#i don't agree with everything in this essay about the final fifteen analysis

[sayuri-of-the-valley]

We deserve stories that are queer as subtext and text, metaphor and central plot and side plot too. We deserve queer stories that explore how queer love is infinite variety. We deserve genre stories that explore what immortality or something close to it does to pining, to longing, for wanting the one person in the universe you can’t have.

And also:

I trust that the intentional storytelling devoted to shattering them so specifically will do justice to putting them back with care.

From Tor.com, an essay. By Maya Gittelman.

[poltergeist-coffee]

I wasn't transcriptig that when they were live, I wouldn't be able to lol

You have no idea on how much I kept going back in the video

Truly an adhd moment

I GET SO HAPPY WHEN YOU SAY THAT MY ANALYSIS ARE ON POINT, THANK YOU

Getting a ask from me must be something, it will be a short one talking about random things or a entire essay?

The mistery twins' lore is so interesting to me, like, everything was pointing to qcellbit being qbagi's brother, it could've been a coincidence obviously but what if he just... Never thought it could've possible, he never had a family, not one that he remembered, where they were all those years? Where were they when he was in that war? When he needed? I think qbagi is like a mirror, she is what he could've been if life wasn't so cruel to him, if he wasn't forced to be a monster, if he never accepted it and enjoyed the feeling. If he had got the chance to have a normal life. And qbagi? They were aways together when they kids, like glue, when qcellbit disappeared it probably felt like she lost a part of herself. She spent fifteen years looking for him, she never gave up because she knew he was somewhere and she had to find him, how much dedication it takes to keep doing it for fifteen years? Did she felt something was missing? She was as lonely as qcellbit was? When they first argued when she told qcellbit they were siblings, he says she had parents, he didn't, he was alone, and qbagi? She just says "do you think mom and dad still alive?". They both had something taken away from them, qcellbit lost his chance of a normal childhood, of having a family, of just not being forced to do what he did, qbagi lost a brother, possibly her parents, she lost her memories, they both are angry, tired of the federation games, trying to get back their family back, neither of them is willing to give up, qcellbit wants to get the people he loves out of this hell, to find qforever and his son, the child he wanted to give a good life, to not have go through the same he had gotten through, qbagi finally found her brother, they are stuck together, whether he wants to or not, she's not leaving, she's willing to cover herself on blood, still, she doesn't want him to lose himself, to get hurt, and still, she won't agree or accept what he's doing without a word, because is not right, and she also wants to find qforever, to find the eggs, she never met them and yet she notices how empty and lifeless the island is without them, their signs are like echoes of laughs and good moments, of who they were. Qpac said she had a son and she didn't forget it.

They such interesting characters to me, as much qbagi won't give up on qcellbit, she won't agree with everything he does, she refuses to let he do this to innocent people, victims like them. Qcellbit is aware of what he is doing, fcell is not a different person, fcell is him, he changed, that's a undeniable fact, he's not as unhinged as he uses to be, he's mad at the federation, he can and will do anything if that's means he's finally getting results, but his anger is directed to the federation and the federation only, not to the people he cares(ccCelbit said that yesterday I think).

But qcellbit really pulled a kaneki from tokyo ghoul(drinking coffee to control himself)

I really like their dynamic, qbagi is just "I don't care if you see me as family or not, you're stuck with me and you can't get rid of me"

BUT YEAH, GOSH, WHAT WERE THOSE LINES? When Bagi said "why do you sabotage yourself" I went "oh, duck, this is going to get good" and qcellbit lines after that? The way you could hear the anger filling his voices slowly? It was good, but gosh, it was good. Both cc Cellbit and Bagi are so good at it, they delivered those lines so well. I really love how every cc acts as their characters, before the happy pills when qforever was just... Empty, you could hear it so well on his voice, the... Feeling of numbness was so well displayed, that feeling of... Nothingness, you feel kinda disconnected from your body and I think cc forever was amazing, and the happy pills arc? The total turn it took? Man, I could write a very long text about it, but cc forever deserves to be recognized for managing to stay on characters for so long, because wine thing is the voice and such, but he kept a smile the while stream(and the parts where he broke? Peak acting). Qpac is normally... He's normally a positive guy(they really broke him), when he got kidnaped qmike was mad, after all the things happening, qcellbit felt empty, people getting hurt was a common thing, he didn't feel anything when he finally managed to ruin the federation's plans when they stole the mini mes, qforever was destructive when the eggs disappeared, the thoughts of simply exploding everything, ending everything was so tempting. Qfelps is qfelps. But qpac? He's helpless, he's scared, as the others, he is willing to sacrifice himself for the sake of the people he loves without a second thought, he's broken, he's tired, he normally don't resorts to violence or anger like the others, he breaks, he panics, he's scared of getting hurt, scared of losing someone again, he's also tired of the federation games, he want them down too. But at the end of the day, what else can they do that haven't they tried before?

The favela six really need therapy(honestly, everyone needs) they have problems of they will probably end up kill themselves if nobody is there to keep their head on place

Also, I love whatever is going with qslime, he have that upbeat energy on his voice that doesn't look like he never accepted his daughter's death and is relying on a other being pretending being her and he's slowing getting corrupted and there's something really wrong happening but he simply doesn't care because he has his daughter back, he can try to make things right.

And qbbh, qbaguera an qetoiles and the others, I am mainly a Brazilian watcher(and by that I mean mostly TazerCraft and whoever the raid sent me to) but all the ccs are doing a great job

That annoying part of the fandom, just shut up, let them do what they want, they want to be the most vile villain? Let them be, we need drama, let them have fun

You know the saying, let them cook

Also I'm currently searching about jellyfishs, I'll probably do it with octopus too because I like them<3

I just found out about purple-striped Jelly (Chrysaora colorata), what I have to say about them? Nothing, I just thought it was pretty

There's also the black sea nettle (Chrysaora achlyos), they can quite massive, with a bell diameter potentially up to 1 metre (3 ft) and oral arms extending to 5 or 6 metres (16 or 20 ft)

- 🍽️ (<- family will be forced to hear random sea creatures facts after they are done with the research)

me when lore

adhd moment be like “i think i accidentally hyperfixed on etoiles” <- me, a thought that has been on my mind for a few days now, i perhaps am a bit too silly

MYSTERY TWINS LORE IS SOOO *BITING AT METAL PIPES* i agree i think cellbit didn’t think it was possible for him to even have a sibling, much less an entire family because all he knows was war and blood!! he doesn’t remmber his family!! of course he’d resist the idea because it doesn’t feel right! he didn’t have a chance to experience those things, he doesn’t remember it but bagi does!!! they’re both to sad and miserable and more alike then they realize TT

i love that bagi is willing to help cellbit in a way but doesn’t agree with it completely. like she wants to take down the federation as much as him but she doesn’t agree with how hes doign it. i think when forever comes back they have the potential to team up because they will both want to save cellbit and not agree with how hes killing innocent workers because in their head they aren’t doign anythign wrong, they don’t have a choice. cellbit is just hellbent on destroying ANYTHING related to the federation including the things that might not even affect it really? like hes already killed innocent people before, hes a killer, what’s one more person killed by him?

I LOVE THAT THEYRE ALL GETTING INTO IT TT LIKE GETTING SO INTO CHARACTER AND STUFF IRL?? LIKE HOW CCFOREVER UTALIZED HIS FACECAM AND WOULDNT STOP SMILING AND EVEN WORE ONLY WHITE AND STUFF AND NEVER STOPPED LIKE THE ENTIRE TIME HE WAS LIVE DURING THAT ARC!! AND HE STILL STREAMED LIKE HIS NOMRAL AROUNT!! his face must have been soooo sore after the streams from having to smile so much skmkfnksj

i want to pick up qpac and give him some warm soup and a nice blanket like he’s scared TO DEATH by qcellbit but he still told bagi hes willing to help her and to save qcellbit like !!!! HE HAS SO MUCH UNRESOLVED (?) TRAUMA FROM QCELLBIT STILL BUT HES ALSO COME TO CARE FOR HIM AND WANTS HIM TO BE SAFE AND OKAY AND AAAAAAAAAAAA AND HE MISSES MIKE ;—; HIS LITERAL SOULMATE HAS BEEN ASLEEP FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG HES PROBABLY WONDERED IF MIKE WILL EVER WAKE UP AGAIN LIKE !! AND ON TOP OF ALL THIS THEIR SON IS MISSING!! RICHAAAAAAAAAS TTTTTT

qslime was healing and he was making so much progress like he said he was going to try and become his own person he was healing but then THE CODE FUXKED IT UP!!! THE CODE OR WHATEVER THE HELL CAME AND RUINED IT ALL AND MADE HIM FALL STRAIGHT BACK INTO BEING DELUSIONAL AND AHIT AND!!! I JUST!!!! he was doing SO well but it all crumbled the instant he got on the train in his mine and saw codeflippa like oooooorgh TTTTTTT i don’t want him to get turned into a code like so badly i worry about his cubito so much TT he makes me so so sad

everyday i wonder what could have happened if etoiles went to be a villian but stopped because he worried with the backlash from twitter…. i wonder what could have been if (mostly fans from) twitter stopped being so nitpicky and let the creators do what they wanted….

now NO MORE LORE WERE TALKIGN ABOUT sea animals!! THE PURPLE STRIPED JELLY IS SO PRETTY OMGGG >:”00 ITS GORGEOUS!! why does the black sea nettle need to be that large…. who is it trying to impress…. stop being so massive…