#i don’t know how to describe it but it’s like. 4lung-esque. very obsessed with pornography/fetishism to unhealthy degrees. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

transfemstarscream · 2 years ago

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i feel alienated in regards to “online transfem culture” and i don’t know why. i don’t mean this in a “i can’t relate to this so it’s bad” way, but more so “i don’t really see/understand this as a shared experience” way. i don’t really know how to explain it but it feels as if every subgenre of online transfem communities just isn’t for me.

#.txt #even when i identified as lesbian (before learning i was het) i couldn’t relate to a lot of online transbian culture.#not that there’s anything wrong if there’s people that do. but i couldn’t do it was a little frustrating to me.#it’s kind of… divided. the only thing we share is an understanding that we’re not accepted by society;#but there’s different extremes to this that i ultimately couldn’t agree with. if that makes sense.#like you had the self-proclaimed ‘’true transsexuals’’ who made it their job to push for assimilation and the ‘’true trans women’’;#pushing and to put it a harsh way… bootlicking? yeah. they very much bootlicked a lot of people who hated us. in an attempt to be one of the #good ones i suppose.#but then you have the opposite—usually (very white) trans women who… to put it bluntly: ‘’embrace degeneracy’’.#very much accepted that we were considered as such… and in a sort of (what i suppose was meant to be) mocking way made it their identify.#i don’t know how to describe it but it’s like. 4lung-esque. very obsessed with pornography/fetishism to unhealthy degrees.#and then there’s like. 4chan rejects and /tttt/ users. reddit high-knee socks. egg culture. political/softcore furry twitter users.#and it’s like ??? to me. i’m a weirdo i don’t fit in sort of thing.#ask2tag

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