#i cant wait till this shit is over its clogging up my pores

[rittz]

mercury in retrograde drama, baby

wow its been a while since i posted personal shit on here huh. literally the only reason im here instead of twitter is because this is too long to be a tweet and i didnt wanna fuck w breaking it up. and also..... idk too many of my friends follow me on twitter and i dont want them to think im subtweeting them. anyway im literally this 👌🏻 fucking close to dramatically crossing someone’s name off my “best friends” list like im in a fucking 2000′s teen movie BUT theres like a less than 5% chance that they could stop being shitty and everything may work out okay..... and im so fucking inherently loyal that im hanging on to that >5% chance lmao. i really, really, really dont want to cut this person out of my life because i love them so, so much but i just cant waste my time with people who take me for fucking granted!! i spent 3 years in an abusive relationship being taken for granted and i have self esteem and better friends now, i dont fucking need this shit in my life. so im like.... so ready to be like “thanks for everything but we’re done now, hasta la vista baby, snip snip” 20serpentine style BUT i still lowkey love them so im still clinging on to that hope for dear life like Cliff Hanger from between the lions. the clock is ticking down until january 13th (when i get home to MN) so until then ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ we’ll see how it motherfucking goes