#i don’t want to read about teenagers i’m sorry 💔

[chumbie]

only two pages into how do we relationship and wow. good yuri with adult women is truly a godsend

[fernandoswarcrimes]

𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓖𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓽 𝓦𝓪𝓻

Summary: the one where they survive the Great War. - this is part four in the 𝓟𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓼𝓼 𝓟𝓻𝓸𝓽𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 𝓟𝓻𝓸𝓰𝓻𝓪𝓶 series. Word count: 3.1k Warnings: Dimitri and Alexei trying to play masterminds & Gracie’s parents being awful per usual. Upset Charles in this one I’m sorry guys💔 Note: part 5 will be just as eventful can you guess what will happen next?

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Charles had gotten on the flight to England a few days later after Dimitri and Alexei visited him. Gracie’s letter tucked away in his bag. It had become a lifeline of sorts to him. He hadn’t gone anywhere without it after reading the words she had written to him. Making a promise to himself that he wouldn’t give up on finding her no matter what, and he could be quite stubborn about something when he put his mind to it, this was no different.

Thankfully once he got to the hotel he noticed the two people he needed to speak with standing in the lobby. Perfect.

“I need your help! Gracie got sent away and I think it might have been my fault.” Charles blurted out quickly once he made it over to Lance and Mick. A look of worry and shame on his face after uttering the words he still was trying to deny were true in his mind.

“What.” Lance asked blankly, not understanding a word of what Charles just said. Partially because he just wasn't listening and the other part being that it just sounded so unbelievable that he couldn't fathom it actually being true.

“Her parents…sent her away…because they didn’t want her to keep seeing me… and we kept seeing each other in secret. Pierre accidently posted the picture of the three of us on Instagram and got us caught..” Charles explained again slowly, hoping it would click for the Aston Martin driver now.

The dark haired Canadian just stared at the Monegasque driver for a few seconds. How dumb could the Ferrari driver actually be?

Pretty fucking dumb apparently.

Mick on the other hand just stood there silently looking between the two pursing his lips, partially because of Lance's inability to understand the simplest things and the other at the fact that nothing could ever be normal in Charles' life, something always had to go wrong.

“Oh my god, We need an adult.” Charles said, putting his hands on his hips in exasperation after neither boy said anything to help him, this was not going how he thought it would and he was turning into a little ball of stress and anxiety like a wet cat falling into a bathtub after scurrying too close to the edge. He was grasping at straws at this point.

“You are the adult here.” Mick pointed out looking at him confused on why they'd need someone else. It baffled him sometimes at how some of the older drivers did not act their age, Fernando especially. Godforbid if he acted like a teenager because Eris, His mother and Sebastian would jerk him by the ear until he acted right. Clearly the likes of Charles, Lando and Pierre never got the privilege of fearing their mother, big sister figure and second father like he had.

“I don’t count! We need a better one, an actual adult.” Charles denied, shaking his head he may be older than the two in front of him right now but he is not qualified for this. Then again who would be qualified for this he thought, how the fuck do you find a missing princess? He watched a lot of sad movies sure but he was positive none of them gave him insight on how to do this.

“Why don’t we call Seb? He’d know what to do?” Lance suggested finally giving his two cents on the matter, which caused Mick to look at him in disbelief at the suggestion. “No! Absolutely not, we are not calling him, call your dad.”

“Why do we have to call my dad?? Seb is the one with a level head!” Lance said throwing his hand out to make a point, the last thing he wanted to do was bother his dad even if he knew he’d drop everything to find Gracie as soon as he told him what had happened, his dad never liked Albert or Charlene.

“Because! Do you really want to sit through a two hour disappointment discussion about how this whole thing could’ve been avoided if Charles had just been smart about this?? Because now you’ve implicated me and I wasn’t even involved in Charles getting her sent away her parents actually like me thank you very much.” Mick said, putting his hands on his hips. He was not going down with this sinking ship; he would white knuckle grip his stubbornness like Captain Ahab trying to harpoon Moby Dick.

Charles had a look of offense on his face, he knew he had a hand in this but this was mostly her parents fault for not letting Gracie be happy. He was just in love. Was that such a crime? Her parents seemed to think it was and maybe it was, in some fucked up Royal protocol way, but don't she have the right to love who she wanted? This was not the 1830’s anymore. Nobody was getting married off to the highest bid? Especially not his Gracie, not if he and the rest of the grid had anything to say or do about it.

“Right, yeah, I’ll call my dad.” Lance finally sighed and said, pulling out his phone to call his dad to fix this. He cared about Gracie just as much as he did his own sister Chloe, they had known each other for years ever since his mother had made an outfit for an event Charlene was attending, both women leaving him and Gracie in the ballroom to galavant about and play.

As ten year olds would naturally do.

“What are you guys doing?” Max asked as he walked over to the three after seeing them huddled together in the hotel lobby. Initially what made him walk over was seeing Mick, who looked about ready to strangle Charles and Lance, which was odd because the quiet German boy hardly ever got mad but on the rare occasion when he did he looked like a spitting image of his father. So he had to be nosy and see what was going on. Obviously.

“Charles was seeing Gracie against her parents wishes so they sent her away and nobody knows where to.” Mick blurted out causing Charles to gasp and turn to look at the blonde boy. “Mick!” “What! You said it was Pierre’s fault! He’s the one who posted that Instagram story that got you guys caught!”

The Dutch boy just stood there, completely baffled by all of this gossip. “You let Pierre in on this?? And you didn’t tell me??” He asked his emotional support rival. “I helped you the first time Pierre screwed up.” He pointed out, a bit offended that Charles hadn’t asked him to keep this secret but instead went to Pierre who apparently blew it.

“I have had so much happen in just a few short weeks. Can you please cut me some slack Max.” Charles groaned, rubbing at his face because this was getting out of hand now.

“No.” The Red Bull driver said, crossing his arms. “Because you’re dumb. That was so dumb. You’ve done a lot of dumb shit but this has to take the cake.”

Lance suddenly hung up the phone after talking to his dad. “My dads on the case. He said he'd look into it and he's sure he can find her. Money always makes someone talk.”

Charles sighed in relief, had Lawrence said no, they would've been royally screwed in every literal sense.

“Right, so what have we learned?” Max asked, clasping his hands together as he looked over at Charles expectantly who just gave him a confused look. The Dutchman just gave him a flat unamused look. “Stop fucking telling Pierre shit. Tell me next time I can keep a secret.”

Charles just rolled his eyes exasperatedly because yes, he should've not told Pierre, but he wasn't thinking properly, clearly.

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Further down in London, Gracie felt like her life was over.

In every dramatic sense a 23 year old girl could think of. She was forbidden to see the boy she was head over heels for, got sent away, and now was stripped of every sense of her being as punishment for continuing to see said boy.

Annalise didn't want to but did as Charlene and Albert asked and had Gracie's natural soft blonde hair dyed an auburn red. The only tell of her looking like her late grandmother Grace Kelley was her face and unmistakable blue eyes, they couldn't change that besides with colored contacts, which Albert and Charlene also ordered they get.

Her ocean blue eyes, now a dark oak brown.

She didn't even recognize the girl she was looking at in the mirror.

Annalise sighed as she rubbed the girls shoulders. “It will be alright Chèrie. Trust.” She hated how upset Gracie was but they had rules to follow, but if she knew one thing it was that love would prevail and that boy of hers would stop at nothing to see her. Young love always does the craziest things the more you push it. This most definitely wouldn't be the end of it all she was sure of it.

“Come, you have practice soon, must get your clothes on, I'll put your pointe shoes in your bag.”

Gracie sighed as she nodded, grabbing her practice clothes and went to change in the bathroom of their little apartment while the older woman went to put her shoes in her bag. She just hoped things would look up sooner rather than later.

In the midst of Silverstone weekend Lawrence had people scouring every Ballet school within the European region for the Monègasque girl. How hard could it be to find the princess? He had more than enough money that he knew someone would cave and start talking.

It didn't take long because just like he thought, a few hours later someone had come forward with information. There had been a generous anonymous donation to the Royal Ballet School in London the same time a transfer student was approved. Bingo.

He had the informant fax the file over, which gave him all the information he needed. A girl by the name of Cecily Marchesault was the said transfer, and by his luck a picture was in there as well. It didn't take a rocket scientist to deduce that the girl was Gracie in a disguise. Sure they could change her hair color and eye color but the girl had a very distinct button nose and rosy cheeks like that of her late grandmother.

During the early morning of Saturday he left things in the hand of his team principal under the guise he had some things to take care of. Said things were making the two hour drive down to London from the racetrack to pick up Gracie and Annalise.

Neither of them knew he was coming so what a shock it was for Annalise to open their apartment door on their way out after hearing a knock to see the Aston Martin owner.

“Lawrence?” Gracie asked rather confused but wide eyed, because this could only mean one thing, that people cared. That Charles got her letter. That everyone was looking for her. Charles was looking for her. She nearly burst into tears on the spot.

“Hey kid, Anna, mind if I come in and have a chat?” The older man asked, raising a brow, it wasn't exactly a question, it was more of a ‘we need to talk’ which Annalise understood and let him in.

It was a devious plan really, in the grand scheme of things because only Lawrence Stroll could get away with single handedly giving the prince and princess of Monaco the metaphorical middle finger by taking Gracie out of the ballet school and to an F1 track.

Remarkably hilarious, truly.

After the press conference Lance had quickly grabbed Charles by the arm as he was talking to Max and pulled him to the Aston Martin garage without giving a reason as to why. Charles being Charles would not shut up and kept wondering why Lance was dragging him off.

“Dude I told you, you'll see when we get there.” The Canadian driver sighed loudly as he pressed the button that slid open the Aston Martin's Motorhome as he pulled Charles inside and up to the little lounge area. His dad had entrusted him with grabbing the Ferrari prince after getting Gracie to Silverstone.

There, looking out at the race track was the all too familiar bubbly, now auburn haired princess, talking with Annalise pointing things out as she excitedly spoke in a hushed tone.

“Gracie?” Charles whispered wide eyed as he froze next to Lance. He was in shock, he couldn't believe that Lawrence pulled it off and got her back. He thought he was seeing a ghost till she whirled around with that all too familiar dimpled smile he had gotten so used to seeing in the time they had spent together.

“Charlie?” Gracie gasped excitedly as she heard Annalise laugh softly as both kids quickly made their way over pulling each other into a tight embrace. It was straight out of an emotional rom com. The guy finally gets the girl after all the trials and tribulations.

“Oh my god I thought I'd never see you again.” Charles whispered emotionally as he held her close. Everything just felt right now. He had his little starlight back. “I was so scared for you. Dimitri and Alexei found me and told me what happened. I'm sorry. I never meant for that to happen I should've known Pierre would've-”

His rambling was cut off by her gently reaching up and cupping his face. “Charles, it's not your fault. Okay? It's not your fault. I'm okay, I'm back now and nothing will ever take me away from you again I promise and when I promise something, I never ever break that promise.” She spoke. And she meant that. She was done abiding by her parents' rules.

“Ever since you bumped into me that day, I've belonged to you; all you had to do was look at me with those big blue eyes like the sea and my heart was a goner.” Charles whispered as he looked down at her and that wasn't a lie, it was like fate had made them bump into each other that day and from that day forth a single thread of uncuttable gold had tied him to her like an invisible string.

Gracie smiled as she reached for his hand, their fingers interlocked together so easily like it was meant to be. His hand was the one she reached for all throughout this war-like endeavor. She felt safe with him, alive, like all the stars had finally aligned and she could actually be who she wanted to be not who she was told to be.

“What have they done to your hair?” Charles whispered with a pout as his free hand reached up to touch the once soft blonde hair that was now the color of autumn leaves. It made him sad that her parents put her through such things just to hide her away.

“It's alright Charlie, Chloe said she'd take me to get it fixed after the race this weekend.” Gracie smiled softly, it warmed her heart he cared so much about something trivial like that. He knew how much her hair meant to her, it reminded her of her grandmother, but seeing her smile caused him to smile back at her. He couldn't help it really; her smile was contagious. He was always smiley and giddy around her, not that anyone could blame him, they were guilty of it too.

Lance just shook his head as his dad came up to stand next to him shaking his head as well as he watched the two. He hadn't seen a love like that in a while, not since Chloe married Scott. He had a feeling these two would be next at some point. If not he was going to hatch a plan with the grid to make it happen that was for sure because if anybody deserved to be happy and married it was Gracie. Whenever she so chose to want that, if she even wanted it. But after knowing her for so many years he knew she secretly did, the whole shebang white dress and all.

“You're welcome by the way kid.” Lawrence called out to Charles with a small half grin trying not to show how happy he was, he was still trying to keep up the stoic appearance and failing. “The things I do for you kids, thank god I'm already gray headed.” He sighed dramatically. “Best get back to your garage soon though, practice is starting soon. Wouldn't want you to be late and have Ferrari up in arms that their prince is missing god forbid we have another missing Royal situation.”

Charles nodded to Lance as he pouted slightly, he didn't want to leave Gracie now that he just got her back but he knew he had to go back to his own garage sooner or later.

Gracie turned to Lawrence with her best puppy dog look causing the mafia boss-like man to hold up his hand and close his eyes immediately so as to not see the look she was giving him. “You can go, just take Annalise with you, and please don't wander off.”

“Yes! Okay deal!” The blonde Royal excitedly grabbed Charles hand and the two were instantly off causing Annalise to sigh as she shook her head following after the two younger kids. “Kids these days.”

“I know.” Lawrence shook his head with a sigh of his own knowing his own son was a handful but seeing the two dart across the paddock hand in hand back to the Italian garage, Annalise quickly trailing after them like a mother hen chasing after her baby chicks made him hope at least that this was the last of the drama for a while.

But he knew as well as everyone else that it was simply wishful thinking.

All isn't fair in love and racing, that much was true. But would it turn into something bigger now? Somewhere in the haze someone will get betrayed especially once Gracie's parents find out that their daughter is starting to defy orders putting the eight century ruling monarchy in jeopardy of ending with them.

[yinyuedijun]

hii I’m the anon who requested for the bluebird post!

Im so sorry to hear about the discourse surrounding it, I had absolutely no idea. It’s definitely one of the best works out there. I appreciate it really so much. All my friends are tired of me talking about it so much and everytime I pass a can of spam in the grocery store, I stop and grieve.

I understand that you might feel burned out from all the discourse and hate (which I don’t understand why it exists in the first place?) but I just wanted to let you know if u ever decide to pick it up again, I’d be here waiting for quite literally forever. I read it almost half a year ago on ao3, so I suppose I can live off the crumbs.

I am just so fascinated and impressed by how you write the whole deal about the aftermath of the Gun devil attack. The gymnasium, the rations, the orphanage, the caseworkers?? It is so detail that it quite literally blows my mind. I genuinely can’t put in words how much I love it.

So please if you do ever end up working on it, please let me know. In the meantime, I’ll be waiting and refreshing your blog ever so often for a silver of hope.

Do you mind reblogging the chapter 1 too? :( I have searched high and low for it.

Big fan of bluebird and your love for aki <3

Thank you so much! Lots of love :3

OHHH ANON T_T this is the sweetest message ever, thank you!!! not the spam in the grocery store gdldhaksuaja I'm sorry for ruining your shopping trips 💔 it actually means a lot to me that after so much time, you still remember so many details about the fic LOL and now I do feel kind of wistful about it!!! because I really enjoyed working on all that world building!! It makes me happy to know that it left such a lasting impression on you 🥺💗

the discourse was so silly, it wasn't over bluebird specifically but just over dark content as a whole, which I have since gone back to writing anyway because I have deranged writing tendencies and I'm a glutton for punishment 💀 I guess I could just post chapter three this weekend since it's already written and I've been saying I would anyway. a lot of it is SUPER awkward because they're teenagers (lol), but I promise that toward the end it returns to that sweet traumatic worldbuilding 🫡 SO I'll try to get that up if I survive the work week!!

thanks so much for sending this msg 🫶 I reblogged chapter one earlier today also, hope you enjoy!! sending you love!!!! 💖💖💖

[dreamwritesimagines]

That hurt even more than I thought it would, like I knew Siena would come the second you mentioned “opera” in the last chapter, but I wouldn’t have expected it to hurt that much. A few days ago I saw the guy I’ve liked for over a year now with another girl under his arm and I didn’t expect it to hurt that much until I read the chapter and realized just how much it actually did. Feeling like Chérie right now, that was super relatable. When I said I cried I don’t mean normal crying, the tears flowed so fast down my face I cannot explain it. Having to wait until next week for a chapter makes me wanna cry even more. Your writing is a wonder, I loved this so much. To be honest I don’t even feel like forgiving Anthony right now, because he knew how much it would hurt her and yes he did it because he drank pretty much and was jealous of Pierre, but come on that is no excuse. I can’t blame the guy who I like because I know he doesn’t even like me anymore and yes he did and yes I fucked it up because I’m scared of love and no I’m no teenager, I’m a grown ass adult who can’t deal with love. Anthony, however, does like Chérie but he still pulled this shit with Siena. If I’m being honest I would not forgive him, but I know this will probably have a happy ending, but if I were Chérie I would not forgive him and just marry Hugh or even Pierre I don’t even care anymore. Can I say this: Anthony really has to work to get her back like he has to feel the same way Chérie does to understand the extent of his behavior. My heart is shattered into a million pieces and I can’t even deal with this right now because I’ve gone through almost the same (would not compare it because Anthony does love Chérie). I love you so much Dee and I hope you’re doing okay! And to everyone who goes through the same as me (I don’t even want to complain because so many people have it so much worse than me) it’ll be okay, be thankful for what you do have and don’t give up.❤️

Awww omg darling I'm so sorry to hear that about the guy💔 I really hope that you feel better, love you!❤❤

if I were Chérie I would not forgive him and just marry Hugh or even Pierre I don’t even care anymore Considering just how heartbroken she is😈 Like, it was something she didn't even think about and seeing that...😈

Anthony really has to work to get her back like he has to feel the same way Chérie does to understand the extent of his behavior. Oh I completely agree! He will go through hell, no worries 😈 They both will 😈

You're so sweet darling, thank you! ❤❤❤

[esther-dot]

No because there are white women on this site who find Dany or Lyanna's stories 'empowering' and give brown and black women shit for correctly calling out the racist subtext in them.

I think D&D deliberately used the power fantasy aspect of Dany's story to dupe people into supporting her.

But, after fans pointed out the racism in her story and the fact that Dany profits off of slavery (something Martin is very pointedly including link), ignorance is no longer an excuse, and there is no justification for anyone to dismiss analysis/criticism of fiction by POC just because it reflects negatively on an author we like or our favorite character. I was never involved in fandom before, so I didn't know fandom racism was such a widespread issue, but I have been shocked that Dany stans refuse to acknowledge this (in the text/show and in the fandom) and instead want to silence people. Truy disgusting behavior. I'm a white woman myself, so I'll refer you to sayruq's (link) and jonskory's (link), and visibilityofcolor's anti daenerys tags (link) because they have talked about all of this. Whether it's Martin and D&D's implicit racism, the racism consciously written into Dany's story, or the racism of the fandom...they've covered it all.

I, sadly, do not have a lot of confidence that Martin will write the Lyanna/Rhaegar mess in a respectful way of Elia. But, even though there’s a lot we don’t know, may never know, acting like a man abandoning his wife and children to impregnate a teenager is romantic…well, it’s disgusting and Rhaegar is culpable for their deaths no matter what the author says. To me, the most upsetting line in the series is about poor Rhaenys hiding under her father’s bed, believing he would save her, only to be murdered. Trying to redeem the man who failed her is unconscionable.

And the fans who don't want to listen to criticism of book Dany are fooling themselves. I mean, read this:

Dany burned a WOC alive to bring her dragons into the world. She bought her power with Mirri's blood. Even if Dany stans want to argue that Martin is unintentionally racist, he is intentionally writing Dany as a villain.

I’m sorry people in this fandom have treated you so terribly, anon! 💔

[m1ckeyb3rry]

🌫OMG NEW SWEAR UPDATE??? IT WAS SO GOOD i hope y/n’s gonna be ok and the tension oml.. also i really like levi’s character in swear!! i hope y/n and everyone will be ok😭

YESS NEW SWEAR UPDATE 😭 I’m glad you liked it!! Y/N’s in a tough spot atm for sure LOL but at least she has both eren and levi in love with her 🙄 and she’s a teeny bit more perceptive than Y/N from SiTH LMFAO (which is not a high bar at all 💔).

also i want to preface this by saying that ofc i hate rod reiss ESPECIALLY the way i write him in swear. but. BUT. i must say that the fact that he’s literally Y/N x Levi’s biggest shipper kinda cracks me up. he literally brings their “relationship” up SO MUCH PLSSS. ofc he’s doing it because it’s a way for him to control her but at the same time imagining the nobility having ship wars is so funny. like duke L/N is def all “she’s an independent woman” because he’s the best father and then lord maiar is like “no she’s literally mine” and rod reiss is like “damn maiar’s right 😔💔 but in another life her and levi would’ve been an otp 😪” and starts playing “another love” by tom odell or smth

that’s definitely not at all what happens in the actual story lmfao the nobles all hate levi i just like to make up silly scenarios to offset the angst. the real question is what kenny will think of levi supposedly pulling a girl ESP one like Y/N who’s a future duchess and very possibly the next queen (considering they don’t know about historia atp)

AHAHA I’M HAPPY YOU LIKED THE WAY I WROTE LEVI 😭 him being a love interest for Y/N is VERY important to future plot events but I was way more comfortable aging him down vs aging everyone else up esp because them being…not adults is so key to the plot. AND OFC I’M NOT GOING TO WRITE A FIC WHERE HE’S LIKE 30 AND IN LOVE WITH A TEENAGER BECAUSE EW. that said I do think him being younger would affect his personality somewhat and have him be a little more emotional which is why he’s not exactly like he is in canon. he’s so fun to write in swear though…like I said he’s going to be v important SO I’m glad you like him ❤️

Anyways sorry for a long ass response and the random short story in the middle of it??? THANK YOU FOR READING AND TALKING TO ME I LOVE IT

[chaostrick]

tagged by @jacklisowski (I’m sorry for taking 5ever to do it!) thank youuu!!

rules:

1. post the rules 2. answer the questions given to you 3. make eleven questions of your own 4. tag eleven people

1. whats your favourite kind of pasta?

Fettuccine.

2. whats your favourite sport and what got you into it?

Football. Hmm long story short: WORLD CUP (I mean I did watch brazilian championship before but it wasn’t the same aka boys acting like they owned the fucking sport. As a kid wc1998 really did it for me, but only after wc2006 I started watching european football and got myself in this mess lol).

3. whats your favourite ship and what got you into it?

I have so many ships in so many fandoms how am I supposed to choose?? 💔 Sometimes it’s a scene (mr. darcy x lizzie bennet) or the acting (gendrya), sometimes it’s characters development (keenler ; jaime x brienne), sometimes it’s the sadness, drama and impossibleness (edmond x mercedes), sometimes they just complete/balance each other in unexpected ways (wonderbat ; kalagang), sometimes they’re just perfect and there’s nothing else I can do (d’artagnan x constance), sometimes it’s their dynamic and emotional conection (but then the author makes them siblings and you’re fucked up), sometimes I don’t even know how or when it started but I’m in too deep to stop now haha (shadymariah ; damerey) ...and the list goes on.

4. if you could live anywhere in the world w/o worrying abt language barriers or cost, where would you live?

Is it too boring to say that I’d still live in Brazil? I just wish I didn’t have to worry about violence and politicians giving zero fucks about us while trying to sink this country by passing laws that look like will help but are just striping us from our rights.

5. whats your favourite book, and your favourite thing about it?

I’m the worst reader ever, loads of books just gathering dust.... I have this problem in which I start reading and really like the book but then I don’t want it to end so I just stop reading? crazy right?? Anyway, from those I finished I always say A Storm of Swords because it didn’t let me rest for a moment. ok there are always boring PoVs, but I’d read faster so I could get to what happened next (so many plot twists and deaths as always.. GRRM was def inspired lol).

6. when was the first time you felt you were in love with someone/something?

This one is so tricky, there’s too much stuff on my mind rn idek how to answer.

7. whos your favourite poet, and your favourite quote by them?

Idk if I have a favourite poet, so can I just choose a poem instead? well, there’s one from Alphonsus de Guimaraens (brazilian writer) that made such an impact on my teenage self. It’s called ‘Ismália’ and despite talking about madness and suicide, what I like about this piece is the duality of body and soul, which is something I’ve always believed but had never seen put like that back then.

“Quando Ismália enlouqueceu, Pôs-se na torre a sonhar... Viu uma lua no céu, Viu outra lua no mar. [...] As asas que Deus lhe deu Ruflaram de par em par... Sua alma, subiu ao céu, Seu corpo desceu ao mar...” 

8. whats your favourite song write now, and your favourite lyric in it?

It’s an old song, but I listened to it again few weeks ago and now I often think of it :)) Txai is an indigenous word that means ‘the other half of me’. Txai - Milton Nascimento [x] “Txai, neste pedaço em meu ser. / Tua presença vai bater / E vamos ser um só.“

9. whats your favourite joke? I can’t think of anything rn haha

10. when it comes to athletes, looks or ability?

Hmm... both? *cough*xabi alonso haha when this happens it’s such a win win situation. Well, I guess in the end ability always wins ‘cause I do love a pretty face (who doesn’t, right?) but it does get boring after some time.. their ability makes them stand out for me and then I see beauty in them :))

11. why did you make a tumblr?

I actually liked Sam Rockwell and Bill Hader a lot, but they were incredibly underrated irl, so I found this hellsite where they seemed to be appreciated, then I got to know some amazing ppl here and never left :))

my questions: I’ll be lazy af and say the same as the questions above :D

tagging (no pressure ok): @bloodbuzz-smartypants @sterndesuedens @weareunited @merrygoetze @lukeshaw @ander-herrera @loriskariius21 @davidde-gea @byernx @edgarramires @carrasmas (I remember reading your answers for this but I’m tagging you anyway haha)

[lgbt-jeans-blog]

1. Spotify

2. Clean atm

3. Brown

4. Sure, idk ig I was meant to have the name ‘Kayla’

5. Single

6. Optimistic, Open-minded, Kind

7. Dark brown that’s box dyed black. It’s fading and looks dirty

8. Blue Saturn

9. nowhere tbh I’m too insecure about my myself to go to cute stores

10. Edgy Millennial

11. ooo idk

12. Queen 👑

13. 2

14. Oregon, Jamaica, NYC

15. idk the hearts or puppy dog

16. Nyx, Wet n Wild, Tarte

17. Depends... on avg 4.

18. atm? Skins, Everything Sucks

19. 11

20. 5’11”

21. sneakers 👟

22. no

23. idk next

24. A debit card and a tip jar on my dresser

25. XMas 🎄

26. 4

27. Biggby Barista

28. Idk not many

29. Ehh pass. haven’t done anything bad.

30. candles are bad for the planet 🌍

31. Kendall, Ryland, Jaime

32. Rylie, Sam, Bailey, Kylynn oops 4

33. Tom Hanks

34. I’ll come back.. jk I’ll forget

35. ooo idk Laura Prepon, Mariska Hargitay

36. Parent Trap

37. I don’t read

38. Brains leads to money

39. Kay 💘

40. Oh god ALOT

41. lust for life// Lana del Rey and The Weeknd, teenage mind// Tate McRae, Speechless// Dan and Shay, Better Now// Post Malone... I cant think of more rn 🤔

42. yes ?

43. oily in the summer, comb in the fall and dry in the winter

44. death probably

45. skip

46. Side part, messy or messy bun

47. big apartment

48. ugh I need to answer these when I’m clear minded.

49. idk maybe my weight loss or my hair

50. “Sorry I got distracted I’ll call you soon” I never called btw.

51. young

52. any Mercedes suv or a vw bus or a Land Rover dark blue 2001 or a new Chrysler 200 in navy

53. smoking what

54. not atm

55. idk

56. rural

57. no

58. I wish omg

59. 😁

60. 1250

61. probably

62. occasionally

63. I’m vegetarian 🌱

64. ranch

65. depends on the night

66. no :(

67. watching YouTube, finding underrated tv shows on Netflix to watch

68. ehh

69. No

70. I’ve been to 1 and it was Blake Shelton when I was like 11

71. coffee

72. Biggby

73. It’s not really a yes or no answer for me. If my spouse and I agree to bound our relationship by marriage one day I would be happy to do so but, I don’t mind not getting married

74. I don’t have one

75. Ugh stfu with these questions. Yes probably my last name means nothing it’s my dads

76. black and blues

77. ohhh yes 💔

78. depends

79. yes

80. liars, manipulators, when someone doesn’t hold the door for another person.

81. mom

82. strawberry? yikes idk

83. regular

84. 🌈

85. A grey turtle neck sweater

86. A train on a snowy bridge 🌉

87. shy

88. no

89. sure

90. both sometimes either. I switch it up. I love inconsistency

91. high rn. high yesterday, high tuesday, high monday and I’ll be high tomorrow after work

92. yes

93. soup

94. I can’t think of any 😭

95. both but winter more

96. night

97. white if I’m feeling fancy but if I just want chocolate then milk.

98. august, february

99. ♒️

100. a friend and her mom

Unusual Asks

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? 

is your room messy or clean?

what color are your eyes?

do you like your name? why?

what is your relationship status? 

describe your personality in 3 words or less

what color hair do you have?

what kind of car do you drive? color?

where do you shop?

how would you describe your style?

favorite social media account

what size bed do you have? 

any siblings?

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?

favorite snapchat filter? 

favorite makeup brand(s)

how many times a week do you shower?

favorite tv show?

shoe size?

how tall are you?

sandals or sneakers? 

do you go to the gym? 

describe your dream date

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?

what color socks are you wearing? 

how many pillows do you sleep with?

do you have a job? what do you do? 

how many friends do you have? 

whats the worst thing you have ever done? 

whats your favorite candle scent? 

3 favorite boy names

3 favorite girl names

favorite actor? 

favorite actress? 

who is your celebrity crush?

favorite movie? 

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? 

money or brains? 

do you have a nickname? what is it? 

how many times have you been to the hospital?

top 10 favorite songs

do you take any medications daily? 

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)

what is your biggest fear? 

how many kids do you want? 

whats your go to hair style?

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) 

who is your role model? 

what was the last compliment you received?

what was the last text you sent?

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?

what is your dream car? 

opinion on smoking?

do you go to college? 

what is your dream job? 

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? 

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? 

do you have freckles? 

do you smile for pictures?

how many pictures do you have on your phone? 

have you ever peed in the woods? 

do you still watch cartoons? 

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?

Favorite dipping sauce? 

what do you wear to bed? 

have you ever won a spelling bee?

 what are your hobbies?

can you draw? 

do you play an instrument?

what was the last concert you saw? 

tea or coffee?

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?

do you want to get married?

what is your crush’s first and last initial?

are you going to change your last name when you get married? 

what color looks best on you? 

do you miss anyone right now? 

do you sleep with your door open or closed?

do you believe in ghosts?

what is your biggest pet peeve? 

last person you called`

favorite ice cream flavor? 

regular oreos or golden oreos? 

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? 

what shirt are you wearing? 

what is your phone background?

are you outgoing or shy?

do you like it when people play with your hair?

do you like your neighbors? 

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?

have you ever been high? 

have you ever been drunk? 

last thing you ate? 

favorite lyrics right now

summer or winter? 

day or night? 

dark, milk, or white chocolate? 

favorite month? 

what is your zodiac sign

 who was the last person you cried in front of?