#i didn’t wanna be sad today on valentine’s day tbh but

[peculiarbeauty]

i wasn’t going to post about this here, but my family and i need a lot of thoughts and prayers if you can right now. my mom had a stroke and was rushed to the emergency room. i have been attempting to hold myself together and honestly not speak it into existence just because im so afraid. her heart isn’t well, but she is back home now resting. there’s a lot more details on the matter that led up to her having this stroke and some of that was involved stress in her work life, but im not really okay with disclosing those things on this site fully as .. it is really personal tbh.

my mom and i are so close, please send good thoughts that she gets better with the necessary healing she is going through. thanks.

[osakiharu]

tbh.. STORY TIME ASAPPPP AT THIS POINT- lore update is so needed rnnn 🤧

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I WARNED Y'ALL THIS WOULD BE LONG SO BARE WITH I APOLOGISE

we're gonna call this man mikey because i dont fancy exposing him to all 1.4k of y'all x

am i writng this while hes sleeping with his face in my tiddies ?YES I AM don't question me guys

important things you gotta know

we live together at uni so he is my housemate (12 people in total in my house)

we are the exact same people just different genders its scary we literally think the same way, we have very few differences

in first semester we weren't very close we would make small talk in the living room and kitchen but i wanted to be friends with him SOOOOO bad 😭

i started liking him at the start of the second semester (feb 1st lets say)

so. when i came back after second semester he was just acting different? he was very flirty, he would always be in the kitchen or living room when i was there as if he knew my routine, he would always manage to find me on nights out ??, his friend would constantly tease him and tell mikey to invite me out to here they were going IN FRONT OF ME. so ofc i was a bit like ??

but i was also kinda happy because we finally became friends YAY

so i told my friend amelia how he was acting (who i also live with she was the first friend i made at uni <3) - and she was like GRACE I HAVE A THEORY THAT HE LIKES YOU

now i didn't believe her because the whole of the first semester he was seeing this girl. her name is also grace (i hope you know that is the most gut wrenching part of the story to me its so foul). and i didnt know what was happening with them, she was never his gf but yeah... so obvs i didnt want to assume they were over i didn’t wanna interfere if i wasn’t sure

fast forward to VALENTINES DAY... my friend went out to the club and i stayed home with mikey and a couple other people and he was sad because other grace told him that she didn't want to be with him and he'd have to wait 6 months to a year for her to want to be with him ??? i was like okay schedule

so me and my other housemate were like man it’s okay it’ll work out just chill out today (obvs i was a bit sad because i liked him but they were new found feelings for him so i was just like 🤷‍♀️) and at some point i said “i don’t wanna go to my 9am what if i just stay up and watch movies all night” and he goes “i will stay with you all night and watch whatever you want and i will come with you to your 9am” and that kinda ?? jumpscared me because we’d only just become friends so i was like wow alright

the whole night he was very touchy ?? not in a way that made me uncomfortable dw i was literally like 🤭

meanwhile amelia was at the CLUB and she found people we live with and she interrogated them and found out he liked me FR FR ?? so she came back and told me 😭 and then i let her go to bed and we spent the rest of the night together 😔 it was genuinely so fun ?? wym we went on a 5am walk and watched the sun rise. also he studies LAW and i do psychology but he stayed up all night and watched y fav movies and came with me to a lecture for a subject he doesn’t even study ????

but yeah if i typed out the whole night we’d be here forever but it was so fun 10/10 memory apart from when he said “i think im in love with you” because i showed him my manga collection that was doing too much LMAO

SO. fhe next weeks after that were 10/10 we’d talk and message everyday, watch movies, we’d literally stay up until 7am talking to each other and just ☹️ quality time yknow and he genuinely. started to act like my boyfriend. i’m not kidding it was like ?? opposite fwb 😭 it was all the things your boyfriend would do without anything intimate ?? like we could cuddle and walk places holding hands and i wore his clothes and slept in each others room ?? odd situation but yeah he made his feelings very obvious 🎀 wym i look ugly asf while im hungover and you wanna tell me i “look fucking beautiful” like actually die

and then suddenly he just stopped 😁 he still saw me and messaged me and spoke to me everyday without fail but he acted as just my friend and i started TWEAKING YALL 😭 so. i told amelia i was like girl what do we do im sad

she did what she does best and interrogated his friend on a night out again 😭 basically found out 😁 that he still liked other grace !! and was still talking to her !! and he also liked me !! and didn’t know what to do !! YAAAAYY 😝 (i wanted to cry in the club i was so sad)

so. we get back after said night out and he’s like GRACE COME WATCH DEATH NOTE WITH ME 🙂‍↕️. and i accidentally saw his phone OH LORD JESUS CHRIST he was just. telling other grace how he loves her and how he wants to be with her and how he wants her back 😭 did i get sad ? YES ‼️ and when i get sad i go very quiet and he noticed 🎀 eventually we ended up talking about it after a weird heart to heart convo ?? idk it was 5am and we were starting to get a hangover shit got deep

“alex (his friend) thinks he knows what’s best for me and he is right, for once. i should be with you and i want to be but im not going to do that and im sorry” THEY HIT THE PENTAGON WHAT THD FUCK DO YOU MEAN 😭😭🙏

and then he was just like “don’t be sad about me” what do you mean you have genuinely treated me as your girlfriend for weeks what the fuck do you mean don’t be sad i’m actually irate ? so i said i wanted to go to bed because i was sad and tired and he FOLLOWS ME TO MY ROOM AND PROCEEDS TO ASK WHY IM SAD ???? MIKEY DIE RN 🙏

i just said like. you know why and he pulls out. the most insane monologue i’ve ever heard. he sat there and said “im just so in love with her and im completely enamoured with her and it pains me to see her in every lesson knowing i can’t be with her because of my own behaviour it hurts so much” while im literally lying on my bed about to cry ? 😭

so drunk me asked him why i wasn’t enough (idk i got insecure lmao) and he pulls out another monologue about how much he loves me 😍 and everything he’s ever wanted to say to me since the day we moved in 😍 and he didn’t because he was shy 😍 and said the most. romantic things to me 😍 and i was like OH BUT YOU JUSY SAID YOU DINT WANT ME WHAT ARS YOU DOING ?

he then proceeds to ask if i want to come and sleep in his room because i dont like being alone when im sad. SO YOU JUST REJECTED ME. AND NOW YOU WANT TO CARRY ON AS WE WERE ? i said no and asked him to leave because gang do not lead me on whilst you still like other grace and then carry on acting like my man after you reject me

so. he behaved normally as my friend for a week. we messaged every day still and hung out but it was just friends.

guys. i am not kidding. from the start of march until now. he has been consistently flirting with me and acting the exact same way. ive had people ask me if he is my boyfriend because its not like he only does this in private he does it in front of other people too like he fully holds my hand and stands with his arms around me etc etc you get the idea and when i say no he isnt people are like girl wtf stand up LMAO

like we will go out and come back and sleep in each others rooms and he will like. do this thing where he’s like. i need to tell you something AND HE WONT DO IT AND HE’LL ALMOST BRING UP THINGS THAT HAPPENED BETWEEN US AND RHEN HE PUSSYS OUT AND ITS JARRING

he will say insane shit infront of people too ? once we were sat in the kitchen and he was like. HAVE YOU GUYS EVER FALLEN IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE THAT IS THE SAME PERSON AS YOU ITS SUCH A DEEP CONNECTION ITS HAPPENED TO ME and he just stared at me and i was like please fuck off ?

he also saw my friend in the club a couple weeks ago and told her hes in love with me and how he wants to be with me ? and he has told about 5 other people that from when this all first happened to now ? but he still. messages. other grace. AND SHE WANTS NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM ? his friends told me she doesnt want to be with him anymore so its completely one sided and im like. if you dont want me dont act like you fucking want me ? and if you do then please do something about it because im going insane !!

he will fully be like. i wanna kiss you and shit while he’s literally holding me in his lap and he just. won’t. abd i’m like guys am i ugly or something because what.

i really cannot put into words how he treats me its fully just. boyfriend through and through but oh yeah dw we're cuddling and you gotta check her snap score thats fine dw xx ik y'all are gonna giggle at me for this but im genuinely. i fall so hard for people and its so hard for m to get over them and to an extent it means its hard for me to call them out on disrespect esp like this.

but yeah key points

- other grace hasn’t wanted to date him since february (info relayed via his friend 🙏)

- he treats me like THAT. but won’t ever do anything more

- seems like he tries to talk about it but pussys out

- im going insane 🩷

- maybe he’s just an asshole because once i saw other grace in the club in first semester before all this and she was crying and told me he was talking to another girl and i forget that story all the time

[nobarangel]

valentines day confessions

characters: jjk (gojo, itadori, fushiguro, kugisaki, maki, inumaki, sukuna, nanami) x gn!reader

warnings: grammar errors, i wrote this while i was half asleep and i didn’t proofread so yea 😋😋

valentines day week masterlist <3

➥ day 2 ( febr 11 )

GOJO

-as usual, he’s been teasing you all day

-you grew used to his playful nature so you didn’t really play attention to his flirting teasing

-“hey, y/n~ do you know why am i trying to get your attention this hard today?” he asked bending down to your eye-level with a smirk

-before you could even open your mouth, he answered himself “because it’s valentines day so get ready, we’re going out~~!! there’s a really cute café nearby, they serve the absolute best drinks!”

-he was so confident, that he forgot to ask if you like him anyways-🧍

-but ofc you did as he said cuz he’s gojo satoru.. sigh you could never resist his charms 😞😞

ITADORI

-he’s been following you around like a lost puppy all day

-he didn’t say a word and when you asked him if he needs anything he just stared at you and went ‘🥺’

-you were getting tired of it because he was fucking cute aND HHHHH but n e ways!!

-you decided to continue what you were doing until he stuttered out an “it’s valentines day,, i’m following you around cuz i wanna spend today with you”

-you were like ‘.. are you confessing to me rn?’ and he just nodded

-listen, he was so anxious!! but when you smiled and told him that you return his feeling, relief washed over yuuji so he wrapped you in a bone crashing hug

-pls love this precious boy ok :(

FUSHIGURO

-it takes a while for him to confess

-he wasn’t even sure that it was a good idea at first place,, but hey it’s valentines day!! he knew he wouldn’t do it any other time so he decided to go for it

-he has never done anything like this before so he just stood there and said “i like you”

-his expression didn’t change but the tip of his ears turned red (!!!!)

-you two were like “🧍‍♂️💬 🧍❓” for a few seconds

-he’s awkward asf but still best boy <333

KUGISAKI

-takes you out on a date before even confessing💀💀

-you two were shopping together and when you were returning home she said “this was pretty good for a first date”

-you were like ????

-“oh, yeah you didn’t even know this was a date,, well if you’re comfortable with the idea then we could be like.. a couple instead of friends” she glanced over at you

-nobara wouldn’t say ‘i love you’, she saves it for when you two are already dating for a while <3

MAKI

-she already tried to confess!! she dropped hints and made it way too obvious,, yet you didn’t seem to notice

-maki was sure that you just played dumb cuz you didn’t wanna outright reject her, but panda and inumaki convinced her to talk to you about her feelings

-and valentines day was the perfect opportunity!! she didn’t make a big deal out of it cuz as i said, she was prepared for a rejection

-she asked you to take a walk with her after training to which you happily agreed

-the first few minutes was spent in silence until she spoke up

-“you know it’s valentines day. uh,, i tried to tell you this for a while but i guess you didn’t take my hints so now i’m gonna say it” she looked at you with a serious expression “i like-,, love you.. i guess..”

-please save her, she became rly flustered but she tried to stay cool in front of you <33

INUMAKI

-omg poor boy didn’t know what to do at first

-since his vocabulary is limited, he decided to write you a little note instead!!

-his handwriting is rly neat and pretty.. and he put small :)’s and hearts on the end of the sentences

-“y/n! how are you today, on the 14 febr, valenties day? :) .. that wasn’t as smooth as i thought it would be, but nevermind!! i wanted to ask if you maybe want to hang out with me after training? if so, meet me in the hall <3 -inumaki ”

-HE ALSO DREW A SMALL ONIGIRI NEXT TO HIS NAME HHHHH

-he thought out a new onigiri ingredient and wrote it down on a small piece of paper, then he wrote it’s meaning next to it: ‘i love you’

-when you met him later he gave you the paper and babbled out the ingredients name blushingly

-stfu inumaki best boy 😞👍

SUKUNA

-“what? a day for lovers? that’s bullshit” he laughed

-he thought it’s so fucking dumb,, this is why he was confused when he saw you being all excited for valentines day

-but as the 14th february came, no one dared to ask you out since you literally ‘befriended’ the king of curses..?

-and to prevent you from the sorrow of not being asked out, sukuna thought he’ll be your knight in shining armor and save the day!

-he can’t let his human be sad about a bullshit like this!!

-“hey brat, you’re dating me from now on, happy valentines day”

-yea,, sukuna didn’t rly get the concept of ‘being romantic’ </3

NANAMI

-tbh he doesn’t give a damn about valentines day

-probably didn’t even know that it was celebrated that day, he just saw nice flowers on his way to have lunch with you, so he decided to buy them for you

-and if he brings you flowers he might as well tell you how he feels because it would be obvious anyways y’know?

-so he approaches the table you were sitting at and sits across from you, handing over the flowers

-“i bought them for you ‘cause they were pretty”

-he stares at you, watching your every movement and reaction, trying to decide whether or not it’s a good idea to confess

-“i’m not quite sure about my feelings for you, but i certainly know that i don’t see you as just a friend” he says casually as he takes off his glasses to clean them

-but ofc he was just trying to distract himself because he was a little embarrassed <33

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[theprodigypenguin]

I’m gonna get sappy here for a bit, so feel free to pass this post.

All day today my coworkers were talking about Valentine’s Day and their significant others, one of them talked about how she set up cute goodies for her husband and kids, another talked about making dinner and getting her boyfriend of 4 years a valentine’s gift after work, and the third one talked about spending a cute dinner with her boyfriend. That was all super fine, it was cute, they were all so excited that I got excited listening to them. They looked so happy that I was only happy for them, but then one of my coworkers looks at me and goes “so do you have a love interest in town, someone you like?”

For background, yeah, I do. There’s a guy who works in the same building that I like. We don’t exactly work together, because we work in two separate businesses that just happen to be located in the same place (they’re like a grocery store and we’re a deli/bakery that sells stuff in the front of the store). So he’s like a work crush, but I’ve liked him for MONTHS. I even bought him something for Christmas, and was bold enough to give it to him in person instead of shoving it in his cubby and running away like I wanted to. 

Clearly he appreciated it because the next day he gave me a Christmas gift too (one of two gifts I got aside from a Christmas care package I got from Weasel). It was an adorable little notebook that he bound BY HAND, the cover is real leather, and he made it THAT NIGHT. Like? Why is he so sweet? And I really like him, and sometimes I get the feeling he may like me back, but there’s so much wrong with me, emotionally and mentally, that I don’t know if I can properly understand other people’s opinions or feelings towards me.

People liking me is just... absurd to me, because it doesn’t make sense, because no one has ever liked me before, because clearly there’s something wrong with me, so what makes me at twenty-two so different from me at any other age? My romantic relationships in the past have been far and few between. I’ve had exactly one person I called my boyfriend, and I fucked that up because of how intense and fucked up my self image and insecurity was (I broke it off with him because my family made me feel insecure about the relationship). I regret it every day, because breaking up with him started a domino effect in his life, and I don’t want to explain that part further cuz it still stings. The other “relationships” I had were just as messed up, and I thought it would be less painful when I had a crush on a girl, but nah, that was even worse. I confessed to her and she went and started dating my friend  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ There’s more to unpack between my crushes/relationships from the past, but I don’t think Tumblr needs to know the rest of that.

Anyway, this isn’t about all that. Romantic love is all well and good, and I like to think I’m at a place in my life where I’d be ready for something romantic, but for me platonic love comes first, and is the most important thing to me. My family has warped my and my romance has damaged me, but my friends, for the most part, have healed me and helped me grow more than anything else. I’ve gotten through my darkest moments completely alone, because my irl friends just... didn’t care, but the older I get, the more I’m learning I don’t have to do that, because even if my “friends” irl don’t give a damn about me, I like to imagine I’m starting to accept that the friends I’ve made online, notably Tumblr, do genuinely care.

Internet friends are so much more treasurable than people give them credit for, and I know in this day and age it’s hard to know if you’re getting catfished or not, but these people especially I trust with my entire life. So for this Valentine’s Day I would like to send invisible Valentine’s Day love to three Tumblr friends I’ve made over the past year or two I’ve been on this site that I appreciate more than words can describe.

@cremmisius | @weasleywood True friendship is born from a meme, which is how I found this amazing sir. Intrigued because my lack of being able to read like a normal person made me think his URL said Weasel instead of Weasley, because I’m an idiot. A meme and a fun name had us starting to talk, and now I consider him to be one of my closest online friends QwQ I just wish we lived a little closer, I swear if I loved closer to you or you lived closer to me I’d be dragging you to watch The Cursed Child with me so we could cry over it together. For now we must deal with several states separating us, but I’m going to be sending you more care packages and goodies as soon as I can. Thank you for being such an amazing friend to me, and for letting me slide into your DMs with so many depressing and angsty James headcanons because I’m a lunatic. Thank you for having such amazing OCs and for just existing in general, because my man you give me strength (and really good advice considering who I’m crushing on so thank you for helping me pick out his christmas present).

@scarshavestories I think it’s been literally a year? Since we started talking? I’ll be honest, I reached out originally for a beta reader, which I’d never had before cuz I was too much of a wuss and couldn’t handle edits. A beta would say “you spelled yes with two E’s” and I’d cry cuz I’m a baby, but I think I’m better now, probably. At first you were super intimidating, idk why, beta readers are just spooky scary to me, editors have inhuman powers, and I thought I was constantly annoying you when I messaged you because i’m just like that, but you are literally so patient and kind and sweet and I did not expect that but I appreciate you so much for putting up with me (and I know you’re gonna smack me with a newspaper or something cuz I say “put up with me” a lot and you nag me about it but you know what that’s okay that’s what friends do). Anyway! I’ve grown to really consider you a friend, and I feel so beyond lucky, because wow I do not deserve you, you’re too nice and wonderful I can’t even believe it, and I want to send you goodies in a care package too but I don’t wanna send you stuff you can’t use cuz I know you don’t like having stuff with no purpose BUT I’LL FIGURE SOMETHING OUT! And one day if I ever visit the UK I hope I can meet you QwQ you are very far away, literally the other side of the world from me, am sad but still love you.

@bettercallmemalfoy I think you’re one of the first people I started talking to on Tumblr, found you through Scorbus and I think that’s very appropriate tbh. You’re not much younger than me but I consider you my smol sis and I adore you, and for the record your accent is SO CUTE I just wanted to add that. I haven’t sent out your care package yet cuz of personal stuff but it’s bad cuz I keep finding stuff I want to add to it and if I keep adding stuff it’s gonna be really heavy and then the shipping will literally kill me, but I just want to note when you get your box you are going to be so happy and I can’t wait for you to get it cuz it’s packed with all the love in the world cuz I want to spoil you cuz you deserve it. I know right now you’re probably watching TCC and I’m SO HAPPY FOR YOU cuz you deserve it so much, being able to watch the play for real, you deserve it more than most tbh (everyone deserves to see it at least once but that’s not the point). I just wanted to add you to this post and send you Valentine’s Day love so you know that someone out there adores you. Even if it’s just me, at least it’s something QwQ thank you for being my friend, and again I’m sad you’re so so far away, separated by lots of that stupid water, but we’ve been friendos for this long so maybe we can remain friendos until we can maybe meet one day.

Even if I haven’t contacted you in weeks, I think about you guys every day, when I think of true friends I think of you three, and I talk about you guys at work and to my family and talk you up and say I have pen pals/internet friends and they’re the best and I love them cuz I love you guys so much and you deserve to know. So thank you for being my friends, thank you for putting a little more light and love into my life and making me happy to have a Tumblr.

Remember to take care of yourselves, take your meds, get enough sleep, enjoy baking that cake, don’t cry too hard at TCC but if you do make sure you cry in front of James Howard (I think he’s the actor who plays Draco in the London production, right?) that way you can sneak your way into maybe getting a hug >:3 

And know I love you lots and wish all the good in the world to befall you <3 <3 <3 Happy Valentine’s Day to you and to all of my followers who have decided to put up with all my mess, I love you all!

[ofphcenixes]

BLUE & LIBBY - text thread 001

texts from 3:55pm to 7:01pm

blue

hey lib. (: havent talked today. just wanted to drop in and see if u were doin alright i have memes if u need them

libby

i mean, technically we did talk. i reminded you of the moment the world stood still: when valentine and you made contact (1) time. are you okay though? you seem a little, weird

blue

i maintain that valentine was an alien in a spider suit that wanted to destroy me but u know what I mean djdjdjd just chats between us. the gc has been a june holden fest lately lmao hope it works out for them tho anyways i am always weird in ur eyes djdjhd. but im fine. shit was crazy that night and we never really got to talk about what happenedand if u wanted to talk i just want u to kno im here ABOUT NADIA bc yeah kdjdjjd

libby

don't talk to me or my son ever again yeah, wow, okay so holden stayed over the night. i only know that because i saw his stuff in her room? i think she mentioned that like, it was a one time thing but i feel like... he might be coming over again which.. is Interesting oh. yeah, no i think i'm okay. i guess just in shock. june is very broken up over it, so i'm doing my best to be a good pal, and bring loads of ice cream and kisses. /: do you wanna talk? about nadia? i know that she like, meant something to you

blue

ok good luck getting me to stop talkin to u but as for valentine? bye Felecia! is that right. hmm well he doesn’t seem like much is goin on so maybe they were just,, hanging out. bringing a bag over is pretty damning tho. and if he does come over and u see him tell that bih he owes me $ bc he ate my fucking chorizo salad ): r u proud lib?? I ate a salad by choice well I would have if Holden wasn’t a lil birch bitch DONT CENSOR ME fuck. im sorry. ): i actually wanted to see june today tbh. but if u need anyone pls let me know alright? id skip practice if u needed me, lib WELL. i mean ok i was sorta close with her in middle school and she’s always been a friend and I just. I’m just fucking numb tbh. I really can’t believe it

libby

i'll have you know that valentine died shortly after my 18th birthday so ): idk idk, why would they hang out in her room if they were "hanging out"? like they have history. i feel like thats, a little too ... suspicious given the context. in a good way though. like i hope it works out theyre both so miserable without each other. oh my god!! look at you go! so proud of you, dude! ( even if you never got to it lmao ) no, no, it's okay. june needs all the support she can get, and i don't wanna impede. i'm really fine, i just sort of need to accept it and i guess reflect on how terrible it is. she was a really sweet person and fuck i really cant believe any of it i guess

blue

fuck what kdjdjdnd I thought valentine just yeeted shit that’s not a good way to put it fuck but. im sorry lib ): ok I take it back Valentine was alright. still scared the fuck out of me tho all i know is that if i loved someone as much as holden loves june, i wouldn’t let you go **THEM fuck Damn phone Typos Djdjhdi can’t believe u make me eat green stuff its truly CRUEL whomst? I only know nadia just didn’t fucking deserve any of this. shit even daisey didn’t. i just want to protect everyone and i don’t know HOW it goes without saying that im happy to be ur uber driver for the indefinite future

libby

no omg, i took good care of my boy. idk what happened, they can live up to like 15 years so i was pretty bummed tbh. i was a bad mom he appreciates your support from the grave though i mean, i guess. but not everyone you love is going to love you back, i think that's where holden's at. not everyone wants to be clung to, and june seems reluctant besides, you know all about that. holden, the love of your life, loves june. how sad it's good for you!!! i'm helping i ... feel so badly for both of them. i can't imagine how their families must be feeling, fuck. i hate this. i'm moving to spain ah, dude you don't have to do all that. you probably are busy with practice, and holden, and work. thank you tho

blue

im sure ur a great mother. ): but still valentine was lucky to have u. and im sure he misses u in his weird spider heaven web of flies and whatever it is spiders like idk ill dm peter parker and find out i mean... guess that’s true. I suppose I dont get to see how june feels most of the time. i just wish they’d talk about it and sort it out at least. they both deserve to be happy holden is the loml that is true aksjjsjd. holden has enough room for both me and june in his heart. so i mean technically i can love someone else too?? but enough about that lmfao you definitely are helping. even coach has noticed dkdjd. making me better without even trying u can’t move without me who’s gonna get me free popcorn ): you’re just as important as practise and holden to me, lib.

libby

god, i miss him. you think the girls would be mad if i bought another one? like, to keep in my room.  i know! they're both obviously still in love, you can tell. i can't wait for them to overcome this and get to be together. also, im grateful for the amount of sleep i'm able to get now that... the room next to mine is less loud welp, i hope you find someone who is willing to share you with holden lol oMG, REALLY? IDK WHY THAT MADE ME IRRATIONALLY HAPPY LOL. WE CAN GET SALAD LATER let's go, we'll go to spain and take on a new identity. we can live along the coast and work in a bakery or something. get a puppy don't show holden that text he might cry. but dsjflk thank you, you're very important to me too. kinda my best pal

blue

u would have to ask. but if you did get another what would u call it? thanksgiving? funnily enough valentine is only a few weeks away. a sign?? i mean fuck ive known holden for years and can confirm he is happiest when he’s with june. when she’s not roasting him at least lmfao. and if my MasterPlan works im afraid things will get bad again djdjdj. I can take one for the team and try to get them to come over here tho - u don’t need to deal with that shit i hope i do too tbh. and who would I want it to be u ask? that’s right. danny devito. LETS NOT GET TOO CRAZY IVE ALREADY HAD THREE VEGETABLES THIS WERK AND ITS ONLY TUESDAY. I think it’s popcorn time 8) bold of u to assume i know where Spain is dkdjdjdjdj well he’s gonna catch on soon enough we spend every day together at this point lol

libby

i was gonna name this one patrick, after st patricks day actually lol. yes you know what's also approaching that is more important? your birthday! i know, it doesnt take a rocket scientist to figure that out. he's v much a relationship kinda dude, actually bc he's also kinda slutty lol. but even june is sad and its just, SO HARD. i hate when people are clearly, happiest together are like, nO IM GOING TO PROLONG THE MISERY. i feel like we're in a rom-com. how do we get them back together? i'll let him know. my v-day gift from me to you oooo, should i get the skittles ready too then? popcorn is kinda of a veggie if you think abt it omg, okay well now you can't come with me. offer rescinded. im going with the hot cop lslsfkjdjkldfs i mean its not like we're doing anything weird, so its okay, right?

blue

ur so cute wtf. although if u did do this i hope u know im calling him patrick star. also how the fuck do u tell if its a female or a male spider theyre so small and gross. fuck it is too lol. i dont have any money so im gonna let ppl down on the party front lmao. ud still come tho, right? how can he be both slutty and relationshippy. like not to be weird bc i know hes ur cousin and all dkfjgg but he doesnt.. have people over anymore. unless hes someone learned not to stomp around the house WHICH I DONT BELIEVE. and ha hA im already on plan 384 to get them back together get on my level lmao.  we just gotta force them to spend time together tbh. does that mean i have to give u the hot cop for valentines bc i mean. i would if that's what u wanted but im sure u can do much better than him OH FUCK UR RIGHT OUR WHOLE RELATIONSHIP HAS BEEN A LIE TO CONVERT ME TO VEGGIES HASNT IT r u breaking up with me? well fine, ill take the dog ): it's... it's not weird unless we make it weird. and we haven't. have we?

libby

fdsjfjdsl shhhhh, back at you. Patrick Star will be his full name, i promise you this much. as for gender idfk, i am honestly assuming its pronouns lol. i'd be sued by the LGBT community if they knew. also dude, of course. i'll make you cupcakes. plus i know what i wanna buy you! i  can't wait dude what? really?? i thought he was seeing people this whole time, holy shit. dude he's really messed up over this huh? wow, okay, we need to kick this into high gear and have them get back together. tell me your plans. omg, no you clown. i don't even like him that much, he's just pretty. i do like... some personality and he has 0 GOD MY PLAN HAS BEEN FOILED. I CANT BELIEVE IT like i'd ever let you take the dog. she's mine sdfjlkdsfjlk iDK DUDE. I MAY HAVE MADE IT WEIRD BUT WE'RE BAD AT TALKING ABT STUFF, SO WE DONT HAVE TO LOL.

blue

do spiders even have gender i thought they were just the minions of evil lmfao lib u rly dont have to get me anything, really. altho now im curious tbh. but get ready for me to get a lit gift in june >:) ill even wrap it myself which says a lot bc i cant wrap for shit but i want it to be personal lmao not many that im aware of atm. will give u info is this changes. huh we r spies lib. >:) but i dont have any current plans except trying to force them to go in a photo booth together or something when we eventually go to the arcade djsjdh omg how did u know. but idk everyone speaks about him like hes gOD he’s just a dude. eyebrows on fleek tho I will say that IM SO HURT UD USE ME LIKE THIS LIB. ALL THIS TIME WE WERE GETTING CLOSE AND U WERE ONLY HERE FOR THE VEGGIES so u get Spain AND the dog. what do I get, sadness ???? you haven’t made it weird lib, i promise. not to me, anyway. maybe we both wanted the same thing. maybe. oR MAYBE NOT LMFAO but yeah we can talk about whatever lol

libby

don't talk about nate like that omg! i want to, plus its a surprise so no asking what it is. also wow i cant believe you remember my birthday, lol. you dont have to get me anything. you can buy me an ice cream though oh my gOD THAT'S BRILLIANT! aw, what if they take one of those cute kiss pictures in the photobooth like in the movies? i can't wait for them to love each other again, they're so cute. are you jealous that no one is talking about your eyebrows? you have nice eyebrows and nothing to be jealous abt GOD, IM SO SORRY. ROY HIRED ME. HE WAS WORRIED ABT YOUR HEALTH. IM SORRY YOU HAD TO FIND OUT THIS WAY. I THOUGHT YOU NEVER WOULD /: you get the memory of what we were to keep you warm right, cool. noted

blue

why do u talk about the string bean all the time i know u grew up with him but seriously he's like a pale pipe cleaner that i dont need in my life ofc i remeber ur birthday lib. dont u remember ur 10th?? probably the best day of my life lmao. and if u get me something i get u something thats how this works as long as june doesnt say anything mean and holden say anything stupid, its a pretty solid plan tbh. im not jealous HOW DARE ROY PLAY ME LIKE THIS. cant believe u betrayed me lib, after all we've been through ;-; but what if i want something to sell off now that u took the house oh fuck lib i didn't mean it like that. just... pretend i said nothing ok and. yeah talk about something else

libby

hey sorry, i gotta go. talk tomorrow.

blue

oh is everything ok? but alright talk tomorrow then i guess bye lib

libby

night

blue

its 6pm lib but okay night

blue

lib if i did something u dont have to tell me but pls know i didnt mean it, whatever it was. i hope youre okay. but i wont bother u again i promise. just. yeah

libby

it's okay, dude. i'm fine. it's honestly my own fault, it's not you. you're always great. i'm sorry. it's fine

blue

i dont understand what ur talking about but i can tell u dont want to so ill just... leave this. but you're always great too lib. the greatest, in fact. just let me know if ur still coming to the arcade later or not yeah

libby

i guess i'll go. i like pacman.

blue

if u... if u change ur mind i understand. but i really hope u can make it.

[bfmemes]

Im lonely n sad :(

tbh valentine’s day can be hard if you’re single and i’m really sorry you’re feelin that way. i know there’s a lot of expectations on valentine’s day for how things should be and it can be really hard if you want romantic love, but try to think about what you do have (familial love, love w ur friends, your pets, etc). try to pour yourself into those instead of focusing on missing out on romantic love. treat yourself to things that make you happy and try to make the people around you happy today and it’ll help you forget how lonely you’re feeling.

if you have any single friends who might also be feeling lonely, do something with them. if you want it to be a date, ask them out for that, but if you just don’t want to be alone tell them that...i’m sure other people are feeling that same way and you guys could still have a great night

try not to feel disheartened if you don’t have a significant other right now bc you never know what could happen and when you could meet somebody. in the prime of my loneliness i downloaded okcupid, tinder, & grindr and while i didn’t meet up with anybody from there i got some matches and it was nice to see there are people out there and interact with people. and i’m sure there’s a lot more activity rn since it’s valentine’s day

and lastly i just wanna say if there is somebody you like, talk to them...make a move. the fear of rejection can be a lot but something really nice could come out of it. but doing nothing results in nothing, you know? 

anyway i’m really sorry you’re feeling down...but today is just another day in february if that’s all you want it to be. focus on things to cheer yourself up. i hope you’re able to still have a good valentine’s day

[anxiousmaryosep]

i am loved, finally.

“Love is patient and kind; Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.” — ‭‭1 Corinthians‬ ‭13:4-7‬ ‭

Today is January 7, 2019. The year is just starting but the plot twist of my year, or I think my life, already happened — I am someone’s already. I am cared. I am felt. I am accepted. I am loved.

I don’t actually say that no one loves

me, okay? Because, I know God loves me, my family loves me, few friends loves me. The context of “loved” in this blog post is being loved by someone, who is apparently your soulmate, your other one, your partner in life.

We all know that one of the hardest and probably biggest struggle of being part of the third sex is finding a human who will love you, truly. When I was in high school, I had many crushes however since most of them are straight, I haven’t tried it at all. I wasn’t brave. I don’t want to take risks. The feeling that you can’t love someone whom you really wanted hurts that’s the reason I became a plant — I am alive but I don’t feel, just go with the flow. Breathing, eating, sleeping, going to school, all those routines everyday for my high school life. No someone to talk to about what I felt that day, about my insights, about my perspectives, about the things I love and everything what I wanted to say. No someone who could dance you on a Junior-Senior Prom. No someone who could be with you the whole week of school fair. No someone who could be your Valentine date (LOL). No someone who could support you no matter what. Just petty things but somehow still is fun. So instead of focusing on those what I don’t have, I just decided to feel nothing because of course I thought it’d help me to ease what I’m feeling. Yeah, I know we have friends but you know that SPECIFIC and SPECIAL someone is actually different.

So yeah for 19 years I am plant, or I think I can say now “WAS a plant” since my life is just routinary. Until this year, oh I meant last year, sorry I’m still not used for a new year, so yeah last year, 2018. When I celebrated my 19th birthday, I thought of trying new activities, exploring new things, meeting new people, basically since I am already 19. I just thought that, after a very long time. I thought, “well, I’m 19 already so I think I’m old enough tho, I can carry myself” then yeah, I did it.

I talked to some at first they show interest in you, lets feel that you’re important but after some little conversations they just ghosted me. I actually don’t know now, which is scarier the real actual ghosts or those people who ghost you? This lasted for quite some weeks. However, I met that first hooman, around October. We were pretty playful and funny. I didn’t know that we were JUST REALLY playing and he isn’t serious about me. I almost forgot my previous convos but then after some time he just ghosted me, just like the others. Well, I started to lose hope and started to have doubts whether my decision is right or wrong then I knew this second hooman. He was very sweet, understanding, remindful, supportive and seems pretty serious but things aren’t really what it seems. He already told me some plans with him, he already embedded himself to me, he already became a part of my routine. He actually made me feel not to be a plant for the very first time. We’re almost there. Turns out he is just like the rest he also left me, but the difference is, he didn’t ghost me. He bid farewell tho so props for him, he told me that he ain’t ready yet but next thing I knew he already talking with someone. He said to me thag I’m toxic and I’m already getting on his nerves and actually that really made me sad since I really don’t want to hurt or be a toxic to other people although people are like that to me, I am not that kind to reciprocate. I actually made a blog about them two but I have just deleted it since I wanna forget them LOL. And they don’t deserve to be on my blog.

*Anxiety intensifies*

I then started to think that maybe I’m really supposed and should’ve stayed to be a plant because I’m toxic. I’m nosy. I’m tumult. I’m weird. I’m unstable. I’m unlovable. Maybe it’s really not a good idea to feel. I overthink

December 10, 2018, he messaged me. He said hi, I replied hello. I’m really not hoping anymore. I have already decided to start to becoming a plant again tbh. But then I don’t know that time it’s just perfect. We talked like we’ve known each other for years already. I felt comfortable with him. He is also understanding, caring, funny, smart, family-oriented, goal-oriented and authentic tho always late and no butt. I felt his sincerity. He then now invited me for a date. OMG like guys I’m going for a date for a very first time in my ENTIRE LIFE!!!!! I CANNOT!!!!!

December 16, and we dated. I cried, I cannot believe it, somebody took me out. While we were walking, the day was fine tho it rained, it’s dry but I can feel the drops of acceptance he showed me. It’s too wonderful. He made me feel like a human for the first time, for real. I thought to myself, I’m not a plant anymore. The day was perfect and surreal. I was enchanted to meet him. I’m not gonna detail our first date since I’ll be writing it down to you on my next blog because it’s very special to me.

Christmas break came and we both went to our own provinces. We talk everyday and share our feelings like we’ve known each other more than our lifetime. We make deeper connections as day passes. We know each other more than I know some of my friends. We share things we like, the ideas we abhor, the concepts we think. He’s such a dream to me.

I prayed to God, “Lord, is it really what you intend? Is he the one? Is he the one that you want from me? Is it alright to have someone now? Is time for me to be loved?” Since I know, loving someone who is also same sex with you is hard and would create a conversation, judgements, criticisms and bad-mouth, I know we’ll endure it since this is what I hoped for since then. I remembered 1 Corinthians 13:4-7.

Today he just asked me if I can be his boyfriend, and I said Yes. “I’ll gladly break my heart for you”. Actually, he asked me at 6th of January around 9:30PM PST but I told him I’ll answer at 12 midnight so that our special date would be every 7th due to I hate number 6 lmao. And yeah, I like 7 and is a God’s number. I know He’ll bless and guide me, us on this relationship. I am affirmative that tho many people might condemn us, God is with us. He won’t allow me to meet him and experience all of this if it’s not gonna happen. I don’t care what people might say, we shouldn’t care because God loves everyone. The significant here is that you know you’re with the right person whom God chose to be with you. I prayed for this, for someone who’ll love me after all the things I have experience not just in love but in life overall and God answered my prayer — Pau. (king of my heart)

Today, I am loved. Finally

Pill to swallow: You will be loved. Maybe not today, not tomorrow but it’ll come soon. Just pray to God. Believe me, honest God knock me out, I almost lose hope. I just cling on to my faith. As part of third sex, be brave, take risks, have courage because you never knew what might happen. The only certain here is God is with you. You might experience bumps and rocky roads along the way but you’ll come to your destination soon, maybe soon as you expected. Don’t make your life routinary. Don’t do what I did. Learn, live & love everyday of your life.

with love. G

[hunbomb]

dating jaehyun!!

hONESTLY IM NOT EVEN GONNA GO IN ORDER WITH THE REQUESTS RN...

sorry guys, but i will only write for the ones i have inso. for. 

its not that i don't want to write the others, but i don't have any ideas to keep the au going

- dating jaehyun is like dating a pizza pocket

- soft and squishy on the outside, but steaming hot n slightly gross on the inside

- thats exactly how u and jaehyun met actually

- y'all were at the school cafeteria y’know the usual 

- and u go to the nasty microwave to warm up ur pizza pocket

- buT noPE jeffrey from california buts u in line

- “uhm excusE mE u butted me?? i was in line before you??”

- “hhehha so? i need to warm up my lunch”

- “bIHH mOve beFOre i bUst YO aSS and turn it into a lumpy piece of poo”

- honestly jaehyun thought you were the weirdest kid ever

- tbh u were

- anYWay

- from that moment on, jaehyun found you EVERYWHERE

- in the library? he see’s u

- in the gym? he see’s u

- in the grocery store? he see’s u

- “stoP STALKING ME JFC ALL I DID WAS BUT U IN LINE NOT LIKe i kiLLED sOMEONE”

- “boi calm yo tits its not my fault even,,,you always appear after me, so technically ur stalking me”

- he hates u

- but likes u at the same time

- honestly jeffrey didn't evEn know

- aight so in science class one day

- y'all were assigned as seat partners 

- JEAHYUN DIDNT EVEN KNOW YOU WERE IN HIS SCIENCE CLASS

- low-key he was happy cause he could bug u

- and tease u

- “wow arent you happy we sit beside each other???for the rest of the year???”

- “rEST OF THE YEAR FUCC” - you

- time skip 2 months

- jaehyun and u have a pre decent friendship

- always teasing each other ya know

- “ewW jAEhyUN geT yO sweATy ass away from me”

- “its not my fault I'm hot ;)”

- “wha-that wasn't the right context- honestly i give up”

- yo but jaehyun has a huge crush on u

- like hUgE

- one of those crushes where u tease ur crush and make fun of them idek why

- anyway so jaehyun likes u rite

- and one day the science teacher decided y'all were not a good match and wanted to move u

- bUT JAEHYUN LITERALLY BEGGED RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE CLASS NOT TO MOVE U GUYS

- “pls,,, you can't,,, i like her :(”

- u choked on ur spit

- ur teacher choked on their spit

- your class choked on their spit

- bitch when??? i was such a mofo to u (your thoughts)

- honestly though, u weren't complaining cause u liked him back

- so like the teacher decided not to move u cause

- “young love”

- and jaehyun asked u out right.there

- right.in. front. of. the. whole. class

- “will u do me the greatest honour and date me?”

- ‘jaehyun get off ur knees this isnt a proposal for marriage”

- “not yet ;)”

- ya but u do accept his love

- jaehyun likes kisses

- not pecks on ur forehead,cheek or nose

- he likes long, sensual kisses (yALL IT TOOK ME LIK 8 MINS TO WRITE THAT WITHOUT CRINGING)

- jaehyun treasures u, it may not sam like it cause he is always annoying you  but he truly believes that u r the one. 

- he once faceted u at 2am cause he “missed your face” 

- “jaehyu n we saw each other today and we have school tmrw jfc”

- total babe

- first date story time

- he wanted to make it special so he invited you over to the dorm and cooked his favourite meal for u

- then accidentally burnt himself

- and then set the heat alarm off

- and then burnt the meat

- hONestLy jAeHyuN

- its gucci though, cause you saved the day

- and y'all ended up ordering in pizza and watching netflix

- sometimes he texts u the weirdest things

- like he sent u a text a 1am saying

- “hey baby girl look out yo window, rapunzel is here for u”

- “jaehyun are you dumb? rapunzel is the princess”

- ou didn't look out the window just for that tbh

- so jaehyun had to climc up ur wall and through your window

- its ok though cause y'all cuddled

- omg jaehyun loves to cuddle

- he likes spooning you and leaving little butterfly kisses on ur neck

- speaking of which.....

- MAKING OUT WITH JAEHYUN IS HARDCORE MAN

- HE DOESNT EVEN CARE ABOUT HOW MANY HICKEYS HE LEAVES

- he likes being all rough n roamy ;)))))))

- speaking of which x2.....

- JAEHYUN SEXY TIME FUCHFHDJ

- honestly, he kinky as heLL

- anD doesnt even care

- he likes to try out new things

- “that look s cool can we try it”

- “no jaehyun thats nasty”

- but y'all end up trying it anyway

- bUT IT CAN BE SWEET

- OSHSKNSS SWEET SEXY TIME 

- A MUST HAVE

- moving on

- jaehyun sometimes appears behind u and whispers the weirdest pick up lines

- “if u were a booger, i’d pick u first”

- “do you like dragons? cause i’ll be dragon my ball across your face tonight ;)”

- sometimes u wonder why u agreed to date him

- your parents adore jaehyun

- they loVE HIM

- “aww sweetie when will you bring your bf again? he’s so sweet,caring,handsome,tall,perfe-”

- “y'all i gawdee”

- you're low-key jealous of him though cause so!many!people!like!him

- he always gets 92893289 gifts on his bday/valentines day 

- and u just get one 

- but its gucci cause atleast its from him!!!!!

- when jaehyuns sad, he tends to cut people off and wanna be alone 

- you get that because everyone needs space

- but then he gets all clingy and whiny

- and it throws u off cause i??thought??you??wanted??to??be??alone??

- honestly dis boi is a mystery

- but he’s your mystery <3

- jaehyun loves you so much he wouldn't trade u for anything cause he just loves u so much and suhushuhs he loves u ok

tis the end y'all

im gonna post neighbour!renjun next if i can

bye~!!

- emma

HONESTLY IM LIKE LOWKEY HALF ASSING EVERYTHING CAUS EIM RUNNING OUT OF IDEAS YO SEND ME PROMPTS! but no request ok those r different things

[dirtycomputermp3]

flintwood + valentine’s day headcanons for the @slytherdornet and @hprarepairnet be mine challenge!

added a cut bc this got LONG

oliver’s just been made captain of puddlemere united, and marcus is still trying to predict where he’ll be drafted, so they’ve got a lot on their minds and not a lot of time

so they agree up front that they won’t do anything special for valentine’s day

“we show our love for each other every day! why should valentine’s be any different?” “yeah it just implies that you don’t always show your love for your partner!”

secretly they’re both romantics, so they’re kinda disappointed

(marcus secretly wanted one of those big teddy bears shhh)

both of them assume the other is completely against valentine’s, so they’re very careful not to bring it up

then two days before the actual holiday, percy weasley asks oliver to help him plan something for his partner (he wants oliver to fly over their romantic picnic with a banner that says “i love you” because percy does nothing by halves)

oliver lets it slip that he and marcus aren’t really doing anything for valentine’s

percy’s pretty surprised, since he knows oliver is usually a sucker for romance

but hey, it’s pretty cool that they’ve come to this mature decision that both marcus and oliver are happy with

and then oliver just sorta “yeah but no but nyerajhasdf”

at first percy assumes that marcus completely shut oliver down about this, but oliver then explains that no, i didn’t even tell him i wanted to do anything

and percy sits oliver down for a Talk

“if you and your partner can’t communicate about something as silly as valentine’s day plans, how will you be able to deal with the big stuff?”

basically percy convinces oliver to go talk to marcus about how he wants to go out to dinner and then go ice skating together (unimportant but oliver wears figure skates and can do some basic jumps and spins because he is v graceful!)

meanwhile, adrian’s alone and sad for now, so he asked marcus to come over two days before this to cheer himself up

when marcus actually gets there, he finds out that adrian got himself a girlfriend within the last 24 hours so he’s not sad or alone anymore! but hey, he’s at his old best friend’s house, so he sits down and has a drink and he and adrian start talking

and somehow marcus ends up telling adrian that yeah, we’re not really doing anything even though i kinda wanted to…

adrian knows that marcus is sometimes bad at communicating, so he kindly asks if marcus even told oliver he wanted to do something big

“not really, but he didn’t even want to. how am i supposed to say ‘hey ollie i know you don’t wanna do anything for valentine’s but let’s go out to a fucking fair and win each other stupid prizes and then kiss on a goddamn ferris wheel?’ how was i supposed to say that, adrian?” “hey marc take a chill pill mate”

adrian knows how stubborn marcus gets, so he lets him stew

later, he sends a letter to oliver, because yeah he and wood don’t really get along, but they agree on one thing, and that’s that marcus flint is really fucking great and deserves the world

the letter is about 3 lines long and basically says “3:00 pm: arrive at fairground. 4:30 pm: you will be serenaded by a conveniently positioned group of street musicians. do not be alarmed. 5:00 pm: ride ferris wheel. kiss at top. 7:00 pm: dinner at this resteraunt. reservation details attached. 8:00 pm: you pick, i’m not doing everything for you, wood.”

oliver gets it and is v confused because marcus didn’t want a valentine’s day thing?? i thought i’d have to convince him???

he decided to just go with it, because this is honestly excellently planned (and also mostly paid for)

he’s not sure whether or not to tell marcus because he feels it would be shitty to spring this on him if he doesn’t want it, but if he does want it then it would be an amazing surprise

he asks katie bell for help here, because she’s good at romance (despite being aro herself), and she says to keep it a surprise, since it sounds like marcus would like it

after all, why would pucey of all people send this if marcus wouldn’t like it? he might love marcus even more than marcus’s terrifyingly clingy mother does

so oliver keeps it a secret, and on valentine’s day at 2:45, right before “arrive at fairground” he says “hey babe wanna go to the fair?”

he figures if marcus says no, then he can stop the whole evening there

marcus literally freezes, but then he’s like “yeah?? that sounds great?” and then, v cautiously, “how about dinner after? i know we said we didn’t want to do anything big, but i kind of wanted to do something for valentine’s”

oliver is so happy!! yes he wants to go out for dinner!!! yes he wants to do valentine’s day!!!

they go to the fair and have a great time, although the winning each other cute prizes doesn’t really work out

they end up competing furiously against each other, but oliver doesn’t seem to stand a chance against marcus

it’s bc most of the games involve throwing something, and marcus is a chaser 

“chaser more like cheater” -oliver tbh

marcus is the one to win the giant teddy bear and he keeps it for himself “as a reminder of my victory today”

the street musician serenade is really surprising for both of them (oliver thought adrian was making it up) (marcus is v creeped out and may or may not throw cotton candy at the accordion guy)

they do have their romantic ferris wheel moment, which is surreal for both of them, since they’ve never really had this traditional sappy romance and this is new and amazing for them

dinner goes great and they have a good time, although oliver accidentally insults marcus’s taste in wine and is then treated to a lecture on why he is an uncultured swine

afterwards, marcus expects to apparate home, but oliver surprises him with one last activity

ice skating!! this was ollie’s Big Dream, and he wanted to do one thing he’d hoped for

this is where oliver gets marcus back for teasing him at the fair. oliver is super dramatic with his figure skating tricks, while marcus struggles along in hockey skates

eventually oliver teaches him to skate slightly better, and they skate hand in hand “for teaching purposes”

afterwards they head home and that’s when “so you did want something for valentine’s” “so you did want something for valentine’s”

they decide that from now on they’ll be sure to do something each year, since they’re nontraditional and constantly arguing most of the time, but this is a good time to sample being a cliche sweet couple

percy hears about this and sends adrian a letter saying nothing but “you did good”

[overseerjules]

First off, I’m so so so sorry that this is so late! I ended up rewriting this almost 4 different times and I’m still not completely happy with it but it’s my first fanfic so screw it, I like it enough to give it to you @hisagishuuhei I hope you like it! P.S. Sorry if its cringy lmao For the @yuri-on-ice-valentine-exchange

Pairing: Emil X Mickey

Disclaimer: I wrote this like one would write a diary so everything that’s written is in Mickey’s viewpoint until the very end

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 3 days until Valentine’s Day

Current time: 3:27 pm 2/11/17

I’ve got it bad…….. Like extremely bad. I can barely sit still during this stupid ass lecture it’s so bad. I know I know, I need to calm down. It’s only love. Well… it’s probably love, all I really know is that I want to make that boy mine and never let him go. God the things I could do to him, I could just eat him up! Wait I’m in class so I shouldn’t be thinking about this, I could pop a boner if I continue. Ugh, how much longer is this class??? I swear I’m gonna die here. I wish I never took this stupid marketing class… I DON’T EVEN LIKE MARKETING! I should’ve taken like a sports history class or somthn. That would’ve been waaay better. I need to just chill out… I mean there’s only like 40 minutes left in the class anyways, and then I can go back to the dorm and see Emil! Just mentioning him in this journal gets me so excited. I’m a lovesick mess huh?

Current Time: 5:58pm 2/11/17 My original plans to go straight back got totally ruined! All I wanted to do was go home and see Emil…. But nooooo. Sara just had to come and jump me after class and she even dragged me to this stupid cafe. I mean it wasn’t that bad tbh but it still was not what I wanted. I think the only good thing that came out of it was that she agreed to help me buy something for Emil. So now I’m stuck waiting in the car for her to ‘properly get ready’ since she didn’t think she was pretty enough to go out on the town like she was. Like, what does she thinks gonna happen? That some mysterious and hot af guy is just gonna pop up and ask her out?? Besides even if that were to happen, I’d never let someone touch my lil sister…. hmph .

Current Time: 9:32pm 2/11/17

I’m sitting outside on the bench right below our dorm trying to catch my breath as of right now. Why is that future me may ask? W E L L. Sara being the little shithead she is made me walk home by myself after finding some of her friends but that’s not all folks! It started raining too so I had to run back here! Hence why I’m out of breath. I’m just glad that she promised to wrap up the teddy bear and the electric razor I got him. Ok yeah I know buying him one of those isn’t really romantic or anything but it’s supposed to be funny since he knows how much I hate his beard. Facial hair in general is just….. No.

2 Days until Valentine’s day

Current Time: 12:13pm 2/12/17

Last night had to be the best night in my life. It started off extremely normal, just me walking into our dorm and seeing Emil making food. Oh and have I ever mentioned how great of a cook he is? Well he is and lemme just say this now, he’s perfect wifey material. Ok but back to what I was originally talking about, we ate while we watched a movie and I don’t ever remember falling asleep but I guess at some point I did because I woke up around 4 or 5-ish and me and Emil were all cuddled up. Wait what was that? Can I repeat that you ask??? Me. And. Emil. Were. Cuddling. Oh god, I can’t believe that happened but to top the whole situation off, when I tried to move away he frickin grabbed me in his sleep and hugged me even tighter. When he did that I could barely hear him say “don’t go..” over my heart slamming in my chest. I legit thought I was going to die. I mean I would’ve died extremely happy but no I can’t die yet! Not until we’ve slept together again with roles switched, not that I didn’t like being the spoon or the warmth of his oh so strong arms around me. It’s just that I really just wanna hug him all night, hell if I could I’d do it 24/7. Ugh but I gtg finish my homework for my next class since I missed my first one , I’ll come back and write in you later.

Current Time: 3:02pm 2/12/17

I spent the whole class thinking about Emil again. I really need to stop doing that… I’m going to end up failing my classes at this point. But forget that, more importantly I think he’s avoiding me now, I mean it’s totally plausible since we are in no way, shape, or how romantically involved and we ended up on a small ass couch cuddling. But still, that’s no reason for him to jump when he see’s me or to hurry and leave the dorm. FYI, that happened about 20 minutes ago so I’m still quite hurt about that. I guess it’s whatever, we’ll be fine over time I hope.

Current Time: 10:44pm 2/12/17

Sara stole me again, not that I mind this time since I’m sure Emil wouldn’t wanna see me anyways. Kill me now please. But yeah I filled her in on what happened last night and she was more than thrilled. She kept reassuring me that he’s just embarrassed since he likes me too and that’s why he’s doing that but I just don’t know what to think about it. After we spent like an hour and a half or so just fucking around at the cafe she told me to go back and try to talk to him. Let’s just say I tried. I came home to him icing one of his bomb af cakes he loves to make, but that’s not the reason I’m pissed. He went and wrote ‘To the one I love’ in bright red icing on it. Upon seeing that my jealousy skyrocketed and I went and asked such a dumbass question. “So is that for your girlfriend?” Normally the sight of him blushing would melt my heart but the fact that I know he’s bright red because of someone else is just sickening. “Ah no… just someone I really like” “Tch, same difference, anyone who would reject you after giving them that would be brain dead” After that I kinda just stormed off into my room which is where I am and am perfectly willing to stay. I don’t want to go out there and see that stupid cake of his, or him for that matter. Oh god could I just cry right now. Fuck. I wish I could just snap that person’s neck that stole my loves affection from me. Nvm, he’d just hate me even more then. Fuck I just want things to be simpler!

1 Day until Valentine’s Day

Current Time: 1:29am 2/13/17

I was awoken by Emil carrying me princess style to my bed. Never would’ve imagined he’d do something like that but nonetheless it happened. And me being stupid like always told him to go away, which I highly regret saying but it’s not like he left anyways. He softly told me, “I’d never, you’d catch a cold sitting out like that you know?” At that moment I thought my heart was going to explode, any trace of anger I held just dissipated and turned to sadness so when he sat me down and tucked me into my bed like a 5 year old, I curled up and just layed there on the verge of tears. I guess it was pretty obvious since he crouched down and asked me what was wrong, I just told him that it was the valentine blues since it’s not like I had anyone. The smile he had on his face the was one that looked kinda pitiful, almost like he wanted to cry too. And well umm hold up, I’m not really good at inserting dialog so I’ll just do it screenplay like? No clue really but all that I know is that it’s gonna make writing in this journal a hell load easier so here it goes! Emil: Eh? I would’ve thought that you’d have girls lining up to get with you since you’re so hot.

Me: So…. you think i’m hot? *blushing like crazy*

Emil: N-no that’s not what I meant! *I think he was blushing? Couldn’t tell very well*

Me: It’s ok… I know you were messing around. *I tried smiling even though I wanted to cry even more, sooo*

Emil: It’ll be ok Mickey, I’m sure you’ll have someone this year, now go and get some sleep. Ok?

Me: Thanks for the encouraging words Emil. Anyways, night.

Emil: Sweet dreams~

Current Time: 9:57pm 2/13/17

I woke up this morning around 11 and had the great idea to watch Emil sleep. I mean it’s not like I set out to do it? I kinda just walked out into the kitchen and saw him laying on the couch sleeping. So why not? Oh I can tell you why not. Reason 1) trying to explain yourself is utter hell bc you won’t have an explanation. And reason 2) The awkwardness afterwards totally kills off any good vibes for a good two hours. He wasn’t to creeped out but I still regret doing that, and lucky me he went out of his way to make it less awkward by asking what I wanted to do today. But knowing Emil, he’ll just pick something he wants to do anyways so I told him it was his call. And that’s how I ended up watching every. Single. Episode of voltron today, and after that he turned on The Magicians and we’re currently on the 3rd episode. He kept going on about it for awhile now but as soon as he gets to watch it he falls asleep. How careless, not to mention that he’s sleeping all curled up under my arm. Man. I wish tomorrow would never come because I know he’s just going to go off to his valentine…

V A L E N T I N E ‘ S D A Y

Current Time: 6:03am 2/14/17

Fuck. FUck. FUCk. FUCK. I forgot to grab his presents yesterday. Sure he already has someone but that does not mean that I’d just not give him anything, plus I spent good money on that stuff. Anyways, almost as soon as I woke up, I dashed out of the dorm and all the way to Sara’s house. I regret running but it was worth it. I grabbed those presents after waking her and everyone else up on the block by my loud knocks and bolted back to my dorm.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Real Time~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

What I walked into almost shattered my heart. I laid Emil’s presents down and ran over to Emil who was crying on the couch. I took him into my arms like my life depended on it and we stayed like that for a good while. “Hey… Emil. what’s wrong?” I asked “I thought you left me…” “Nooo! I’d never leave you, understand? I only left to go grab something for my valentine” “Then why are you back here? Shouldn’t you go and give it to them?” He mumbled into my shoulder, crying even harder now. “Who even is it?” I could barely hear him say it but I took his face in my hands and wiped the tears from his glossy blue eyes. “It’s you, ya dumbass. Who else would it be?” “A..are you serious?” “How could I not be in this situation Emil? I’ve been trying to work up the courage to tell you how I felt the last two years but I just couldn’t do it and well this year I wanted to make it a surprise but this happened instead.” “I’m sorry…” “Don’t be, I’m just glad that I can tell you how much I like you” “Ya know… You were also supposed to be my valentine, I even made you a cake but the face you had when you walked in and saw it was really scary Mickey. I mean I know you love it when I make them for you so why’d you react like that?” “Because I thought you were going to give it to someone else. My jealousy skyrocketed and I couldn’t handle it. I’m sorry Emil” “I kinda figured” He half choked/half laughed. “Don’t die now, I just got you where I wanted you” I pulled his forehead to mine and looked into his red and puffy eyes. I was really looking forward to be the one that engaged the kiss but he beat me to it. No sooner than I opened my mouth to ask how he was feeling, I could feel his lips on mine. They’re chapped and a bit sticky from him crying but I don’t care, all I care about is how his lips are on mine and that he’s pushing me onto my back.

~~~~~~~~~~~Happy Late Valentine’s Day~~~~~~~~~~

[grungebeauty666]

I got chu. (This is my main blog.... I dont know if I've told you that? Or if you knew? Tbh I almost forgot what I was doing as I was getting ready to send this) but! You should do all of them because they are adorable af and ily and wanna know more about you!

I got chu! I think you never told me, but now I know :D Awe, ily too ^-^

1. What have you eaten today?

Oreo’s and a Cripsy Chicken Burger from Burgerking


2. Who was your last kiss with? Was it pleasant?

I think it was with one of my best friend. More or less, we do it kinda like a greeting, idk is that weird 


3. What color shoes did you last wear?

White/Holographic 


4. Who has made you laugh the hardest in the last week?

We watched Prison Break and I called Mike a »Snekay Weasel«


5. What is your favorite scent?

Natural one probably would be tea; Perfume whise Chloé Lovestory


6. What is your favorite season? Why?

Fall or Winter, because my skin is very sensitive to heat, and it itches and it’s just a no from me


7. Can you do a handstand or cartwheel?

I used to, but then I got fat lmao


8. What color are your nails?

Pink


9. If you had to get a tattoo on your face to save your life, what would it be?

A little heart under my right eye


10. What is something you find romantic?

Netflix and Chill


11. Are you happy?

No


12. Is there anything in particular making you happy orsad?

My best friends make me happy. Money makes me happy, because I can spend it on shit I don’t need; Part of my family makes me sad


13. Dogs or Cats?

Both


15. Which do you prefer:a museum, a night club, the forest or a library?

Museum, I loved the Van Gogh Museum in Amsterdam


15. What is your style?

Really weird, because I like alot of stuff so; Grunge, Goth, Hipster, “Instagram-Ish”, Geeky, Cute and alot more mixed 


16. If you could be doing anything you like right now, what would it be?

Travel somewhere


17. Are you in a relationship or single?

Single


18. What makes you attracted to the person you like right now?

I actually don’t like one right now


19. If you could replace your partner/best friend with a celebrity of your choice, would you? Who with?

If I had a partner, I wouldn’t. 


20. Are you holding on to something you need to let go of? If so then what? Sure, many things. Mostly feelings 😂


21. How did you celebrate last Halloween?

I went for trick and treating with my nieces!


22. Have you recently made any big decisions?

Yes!


23. Were you ever in a school play?

No, but we didn’t had those anyway


24. What movie would you use to describe your life?

To Write Love On Her Arms maybe, without the drug part


25. Is there something you have dreamed of doing for a long time? Why haven’t you done it?

Youtube, and I didn��t started because my confidence is pretty low


26. Complete this sentence, “I wish I had someone with whom I could share…”

Everything, even though I already have my best friend for that 


27. What are two things that irritate you about the same sex?

Nothing tbh 


28. What are two things that irritate you about the opposite sex?

Nothing tbh 


29. What is the best thing that has happened to you this week?

I only had one day of school


30. What is something that makes you sad when you think about it?

Alot of things


31. How long was your longest relationship?

Romantic: Never happendFriendship: About 14 years now 


32. Have you ever been in love?

Yes


33. Are you currently in love?

With myself


34. Why did your last relationship end?

It didn’t


35. What jewelry are you wearing right now, and where did you get it?

I’m wearing a septum but I guess that’s not really jewelry, is it 😂


36. When was the last time you cried and why?

Yesterday, and for the most stupid thing ever. I’m really shy and have social phobia, and my mother and her husband renovate the hall, and it’s really small and I couldn’t pass her husband and I didn’t want to say that I need to go pass him so I left the hall, went back to my room and started crying. He’s really weird, in a bad way, and I dislike him, for my defense.


37. Name someone pretty.

Emilie Autumn


38. What did you receive last Valentines Day?

A text from my bestfriend 😂


39. Do you get jealous easily?

I do


40. Have you ever been cheated on?

Friendship whise definitely 


41. Do you trust your partner/best friend?

Yes, I do.


42. Ever had detention?

Yeah, I skipped classes alot when I was in highschool


43. Would you rather live in the countryside or the city?

City. I like the countryside, but I like privacy. Not knowing everyone, not getting judged by a bunch of old people


44. What do people call you?

Lisa


45. What was the last book you read?

To all the boys I’ve loved before by Jenny Han


46. How big of a nerd/dork are you?

Way to big


47. What kind of music do you listen to?

Everything actually


48. How tall are you?

“””Tall”””; Im 4”9


49. Do you like kids?

Yes, I love kids! 


50. Favorite fruits?

I usually don’t like fruits, but probably bananas


51. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?

Leggins all the way


52. What’s your earliest memory?

My sisters trying to throw me into a river as a joke


53. Ever had a poem or song written about you or to you?

Yes, by my niece


54. Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

Both, but only if I take the pictures


55. Do you have a collection of anything?

Pencil’s, life of an artist am I right


56. Do you save money or spend it?

I used to spend it, but I’m trying to save more now, since I’m moving out soon


57. What would your dream house be like?

I prefer smaller ones because I’m paranoid


58. What top 5 things make you the angriest?

Ignorance, racism, sexism, violence, doublestandarts


59. What top 5 things always brings a smile to your face?

Food, netflix, books, friends, free wifi


60. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

Well, I get fired then


61. You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) Everyoneb) Probably still watching netflix and youtube alldayc) No, I’d be glad it’s over


62. Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

People that are completely happy and share their happiness with other people, to make them happy too


63. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

England or Switzerland, since two of my friends live there


64. Do you like the beach?

No


65. Ever sleep on the couch or a bed with someone special?

Define special, to me everyone that I love is special, so I guess


66. Do you have a middle name? If so what is it!

Mine is Marie 


67. Do you talk to yourself?

Yes, I do that alot


68. Describe your hair.

Short, wavy/curly, silver-blue 


69. What is the meaning of life.

I don’t know yet 


70. What is your ideal partner like?

Funny


71. Do you want to get married?

No


72. Do you want to have kids?

Maybe, I’m not sure


73. Like or dislike your family?

I dislike most of them


74. Are you Chunky or Slim?

Just fat
75. Would you consider yourself smart?

I’d like to, but I think I’m rather stupid


76. What would you change about your life?

Money


77. Religious or Not?

Nope


78. You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?

Probably my best friend 


79. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?

No, I love him lmao


80. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?

Yes


81. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?

Watching netflix, eating pizza and drinking alcohol 


82. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?

Yes


83. Do you like when people play with your hair?

Yeeeeeees, I love that, it feels so good


84. Do you like bubble baths?

Yes! I also love bathbombs especially from lush


85. Have you ever been pulled over by a cop?

Nah, I can’t drive


86. Have you ever danced in the rain?

As a kid


87. Do you trust anyone with your life?

Yes


88. What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?

My neck hurts


89. If money wasn’t an issue, what top 10 places would you travel to? (You get to stay at each place for a week)

EnglandSwitzerlandJapanItalyAmericaFranceGreeceMexicoThailandParts of Germany maybe, I don’t travel around much here


90. How was your day today?

Okay


91. Play an instrument?

No, I tried playing piano, but my fingers are too small lmao 


92. Describe the what you think of the ocean.

I hate it, it’s deep and scary and dark, just no


93. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts?

Ghosts, yes


94. Honestly, are things how you wanted them to be?

No


95. Do you have a mean bitchy scary side?

It’s my only side 🌚


96. When are you vulnerable?

When I’m confused


97. How much free time do you have?

Alot


98. Do you like to go hiking?

No omg 


99. Odd or Even Numbers?

Even


100. Would you ever go sky diving, bungee jumping , cliff diving, wing suit gliding, parasailing, snorkeling, or other extreme activities?

No, no, no, no, no, no and no

[january3rd2016-blog]

A letter to you, mon amour.

Exactly one year ago today, I was lucky enough to meet an incredible person who happened to be very hyper and very, very adorable. As soon as you started talking about The Office I immediately knew I wanted to chill with you 24/7. As you know, I had some shit going on back then with Suzy. 

But you let me complain about her and never told me to shut up??? Damn, amour. U the real MVP. Anyways, we ended up joining that RP in February and and then the whole “I like you” thing happened, and I was SO MAD when you were like “haha SIKE” I was like...umm?? No but tbh I thought you meant OOC because you were always so OOC and I wasn’t used to that. I was actually like...pretty bummed out when you said it wasn’t OOC tho.

BUT then the whole text app thing happened because my ass has been scarred by people online (esp Suzy) and I barely knew you. I remember how we talked about wanting to spend valentines day together, and I really wanted to. We’ll have a bomb ass Valentines day this year tho. Anyways, I felt bad. Because I was still with Suzy at the time. idk I ended up freaking out because I felt guilty about lying to you (the texting thingy) so I deleted the app and went M.I.A but then you were like, “hey uh...I wanna keep talking to you” and I was SO fucking relieved like honestly you have no idea.

In those few days that I disappeared, I really missed you. Even though we only knew each other for a month at that time. I liked talking to you far more than I liked talking to Suzy. Seriously, you should’ve seen my conversations with her. They moved so fcking slow. But with you there is always something to talk about and I genuinely love talking to you. 

I finally broke up with Suzy around March. It was so relieving and I could finally talk to you without feeling guilty. Then we joined that twitter rp and honestly roleplaying with you on twitter was so much fun. I hated twitter rps before I met you. They were so boring smh. But teasing you on the timeline, saying cheesy shit to you on the timeline (and taking 10000+ screenshots of those tweets) made me forget all about the Suzy drama. 

Holy shit do you remember how much we talked during the summer? We talked to each other all day every day 24/7 and I loved it. I think it was around mid-spring/early summer when I realized my feelings for you. I always knew I liked you more than just the typical roleplay-friend, but with all the BS I went through with Suzy I was just like...scared. But I knew it would be messed up to let you believe you were being led on, so I had to finally be like “I want you to be my thug princess”. 

After I finally cleared shit up, we got SO cheesy and more amour-y and that just made my fucking year. Minus the Phili trip when I was like, super bitter and missed you 24/7. Honestly, I can’t describe how happy I am when I talk to you, or how much you mean to me. You are literally the best thing that happened to me in 2016. The rest of 2016 can fucking delete itself.

Then late Sept/Early Oct happened and...yeah. Shit happened. I literally disappeared for fucking weeks and holy shit, I should’ve probably dropped you a message every few days (like I do now) so you could know I was alive smh. But you were there for me. It was literally the hardest thing i’ve had to go through in years, and you didn’t make it all about you, like Suzy would’ve. You allowed me to be alone, and you were there for me the entire time even though I couldn’t there for you for your birthday. 

Annnd here we are. A year later. I know i’ve been super busy these past few months and it really sucks that we can’t talk as much as we used to, but we will. I promise. The thug prince is nothing without his thug princess. The Chip to my otle, the La to my kers, the Angela to my Dwight and Pam to my Jim (back when they were a cute couple) you’re my #1 and coffee is my #2. If that doesn’t say a lot then idk what does.

I honestly hope I get to meet my lil doggo son one day. I wanna do cute couple things with you and like, binge watch all of the disney movies with you. All of them. Even the sad ones. I’ll hand you tissues throughout the movie dw amour we got this. This is so fucking long but I couldn’t help it. 

Amour, we pretty much already call each other boyfriend/girlfriend so like...can we make it official-official? You can totally say no if you feel like shit is going too fast but like, I just had to ask. I know I wanted to wait until you were 18 but we aren’t even going to meet until you’re 18 and like...I don’t want to have to wait for almost another entire year just to make shit official when it pretty much already is. But like I said, you can say no and i’ll 100% respect that. 

A letter to my #1 thug princess 

I love you, Kitkat. Happy one year anniversary. 

ur #1 thug prince,

Alex.

[vanillajunmyeon]

yeah so we had our class trip during the last two days

and well, it was pretty nice and all, i had a playlist just for that trip aka the playlist with sad songs and slow but sexy songs and songs that make you feel like you’re floating or nostalgic so basically songs that remind me of how i’ve been feeling lately :’) joy. we did spend a lot of time on the road so my playlist was totally worth the pain. also i sang a lot in the bus but who cares

and fuck did that trip fuck me up again. like right now, i’m feeling happy but sad and hopeful but helpless and desperate but resolute not to do anything about ugly and disgusting feelings. i wanna cry tbh. i might cry after i’m finished with this. whatever.

we saw pretty interesting things, gotta admit it, but i’m beat (like i stayed up for 20 hours yesterday lmao and i had basically 5 hours of sleep each night i’m so smad), and i didn’t appreciate it all. mostly because of tiredness and being close to the guy i’m totally not crushing on.

the fun thing is that while thinking about that trip (that is now just a memory ah this fucks me up too) in the last few days (weeks), i was imagining that my crush would be questioned about the person he likes (if he has one) because my class is full of people who LOOOOve meddling into each other’s business. it’s pretty funny at times and i think it helped them a lot anyway.

but the thing is, he did get questioned (i’m so good at predicting the future gotta say), and he likes someone apparently, and everyone is losing their shit over that because he basically implied it was someone from our school and stuff. i say someone but he said it was a girl so yeah. and well being me, this both makes me feel kinda nice (bc i’m a little shit) and awful (bc i know stuff u know). and yeah they got pretty annoying because they basically harassed him about that when we were in a pub yesterday and tonight in the bus. he visibly doesn’t want to talk about it. it makes me think that he’s a member of our club, the people who never do anything about their crushes and are miserable because of that. we should definitely open a club like that.

and yeah that fact made me lose sleep this morning (fuck feelings) because i couldn’t go back to sleep because i was thinking about that. also our interactions that are basically him making fun of me like he does with everyone else. also today i was losing my mind because i couldn’t stop thinking about him :’) and he was RIGHT there. fuck this shit. i was really scared because it was super intense and stuff and i hate intense feelings gotta say.

+ i was basically struck with awful feelings of jealousy (still am tbh) and of course those lead to my usual self-deprecation and self-pity because i’m like that i guess. i hate this. frankly this is awful and i hate the fact that i’m still high from all the ‘positive’ things that happened during that trip. because i’m sad but i can’t really be because my mind supplies me with happiness but then it crushes me right back because it knows and i know i’m not... yeah.

and also ppl from my class seem to be wanting to ask me about crushes too and i’m not good at lying so i’m fucked. i hope they will forget but at the same time, the exhibitionnist in me wants them to ask lol

um anyway i compared him to the sun and said it was nice to have the light and the warmth for a while but it’s blinding and i’m going to go back to the gray skies or the darkness. the moon is very pretty, i don’t have to see the sun anyway. let him be.

i feel like i’m a creep, i hate myself but i love the attention and shit. i hate this. what’s new!!!!!!!!

bonus though: we got balloons bc we went to mcdonald’s to eat earlier today, and i got one (i think a lot of us got one lol my crush did too) and right when we arrived at school (at like 10 pm) i went “this is my valentine’s gift to myself” while talking about the balloon and my crush who was there just laughed and said “ah this is sad” and i was like shut up hahahaha leave me alone.... whatever this makes me happy. still. i need to work on my feelings lol.

[justintimbershit]

1-100

1: Is there a boy/girl in your life?

helllll ya there is for the first time in the history of me answering these questions.

2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?

i dont recall the last person who hurt me so probably

3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”

a fuckin cat? 

4: What’s something you really want right now?

i want the bf to be home bc i should be sleeping in his bed rn cuddling w him :( 

5: Are you afraid of falling in love?

in some ways yes but in some ways no 

6: Do you like the beach?

nah fuck the beach. i fuckin hate the same and the heat and the grossness of the water and the people and just everything about the beach 

7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?

ya i dont know if we've ever slept slept but like, ive cuddled and half napped on the couch w someone else 

8: What’s the background on your cell?

lock screen me and the bf home screen my puppy

9: Name the last four beds you were sat on?

my own, bretts, probs my bed at home, and my bed at my moms

10: Do you like your phone?

ya its decent 

11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned?

eh thats kinda hard to answer bc i didn't have much planned but i think things may be going better than planned idk

12: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?

umm.. . idk i need to add new coworkers numbers so it'll be them soon 

13: Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler?

rottweiler !!!

14: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?

i believe emotional bc it fucking sucks and it usually doesn't heal v fast :( 

15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?

hm i really like animals but zoos kinda make me sad but animals are so cute ahhh. but i also like art so idk man. both.

16: Are you tired?

always and forever my dude

17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact?

lmao since the beginning of the school year

18: Are they a relative?

no its my schools emergency service 

19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?

i dont have any exes so no 

20: When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?

im texting him rn but i last talked to him face to face yesterday at like 9:30am when he dropped me off :(

21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?

HONESTLY idk probs not im in college but i have v strong feelings ya know

22: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

yes pls always for very many more times 

23: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?

i have zero. not even a hair tie 

24: Is there a certain quote you live by?

nah not really

25: What’s on your mind?

i miss my boyfriend and i want him to come home and im kind mad bc hes fucked up my sleep schedule so bad bc its only 9pm and i feel dead but i want him home :(

26: Do you have any tattoos?

no but yo quiero 

27: What is your favorite color?

turquoise

28: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?

friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!! which is in so many days but its fine

29: Who are you texting?

my bf and a couple friends

30: Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?

i have indeed 

31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?

yes all the time 

32: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?

i do. one or two 

33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you?

i hope my boyfriend does bc hes dating me :/

34: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?

yes people have which is weird bc i dont 

35: Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?

id be so fucking sad. the very saddest. my heart would actually break. 

36: Were you single on Valentines Day?

technically yes but i was on my first date w my boyfriend so 

37: Are you friends with the last person you kissed?

we r in a relationship 

38: What do your friends call you?

julie

39: Has anyone upset you in the last week?

yes im like...constantly upset and sometimes its not caused by someone but ya know 

40: Have you ever cried over a text?

lmao oh ya dude

41: Where’s your last bruise located?

i had like 2 or 3 mysterious tiny bruises on my thighs last week idk 

42: What is it from?

no idea tbh

43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?

right now. i dont wanna be in my dorm room i wanna be in mY BOYFRIENDS BED

44: Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

my mother

45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes?

ya i recently bought a pair of chelsea boots and ive only worn them once but i love them and thats the kinda person i wanna be ya know?

46: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?

nah i only wear beanies in the winter to keep my head warm

47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style?

nah my hair is my security blanket

48: Do you make supper for your family?

nah. sometimes i buy brett food from the c-store w a meal swipe if that counts (it doesn't)

49: Does your bedroom have a door?

it does indeed

50: Top 3 web-pages?

twitter, netflix, idk google, or moodle 

51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping?

i hate shopping depending on the kind of shopping

52: Does anything on your body hurt?

my head and my eyes and my ankle

53: Are goodbyes hard for you?

:( so hard lol :( 

54: What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?

uhhhhhhh idk great question

55: How is your hair?

long and in need of a haircut 

56: What do you usually do first in the morning?

turn my alarm off and check my phone 

57: Do you think two people can last forever?

id like to think so 

58: Think back to January 2007, were you single?

yes bc i was like 9

59: Green or purple grapes?

i like both but probs purple

60: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug?

yesterday when the bf dropped me off :(

61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?

with my BOYFRIEND 

62: When will be the next time you text someone?

whenever i get a text back 

63: Where will you be 5 hours from now?

probs in bed 

64: What were you doing at 8 this morning.

sleeping still i think 

65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked?

uuhhhh it think pawel idk 

66: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

yes i enjoy those ppl very much:)

67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today?

i hugged molly and jess 

68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

probs something along the lines of “god i fuckin hate my roommate pls shut up”

69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?

uuuuuh every minute of my life 

70: How many windows are open on your computer?

so many bc i have a research paper due soon and im doin research 

71: How many fingers do you have?

all 10

72: What is your ringtone?

idk its like the classic telephone 

73: How old will you be in 5 months?

still 19 

74: Where is your Mum right now?

probs at her house but idk 

75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?

probs bc i thought i was in love when i was like 9 and thats not how it works 

76: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?

yesssss !!:)):):)):)):)::)):):)))

77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?

for the most part despite not talking as much bc college 

78: Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7?

uuuuuuuuhh no. who tf do i look like

79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike?

yes multiple ppl 

80: Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?

yeee me gusta

81: How many people have you liked in the past three months?

one 

82: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?

lol ya 

83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?

i was but he already went to sleep :(

84: You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?

probs lex or julia

85: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care?

nah boi lets do drugs together. only the weeds tho. 

86: What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?

um im pretty sure it was a first date and it wasn't all that great but that boy introduced me and my current bf so worth it 

87: Who was your last received call from?

my mommmmma 

88: If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?

honestly probs :(

89: What is something you wish you had more of?

happiness and money

90: Have you ever trusted someone too much?

yes it sucks

91: Do you sleep with your window open?

depends on the weather

92: Do you get along with girls?

i do indeed

93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?

eh i dont really think so 

94: Does sex mean love?

nope 

95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?

not at all 

96: Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?

no

97: Did you sleep alone this week?

sometimes but not all the time

98: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?

yeeees:):)))

99: Do you believe in love at first sight?

uuuh idk man maybe 

100: Who was the last person that you pinky promise?

my boyfriendddddd

[op3n-l3tt3r]

All of them!

1. What have you eaten today? some fruit, yoghurt, linda mcartney sausgages and rice!2. Who was your last kiss with? Was it pleasant? my boyfriend, yeah3. What color shoes did you last wear? black and white4. Who has made you laugh the hardest in the last week? youtube5. What is your favorite scent? i honestly have no clue, but probably like vanilla, coconut or pomegranate or mango6. What is your favorite season? Why? spring, it’s just like so magical and happy7. Can you do a handstand or cartwheel? no lol8. What color are your nails? normal nail colour9. If you had to get a tattoo on your face to save your life, what would it be? some cute like flowery design or something mandela10. What is something you find romantic? when people just simply make an effort11. Are you happy? no12. Is there anything in particular making you happy or sad? just life in general13. Dogs or Cats? dogs15. Which do you prefer:a museum, a night club, the forest or a library? the forest15. What is your style? what do you mean by style? 16. If you could be doing anything you like right now, what would it be? sleeping or travelling17. Are you in a relationship or single? in a relationship18. What makes you attracted to the person you like right now? he’s beautiful and a kind hearted person19. If you could replace your partner/best friend with a celebrity of your choice, would you? Who with? i wouldn’t really replace them but um ed sheeran or matt smith20. Are you holding on to something you need to let go of? If so then what? kinda, a person 21. How did you celebrate last Halloween? i didn’t22. Have you recently made any big decisions?  no23. Were you ever in a school play? yes24. What movie would you use to describe your life? umm.. i don’t think there is one really 25. Is there something you have dreamed of doing for a long time? Why haven’t you done it? yes, money26. Complete this sentence, “I wish I had someone with whom I could share…” everything with27. What are two things that irritate you about the same sex? how we are always against each other, how bitchy we can be28. What are two things that irritate you about the opposite sex? how blind you can be to hints and how forgetful some can be  29. What is the best thing that has happened to you this week? i got a tattoo yesterday 30. What is something that makes you sad when you think about it? missing my grandads31. How long was your longest relationship? 8 months32. Have you ever been in love? yes33. Are you currently in love? i think so34. Why did your last relationship end? he was crazy35. What jewelry are you wearing right now, and where did you get it? none36. When was the last time you cried and why? the other day, because i was in a self destructive mood37. Name someone pretty. zoey sugg38. What did you receive last Valentines Day? a pug teddy and a painting39. Do you get jealous easily? yes40. Have you ever been cheated on? yes41. Do you trust your partner/best friend? yes42. Ever had detention? yes43. Would you rather live in the countryside or the city? bit of both really, but i’d say city44. What do people call you? hannah/hans/hanban45. What was the last book you read? the double life of cassiel roadnight46. How big of a nerd/dork are you? quite big47. What kind of music do you listen to? all sorts but mostly pop punk48. How tall are you? 5′349. Do you like kids? no50. Favorite fruits? melon and banana51. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? sweats52. What’s your earliest memory? i don’t really know tbh53. Ever had a poem or song written about you or to you? no54. Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? behind55. Do you have a collection of anything? doctor who things & jackie chan talismans56. Do you save money or spend it? try and save it57. What would your dream house be like? a cute like modern like cottage  58. What top 5 things make you the angriest? -moody people, slow walkers, people not appreciating you, arguments & when people don’t understand/listen to you59. What top 5 things always brings a smile to your face? - doctor who, good friends, tattoos, music & the sunshine 60. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? help the dog, duh!!61. 72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? i wouldn’t wanna tell anyone, just make the most of it! do what i want, when i can! yes!62. Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. love63. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? australia64. Do you like the beach? yes65. Ever sleep on the couch or a bed with someone special? yes66. Do you have a middle name? If so what is it! i don’t :(((67. Do you talk to yourself? yes68. Describe your hair. quite short, crinky, shit69. What is the meaning of life. you’re here for a reason so fulfil it as much as you can70. What is your ideal partner like? makes an effort, tells you nice things, kind hearted and trust worthy 71. Do you want to get married? no72. Do you want to have kids? no73. Like or dislike your family? like74. Are you Chunky or Slim? chunky75. Would you consider yourself smart?  no76. What would you change about your life? my mental health77. Religious or Not? not78. You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with? katie79. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? no80. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? yes81. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? cuddling82. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? yes83. Do you like when people play with your hair? sometimes yes, sometimes no84. Do you like bubble baths? kinda85. Have you ever been pulled over by a cop? no86. Have you ever danced in the rain? yes87. Do you trust anyone with your life? yes88. What was your first thought when you woke up this morning? i’m tired89. If money wasn’t an issue, what top 10 places would you travel to? (You get to stay at each place for a week)  -australia, japan, bali, the maldives, florida, france, venice, rome, prague & amsterdam 90. How was your day today? pretty okay 91. Play an instrument? no92. Describe the what you think of the ocean. it’s a beautiful, magnificent but scary place93. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? yes94. Honestly, are things how you wanted them to be?  no95. Do you have a mean bitchy scary side? yes96. When are you vulnerable? when i’m in love or fully trust someone97. How much free time do you have? not enough98. Do you like to go hiking?  yes99. Odd or Even Numbers? odd100. Would you ever go sky diving, bungee jumping , cliff diving, wing suit gliding, parasailing, snorkeling, or other extreme activities? yessss

[pandatookmycookies]

1-100 they're cool ones

1.What have you eaten today?-Nothing so far... Should probably eat at some point xD2. Who was your last kiss with? Was it pleasant?-A person, and it was cute. 3. What color shoes did you last wear?-My DC trainers, they comfort.4. Who has made you laugh the hardest in the last week?-Frands, there’s been many a funny giggles.5. What is your favorite scent?-Sweet smells c: 6. What is your favorite season? Why?-I don’t really have one, I kinda hate and love all of them for different reasons x3 Although English winters suck cause it’s cold, windy and rainy all the fricking time. 7. Can you do a handstand or cartwheel?-PAHAHAHAHA. I have the upper body strength of a newborn xD 8. What color are your nails?-Nail colour, I can’t wear nail polish cause of uni (we do practicals and we’re not allowed to have em painted).9. If you had to get a tattoo on your face to save your life, what would it be?-Something cute, like a lil loveheart near my eye or something. 10. What is something you find romantic?-EVERYTHING!! Just genuinely giving a shit o:11. Are you happy?-I mean I’m not curled up in a ball crying in the corner of my room yet so I wouldn’t say I’m unhappy as such o:12. Is there anything in particular making you happy or sad?-Uni is literally the bane of my life. 13. Dogs or Cats?-BOTH Q-Q PLZ CAN SOMEONE GIVE ME THEM ALL?!!?!15. Which do you prefer:a museum, a night club, the forest or a library?-Depends, museum or forest would be super cool tho. Can like I go there now?15. What is your style?-I have no idea, usually “find something that fits and makes you look slightly less like a homeless person than you already look” o.o Although, usually black clothes. They go with everything then! 16. If you could be doing anything you like right now, what would it be?-Sleeping. 17. Are you in a relationship or single?-I am a one bob.18. What makes you attracted to the person you like right now?-Everything.19. If you could replace your partner/best friend with a celebrity of your choice, would you? Who with?-Erm I wouldn’t? xD 20. Are you holding on to something you need to let go of? If so then what? -m8 I am literally a grudge queen, these two girls took the piss out of my art and I still dislike them for that. 21. How did you celebrate last Halloween?-Erm... I think I was working? Maybe? not really sure o.o Can’t remember.22. Have you recently made any big decisions? -Yes, waking up is one of those decisions.23. Were you ever in a school play?-Yeah, only back in Lithuania tho x3 24. What movie would you use to describe your life?-Some really cringy comedy where the main character is horrendous at life.25. Is there something you have dreamed of doing for a long time? Why haven’t you done it?-Travelling!! Because no monies or time :C I’d also like to go volunteer at a bunch of animal shelters abroad and help them fix everything up and stuff, but once again, dollah and time :c 26. Complete this sentence, “I wish I had someone with whom I could share…”-Everything.27. What are two things that irritate you about the same sex?-This weird competition thing that we seem to have?? Like, can we not just love each other and stop judging?!?! Like just be nice to each other Q-Q And the fact that a lot of us have really bad self-confidence, like no gurl!! I love you and you are beautiful in every way please don’t hate yourself!! 28. What are two things that irritate you about the opposite sex?-How most of them assume that the friendzone is a thing, and it’s like!?!? WHY IS BEING MY FRIEND SO DIFFICULT FOR YOU?!!? ALSO THAT’S LIKE EXACTLY HOW YOU WOULD GO ABOUT EVEN ATTEMPTING TO BE ANYTHING MORE WITH ME SO WHY YOU COMPLAINING!?!? And this whole “oh she’s a slut cause she did this or that” yet, some of them go about begging ladies to do that exact thing they shame us about... it’s like?!? where the fuck is the logic in that??? 29. What is the best thing that has happened to you this week?-Erm... good question... Erm... Nothing really o.o I mean I woke up and didn’t die whilst driving home? 30. What is something that makes you sad when you think about it?-A lot of things o.o31. How long was your longest relationship?-3 years and 11 months. 32. Have you ever been in love?-Idk what it was man, maybe??33. Are you currently in love?-WHAT IS LOVE, BABY DON’T HURT ME, DON’T HURT ME, NO MORE!!!34. Why did your last relationship end?-WELLLLL!!! A shit tonne of reasons but the breaking point was when my lung popped and the ambulance had to take me to the hospital, he decided to ring me and shout at me and have an argument with me because it meant that I wasn’t going to go around to his house?... and then he didn’t wanna visit me until I asked him to, and told him that my parents will pick him up and take him home afterwards, and he was an absolute ass whilst I was at home for like a month trying to heal, he literally said to me “your lung drain (he meant chest drain but alright fam) is out now so don’t expect any sympathy from me, clearly you’re fine otherwise they wouldn’t have taken it out” and pretty much still expected me to do everything for him c: So yeah... things weren’t very fab xD 35. What jewelry are you wearing right now, and where did you get it?-Just one earing in my second hole, the piercing place, never really got round to changing it tbh. 36. When was the last time you cried and why?-Like 2 weeks ago or something? I had to run out of the classroom and lock myself in the uni toilets and have a lil bit of a breakdown c: No idea, think I just bottled up everything too much.37. Name someone pretty.-ALL OF YOU READING THIS!!38. What did you receive last Valentines Day?-Neda bought me a potted plant for my room x3 That was cute. 39. Do you get jealous easily?-Eh, depends, like not usually but if you give me reason then hell yeah. 40. Have you ever been cheated on?-Yes.41. Do you trust your partner/best friend?-Yes c: 42. Ever had detention?-A few times. 43. Would you rather live in the countryside or the city?-Eh, kinda like... idk... a bit of both?? Like I’d be scared if it was the countryside in the sense that there’s no one else anywhere near you, cause then like if someone murders me no one will know Q-Q But yeah, countryside ish would be nice c: 44. What do people call you? -Depends who really o: And when xD if people are pissed off at me they usually say Agnes or something. 45. What was the last book you read? -BSAVA Manual of Canine and Feline Oncolody 3rd edition. 46. How big of a nerd/dork are you? -Not really sure? o:47. What kind of music do you listen to?-A lil bit of everything x3 but lately mostly metal.48. How tall are you?-164cm fuck knows in ft... maybe 5ft4??49. Do you like kids?-Depends xD Like... They usually annoy me. Unless they’re cool. 50. Favorite fruits?-Watermelon. 51. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?-Jeans.52. What’s your earliest memory?-Drawing on the walls in my room in lithuania. That was fun.53. Ever had a poem or song written about you or to you?-Noes o: well not as far as I know anyway.54. Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?-Depends o: But usually I’m behind the camera. 55. Do you have a collection of anything? -Loads of stuff that I keep in case I ever use it for art (like really, not had any time ever so that’s probably very unlikely but who knows!!!)56. Do you save money or spend it? -Bit of all really o:57. What would your dream house be like?-Full of dogs and cats, maybe some llamas.58. What top 5 things make you the angriest?-When people hurt me friends, stupid drivers on the road THAT DON’T USE THEIR FUCKING INDICATORS!?!?!, when pheasants run out in front of the car whilst driving to uni, uni, slow walkers. 59. What top 5 things always brings a smile to your face?-Goldi, nice people, glitter, being appreciated, animal videos.60. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?-FUCK THE JOB, literally i can’t even swim but fuck everything. That lil pooch getting saved. 61. 72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?-a) i tell people I care about.b) TRAVEL!! :D make a playlist for my funeral so then everyone can boogie. c) Probably a bit, but eh. 62. Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.-Ventricular fibrillation can be treated with lidocaine. 63. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?-Australia or Iceland. Or somewhere pretty. 64. Do you like the beach?-Yes Q-Q 65. Ever sleep on the couch or a bed with someone special?-Yes, Goldi.66. Do you have a middle name? If so what is it!-Nope c: i think it would drive people nuts having to write my full name out if I did tbh xD 67. Do you talk to yourself?-Of course.68. Describe your hair.-Blonde?? Weird?? A pain in the ass.69. What is the meaning of life.-You tell me? 70. What is your ideal partner like?-A human being c: A nice one. One that gives a shit, and will deal with the way that I am.71. Do you want to get married?-Maybe one day o: 72. Do you want to have kids?-Maybe one day, but for now nah thanks.73. Like or dislike your family?-Close family like, some of the family in Lithuania not so much.74. Are you Chunky or Slim?-I’m like chubby? idk??75. Would you consider yourself smart? -I mean I can be, but I lack common sense.76. What would you change about your life? -More time to be a human?77. Religious or Not?-Nah, although I nearly got stabbed by a lady in the library yesterday because I told her I’m not religious, and she told me judgement day was coming and wanted my contact details and i was just sat there like ._.”78. You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?-Sav, or Steev, or any of my uni friends tbh.79. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?-Nah.80. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?-My friends c: 81. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?-Cuddles.82. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?-Yeah why not.83. Do you like when people play with your hair? -Yes, plz. 84. Do you like bubble baths?-I like em more now for sure x3 ALL OF THE BATHBOMBS!!85. Have you ever been pulled over by a cop?-Nah. Well, not me personally. But been in a car whilst it was pulled over. 86. Have you ever danced in the rain?-Yes!! That’s how I used to spend my summer holidays at my nans xD When we’d get massive summer showers, it was beautiful.87. Do you trust anyone with your life?-Doctors. Maybe.88. What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?-FFS.89. If money wasn’t an issue, what top 10 places would you travel to? (You get to stay at each place for a week) -Iceland, Australia, Sweden, America, Canada, Bahamas, Hawaii. erm... Idk, just take me wherever it’s pretty!!90. How was your day today?-So far I’ve not died so good c: Wbu?91. Play an instrument? -Nah xD92. Describe the what you think of the ocean.-Its so beautiful, and hides so many petrifying things!! Likw ALL of that wildlife there!! like... I wanna see it all. 93. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts?-Aliens for sure, ghosts, more on the fence about.94. Honestly, are things how you wanted them to be? -Eh, not really, but its a work in progress c: 95. Do you have a mean bitchy scary side?-Oh yes xD96. When are you vulnerable?-All the time. I’m fragile. 97. How much free time do you have?-Literally -2000000.98. Do you like to go hiking? -Yeah sure! :D 99. Odd or Even Numbers?-Hmmm... even unless it ends with a 5. 100. Would you ever go sky diving, bungee jumping , cliff diving, wing suit gliding, parasailing, snorkeling, or other extreme activities?-Hmm not really sure D: I’m a massive wimp especially when it comes to heights and stuff... like... Don’t really know o: Maybe one day!! :3 Thanking you for the ask!! And I’m ever so sorry it’s took me so long Q-Q Like I am terrible i know D: