#i caved and got that subscription btw im gonna cancel it as soon as i finish rdr1 KDBFFJG

[bellandpebbles]

In all honesty i felt terrible when john died at the end of rdr 1, but when arthur died i just.... god, like i wanted to try and complete more of the game after i did john’s little after part story but it just feels OFF. Like I keep expecting to hear arthur when i pet my horse or something and hearing/seeing john instead makes my heart hurt... if i could (i play the game on the ps4) i’d install a mod to be arthur after the main story ends... I miss my boah.... :,(

GOD FR... like i havent played rdr1 (yet) cos its a ps4 subscription exclusive or smth idk so im not even used to playing as john and its fucking me UP. like i go thru literally anywhere where i went as arthur and im like... my boah... he was here...... i can still hear his voice.........

especially at the start of the epilogue where john's cut his hair + has his beard he looks SO MUCH like arthur. and in his HAT. i love john w my whole heart but honest to god arthur if i could bring u back,,, 😭😭😭