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fuzziemutt · 4 years

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I kinda lowkey feel bad for changing interests so much and frequently ?

Like back in the day i was a certain interest blog to up to a y e a r and like now it's only been a couple months and I'm already looking for something else to bring me joy...

Idk i know others talk about how they wished they didn't hyperfixate on something for so long but i kinda lowkey wish i did instead of the constant looking for something that sparks the joy again and then have to reestablish myself in a new fandom so i get recognition because i like people interacting with me...

It's probs just the severe depression but it's hurts yo

#i speak #vent stuff #just been seeing my follower count go down and no interactions with my post and feelin sad in this chili's tonight...#like when my blog started way back when i think i was a wee lad of 14 i was a fnaf blog for i think almost 2 whole years then lt another 2 #but i also know i'm a person who can't keep interests for long like i've abandoned games due to me just losing interest and it sucks #i couldn't even play ac because i lost interest and my town suffered #and then i don't have the motivation to make art so often...#it just be a sad night peeps #we self reflecting because classes have severely fucked up my sleep schedule

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