#i cant work in these conditions
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why are sims fingers the most jagged, octagonal sausages??
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going to outdo everyone who came before me and not only am i going to save pdfs you can actually read in context, i am going to highlight the relevant section.
#this google drive is a goddamn mess and someone needs to set an example#i cant work in these conditions#hapo's workventures#i have had to parse the CRUSTIEST jpegs known to man#i have had to deal with phone screencaps of emails#i have had to deal with photos of articles held down with a butter knife#no we are not continuing this.
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Why can't I just take the brain things
And plop them on the paper??????
#god forbid i have to do any work around here#ugh#i cant work in these conditions#still better than AI tho#i will not yield#i shall not bend mine knee#by whatever god that has forsaken me#none but human hands shall complete my vision
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…been having the worst fucking writers block lately and today is the first time i have a genuine want to write something
except instead of my multichapter fic i should be working on i have a NEW idea for the most deranged smut fic ever
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Would yall still love me if I said I need to take a break
#school is dragging me by the toenail#i have so many notes to take bro#i cant work in these conditions
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GODDD I NEED HIM
kissing can be hard. like where do you put your hands, do you turn right or left, do your legs stay open or closed, are you supposed to use tongue?
a lot of questions swarm your mind when it comes to kissing, and it's difficult, it's messy, and not always fun, but lucky you, because you have a very hot boyfriend that is going to teach you how.
suguru came home late from his classes with a sweatshirt and sweatpants, quickly stripping everything off, getting on the edge of your bed patting his thigh.
“come on.” you slowly walk to him and climb in his lap, both your legs on opposite sides of him as he places one hand on your hip and the other on your face.
the tension between you two was making you melt, especially with his low eyes looking at you and your lips. he slowly leans in and places a peck on your lips. his lips soft and his warm breath gently hitting yours as he leans away.
“how'd that feel?” his thumb rubbing circles on your hip as he waits for you to answer. for a first kiss that wasn't bad, quite delightful in fact, not too much, and it left you aching for more.
“it felt good, is that all?” your eyelashes flickering as you stare at him, a smile appearing on his face. he softly pushes his forehead to yours and places another peck on your lips, and then another.
the pecks started gentle until he licked over your bottom lip, the sensation startling you so you open your mouth, suguru takes this chance to softly slide his tongue into your mouth.
before he does anything else, he leans away and puts his thumb on the top of your bottom row of teeth, making sure to keep your mouth open.
“i want you to start moving your lips with mine, okay?” his voice soft and his eyes staring directly at yours, all you do it nod and shift in his lap. suguru takes his thumb out and leans in again kissing you, his mouth moving slowly making sure that you can keep up with him.
the movement is slowly but steady, in his head you were doing perfect, there was no unnecessary saliva, eyes open, or heavy breathing, it was perfect.
your hands run up his arms to his shoulders so you can keep a balance, his hand still on your hip and his other on your jaw, making sure you were in his clutch.
the feeling of his warm breath entering your mouth every time he opened it felt so good, it sent tingles up your spine and butterflies in your stomach. your hips slowly moving on their own as he starts to deepen the kiss, his tongue entering your mouth and swiping over the tip of your tongue.
the sensation making you giggle, the vibrations from the giggle making him laugh, so the both of you erupt into laughter. your forehead falling on his shoulder as you both laugh.
“you did great baby.” he whispers into your ear then kissing it and then your cheek.
he taught you well.
for anon.
#i need him to teach me EVERYTHING#PLSSSS#ILL BE A SUCH A GOOD GIRL#I PROMISSEEE#UGGHHH#i can’t focus like this#I CANT WORK IN THESE CONDITIONS
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#poll#unemployed forever includes like not being able to work from chronic conditions#because I didnt want it to be like 'cant get a job' unemployed and confuse people
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oh so when beverages are fruity, everyone loves it, but when I'M fruity
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wait
no this
THIS FUCKING WORKS
HELP I CANT FUCKING REMOVE THE HAMSTER MUFFIN!!!!
Hi
This is fr terrifying to me
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I'm so mad that post was misinformation because there is actually an EXTREMELY important conversation to have about the production schedules artists are forced into. There's no need for exaggeration, the conditions are bad.
I work for webtoon. My publication schedule is weekly. While publishing I'm required 10-15 pages a week. Fully colored.
This means I'm finishing a 150 page fully colored graphic novel every 10-15 weeks.
When my comic is not updating, I am not getting paid. Any time writing, editing, or off is out of my own pocket. I don't get healthcare. They do not provide any assistants. They expect me to promote myself; they chose to deprioritize me before I even launched and gave me an end date half a year in. I never had a chance.
And this is the industry standard! Every company has artists forced into crunch hours, overtime, and burnout. Artists are literally dying early due to it. So many of my friends can't afford to go to the doctor.
It's unsustainable and untenable, and it's also the expectation our audiences have.
If we want to have this conversation, there's plenty of conversation to be had with the realities of the situation. It's bad as is.
#and people get mad at us about 'short updates' lmfao#the companies are absolutely abusing our passion and our desperate situations#but readers genuinely offer little to no grace#if I am going to be able to leave#then the conditions for me to be able to leave need to exist#and they just Dont right now#I'm not making nearly enough to pay my bills without webtoon#I NEED the job#I dont have a car#I cant fucking afford one#I can't drive anyway#I NEED TO WORK#THIS IS MY JOB#I want to leave I'm being mistreated but I CANT!!!#anyways. whatever#I'm so fucking upset that someone just idk spread misinformation#and now the conversation is about like nooo she was under the same shit conditions as everyone else#she's just a really good writer#like okay that's awesome and I'm really glad#but WOULDNT IT BE NICE IF SHE WASNT ALSO OVERWORKED?#AND ALSO IF GOOD WRITERS WERE ABLE TO WRITE WELL WITHOUT HAVING TO BE OUTLIERS???#god it makes me so so so mad!!!!#fucking ruining a really important conversation to have!!!#we're mistreated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we just are!!!!!!!!!!1#I'm not paid enough to build the savings to take risks!#this 6 month break was EVERYTHING#I NEED to start working to pay my bills now#like it's over I ran out of time#its heartbreaking#I hate it here
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last year i found a wii at goodwill for 25 dollars and it came with everything except a wiimote but it was in such good condition i was like hell yeah ill take it how hard can it be to find a wiimote. the answer is it's nearly impossible to find them at thrift stores now so i've spent like 8 months looking for ones in thrift stores but there wasn't a single one and then online but i just couldn't bring myself to spend 30 dollars on one single wiimote so i waited so. patiently. and then 2 weeks ago i finally found one at goodwill for 9 dollars but it was absolutely disgusting and the battery cover was missing and the compartment was all corroded so i put it back and regretted it the whole week but then this last weekend i went to savers and there was an absolutely perfect wiimote just sitting there with no corrosion and a jacket and the wrist strap and motion plus and the nunchuck was there too and i got it all for 10 dollars so the moral of the story is that sometimes things seem right for you in the moment but you have to recognize that they aren't and leave them behind so the things that are meant for you will in fact find you when the time is right. peace and love <3
#for real though im so happy i cant even lie like i regretted selling my wii soooooo much but anyway im back baby <3#im disinfecting everything rn bc i have a germ problem but once it it's done.....i am SO back#when i first got it i didnt have the remote right so i couldnt plug it in and make sure that it worked but i did just plug it into an outle#to make sure it ran and it did and wii sports resort popped out of the drive so thats fun bc i didnt have that one#and anyway i might cry when i hear the menu sound ngl ngl.#but the city i live in is like an overgrown retirement home and so the goodwill is full of old people things and this wii had stickers#like explaining which cord was which so i just know it was a wii that they bought for like grandmas house and only played it when they were#over there so anyway cant wait to see what's on there and if the news channel and weather channel are still on the homepage even though#i dont think they work anymore lol#also shoutout to the type a kid who kept their wiimote in such perfect condition that i wanted to cry when i saw it sitting on the shelf#ty <3
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im afraid i may have i classically conditioned myself. i have a space heater in my room, the kind that makes fan noise when i turn it on. i think ive come to associate that sound with being warm, because i recently got a mini fridge that also makes fan noise, and now i keep feeling hot even though its the same temperature its always been (which is usually cold for me). my fridge makes me warm. thats all backwards. damn you pavlov.
#i say as if he invented it and didnt just bother dogs until he was like urethra!#i also keep thinking oh fuck i gotta turn the heater off but its not on#ill get used to it.#i told my brothers abt getting classically conditioned by a heater and they were like yeah that would happen to you#and i cant even fucking argue with them because it did happen to me. -_-#finn moment i guess#but i got the mini fridge from my dad who got it from work (someone at the library had it in their office and didnt want it anymore)#and i was like hell yeah ill take the library mini fridge
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btw since i am actually homeless now and the holidays are over i guess i should put a donation link here. you don't have to give me any money! i know how to live for free. it would just help me be more comfortable
things i'll spend money on in priority order:
- gas for my car (this will keep me from getting towed and get me to therapy and case management appointments)
- food and water (only if i run out of food stamps, or the occasional hot food treat)
- extra blankets and clothes for the winter (it's pretty warm so i might not need this)
- laundry
i don't really like the idea of asking for money since i do in fact have plenty of experience with this situation. i've lived in my car for two and a half years total now, and i know if i'm lucky i can survive this way for a long, long time. a little extra cash will just keep me sane and for sure safe without needing to get lucky. so, if you do throw something my way i will appreciate it! it will make my life easier for sure. but, if you'd rather give your money to someone who needs it more (including yourself), i don't mind at all.
there's no monthly rewards or anything, but for a bit of fun bonus, anyone who donates will get to see my face reveal
#a very difficult post for me to make#thank you to anyone who donates anything!#ive been trying to get some kind of welfare since i cant work in this condition#and tried working for my entire adult life and just couldnt do it#but my disability isnt so clear cut that the government will take it seriously#anyway#homeless#homelessness
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questions for conditioned characters
A) do they know what conditioning is? B) do they understand that they've been conditioned? C) how does this understanding, or lack thereof, affect their perception of themselves?
#asking for my own curiosity really#whump prompt#oc prompt#conditioned whumpee#whump scenario#whump#my prompts#i can answer this for delta#delta definitely knows what conditioning is and could give you a point by point rundown of the different kinds and how they work in psych#but he can not put two and two together when it comes to how he himself has been conditioned. at least not for a very long time.#delta achieves a surprising amount of awareness about the realities of his own situation. but his own abuse is one of the#last things he ever questions. its just so integral to his life he cant comprehend that its wrong.
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Samurai and Ninja in crappy pics because December here is under a constant cloud and I just want y'all to see them all golden and cute without learning how to take aesthetic pictures 🥴 💙❤️��🥰
linktr.ee/Mezzy
#klance#can i tell everyone to look away before i write tags to someone privately lmao no? damn#anyway yes i meant music!! and thank you for sharing something!!#baking seems like a hyperfixation#like i know you said you baked once but then look at me#...i was thinking if i could make salads.... i gotta be medicore at least at one food thing#its a joke its a joke#i will one day get used to focusing on more complicated kitchen work than heating up meat or cooking things in salt and water#anyone else had trouble getting out of bed this december?#once i do i try to pick physical activities that dont require creative thinking because man#at the post office i had small talk with a lady waiting in line she didnt speak polish so u know me it happened#and she recommended light therapy lamp#im very tempted to try it becase i had record bad thoughts sleepless nights and jerking awake this month#it might be rooted in economic instability growing inflation costs of living and shitty working conditions while still trying to buy gifts?#but hey there are things we cant have control over and there are things we can#ive got winter wonderland comic coming though#i will try my best to speed-finish it as a christmas gift aight#i hope its going to be a nice thing!!#wow thats a long set of tags
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Either Ivan knows how to cry on command or he is actually the worlds biggest crybaby in disguise, and his tears are naturally so minuscule. He’s not a big crier
His little baby teardrops 😭
#alien stage#alnst ivan#alien stage ivan#alnst#I find it interesting. He could be doing it to get sympathy when he’s with Till but—what if he’s just that much of a baby#Hmm#its very silly to me#It works though…I feel a little bad seeing him so pathetic#ivan alnst#Yes ivan is hard at emotions. but instinct is a hard thing to surpass even for his condition. id like to think he developed it as a skill#since most situations. things wouldnt get to him. so for example when he'd be at a funeral he needs to learn to look mournful. at times whe#its normal having the ability to just cry when you want is useful#but for scenes like black sorrow#i think it's all genuine. you cant fake that kind of expression.
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