as he pounds into you.

Yunho is aggressive with it. You love that about him. He's rough with you, and he's fucking you so good. He pulls your hair again.

"Whose pussy is this?"

"Yours, daddy! It's all yours," you cry out for him. The pleasure is too good that it has your head spinning. You love the sound of his balls slapping against your ass while he drills deep into you. Who else makes you feel this euphoria? You enjoy yourself with others when you can't reach him. But nobody knows your body as Yunho does.

"Mmm.. now come for daddy!"

Your body responds, and you release your essence coating his dick. He's right behind you, and he comes deep inside of you.

After you get yourself together, you get up and turn on your shower in your bathroom.

"Let's get cleaned up," you invite him to shower with you.