#i didnt do drama or anything in high school bc my schedule was garbage and i literally couldnt do clubs
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I walk past the theater kids at a table yelling lyrics from the musical they're all in but I do so with caution knowing full well that, in a different timeline, I would also be at the table
#i have the perfect theater kid build and it hurt when i realized that oh no#i didnt do drama or anything in high school bc my schedule was garbage and i literally couldnt do clubs#i couldnt get there for morning classes so i was trapped in the library for virtual classes in the afternoon after my friends went home#i was however in the school orchestra (it sucked)#i was in my college chamber group for 3 semesters too but not this one U_U#1st one i played with a broken bow; 2nd one was all through zoom; 3rd got canceled#mozart through zoom... at least i had a new bow.. it was actually a song i enjoyed too#and it wouldve made my ''played violin for 5 years and has nothing to show for it'' ass very happy bc it was mostly 8ths and 16ths#so i didnt need technique i shouldve learned but was never taught 🙄 but w/e. what was i talking about#i mean i know a film student who's also in the musical and ngl i DID think of trying out but saw that you had to actually be#GOOD at singing lmao; they dress rehearse for like 5 hours at a time too and i literally dont have that kind of social endurance#i feel like i could be good at it but (shrug emoji) i just stand here and try to make pretty noises#you know. when i pick my violin up.. its been at least 3 or 4 months since i last really played whoops#i gotta find stuff i can actually work with + just GRIND through technique work.. i like technique more bc it just makes me feel#better about my playing overall#anyways thank you for reading my monologue if you've gotten this far youre a real mvp <3#hoatm rants
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