#i couldnt help myself this was so self indulgent and i ATE THIS UP

[emjiroki]

Omegaverse *and* tribal au just the thought has me freaking drooling...... and the world building opportunities that secondary genders could bring in to tribal life like just imagining all the ways it could work is so cool!

Also just like. Enji in leather and jewelry and nothing else... Enji in the firelight under a full moon... Enji with tattoos that celebrate his successes... Enji scooping you up and carrying you to somewhere at least passably private to fuck your brains out....... 🥺😳👉👈

AAAAAAHHHHHH okay yes this has been making me crazy!!!! (Disclaimer the only reason the tribal au headcanons weren't Omegaverse was because a nice anon asked if I could make the headcanons regular, I totally understand that Omegaverse is not for everyone! BUT NOW I HAVE A GREAT EXCUSE TO GO FERAL) sorry it took so long everyone I hope you enjoy

Link to the non a/b/o tribal headcanons

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Your courtship was short, a week at the gathering before you agreed to travel back with him to the mountains and only a month before he publicly proclaimed before his tribe council that he, their Chief, would be taking you as his mate and future bride

Enji knows you're his fated mate from the moment he sees you. He always kind of knew his former omega wasn't it, inspite of the arranged marriage. After she had left back to her home tribe he really thought he'd never find love again, until he met you at one of the large tribe gatherings during the harvest season. Your scent drew him in like a moth to a flame and he knew you were his

He did his best to keep to tradition and not copulate with you until your bonding ceremony, so the foreplay was almost constant. He was barely in the mindset for meetings with his tribe members or any sort of celebrations or other important ceremonies, his mind constantly fixated on stretching you on his fingers and drinking your slick down like ambrosia. Your cries of pleasure were like angels singing in his ears and could be heard very clearly to anyone straying too close to his hut. Unfortunately for them...

The first full moon of the summer season finally came your bonding ceremony, he had discussed his tribal traditions with you before hand to make sure you were comfortable and that you weren't caught off guard due to the nature of the ceremony. The beginning was simple, Enji slaughters a goat for a blood sacrifice in your honor and the Shaman paints the blood across you and Enji’s chest first, across your heart for eternal love and across your face and eyelids to ward off negativity and evil. But the second half of the ceremony after your marital beads are place around your throats is the part he tried to make you comfortable with

The tribe council has to be present for the official bonding and first knotting, to at least see you connected and bonding marks fresh bleeding. It made you a little uneasy at first, but with Enji being as aggressive as he is they all kept their eyes to the floor as he shielded you from their view.

He was delicate as he laid you against the fur bedding, whispering reassurance and promises against your skin as he breached your virgin entrance for the first time. The combination of your scents and smell of your blood staining his cock had him nearly going feral but he kept himself steady so he didn't hurt you. It was the last thing he ever wanted to do. "I love you, so much. Endless as the river my sweet omega" he whispers as he kisses the overwhelmed tears from your cheeks. And you believed him, could feel it through the grip of his fingers laced with yours above your head as he began to move and fuck into your soft body. It took a few minutes to adjust to his size but soon you were calling for more, locking your legs around his waist and pulling him into you until his flushed head was tapping your cervix with every thrust of his hips.

Enji was coming to his end just as soon as he expected, your tightness milking everything from him until he was dizzy with your sweet scent flooding his senses. He was holding back drool as he watched your eyes roll back and your pretty swollen lips part in ecstasy. "A-Alpha I'm-" "Cum for me love, let me feel you so I can give you everything" with a strangled and barely coherent cry you were tensing and squeezing around him so hard it nearly forced him out until one of his strong hands locked your hips into place as he growled deeply and released into your warmth, his knot sealing your entrance to keep his cum inside.

With aftershocks of your orgasms racking our bodies you two sealed the bond, your mating marks red, raw, and prominent against your throats as you tasted each others blood. Everything felt calm and peaceful after the bond was set, the pheremones calming and instincts feeling the rightness of everything settling in. The council was all but forgotten about until the motion of them leaving the hut had Enji snarling and holding you close to his body protectively, your blood staining against his chin and bringing forth the true animal version of his instincts that had your inner omega preening and purring against his strong chest.

After a moment you could hear the tribe cheering from the news of your consumation, the great bonfire starting and soon the smell of roasting meat reached your hut and your growling stomachs. "As soon as the knot releases we can join the celebration if you'd like" he says quietly as he strokes his fingers along your spine in a soothing pattern, your own fingers tracing the tattoos along his chest and arms, his many years of success telling stories across his skin. "I'd like that, but could we spend a bit longer in here together, just us?" You asked, feeling vulnerable after your private moment. "Of course, anything for you" he says with a rumbling purr, nosing against his mating mark, "my beloved mate and soon to be mother of my pups".

If anyone has anymore Tribal au thoughts or requests send them my way because I love this au!!! Doesn't have to be omegaverse btw

[titubaaaaa]

The tangerine

So today, October 26 2019 marks the first day i have been COMPLETELY binge free. Quick history with me, i’ve always been overweight, never once skinny. Since elementrery school ive been on diets. In high school i took up eating and throwing up to lose weight which was minimally effective, but effective. That lasted all through college. Then, i got into fasting. It helped me lose weight, but i fucked with my mental health so much that fasting made things worse. I then began to binge every night for two years and couldnt stop. Binges occured at night for me, around 2-3 am when i woke up and needed a quick way to fall asleep. it first occured when i was heavily restricting my calories and eliminating any form of sugar. Id wake up, eat only a scoop of protein powder (dry) because i was despirate for sweets, then it escilated to oreos, to 4 sweet mexican breads and ¼ a gallon of milk every night followed by resticting heavily the next day because i felt like ass.

Its been rough. Ive lost weight and gained it, and for over two years now i’ve been battling every night with binge eating. I’d cry, id hit my self everytime it happened and call myself mean names.

its crazy though, because recently the binge eating slowly became over eating, eating only a few cookies and some milk when i woke up (still, about 500 calories more daily than I wanted to eat) i minded it, but i knew it was slow progress and expected to gain some more weight.

But finally yesterday i woke up and only ate a tangerine. This is a huge mile stone for me. I dont consider that over eating at all and im happy. Yesterday i didnt restrict myself, i ate a nice breakfast at IHOP (about 1500 calories) burned about 200 running, and had some iced coffee (300 calories at most) and ate a late dinner of 2 bbq sliders, a couple of wings (like 3 or 4) and some sweet potato fries with a small spoonful of ice cream (1,200 - 1,500 calories) and in total for the day burned about 2,4000 calories.

I’m guestimating of course, and i may have gone a couple of calories above my daily intake but…i didnt have food anxiety. I didnt binge at night and didnt over eat or even indulge in a cookie. it was a tangerine. It was so exiting i decided to make a post on it on my old ass tumblr account which…i make continue to use for the sake of keeping myself on track. Here’s to a new day!

Ps..my medium shirts are starting to feel TIGHT, so yes, its about time i make healthy decisions in my life and conquer binge/overeating once and for all!!

pps, my lowest weight as an adult (im 22 now) has been 155. Heaviest 250. im probably around 177 right now, which im not sure of because i really dont want to weigh myself haha! But finally. I feel a little free (even though my clothes are fitting a little tighter than usual :) )