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Okay I'm alive.
I'm sorry just- Nexus dying caught me hard. But I got over it and I am finally able to draw Sams again.
So they took this picture when Solar first came to the Daycare. Nexus had it in his pocket ever since and when Solar died he scribbled onto it. Out of anger, despair, pain, grief. He ripped it apart when he started hallucinating, keeping the Solar one only. Well, after Solar got brought back, he got the Nexus part from Jack and when Nex died, he found it in his pocket. How? He snuck back and also downloaded his data, so he could bring him back. He glued together the picture and cries over it now, not sure if he should or should not bring Nexus back.
<— That's completely cannon. Yes. It's very cannon. I saw it happen.
#It's not canon 😭#I so wish it would be#I can't draw backgrounds#Why didn't you tell me the daycare is so hard to draw?#I'm coping chat#<— lie#No but I'm trying my best#I couldn't bring myself to draw them#Sams#Sams Solar#Sams Nexus#SolarNexus
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#bts#bts fanart#my art#art#bts jimin#jimin#star#pretty boy#vibe#i got inspired by vibe mv#the chains where too much work#i couldn't bring myself to draw them#sorry 😔
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Ride the cyclone day!!!
I love this musical so much and I'm sooo glad that the first time I saw it was without any spoilers... Actually, I had no idea of what it was, but it caught me since the first notes that Emily sang as Jane Doe in the intro, and oh boy, it was an emotional rollercoaster *badum tss*
So I did a little something for it since it's my favorite musical <3
Don't forget to ride the cyclone! 🎢
#rtc#rtc fanart#ride the cyclone fanart#ride the cyclone musical#jane doe#ocean o'connell rosenberg#noel gruber#mischa bachinski#ricky potts#constance blackwood#Virgil is so happy for them#and so am i#and i know Jane shouldn't be there but i couldn't bring myself to not draw herrr#fanart#digital art
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This show has brought me back from the dead
#sfth#shoot from the hip#fanart#Donnie#Frankie#The detective versus the christmas tree bandits#seriously tho#my artblock evaporated about half way through the longform#i HAD to draw them#and i couldn't bring myself to seperate them#so i had to draw both of them#my back doesn't like me anymore lol
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Draw more Whitty x bf (?)
yee ok
sussy space boyfriends counts right
#bombeep#whittyxbf#somehow I could bring myself to doodle today it's a miracle#it's been months since I last doodled them geez#I miss them ha#amongus au based bc idc vibes I guess#and very messy and lazy couldn't be arsed to do a lot of things properly#but whatever just glad to have doodled them at all tbh#so ye enjoy I guess idk#or don't#whatever floats your boat#fnf au#fnf among us au#fnf shipping#boyfriend#whitty#bf#I draw what I want#thanks for the suggestion#sorry for messing stuff up#stay groovy friendo#hopefully more bombeep soon fingers crossed and all that
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Sparkstember Day 18: Balls (Bullet Train)
Sometimes (oftentimes) it's true that all you need are Balls. I personally absolutely love Balls. I'm a big fan! Ekhem. Today I'm using the help of (I mean, copying most of the passages from it) my earlier Balls rant that I have written down after my first listen of it back in January. I really love this album and I don't want to completely skip over saying a couple words on it at least but I really don't think I have the headspace to write anything very good for it today. I'll still try though!
So yeah, Balls. It's a great album, fun and chill (in my sense of what I call and consider chill anyway), consistent, as Sparks albums tend to be, and as I suspected / hoped it does fit this specific vibe of driving around at night somewhere city-like and illuminated. Or being on a train deep at night and looking at the world zooming by (if you'd even see much of it on a train at night anyway.....). And I do think that it's not so dissimilar to Gratsax (I'd say now that it's definitely darker and moodier than its predecessor...). So it's interesting to think about how it's considered to be one of the "weak" ones (by music reviewers at least) while Gratsax is so beloved in comparision.
I will admit, I don't really know what the big problem with this album could be. As I said, it's fun, it has the melodies, it has the energy, it has the theatricality (I like seeing how more and more orchestral instruments such as strings are being incorporated into the music, in a way the jump into Lil' Beethoven two years later doesn't come of as THAT much of a shock because of this. The evolution of sound here is fascinating!) I really like the intense beats, just as much as the more laid-back and moodier pieces. And there's lots of gold to be found in the lyrics department as always.
One more thing I wanna say is that at some point I wondered if this music sounds older than it is. Maybe it does? But then I remembered that this was 2000 and honestly when I think about it, there just IS something about this album that fits so well with the Y2K image and vibe and all. Sparks 2000 and all that.
Favourite songs (and other highlights):
Balls: I mean. It's Balls.
Scheherazade: absolutely LOVE this one and I had the strangest impression of it sounding very familiar when I first heard it. Months later I found out that it was just briefly featured in TSB so I think that explains it (I will talk more about my TSB viewings on TSB day. EVERYTHING has to be explained in excruciating detail, lmao)
The Calm Before The Storm: bugsonas 4ever. Song itself is amazing too
How To Get Your Ass Kicked: how can a song about getting your ass kicked be so pleasant and relaxing, it always keeps cracking me up, how perfect that is actually
Bullet Train: I love it how introducing the topic of the song with a "It's the [topic of the song]" is a reoccurring theme on this album. Thank you Sparks for this ode to technology and art (these lyrics always have me giggling). And also it just goes hard as heck
It's Educational: a perfect fusion of / sequel to I Thought I Told You To Wait In The Car and Progress (it's mostly the vocal delivery that reminds me of the latter)
The Angels: such an odd one here but I still like it a lot, I apparently said that it sounds "surprisingly mainstream for Sparks but somehow in a positive way". It's very sweet and I absolutely love how Russell sings here, it's so different from what we're used to but that only makes it hit you even more in the feels, lol. And I actually prefer the alternative version of this song that's featured as a bonus track, and I do think that's in big part because you can hear Russell better on it (or that was my first impression of it at least and it kind of stuck)
#balls dayyyyyyy#how weird that i went with a different drawing idea than the bugsonas considering that i'm such a big fan of them#(maybe the bugsonas COULD appear later. still don't have an idea for the final day so hm. thinking about this)#but yeah i couldn't pass up the opportunity to draw russell in this era of glasses & haircut combination#and i love sparks' tour photos too much to not give them some sort of tribute at least once#and honestly! i think this is my favourite drawing so far. might even beat out noisy boys#it turned out better than the vision i had of it in my mind!!! that NEVER happens. yet it did this time#(yet also i'm adding this to the series of me making my life harder for myself that it needs to be#because i insisted that the text has to be handwritten for WHATEVER reason. looks good tho so that's a win)#but also man. lil beethoven day tomorrow#i feel so sick about all three of the upcoming albums still and it brings me close to having an existential crisis#to think about how it's been almost a year already since i first heard LB. that's just soooo wrongggggg#i've already been thinking pretty hard abt these albums over the past couple of days (just like every day before that too tbh)#truly nothing else like them in this world. tune in tomorrow to see the madness unfold!!!#sparkstember 2024#my art#goose monologues
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an idea I had in my sleep and wanted to draw it
little extra lower!!
#it literally took me so goddamn long because of the lack of willpower I couldn't bring myself to draw ughhhhh'#for the vessel design I thought between puppet and this slimey little thing but like a true charlie slimecicle enjoyer I've decided on that#also I couldn't decide on how to draw anomaly cuz I wanted them to be this kinda glitchy thing but it looks kinda goofy I dunno#god I hope the quality didn't get too bad#sans au#undertale#undertale au#sans x self insert#sans undertale#sans x reader#sansnomaly
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my favourite lodger <333 mr aneurin sinnett you have my whole heart
sorry that it's been a while since I posted any art, this was a bit of an exercise in shading and anatomy, plus trying out a different lineart brush! :3
under the cut is a warm light version because I loved it a bunch and also a bigger version of the doodle! plus hcs if you're interested!
warm light version!!! he's so autumn-coded I need to see that fucker with a pumpkin spice latte in a scarf walking overy crunchy leaves STAT. preferably holding arthur's hand. (that's probably what I'll draw next lmao)
plus the doodle! I feel like he's the kind of guy to wear t-shirts with puns and I'm extremely proud of coming up with this one myself.
hcs:
his first name is aneurin. I saw ppl hc his name as anthony and while I respect that I think he'd probably be more likely to have a welsh name so yeah 👍 definitely did not nick it off the founder of the nhs (←lying) 👍
he's a really good hugger although sometimes he squeezes a bit too hard with the metal arm and nearly cracked griffin's ribs once.
I do think he was just born without his arm like there's no traumatic fire incident behind it he's just always had a stump.
if he was an animal he would be a dog, specifically an irish setter (begging you to read the wikipedia article, especially the temperament section bc it fits so well)
his bffs are flowers and pennebrygg!!! they all joined around the same time and so they kind of bonded by virtue of being the three new kids. pennebrygg and flowers also worked together to build his prosthetic, pennebrygg did the machinery work and flowers coded it to be able to move as naturally as possible.
he does know quite a bit of welsh but he can't speak it with many people- usually he speaks it with arthur or jekyll.
he has two sisters, one older and one younger.
#the glass scientists#tgs sinnett#my art#yeah I know he has no goggles. sometimes he takes them off. it's definitely not because I couldn't bring myself to erase the hair linework.#anyways i will be drawing more often soon bc I only have one more week until the holidays!!! yippee!!#fun fact this was drawn whilst repeatedly watching the elisabeth das musical schönbrunn proshoot! :3#btw it's soooo hard to find references for sinnett because the prosthetic keeps swapping arms#during the fight with moreau I'm pretty sure he has two 😭😭😭 I ended up using references from the sommeil de la mort incident
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The Lord of Flies is such a doll~ 👑🪰 Not that she won't kill you.
(I needed a reference picture of Beel with long hair. Should I try and colour her?..)
#good omens#good omens fanart#good omens beelzebub#good omens fandom#good omens fanwork#line art#my art#my artwork#sketchbook#digital art#digital drawing#my drawing#lineart#digital portrait#character portrait#character fanart#shelley conn#she's so beautiful she kills me#she often wears her hair long in my stories#i thought something similar to a long wolfcut would work best for her#i recognize the lineart is a mess because the sketch underneath is a mess especially#i drew the makeup on a separate layer (i am slowly learning to utilize them) if I decide to colour her#i now realize I should've done the same thing with the lashes#the portrait is so simplistic 😬#i couldn't bring myself to try and draw her adornments#i thought about a tie clip with a sigil but it's too small a detail with the app i'm using
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She got a gift
#youjo senki#the saga of tanya the evil#tanya degurechaff#doodle#viktoriya ivanovna serebryakov#ive been dying over homework this past week and couldn't bring myself to draw anything#like yesterday I spent 5 hours making a stupid assignment#i hate it here#its okay i love them#live laugh love visha
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lake holding blåhaj because they both got voted off of @askerror87's transmasc swag poll (i had considered drawing them w a shiny sylveon plush, bc sylveon ALSO got voted off, before remembering that sylveon is really hard to draw)
edit: look in the reblogs of this post, there is a Very Good drawing of lake w a sylveon
#eliot posts#my drawings#intr#infinity train#lake infinity train#blåhaj#they also lost a DIFFERENT trans swag competition yesterday so they truly deserve a consolation shark#(i did not campaign as much fir that poll as i did w this one bc they were up against raine#and while i coukd bring myself to vote against raine i couldn't campaign against them. it's like pitting my child vs my parent.)#i drew this on my phone lmaooo#bc the lightheadedness and fatigue is Bad today and i didn't feel like getting my laptop and art tablet#and then having to sit somewhat upright the whole time#and i'm drawing this to be Sillay rather than to actually look that good sooo phone is good enough#transmasc swag 2023
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for some reason, this bliaut/houppelande inspired white mage redesign is the only thing i've been able to draw in months. i don't know either
#final fantasy#final fantasy 1#final fantasy nes#white mage#final fantasy white mage#technically this is supposed to be the redesign for the 'white wizard' class up#but i couldn't bring myself to finish the actual white mage drawing i'd sketched out lmao#i like cloth physics. i also hate them#i was part way through drawing when i also realized i'd just reinvented the princess of moonbrooke's design from dragon quest. whoops#i kinda wanna make a green version of this too tbh#i imagine this wmage's name is enid also. btw
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[Start ID. A drawing of two scavengers from Rain World, one labelled Sanic and the other one Shrek. Sanic's fur is light brown, with darker extremities, a messy row of pale green spines down its back, and bright blue eyes. They sit contentedly, staring at the screen, with a couple grenades by its feet. Shrek has pale fur, a green head, hands, and feet, and brown eyes. It's facing to the right, with their arms splayed out and an explosive spear on their back. Beside each scavenger are a few woefully-compressed screencaps of their in-game appearance. End ID]
An ode to these silly beasts, who accompanied me on my second visits to Industrial and Chimney
#peridots-art#rain world#scavenger rain world#...usually only draw set characters of games and not. creatures. so that's new for me#absolutely love specbioing these guys though!! buggifying them scratches the right itch in my brain especially when they could reasonably#be buggy in canon!!#bugs#clarification on the ''shrek is maybe two guys'' thing ahead. first we'll argue for One Guy#1. both found in the same region at the same time 2. remarkably similar coloring and mannerisms (seemed to be the pack leader)#and now evidence supporting the two different guys theory:#1. travelled with a different pack of scavengers the second time vs when i found it 2. second time had slightly duller colors and noticably#longer horns (without the little gradient at the end)#so now you see why i didn't notice anything wrong until after reviewing the screenshots. BUT!!! secret third option!!!#the first one with the short horns was found first when i was using the entrance-to-industrial shelter#and the one i mostly relied on for reference was near the higher shelter. shrek numero dos. the canon shrek.#but i have a screenshot of shrek 1 in the place shrek 2 was found. hanging out with one of shrek 2's pack members no less.#ok now that that's ''settled''. don't let this all distract you from the fact that the simple act of SWITCHING TO THE SHADING LAYER#got me out of a four-month-long mental rut. i can't say that it was depression nor that i know anything about depression in the first place#but even if it wasn't very serious? it Sucked. even if it was just a nagging thought at the back of my mind my life was duller somehow#i started to feel a little unmotivated. lonely. anxious. like the days blend together. the things i liked weren't bringing as much joy#and all of that got worse recently. the main reason i haven't posted any art for like a month? art stopped being fun.#which is a TERRIBLE thing for someone like me who loves to draw so so much. so when everything that's been building up over the past months#just vanished completely? without warning? you better believe i teared up over a doodle of a scavenger for making me feel right again.#i'm overjoyed to be free of it. i'm hopeful again! i love myself again! i can fall in love with the world all over again!!!#i have no idea how this happened. but i have motivation and determination and i feel like i can change my life for the better now. if i try#maybe this was my normal but it's the striking opposite of what I've been feeling--i'm finally proud of my accomplishments! and of myself!!#which was something i couldn't say in earnest even before december.#and reader? i call you tag-wanderer for i have no way of knowing who you are. maybe a treasured mutual or maybe a stranger. but i love you.#and i hope you make your way out.#peridots-described
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Ride the cyclone day!!!
I love this musical so much and I'm sooo glad that the first time I watched was without any spoilers, I didn't have any idea of what was I about to see and my god, it was an emotional rollercoaster *badum tss*
Still my favorite musical
#ride the cyclone fanart#ride the cyclone#ride the cyclone musical#jane doe ride the cyclone#ocean oconnell rosenberg#noel gruber#mischa bachinski#ricky potts#constance blackwood#Virgil is so happy for them#so am i#and i know jane shouldn't be there but i couldn't bring myself to not draw herrrr#fanart#digital art
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❤️ Happy 5 years Anniversary Ateez! ❤️
This is how I spent the anniversary day (and a few days in the run up to this day) - I didn't know how to display these 'zero fever: part 2' posters so it got my creative mind thinking (for once 😅) and I decided to make a homemade frame for them! It seems a bit childish I know, but I enjoyed making it, especially since it's dedicated to a group of 8 individuals who mean a lot to me 🫶
#everything is homemade and DIY-ed which i think you can probably tell by the botched painting drawing and cutting jobs 😅🤣#but even if its a bit rough around the edges I think the finished product will bring me a lot of joy so im glad I got to spend this special#day making this and showing my love for ateez ❤️#ateez#turtle talks#also a sneaky addition of all the guerilla photo cards in that last photo 🤭 i couldn't help myself im just so happy to have them#ateez fanart#does this count as fanart? i dunno#happy 5th anniversary!#park seonghwa#kim hongjoong#jeong yunho#kang yeosang#choi san#song mingi#jung wooyoung#choi jongho
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Also how fucking cute are-
#sr boss: casey clark#i almost changed her eyes to make them more like the way i draw her but i couldn't bring myself to do it#saints row
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