#i cant think abt it too long or ill sdhghdsgsdGSDGHSHH BARK GROWLS

[mikkouille]

on my pinkorangebrown/big2 pedestal again but literally it hits such a spot, ppl always speak abt how pinkorangebrown can heal from the torment of spiky by experiencing real love and care thru big2 even when theyre not like, together togheter and just pining or even before that when they got to know each otehr, but we don't analyse enough how big2 is changed thru love as well cuz like her always changing etc etc... kinda showed she had issues with pinning down her own identity and feeling secure being Her self she was always changing appearances vibes partners etc... never finding equilibrium in herself. and to find someone she wanted, thru that she's also finding who SHE wants to be. like its that deep to me its not the curtains being blue cuz theyre blue her constant metamorphosis slowly halting once she gets attached to pinkorangebrown is so significant but its more sublte and thats smth i love abt the ship