#i cant wait till everything settles and i can do things without feeling so pressured

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i really oopsied taking on too much responsibility, huh

[niuniente]

Free Oracle Readings; Results

Here they are! I got many requests for the oracle reading and I randomly picked 4 of you. I put them under the cut.

A few notes before we start:

-        Free will; if there’s anything in this reading of yours, which doesn’t feel good to you, feel free to ignore it. Always trust your own judgement with these.

-        Time; the spirit realm doesn’t know time. Thus some things, which are told, will become valid in the future.

You have had multiple past lives as a man and thus you either feel like a man or represent masculine energy in this life naturally, too. This is a good thing for you and you should honor your own gut feelings, even when others wouldn’t agree with you.

Your nature is somewhat serious (despite the quirky aspect, which comes out with the people you feel very, very comfortable with). This seriousness can at times form into anxiety and depression. You are asked to lighten up and take things easier; nothing’s as serious as it feels to you, as it’s mostly just your seriousness and anxiety speaking. You thrive from harmony, whether you’re aware of this or not, and thus you’d hate to upset people, whether it’s about making them feel bad or disappointing them or not meeting their requirements for you. This is your life lesson to learn to respect ONLY your own calling, guidance and needs, as you can never please others. They’re fickle at their best and everyone has their own needs and wants to you, often opposite to each other, and you can’t spread to 6 different direction at the same time without stepping on someone’s toes at the process (and thus upsetting them), not to mention that you will lose a sight in who you truly are yourself. The more you try not to upset people, the more you will upset them, as they will be conditioned in this idea that you will always cater them in every thing. This is very common concept in many people’s lives – to learn to respect who they are and not to act on whims of others – and it asks forgiveness for yourself and unconditional love towards you. Unconditional love means that you love yourself no matter what. Even you not being able to be happy with yourself will not be a reason for you not to love yourself, as you saying “I can love myself only when I’m happy with myself” is a condition. Unconditional literally means no conditions which should be met. Flowers emit their scent unconditionally and don’t go “Oh no, you need to fill these requirements before you can smell my scent.” You have a great future ahead and you’d do very fine in some designing business. You have creative ideas and your serious nature helps you to aim your goals efficiently. You are full of ideas and won’t take the easiest, slobbiest route when being inspired of something. I’m sure you can see solutions in places where others are unable to see so; it’s just that other might not listen to your advices or agree with you, as with some things you are ahead of your time and the current collective mindset.

Be proud of who you all, with flaws and all!

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You are lively, love and fun loving personality, who has got such a big heart and strong emotions. As your emotions run strong, you are easily hurt and touched, even if you tried to hide these things from others. You have very clear mind and you should definitely trust your own judgement, as you can see things clearly and know naturally what’s the best for you. I can see very independent, strong pathway to you, and you will be supported some female figure on this path (mother, grandmother ect.) The connection with this female is very positive and I wouldn’t wonder if you admired then and hold them as your example. She’s definitely worth of looking up to!

If you get upset, you bounce back to light quickly, as life is too precious for you to be upset for long times. If you are a fighter of any kind of justice, this fits you well. You could use this personality of yours in helping people, like being a lawyer or an activist of some sort, IF such a pathway will someday call you forward. It’s very likely these things which come up now regarding your powerful path won’t happen to you until from your late 20’s to mid 30’s. There’s plenty of time, so don’t feel pressured! I get a feeling that you are good with words and talking, and this ability will grow only stronger the older you become. This will help you with your career when you’re “a grown-up” and I keep seeing you talking for someone else (like being lawyer or activist or someone else who needs to speak up for others and help them forward). You are very feminine and I encourage you to enjoy of girly things and cute stuff freely, and also be cute and sensitive with your energy without feeling guilty about it. It’s completely normal and possible to be both iron hard and cotton candy soft at the same time!

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You are sensitive, cute and sort of “shy” or reserved personality. Your mind is your greatest asset, as your head spins with ideas and you are keen to pick up things and details easily. Don’t let your mind run too wild, though, as it can start to cast negative believes and horror stories for the future in front of you. Your mind is like a wild horse which needs guiding in order to stay on the pathway and not to start running around wildly, because it saw something moving in the bushes and OH GOD IT’S PROBABLY GOING TO EAT ME I NEED TO RUN AND KICK AND HIDE AND RUN MORE AND PANIC AND OH IT’S ONLY A FALLEN LEAVE NOTHING MORE SERIOUS BUT IT CAN STILL EAT ME AND I’M PANICKING ALREADY AND CANT’S TOP OH GOD EVERYONE RUN! Meditation would be beneficial to you and you can also quiet your mind by doing something which requires your attention; reading, writing, drawing, crafting, designing ect. I think you already have a hobby like this and it’s very good for you. Enjoy about it freely, as it helps your mind to calm down and you to get centered, which will tone down everything in a good way.

You don’t need to know what’s your future or destiny about right at this hot minute, as everything is folding out perfectly. There’s no need to hurry. Your life won’t end even if you didn’t know what you want to do with your life till you’re 30 or older than that.

Remember to honor and hone your own feelings and be true to yourself; no one is worth of them letting to dictate what you should do and how you should please them, no matter how nice they would be majority of the time. This is something most of us stumbled on, especially when it comes to close relationships (friendships, love, family ect.) I see you dating a dark haired, rather nice guy in your 20’s, and this relationship will teach you a lot about yourself. You will have multiple partners in this life time (unless you decide other), and every one of these relationships will be important for your growth and understanding of yourself. I see them in a positive sense, and these guys have agreed to meet upon you in this life time. Remember that you can always affect your own life, so if you’d find someone you’d like to settle down for the rest of your life, you can do that. Nothing is forcing you to a certain pathway.

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Your energy is very open and fast, so you’ve got lots of sparkle in you! Your open mind is one of your best characteristics and you accept everyone as they are (of course, there are always THOSE PEOPLE we just don’t agree with and it’s okay; then we just better stay away from them haha). Certain quirkiness is part of you and when you get excited of something, there’s no stopping you. You can talk ears off if you are excited of something, and even if others wouldn’t share your excitement, never let go of this part of you. The world needs more people who get inspired, excited and happy about things and dare to enjoy of them with their whole being. So, dive into those inspiring, exciting things and overdo it haha :D

You might at times feel guilty for liking certain things, perhaps feeling the old false thought that “I’m this old, I shouldn’t like this or act like this or be excited about this or this isn’t a good thing for liking.” NONSENSE. Like what you like, act as you feel you want to act and be a super fan. You will gravitate automatically towards other fans who share your excitement and you get to meet them virtually. This helps you with your big excitement, and it’s good to share your inspiration with those who understand you. Never feel guilty for liking something, nor when you stop liking something you used to like a lot.

Despite your excitement spilling over so much, you’re very grounded person, who gets shit done :D If there’s something which needs to be done, you won’t be running around in a panic like a headless chicken, but you roll up your sleeves and see what you can do about it. You act first when someone needs help or if an emergency has happened. You can keep your head cool even in a difficult situation.

You have got masculine energy in your strongly, so you are most likely more comfortable with the typical masculine energy things and traits.

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