#i do all these crunches so I WONT have a soft vulnerable underbelly and now what

[bigbigtruck]

where i'm at

From October to late March I was under roughly 2-3 times my usual workload, which was ... well I was working 12-16 hour days but got to send a lot of invoices and best of all, when friends were dying and everything was going to shit, I had so much work I didn't have time to feel anything so I could just repress it! :D

And now that the workload has let up to about 75% of my usual, and I can focus on my graphic novel again, the Emotional Tax Man has come calling on 7 months of debt. But the loved ones dying and things going to shit part hasn't stopped so now I'm paying cry bills from last year and this year at the same time

so currently I'm trying to catch up on my own art and come back from burnout while under the humiliation of being human and vulnerable

I'll survive, it's just what is right now.