#i do think all of them were immature asf tho

[apricusapollo]

look I'm not saying that France, Britain and America deserved to have their treaty of versailles blown up in their faces in 1939, but that's exactly what I'm saying.

[rosemarie333]

Astro Observations/Opinions (Vedic Edition) Part Two

Hello Guys! Thank you for the support of my first observation🫶🏾! I APPRECIATE YOU ALL

As an fyi I am not well versed in Vedic too much yet, but I am getting better and better sooo without further do, LETS START HEHE😋

These are based on my perspective of placements and signs, so take what resonates and leave what doesn’t🫶🏾 I’d love to hear y’all’s take as well!

1. People with sun nakshatras in their big 3 can be super prideful when it comes down to it. LOL i mentioned in my last post that they can be egoistic, and that’s true but when they are wrong they’re PRIDE HAS NOOO MATCHES. i’m a kritikka sun so i can admit when i’m wrong it be a HIT to my ego but i do my best to apologize. Buttt one thing about a sun ruled person is that THEY LOOK SOO GLAZED IN THE SUN like summer is y’all’s best friend because y’all were born sun kissed.

2. Although I am an ashlesha moon, i can COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND why people don’t want to be around us when we’re at our worst (this goes for mercurial people in general imo ( ESPECIALLY jyeshthas and ashleshas but revatis ehhhh it’s a 50/50 chance lol even tho they can be very emotionally immature at times). Like i have an ashlesha sun brother and he is so fucking provoking like he does it for a sport and he’s comfortable uplifting people then shooting them down. He can be very sweet and caring but sometimes his aggression and his bad behavior really does overshadow his good behavior and it’s hard to be around someone who doesn’t give a shit if everyone is on edge around them (lol i have mercury in the 8th house in ashwini so power struggles with siblings is very prevalent ugh). Women can be just as negative and it’s like they get a kick out of it because like i’ve said in a previous post they go off on others and tbh it gives them fuel and a short feeling of superiority because they feel inferior (i keep saying they as if i don’t have an ashlesha moon but tbh i understand).

3. Chitra PEOPLE ARE SO FUCKING CREATIVE OMGGGF i’m sooo jealous. like they’re ability to create something out of thin air is FUCKING impeccable. they also have great magnetism and people flock to them easily like dhanisthas. For instance , DOJA CAT omgggg great magnetism (rahu in the 1st gives that hella) and she’s super fucking creative like she writes the majority of songs herself and can produce music like as an aspiring lawyer who’s very interested in singing and songwriting BABES SHE IS one of my inspirations (i also love how weird her music can be). i know the star rules creativity but damn i wish i had it.

4. I’m tired of rahuvians looking like this exact emojis 👁️👄👁️. Like y’all’s eyes POP and like i be feeling like y’all staring at my soul like calm down. I also love how you guys rock eye makeup esp when it makes your eyes look bigger likeeeeeeeee. Speaking of rahuvians, why are ardras lowkey vindictive LMAO like y’all def have a streak of vindictive behavior in y’all.

5. Hasta women, please consider getting a hand tattoo. Y’all loook so fucking fye with a henna hand tattoo or even an actual one (rihanna is a good example but i don’t think she has a hasta placement, but ariana grande has a hasta moon and she has hand tats and they look bomb asf) Like hasta rules the hands and although y’all can be conservative babes TRY IT!

6. jupiter in the 1st house in hasta🫱🏻‍🫲🏿 weight fluctuating real bad esp since it’s in a moon nakshatra like😭i used to be so skinny and now i gained so much weight but tbh i ain’t complaining too much because it fits my body nicely 😏.

7. Having a Sun, Venus, and even Jupiter AK (atmakaraka) is such a flex like😭. Being very confident and self assured with a Sun Ak, Venus AK having that PRETTY PRIVILEGE AS YALL SHOULD!!!, and a Jupiter Ak being hella lucky and the world working in ur favor issss super niceee like i’m jealous (i know your full chart matters on whether these will work in your favor but even with these I feel like y’all were born to be a bad bitch). I feel like having these as a DK (darakaraka) is a flex too tbh. On the topic of AK’s, tbh Saturn atmakaraka is one of the most prevalent in very famous stars (Marilyn Monroe, Aaliyah, Lana Del Ray, Whitney Houston, Doja Cat, Selena Quintanilla). I’m addition, having this AK is pretty saddening because of lot of the people who have this (your chart also plays a part but as something i noticed and others have as well) usually have a hard time in life (Britney Spears, Marylin Monroe, Whitney Houston, Aaliyah). It’s a damned if you damned if you don’t AK butttt just because you have it doesn’t NOT mean one bit it’s doom and gloom because it’s not it is very cool to have this AK (EVEN THO SATURN IS A HARSH ASS MF lol i have a saturn ak 😩)

8. Ketu in the 1st house🫱🏻‍🫲🏿maladaptive daydreaming and very pretty eyes (looks like they are sleep deprived LMAO but it’s very cute imo)

That is all! I didn’t include venus or jupiter observations as I really don’t know a lot of them, but imma do more research and would love to hear what observations you have!

[harrys-only-angel333]

Answering this cuz I’m bored

1. My favourite DR is my fame one. I’m permashifting to it and I’m gonna be in a band I adore (1D)! I’m not famous when I first shift though so I’ll have to wait for a bit but at least I’ll meet my bandmates :D

2. My weirdest DR would probs be Gumball. Idk why I even had a script for it, but it was a DR where I intend/ed to cause mass chaos because that’s basically what the shoe is at this point

3. Nope, though I did consider having a Hogwarts x random celebrity DR at one point. Just having all my favourite celebs/people at Hogwarts with me idk. I didn’t end up scripting it though

4. I’m permashifting to my fame one, but if I wasn’t permashifting, the DR I’d be most nervous to go to would probably be my MCU one because…y’know, I could get seriously injured. No shit, but still

5. My Hogwarts one. It was my first DR and it holds a special place in my heart :)

6. Again, my fame DR! I feel at home with those boys/my bandmates <3

7. I have my fame DR and…yeah, that’s it

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1. Four or five I think

2. Nope. I’m a teenager in most of my DRs so I probably won’t get married for a long time

3. If you don’t count Malfoy in my Hogwarts DR, which is fair, then no. I have some haters in my fame DR (then again all celebs do) but I don’t really like causing drama so I don’t have any beef

4. When I shift, I’m most excited to see all my bandmates. Especially my s/o but all of them in general tbh cuz I love them all :)

5. I haven’t shifted yet so idk

6. We’re chaotic asf and act really immature, pretty sure none of us aged mentally at all. But at the same time, we can have serious conversations and are there for each other when we need it

7. My family in my DR are my CR family, except I might script I have an older sibling or sum since I hate being the oldest

8. Simon Cowell but he exists here so does that even count idk

9. Probs Niall :)

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1. Probably either my Hogwarts DR or my fame DR

2. I had this one the other day. I was in the studio and I saw the lads. I was playing a song I didn’t know on the guitar

3. The Julia Method! It’s the one I’ve had the most results with too

4. Me and the lads decided to play sardines just before a show. I was the last one left and I ended up finding all five of them crammed in this tiny cupboard. I took a picture of them and posted it on Twitter without context and watched as the fans grew more and more concerned, until after the show when I broke it to them what we were doing really casually, as if these over dramatic fans of mine weren’t losing their minds

5. That I can do the moonwalk, I can make impressions of every single fictional character/celebrity, and I can rap that one verse in ‘Rap God’ by Eminem (I really dunno why I scripted that one)

6. Actually being able to experience a different reality aside from the dull (and slightly shitty) one I have here

7. I had to go on X Factor in my DR. I scripted that I sing ‘Since U Been Gone’ by Kelly Clarkson and I hit that high note (which may have been surprising cuz I was 16 when I did that audition idk). Anyway, everyone loved it for some reason and when I went to bootcamp, loads of people went up to me and gushed about how awesome my audition was HELP

8. I watch interviews/random videos of the lads. I also make fake tweets sometimes and stuff like that. I also keep a diary in this reality that’s in the pov of my DR self so that kinda helps

9. I have my CR pets, and I also have Guinea pigs because they’re so soft and small and I just wanna squeeze themmm (not to death tho)

10. I scripted like everything bad (war, racism, homophobia, paedophilia, ect) don’t exist. But another thing I scripted was that every single day is fun. Idk it just might make the DR more cheerful :)

Reality shifting ask prompts! Reblog this to encourage your followers to send you any of these asks ☺️ (you can always say no to answer some of them obviously!!) (and this includes me, you can send me asks too 🤭)

🏡DR TYPE RELATED🏡

🏰 what’s your favorite DR?

🛸 what’s your weirdest DR?

🎡 do you have any crossover/AU DRs?

🏔️ which DR are you most nervous to go to?

🛤️ which DR have you had for the longest time?

🏖️ which DR is the most comforting when you think about going there?

🛶 do you have any DRs that are NOT based on fictional worlds or some type of fame DR or waiting room?

👯 CC RELATED 👯

💕 how many S/Os do you have?

💍 are you married in any of your DRs?

🩴 do you have beef with anyone in your DR?

👑 if you have shifted, who was the first person you saw when you got to your DR? If you haven’t shifted, who are you most excited to see?

🧦 if you have shifted, are there any unknown/side characters that you made friends with?

🤝 what’s your friend group like?

👥 who is your family in your DR, if you have one?

🧛 is there anyone in your DR who scares you?

🫶 who is your favorite person in your DR that is NOT an S/O?

👜 MISCELLANEOUS 👜

✍️ which one of your scripts is most detailed/you’re most proud of?

💤 what was the last dream you had that was related to your DR?

🪁 what’s your favorite method?

🎭 what’s your favorite scenario that you have scripted?

🏄 what are some unnecessary talents that you have scripted for yourself?

🍭 what are you most looking forward to when it comes to shifting?

☀️ why is shifting important to you?

🌍 what’s the most “center of attention” scenario that you have scripted?

☔️ what helps you not give up when you have failed attempts?

🐶 do you have any pets in your DR?

🧃 what’s something you think everyone should add to their script but no one thinks of?

[bitchiha]

Can you please make HCS for sasuke, madara and hashirama (naruto too but I want to bother yo😢) and how they'll deal with their pregnant s/o? When the bump start to grow and their mood swings, weird food combinations and pregnancy struggles in general? Also when their s/o becomes 10 times more affectionate with them and is just soft and clingy. Thank you!💞💖💗

A/N: thanks for the request! I know I was a little slow getting to it but man I’m so swamped with life rn lol 😔 uhh also I swapped Madara out bc I felt like I didn’t make it accurate enough and so I physically couldn’t bring myself to post w his headcanons so I subbed naruto in

✎ Pregnant s/o!! (Sasuke, Hashirama, Naruto)

Sasuke Uchiha

!!I’ve done some headcanons for Sasuke + a preg s/o over here before, so His will be a bit shorter!!

He’s surprised when the baby bump actually starts showing because he didn’t actually believe he was going to have kid. So it really starts to settle in at that point.

Will make sure to be extra cautious around you to make sure nothing bad will happen to you or the baby. He’s in full force protective mode, of course he’ll play it cool but know that he’s got your back.

He’s used to his own mood swings, but when you start getting them he’s like?? What do I do? He’ll be tolerant asf though like you can call him every name in the book and then hug him five seconds later and he’ll just be there like: it’s apart of the process I guess. He can really keep his cool through a shocking amount of insults.

When he starts seeing you eating the weirdest food combinations he is confused, but he won’t say anything because he’s already experienced your mood swings and is not about to trigger them again by saying anything. If you offer him some he’ll just say no and back out of the kitchen, he doesn’t really need to get a snack.

Oh boy the clinginess. When it starts to happen he’s a bit shocked, but he assumes it’s apart of the process. (He assumes everything’s apart of the pregnancy process tbh.) I know he lowkey likes it, I know deep down he digs that clingy shit. Of course he won’t outwardly admit that, but the fact that he isn’t putting up a fight at you smothering his face is a good enough sign.

He will probably very sneakily get a book from the library about pregnancy instead of asking someone about it. Over his dead body would he ask someone like Hinata or Sakura about this stuff. So he consults a book, it was difficult bc some of the stuff he was shook to read about, but he managed to finish it.

Once the book’s finished he feels like he’s prepared for any pregnancy struggles you may have. Still somehow manages to internally flip his shit when something happens. He’ll try his best to help though.

Hashirama Senju

He’s so excited when he finds out that you’re gonna have a child together. Like a child of your own that you’ll both raise to be an amazing shinobi. Ugh he’ll be daydreaming about his kid until you actually have the child, then he’s in shambles, but that’s another story.

Will flex the fact that he is gonna have a child to anyone and anything in his path, which is kinda not a good idea. He also tightens security for the house just incase. He will be so protective bc he’s the Hokage and that makes you and the baby more vulnerable to possible attacks.

Probably yaps Madara and Tobiramas ear off because of how much he’ll talk about you and the baby. Like every five seconds he’s like “I’m having a kid lol” and tobiramas just like shut the fuck up (he’s happy for him tho.)

When he first sees the little baby bump he’s so fucking hyped. Like he’ll probably come up to you randomly just to place his hands on it. He’s like “that’s my kid in there wow.” Honestly he’s just so excited like that man is a ball of happiness.

He’s gonna be kinda shook about some of the pregnancy struggles. Like when you start getting mood swings he’s like so confused at first. He just figures it’s cause of the baby and so he’ll try and hug it out. You could have just called him a bunch of names and he’s just gonna be like “shut up let’s just hug it out.”

That usually does the trick and when it doesn’t, he’ll sneak out and let you fume for a bit before he comes back and tries again.

Enjoys the clinginess 100%. Like he loves it. Its a nice change from the bad part of the mood swings. While you’re cuddling he’ll play with your hair and have a hand resting on your belly. Then you’ll both talk about what you want to name the baby if it’s a boy or a girl, what you think they’ll be like, if they’ll have his eyes or you hair. (He prays they have his hair bc let’s be real it’s lucious asf.)

Like idk I feel like I need to emphasize the fact that he really does love the soft clingy side you’ll get. If he’s working a lot he will sometimes bring you to work with him, will let you lay on a couch in his office while he does his work.

He will have to refrain so hard from laughing at the weird cravings you’re having. Like if he walks into the kitchen and sees you eating some next level crazy meal he’s gonna need to back out of the kitchen and calm himself down. Then he’ll walk in and be like “hey honey, whatcha doing?”

Just because you knew he was laughing and what you were eating five seconds ago you’ll force him to eat it with you. Then he’ll be all like “I’m the hokage! I can’t get sick! Not like this, anyways.” Then he sees your face and he’s like: shit. So he ends up eating with you. Will pretend it’s good but he’s dying on the inside.

When you’re too tired to get out of bed some days he’ll definitely try his best to make you feel comfortable. Will use an earth style jutsu to put flowers around the room to entertain you while you’re in bed. He will also make your weird pregnancy craving meals for you while you’re in bed. And yes, he will laugh to himself the whole time while he makes it.

The closer to the pregnancy he gets the more he daydreams about your kid. He’ll get so excited and will think about all the things he’s gonna teach them.

Naruto Uzumaki

I feel like him and Hashirama would have similar reactions to a lot of things. Like when he first finds out about your pregnancy he is so hyped and will tell literally anyone. Thinks about his future kid all the time. Will probably suggest to name the kid after some type of ramen.

He’s the most immature about dealing with pregnancy stuff. Like I know I wanna give him the benefit of the doubt but.. let’s be real here he’s freaking out the whole time. That’s not to say he isn’t gonna try and be helpful though, like he will genuinely try his best to help. It just won’t end up the way he wanted it too.

Will ask Sakura about what the heck he’s supposed to do, she’ll probably be super helpful and will try and give you some weird special food pills to help you keep energized. Naruto will burn them when she leaves bc he knows those food pills are so gross, it’s the thought that counts I guess.

He also takes videos and pictures 24/7. He wants to make sure he documents everything. “Look, future baby! Your mom is having another pregnancy mood swing- ach! Did’ya see that? Your mom just tossed a shoe at me!”

When the baby bump starts forming he pokes it. Not harmfully, just like.. he wants to make sure it’s real. Like he’s actually having a kid, Crazy! Anyway, so after he pokes it to make sure it’s not fake, he’ll document the moment. “Hey future baby! Look, this is you. Inside there.” (Cue a vv gentle stomach poke)

The mood swings can entertain him sometimes and other times they can annoy the crap out of him. Like you’re crying one second and the next you’re yelling about the one time he forgot to pick you up for a date like three years ago. He’s really crappy at handling anything that have to do with mood swings. He’ll either be a doof about it or he’ll get offended. Then Sakura has to knock some sense into him.

He means well though, he’s still getting used to everything.

Don’t even get me started on how he reacts to the weird food cravings. Like sometimes he’ll lovingly tease the crap out of you for the weird things you’re eating or he’ll be excited and join in. Like you’re putting a scoop of peanut butter in your ramen? He’s grabbing the chopsticks! Will probably be sick afterwards.

The times when you are clingy are the best, he’ll drop whatever he’s doing so you two can just hang out. If that means you just want to lay in bed and sleep, then he’ll do it! Or if that means you wanna go on a walk, then he’ll do it!

Likes to spend as much time with you as possible. Just wants to make sure you’re okay and if you need him to do anything for you.

Overall 10/10 bc he may be a little bit of a goof, but he always means well <3

[lucidpantone]

I know this is a controversial question so i would totally understand if you choose not want to answer, but im curious enough to ask anyway. Can you rank your fav remakes in order? Maybe add a comment about what you most appreciate about each remake (to soften the blow of any sensitive readers). Ofc if you couldnt connect with a remake you might wanna totally leave it out of the ranking...

Disclaimer this is gonna be long asf. So I like all the remakes so this is gonna be hard because of that. I don’t like one remake in its entirety I can find one season in each remake I wasn’t super stoked about and if you’re skamfr I can find 3 seasons hahah. So I am actually gonna do this by fav original 1-4 seasons and original seasons (OG excluded).

Season 1: Eva Skam Espana (Isa SkamNL is a super close 2nd)

I am gonna be frank my least fav season is Eva’s season in the original seasons. I don't dislike the plot its more like I just find the other plots of the other seasons way more interesting. However if I am gonna pick my fav adaptation its gonna be Eva from Espana. Mainly because some remakes take their jonas to far and they don’t know how to balance being inexperienced and immature with just being a plain dick (am looking at you wtfock and Austin). I hate when remakes take it to far and make the couple completely irredeemable. Also Jorge is just the best man. He tries so hard for Eva he tries to make things right and its just timing, immaturity on both parts. Also I love that above all Eva and Jorge are friends. Alongside with Lucas they are just like family and they can push aside their personal issues to be their for one another and I just think thats such a beautiful quality in Jorge and Eva.They both have good souls and I am happy they ended up together but I also feel like if they didn't they would be genuinely be happy for the other if they found someone else and fell in love and thats why I love them so much.

Season 2: Zoe Wtfock (but Nora Skam Espana is a close 2nd)

Here is what I love about Zoe’s season is that we see the pov of not just how Zoe was changing because she was opening herself to love but also how much Senne was changing as well and trying to address some issues he had been ignoring because he wanted to be a better man for Zoenne. For me Zoenne and Norandro are so amazing for this reason. We not only saw the girl processing how love was effecting her development but we got to experience Senne and Alejandro trying to become better men and really transitioning from boyhood to manhood via this self assessment period of themselves. I adore these two couples for this because I am so heavily invested in both the outcome of the girl and the guy. I guess with love stories there is that saying there is two sides to a story and then there is the truth and I feel like the noorhelm storyline has always been about hard truths. About young women challenging their perspectives on feminism, about young women acknowledging when they have been a victim of a crime/emotional abuse and not blaming themselves for it but knowing that they did nothing wrong and were undeserving of the act that took place. Also s2 plays on the concepts of manhood too. How approaching situations through the lens of rage and violence can develop into harmful and even predatory tendencies. Overall these two remakes stand out to me because they really speak to the lesson of how does one define themself in the whirlwind of love and what boundaries do you need to set so you don’t lose yourself in the process. Season 3: IT’S SO HARD PICKING JUST ONE!! (Am going to base this selection entirely off my fav Isak and their narrative arc versus the evak pairing because ultimately this season is about the Isak character not Isak & Even) Matteo Druck

Let me tell you no other Skam character has haunted me as much as Matteo. I think with Matteo his story was just so raw and unfiltered. Here was this boy he was so lonely, isolated, lost and really just didn’t think he was worthy of much. Matteo was approaching life expecting the bare minimum because he in many ways didn’t think he was deserving of much more. Matteo hid himself so deeply in what I refer to as the wall paper of life. Trying to blend in and stay invisible even tho this way of thinking was seriously effecting his mental health. I don't think he realized how far from shore he was before David slammed into his life and drag him out of the grip of the ocean’s current. Matteo was on the verge of drowning he just didn’t know it. And then came David and he just loved Matteo as is and I think a big reason for that is because no one had ever told either boy that they were perfect just as they were until they said it to one another. Both boys were going through life just accepting the bare minimum one because of societal barricades around gender and the other societal stigma concerning asking for help when suffering from mental health issues. In the end they found one another and said fuck it and fuck society as long as we have one another then we’re gonna get through this. However... having said that davenzi is not my fav evak pairing but Matteo is my fav standalone Isak. The prize for fav evak tho would go to Sobbe because I literally can’t picture two more in love people. Man the day Sobbe met I feel like inertia collapsed in on itself in their respective worlds. It really was the case that time stopped and that they were destined to find one another. They are so in love it just radiates off them. Also random note my fav Even is Joana. Hence why choosing an s3 is so hard because I like different components of s3 seasons.

Season 4: Sana Skam Italia

(this is a copy/paste my original why I love Italia s4 rant)

Say what you want about the casting(this is a fair argument) but I am really happy that SKAMIT gave us a love story centered around two muslim individuals and their differing approaches and interpretations of Islam. I think for me its that we are always trying to dilute Sana’s season with this western need to educate non-muslims and though I appreciate that I also want to see a love story that’s purely about the journey of young muslims and the issues they experience themselves and not via a western glazing. The thing that stood out for me in SKAMIT is how many different perspective of how Islam is practiced came to the forefront. Sana’s journey to understand and come to defend queerness. Muslim men (Sana’s brother) being offended because she assumed he was homophobic. Laui being in a healthy relationship as a muslim queer man. Malik openly talking about Islam and his separation from it but still a believer in a greater power(and not because he wants to drink and party). For me this was what the Sana season was suppose to be about putting the muslim experience front and center and unapologetically so.

Original Season: Nora Druck

I mean what a fantastic take on building new and improved squads with more diversity in race, sexual preferences and perspectives. I will say that I also do like the new squad from Skamfr. Its nice to see newgens that am truly excited about getting to know. Like I need to know everything about Ava pronto she is bae. I do have one random surprise about my next fav original season which for me would be Arthur for Skamfr. Honestly if we would have gutted the cheating plot we would have had a really interesting season about a young adult’s life being rocked by disability and trying to find themselves in this new landscape. Similar to Nora in Druck with MI and also the long term effects of experiencing violence in the household in Skamfr but yea so far Druck has been the only one to get a sound original season out and they should be commended for that.

[28--06--42--12]

I love you

We met almost 4 years ago, actually, now that I think about it, after our anniversary it would be 4 years. You had long brown hair, a timid smile on your face, and a look of wonder that made almost anyone feel nostalgic with that aura of innocence. I know you remember more than I do what happened that day. In actuality, I feel disappointed with myself to not have taken note of every single thing about you. We started talking and I immediately noticed that you weren’t like most of the people I met. You were super shy and Rosy red cheeked, which, kind of, made me think maybe you were nervous. I don’t have much luck with shy people cause I’m shy myself and hate making the first move in conversation. I saw how you were with people but with me it’s like a switch. You were happy, ecstatic, safe and calm. You loved talking to me which made me feel like an actual human being. With everyone else I’ve had to conform or change myself in, either, big or small ways and I know now that one is not supposed to do that haha. I’ve had to be the one to say hi, the one to actual keep a conversation. And this goes for anything, relationship or friendship, even family. It led me to believe that no one wanted to actually talk to me so I had to be the one to make friends and actually speak to people. It was so welded into me that I didn’t care anymore and that making friends made me happy. Then you came along and I felt a sudden shift, as if I’ve started to realize something. I started talking to you first cause I thought you were super pretty. I totally realized I had no chance in the beginning whatsoever, and when you started talking to me I began to sunk in to my own despair that you’ll never like me. I remember a couple weeks after that, I got drunk cause I was super sad cause I’ve never really had anyone in my life that means something to me. I texted you and told you I liked you and, honestly to the biggest shock in the world you told me you liked me too. Sadly, however, you were taken by that creep. But anyways, (fuck that guy), we remained in little contact after that cause that creep didn’t let you talk to me, which is understandable since you guys were dating haha. After a while tho, we were talking a lot about our lives, our desires, our likes and dislikes. You kept talking to me no matter what. I got so excited to see your text at the top of my screen. I remember going bowling, and when I left with Cassidy I saw your face, and trust me that day I felt the exact same way. I remember even telling you about her, and telling you almost everything about me cause no matter what, even if we hadn’t talked for a while, I had the utmost trust with you and ik you did with me too. Sometimes I feel like I’ve told you way too much about me haha but then again I remember that I’ve told you almost everything about me, something I’ve never done my whole life and yet it felt so easy with you. Every day I didn’t talk to you, I felt lonely and I didn’t even realize why until now. Remember that sentence about how making friends made me happy. I guess, now that I think about it, I was so nervous of what my friends thought about me that I never thought how that would affect you. Every single one of them was friends with that creep and was only told that side of the story. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to seem traitorous or something like that. I’ve always upheld you to the highest regard and seeing you sad and cry makes me cry. I remember you sending me that poem and I felt like I didn’t deserve you at all. I felt like I did wrong by you and it’s not right. I remember we started talking after and hanging out a lot and making memories. Having our first kiss and laughing and talking about life. You mean everything to me. All those memories and shared experiences are still locked away in my head. The walks to school in the morning. The times I’m purposely late or walk slow so that I can see you. The times we ditched class even tho we could’ve walked right in, but didn’t feel like it and just wanted time for ourselves. I know I’ve hurt you before and there’s no way for making up for those lost tears, but please let me love you. Let me hold your hand and kiss your cheek and forehead in the mornings as you wake up next to me. Let me smile when I look at you and be physically clingy ASF haha. Let me move your hair out your face and have my hand wrapped around ur cheek as I lean in for a kiss. Let me take you out on cute romantic dates to the museum while you look at art and I look at you. Abi, i Love you and there’s nothing changing that, so don’t worry about anything. Don’t worry if u start crying that imma leave you cause no that’s stupid and immature. Baby I love you means no matter what I’ll be there, the good and the bad. The immature ones, the ones not ready, only want you at ur best and are not ready to even handle a small problem. They don’t deserve you. Ik this was me before but trust me when I say I love you I mean it. I want to make a future with you. You give me so much motivation to pull through with school. Get jobs and internships and do good so that I can provide for you. Baby you’re my queen and no matter what I’ll always love you.

[farhcn-blog]

(honestly look at him i hate him already)

aye lookie here, it is still i, holly the trashcannot. lmao. same old account tbh but i’ve dropped freddie and have decided to pick up a new muse who i am so excited for??? and i really hope you’ll love him?? anyway just a warning, he’s a real mess and i’m apologizing before hand for the trash he is. under the cut are just some few information about him. i apologize for the length but it’s been cut into different sections so feel free to sort of browse through and be picky on what you want to read and what you don’t??

but anyway i would really love to plot with all of you?? so if you’d like to plot, feel free to either hmu or like this and i’ll come to you tbh!! i’ll most likely go around asking for plots lmao. but anyway lets goOOO.

ps: please bear with me in terms of choices when it comes to gifs and whatever. rahul kohli doesn’t have many gif icons, so what i’ll be using varies from gif icons, medium sized gifs, weirdly sized gifs and static icons ))):

i’m not the only one who just saw rahul kohli walk by, right ? oh, wait, that was farhan chauhan. i don’t know much about them besides that they’re thirty years old and moved into golden horizons two years ago. everyone calls them the cataclysmic because they’re calamitous and impetuous, but also witty and forthright. i’ve also heard he is currently a comic book artist/frequent underground street fighter and identifies as cis male.

FAMILY BACKGROUND

initially from santa fe (new mexico) but moved to san francisco when he was 11.

both his parents came to the united states from goa, india.

farhan is the oldest in the family of four – farrah is his younger sister.

grew up pretty much attached to his father by the hip. he idolizes his father like mad, and they held a very close bond. they would spend a lot of time together and he would always play sports with him and all that boys stuff.

his relationship with his mother was a lot better than it is now tbh. he loves his mother dearly (still do even if he doesn’t say it out loud) but things got in the way during his parents’ divorce.

the divorce was messy to say the least. they didn’t really sat down as a family and discussed what was going to happen.

instead, his mother, without any notice, together with farrah and farhan, moved to san francisco. she gave them no reason other than “it’s not safe here”

farhan was just 11 so he barely knew what was going on. all he knows was that his father’s “a bad and dangerous man” and that his mother “was protecting him.”

that alone wasn’t enough of an excuse for farhan. with the months going by not understanding why his father had left him or why his mother had left his father, he started to throw tantrums here and there; resenting his mother for years and would cause trouble for her.

basically, he made his mother’s life a living hell lmao.

but it wasn’t until he grew a bit older to understand that his father had a gambling problem, and not only did he spend all of their college’s funds, but he had reached out to shark loans; hence why his mother was so desperate in running away.

he does still love his mother to bits tbh. like he probably regretted how childish he was and would beg for forgiveness but his relationship with his mother has become so broken and strained that he can’t find himself to face her tbh.

with that said, he lost all respect for his father and is overall heartbroken about the real person his father had hid from him. he no longer idolizes his father nor does he hate him but he swore to never be like his father. he is however angry. lmao farhan has quite a lot of anger inside of him tbh.

in regards of his sister; after the fall out from both parents, farrah is possibly the only person in this entire world he care about. like he would put her first rather than him tbh.

even though he’s the older brother who was supposed to take charge and look after his family, he pretty much abandoned his responsibilities as such the second his mother decided that it was best to leave their father. he was a child then, so i mean….. what do you expect

but anyway, farrah took up the role of the older sibling, leaving farhan being the irresponsible and immature younger brother lmao.

she took care of him majority of the time seeing as he fails to look after himself and would put himself in danger lmao.

HIS READING DISABILITY AND HIS TALENTS

okay so lets see, farhan struggles through a reading disorder (dyslexia)

it was his sister, farrah, who noticed his disability considering how close they were.

he often cried a lot as a kid to farrah for how “dumb” he is so farrah pretty much figured it out. she was constantly teaching him and all that jazz.

his parents knew of it and tries to somehow have him adjust.

but anyway, he did very badly as a child in terms of his academics?? the fact that he had adhd didn’t help either lmao – he’s not medicated cause his parents thought it was just kids being kids. but despite not being medicated, he grew to adjust himself.

as a result, he did not do very well at school which of course affected his confidence level and earn him names here and there.

he was often called “stupid” and “dumb.” unlike farrah he wasn’t someone who would swallow all that down, which resulted him into fights and becoming quite a problematic child with explosive anger issues.

this continued all the way through high-school; and he battles through his dyslexia on his own through his own ways.

despite how horrible he is at academics, he’s artistic and finds talents in art.

he would scribble and sketche all over his desk and it gets him into trouble

lmao not just desks, he would scribble all over his test papers, text books, tissues.

he gradually found love for art and subconciously drove his attention towards that direction

he would draw mini comic strips and cartoons of people besides sketching.

he’s good in all kinds of arts; like he can paint, he can sketch but he’s extra great at graffiti and cartoons.

with that said, he does graffiti; obviously illegally

and he likes to doodle but not the cute picture kind, more of like this led needs to be thicker and darker. his sketches are…. something…

WORK (COMIC BOOK ARTIST + UNDERGROUND STREET FIGHTER)

moved to new york on his own with his step-father’s sponsorship when he was around 20 years old (farhan never really liked his step-father so like that was his attempt to buy farhan off tbh lmao)

studied graphic design + art history there

graduated and worked in new york as a graphic designer and freelance illustrator for a bit??

as much as he loved art, he didn’t like what he was doing in terms of designing book covers and shit like that lmao

so he quit his job (it’s not like the company he worked for liked him anyway he was mega problematic) and leeched off his step-father’s money

he eventually got really lazy and when his step-father found out he decided to stop the money-tap lmao

farhan was pretty much unemployed for about a year or so

but it’s okay because he got himself involved with underground fighting???

growing up he has quite a lot of anger in him?? he would usually fight people back in san fran during high school, so when he went to new york and did boxing to release his stress, he eventually found the pleasure in street fighting??

during his time in new york, even before he quit his job/or fired lmao, he got involved in the street fighting scene??

he eventually found the thrill he’s been looking for and the release?? and decided to participate more than he first intended to

he was first dragged by his friend who has a gambling problem (yikes) and they made a bet on fighters and shit like that but it got him thinking like?? why don’t he put his strength to full use and earn money from that??

so he trained himself and eventually got into the ring

after winning many fights he eventually earned himself a name among the underground scene. earning himself a good handful of friends/connections as well as enemies tbh lmao

but anyway because he would appear at work with bruises and shit he was eventually fired but he claimed to have quit lmao

it’s okay tho. after a year or so being broke and relying on fighting he was scouted and worked for marvel entertainment as well as freelanced here and there

he struggled a lot in new york tbh. he didn’t have a good cv so he wasn’t paid much but anyway….. he earn money from street fighting and drawing

rn in san fran he’s working as a graphic designer and illustrator again but is low key working on his own comic book and selling his stuff online and shit like that lmao idk he’s aimless in life

but majority of his money comes from street fighting. he searched high and low for the scene and managed to get in so wow how fun.

PERSONALITY AND FUN FACTS…. I GUESS.

okay so like something to highlight??? farhan is lowkey a criminal. he doesn’t do things according to the law and have been arrested here and there for a lot of stupid shit he does tbh lmao

he’s very impulsive and he doesn’t think twice before he does something. he’s always just on the go go go

he gets into a lot of fights easily cause he’s so tempermental

literally the most laziest person you can ever meet lmao if it wasn’t for needing money to survive he would just spend his day on the couch sleeping tbh

moody asf???

but also straight forward asf

he’s so fucking intrusive he doesn’t even know what privacy is

what you see what you get kind of person

but he hides parts of himself here and there

always seen with a grin on his face tbh

a hard core aries???

a big jonas brother’s fan – so BIG he literally stalked them, and like…… got 2/3 restraining orders filed against him.

literally cried outside the church when kevin got married :///////

also a big fan of other boy bands like BLUE, and NSYNC he literally know all the dance moves im serious………….

still hung over baby spice )))): he loves the spice girls so much

he’s an adrenaline junkie who does not care about his life tbh lmfao

stab him he lit do not care

very ill tempered and can get so annoyed to the littlest things

he graffitis… i think i said that before

he signs it anonymously but with initials of the doritos flavour he’s feeling that night

so some days it’ll be cool ranch (c.r) and some days it’ll be spicy sweet chili (s.s.c) i know, very ~charles bukowski~

skates!!! he skates a lot.

even though he’s old like wtf?? wyd?????

ALSO DOES PARKOUR

has a lot of tattoos on him

smoke a lot

drink a lot

does a lot of drugs and likes to experiment. he doesnt even mind being a lab rat so like drug dealer hit him up pls

fucks around because this boy has needs

a pyromaniac. he loves playing with fire and is often carrying around a customized zippo

such an art hoe tbh??? he likes to wander around museums but i mean, this man doesn’t look like the type so he often gets dirty looks lmaol

allergic to flowers

not a big fan of kids lmao BA HAMBUG!!

very insecure tbh even though he sort of hide behind the easy going personality

especially when it comes to reading??? he enters bookstores and tries to find a book but comes out empty handed

secretly loves reading tho. he acts like he doesnt??? but he would try to read on his own??

he reads out loud tbh cause he needs to hear himself when he reads so he’s always on his own when he does and its usually late at night

scared of horror films. lmao i hate him

pick pockets from time to time just for the fun of it and knowing he can get away with it

also great at being a thief lmao

horrible driver lmao he owns a motorbike tho

very attached to his beard. he name them a new name every time he shaves them off like rip gloria, rip maria, rip karla.

hc that he also does this thing on insta call subway doodle

POSSIBLE CONNECTIONS

be his drug dealer please like make him your lab rat

exes?? im not sure??? he’s not much of a relationship person but lets do it??

someone he trains with in terms of fighting or boxing or just working out in general??

ride or die aye aye aye

roommates - good luck lmao he’s the messiest person on planet earth

neighbors who don’t get along, or do??

step-siblings??

friends with benefits??

enemies with sexual tensions or with benefits

someone who goes to a book store a lot and sees him around alot idk??

this is messy asf but i s2g i’m creative

JUST COME PLOT WIHT ME THANSK