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CLAWCODE NATION COME GET YO BOYS
(it's me, I'm the nation/j)
"Why is he always so much happier with her than he's ever been with me..?"
Little animatic thing I did about my freaks (cough cough my au cough in my fic cough sorry guys I must have caught a cold-- that I don't post about COUGH COUGH BUT I AM WORKING ON)
Ganke is already so used to being left out, rough childhood and all, and seeing the person that he's maybe-just-a-crush maybe-something-more-sometimes with ditching him for some girl who is.. at least fifty times prettier than he is... and having a much better time with her?
That shit stings.
..But it's nothing he's not used to.
Especially with how Miles can be.
..
Erm
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His hair looks SOOOOOOOOOO SOFT I love him can you tell
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barnabybrainrot · 11 months
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#mod posts#idk dude i am so conflicted abt this ‘barnaby is overrated’ shit#on one hand im like… wow another person who feels he’s overrated. daring today are we?#on the other im like… i understand what its like when the character you like isnt the popular one in the community#like i normally tend to hyperfixate on the side characters so i absolutely know how frustrating it is#i also know from personal experience that a lot of it can just be hating it solely BECAUSE its popular#when i was like 14 and undertale came out i hated it just bc it was popular. and then i played it myself and yknow what? i enjoyed it#like… its okay not to like something!! everyone has unique tastes#and i also understand the concern abt barnaby being treated like snatcher (i know NOTHING abt snatcher so dont. quote me on that)#like theres a chance the ‘fanon’ version of barnaby will be given precedence over ‘canon’#the same shit happened with sans. remember all those sans/reader fics where sans was this edgy mysterious guy?#yet in fanon hes just a funni little skeleton who likes bad jokes?#yet in *canon jesus christ i cant spell today#but like. can we just let people enjoy things if they arent hurting anyone?#like i get it its annoying sometimes. like i had to mute the oc tag bc i was tired of seeing RP stuff#but im not like. going into their inboxes and telling them theyre bad ppl for enjoying a popular character yknow?#sorry this is making like. no sense. and im sorry to put it in tags but i do NOT want this spreading#anyways. those are my thoughts for today.
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triscript berdly becomes gay LIVE
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toytulini · 7 months
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why is it so common for aita submitters to give ppl in their asshole scenarios Letters. can you just make up a fake name. please god?
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fatickono · 2 months
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me when i try and ignore a hyperfixation i’ve had for 2.5 years … and it doesnt work!!!!! who could’ve expected that ………….
#dies. also VENTING AHEAD sorry i ended up venting in tags. SO YEA VENTING TW BE WARNED!!!#yk what i’ll say it. its the#fucking d s m p#im spelling it that way so hopefully this wont show up in the tag. if it does sorry to ppl who got here from it#but.#i WANT to be over it i want to not like it anhmore#bc it does not help my moral ocd one fucking bit#why does it not help my moral ocd u may ask?#bc it is very controversial and has many ppl in it that are legitimately bad ppl and *points at ppl saying if u like d s m p youre a bad pe#and like . That doesnt help my moral ocd (which is obsessed with being a good person at all times and if im not then i am evil)#my hyperfixations are part of me and i cant just rip them out#its lik a tree grew its way in me and now if you rip it out i die#weird analogy but i dont really care#if one of my followers decides to unfollow me bc of liking d s m p. i understand#and f jfjemenfm why couldnt my brain latch onto like .#her mit craft#or somethjng#????#i wouldnt feel guilty ofer liking that#well . maybe i would but probably less idk#and i feel guilty interacting with any fan content of the d s m p#even just liking a post related to it makes me feel bad#and like ejrkfjfj this#i just wish i didnt like itever in the first place#idek how i got into it#but i did#aughcjekdjd#sorry for venting but . yea. i didnt intend for it to be one but apparently my brain wanted that. so#also dont expect me to go posting d s m p content after this cus.. im not#i purposefky never talk about it because if i do the demons (my ocd) will end me for it☺️☺️☺️☺️
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Oh my god I've just realised that this whole time my username is spelt slightly wrong
I forgot the second "e" between 'are' and 'everywhere' - I just merged them into one another with only 1 "e" oh my god I'm a fraud
My blog is like 5 and half years old how could this happen to me
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gena9000 · 1 year
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I can't drown my demons for shit, they've just been fighting each other with pool noodles
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abbysbug · 15 days
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streamer!ellie x streamer!reader pt2
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cw; threaten to bomb, domestic violence joke/comment, mention of wanting to make porn, loser stupid ellie
a/n; i freaking love writing for streamer!ellie shes so silly (and me)
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she has recently discovered overwatch and thats all she can think about.
she's so excited to stream it.
@carpetmuncherwilliams okay chat. are you excited for the overwatch stream 2night :3
@venomnutjuice title: i try to get out of bronze (impossible)
@carpetmuncherwilliams WHAT THE FUCK
• she is hardstuck bronze...
• (for all my non-gamers bronze is the lowest rank in the game)
• you've been playing overwatch longer than ellie, so you're more skilled and a higher rank.
• you create alt accounts to smurf in ellie's lobbies and boost her.
• "y'know, you're technically my e-kitten and i'm your e-daddy."
• "please kill yourself, baby. please do it and record it so i can make money off of it."
• "i will throw your game, ellie."
• "NO"
• she has spent over $200 on this game. you've tried to stop her, but she cries and whines until you give her credit card back.
• she then complains about how she has no money.
• for some fucking reason, she loves streaming at 3am and screaming at the game.
you: ellie i am trying to sleep. be quite or im turning the stupid internet off and then you'll really have smth to scream about.
• "chat. the gf is threatening me. should i bomb her or no."
@oogaboogaman woah!! ellie being domestically violent in 2024??
@snoopyisking can we ban ellie
@elliesbabyholder idk about yall but im with ellie. ill bust you out of jail
• she was planning to be quite but someone killed her in overwatch and she screamed.
• she hears ur thumping footsteps before she sees you walk in.
• "fuckin' give me that."
• you snatch her headphones off her head and put them on.
• "sorry, chat. i have to treat ellie like a little baby and put her in time out because she cant be quiet at 3am."
• then you end the stream and have to basically drag a pouting, grumpy ellie into bed.
• "what if a major porn company found me streaming and wanted to hire me then we got rich and you just ruined my chances."
• "you are not making porn."
• "but the money."
• "go to sleep."
@carpetmuncherwilliams porn comapnies hmu
"you can't even spell companies. delete that rn."
@carpetmuncherwilliams nvm dhmu. gf not happi
• ellie thinks overwatch memes are hilarious and her twitter is filled with it.
@carpetmuncherwilliams
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@poopypiepee wise words..wise words..
• "winton"
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@elliesmistress @yalaysbee @smelliewilliams @mystellenia
i tagged people who wanted to be tagged in my previous streamer!ellie fics
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Clanblr dashboard simulator is back babye (part 1)
#yes i just finished part 1 #yes im already doing another one #this is really fun to me #hey btw when the follow button is "missing" it isnt missing. #that's your mutuals
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I miss leaf-bareeeeee... my long-haired ass CANNOT with this weather
#shorthairs please dont reblog with "actually i think the warm weather is nice" #then this post isn't for you #robbbinposts
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🔁 🐍xviper-the-fagx reblogged
🐍 xviper-the-fagx
I'm trnasgender
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Happy 6 moon anniversary to the time I butchered what was supposed to be my cool, unexpected coming-out with a spelling error
🔥 b-b-b-blaaazr Follow
At least the typo wasnt in your url dude
Also. The coming out wasnt unexpected. At all. We all knew.
#fuck you blaze #"we all knew" yeah maybe because i posted about how i wished i was a tom 10 times a day #whacking uou on the head with my manly paws
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🔁 🦁 lionsight-x3 Follow reblogged
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Happy bday to @lionsight-x3, my beloved mutual! Cant imagine life without you
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AGHJHHHH THANK YOUUU ILY SO MUCH LILY <3
#Was honestly having a TERRIBLE birthday until I saw this. #Love you so much Lilystem.
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🦋 lalala-bluegaze Follow
Am I the only one who didnt know that @ex-thunderclan-kipper is a kittypet??
🛤 carnation-stem-02 Follow
His whole blog, including his url, is based around the fact that he's ex-clan... how are you just now finding this out...
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I just followed for the wood-scratching art..
#didnt realize he was a kittypet #:/
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Kits are having their apprentice ceremony tomorrow... can't believe they're all grown up. At least my next litter is due in a moon!!
#momlife #queen #leaving the nursery #mom life #nursery queen #perm queen #perm queen life #permanent queen #permanent queen life
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🔁 🪺 robbbinpaw Follow reblogged
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Im actually gonna die
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Sorry guys forgot to specify. My assessment is tomorrow. So like. My mentor is gonna decide if I get to become a warrior or not. Im freaking out
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Wait. Youre an apprentice still??
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Ya? My bio says 11 moons- how old did you think I was?
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WHAT????
I thought you were 21 moons old! Last time I read your bio was 2 days ago and I swear I thought it said 21!??
#moose ive been thinking you were 21 this whole time #cant believe youre only a moon older than me #this is surreal #robbblogs
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Im on transblr and I keep mixing @l1llyst3m up with @carnation-stem-02... they look nothing alike and post about completely different things I think it's just the (flower)stem names
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This is extra funny to me considering Lily and I actually became mutuals due to a similar mix-up (someone tagged her where they meant to tag me) but I for the life of me cannot understand how nobody takes one look at our blogs and never makes that mistake again.
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To the cats in the notes saying "but you're both trans, it's confusing" guys. We arent even the same flavor of gender...
#shes transfemme #im agender #why is this even a source of confusion #we dont even go by the same pronouns..
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🌱 dirtdigger-23 Follow
Uh... hello?? I think Im on the wrong site... what in the name of StarClan is... Tumblr...
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valscodblog · 2 months
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So-I s'pose ye'll be needin' this.
@thealtofvalleyxdoodles's sideblog <3
SHIT ABT ME! (Sorry for the horrible fake scottish accent. I am A Soap girlie thru and thru.)
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Call Of Duty: Modern Warfare one, two and three (Fuck the ending of three omfg) also-LONG LIVE '09 GHOST AND SOAP!
Call of Duty: Ghosts (Keegan <3)
Hazbin Hotel (so random compared to my other fandoms)
Baulder's Gate Three (I dont remember how to spell it-)
Resident Evil
The Witcher (I blame my father for getting me into this)
Dead By Daylight (Is that a fandom? If not-let's make it one)
DC/MARVEL Comics and some of the movies.
Uncharted (i swear-the first game i played i nearly died bc OMG "God Girl" AHHHH! Nathan Drake the man you are, Nathan Drake.)
Gravity Falls (I watched it as a kid-and re-watched as a grown ass adult. Still love it.)
and prolly some more i cant remember rn.
·̩̩̥͙**•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ ʍǟֆȶɛʀʟɨֆȶֆ ˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚*·̩̩̥͙ Red means N/A blue means its up!
Office Workers, John Price x reader, Season one
"One night only" Simon Riley x Reader (will be worked on soon)
"Bonnie" John MacTavish x Reader
╰┈➤ SᎾMƐ SᎾИƓS Ī ṖĿΛY Λ ŔƐṖƐΛŦ ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥
Too Sweet; Hoizer| anything and E V E R Y T H I N G by the artic monkeys| Pumped up kicks; foster the people| Dirty Class-China remix or whatever it's called.| Alien Blues (i forget who its by)| Same old Love; Rihanna/Selena Gomez| I like the way you kiss me; Artemas| Soaked; shy smith| Paint the Town Red; Doja Cat; Diet mountain due (Demo and actual song); Lana Del Rey| anything by Lana tbh-| anything by Eminem| 679; Fetty Wap| Breakin' Dishes; Rihanna| tbh-anything by Rihanna too-| Favorite; Isabel LaRosa| Army Dreamers; Kate Bush| Harpy Hare; Yaelokre| and more!
❣┈⋆┈⋆┈ ⋞ 〈 BASIC THINGS 〉 ⋟ ┈⋆┈⋆┈❣
Pronouns: She/They Age: 18 (19 in Nov.) Race: MEXICAN
Fav Foods: Tacos, and Banana Bread Fav curse word: FUCK
Fav Color: P U R P L E Fav CoD Character: uhm-Soap?? (was that a question-? jk jk, it was.)
.·:*¨ ¨*:·. ƬĦƖИǤƨ Ɩ Δ˩˩ѲƜ ѲИ 🇲Ƴ β˩ѲǤ .·:*¨ ¨*:·.
Requests for x readers (Male, female, non-binary, all of it.) and x oc's! (I will tag you). I do allow people to use my Oc's for thier fics, I just ask for a tag and some credit! I do allow requests with dark themes. I ALLOW DARK THEMES ON THIS BLOG. DEAD FUCKING DOVE-DO NOT FUCKING EEEAT, OKAY!? I WILL NOT HAVE MY BLOG BE BLOCKED BC YALL DONT KNOW HOW TO READ WARNINGS! Anyways! I do allow a wide array of kinks! (Yes i do NSFW) and yes-i do take art requests-its just very hard atm bc my ipad is very old and porcreate no longer works-and my new one is on the way. (i used Amazon-im sorry but i dont feel like gong into a damn store-PLUS IT WAS BLACK FRIDAY!! :) ) I do allow you to nickname me aswell!
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THANKS FOR READING, BYEEEEE!
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GO FOLLOW MY MOOTS!
@skauni @needa-sum-luvn @seconds-over-first @thebunnednun @writing-with-moss @mishellii @crazyfandomluver @staytrueblue @devil-in-hiding @artistic-vixen <3333
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grievedeeply · 2 years
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Hi!! First of all I love your writing they are literally the only thing I look forward to each day.
I want to ask if you could do a fic for Heimdall basically friends to lovers head cannons, so like reader and heimdall have been friends since basically birth then as they got older stayed best friends and then they had innocent crushes yk something like that. ( sorry that prob didn’t make any sense also I cant spell at all )
first, thank you for your kind words!! second.... i am a sucker for fluff and stuff like this..... soooo please enjoy even if its kinda short. also, if your name is missing from the taglist at the bottom of this it's because tumblr doesn't let me tag you. there are more that i removed, so please let me know if you try to fix it! super sorry for the inconvenience :(
gn!reader | no tws | join my taglist!
friends to lovers with heimdall headcanons
if you're best friends with heimdall you have to have incredible patience. and you better because it will take forever for him to confess even if he makes his feelings obvious
the two of you think of each other as friends, nothing more. though... the lingering touches, longing stares.. they say it all
you're the two friends who everyone says belong together, but you two say you'll never end up dating.
obviously heimdall's brothers had a bit of a bet going to see how long it would take for you to get together. týr would win, but he wouldn't be around to see it (sad)
anyway, heimdall confesses first. he can't hold it in anymore. he knows he's supposed to look at you and see his friend but he can't help but to think.. softer thoughts
more intimate ones, too. ones where he's holding you in his arms, telling you about his day patrolling the wall and others where you're braiding his hair, your fingers gently rubbing against his scalp with each movement
you try not to make your feelings obvious, and they are. to heimdall, anyway. everyone else sees how smitten you are
for a god blessed with the power of foresight.. he is very blind to your crush on him
he kinda brings up his feelings for you nonchalantly, in the middle of conversation
something like "what would you do if i had feelings for you?" and you just laugh, thinking he's joking. only when his face remains completely stoic and unmoving you realize he's being serious
you tell him that you'd be surprised. he's a bit disappointed at that answer until he sees your expression. face flushed, smile on your lips and eyes wide as you look up at him
it just makes his chest explodeee
though, your romantic relationship is similar to your platonic one. it just involves a lot more touching. he's a very handsy person when you're alone together and it's really sweet
he does get waayyy more protective over you when you start dating. he's not sure why. he was always wanting you safe but now.... it feels different
the two of you are still best friends. nothing will ever change that
you're just best friends who kiss
tags: @graciegizmo3184 @anzanishira @uncoveredsun @caelestis-lyrae @prio-motu @bluehorizon987 @freyrees @rohansregret @multifand0m-gal0re @huan-chan @onlydeas @orangeflavouredwitch @hayleethefrog @dott-up @imcomingforyourskin @itsnat-bitch @mimothemoth @elizabeth-hatake @fandomcatchall @ss-kimo @lacm-ac @thatspookyagent @closet-creature @judyfromfinance @hobistangerine @aikochan4859 @whywouldiknowstuff @xoxoliyahhxoxo @lil-anxty @black-star1472 @trippingoverstars
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Here at i-am-an-arson-enthusiast, we i am dedicated to bringing you top quality content such as but not limited to: gay things, random thoughts, and even live arson that you don't even have to tune into!!
hi this is my intro post :D
Hiiii!!
here, have some basic info about me :3
name: anything goes pretty much but please use multiple names :] HOWEVER not neptune as that is reserved for @marcysbear , cass/cassie/cassiopeia is reserved for my boyyyfrieeenndddd <33 ( @mostautisticangel ) and dont call me enthu unless ur terri :] uh also you three dont necsessarily have to branch out more
OBLIGITORY QUEER SECTION!! i say that like i dont actively want this here. anyway! the labels i use are queer, bi, lesbian, gay, polyamorous, genderfluid, trans, gnc, non binary, genderqueer and arospec. arospec as in i am largely aromantic and use that as an umbrella term, however i am capable romantic attraction/ am flexible with such labels bc its all bullshit anyway.
i have audhd! i get hyperfixation and sometimes talk abt that if i so wish and my special interests are space and generally queer shit. also pls use tone tags i will think u hate me im too anxious for my own good sometimes
i am dogshit at spelling so. ignore the typos and misspellings!!
if u send me chain asks dont expect me to keep the chain going, ill answer it and say thanks but i wont actually do the thing
BOUNDIES!! GENUINE, ACTUAL BOUNDRIES!
-pls don’t send dono asks i don’t got money bc im a minor
-dont think if i have a take like "i dont like taylor swift" i am personally attacking you. you can like whatever the fuck u want idc everyone is entitled to their own opinoins. i just dont like her as a person
-DONT call me the reserved names if you arent that one person
-try to refrain from calling ppl (including me) baby/babe/bae around me it makes me want to die sometimes and i dont want to constantly be a romance repulsed little shit around u guys (this means dont use those names for anyone if i am in the conversation i cant control past that) (it also isnt a problem here i dont think ive ever seen it here its really just discord tbh)
-dont ask for my discord unless were friends or close in some way and dont get offended if i say no
-u can call me a faggot or dyke or tranny as long as you are the slur you are using
-if you have my discord and were moots you can call me a slut and a whore all u want idm :3 (bc i am a slut and a whore.) (really really sorry if you didnt want to read that btw /gen)
OH TAGS UH
i try to consistanly use them but sometimes i dont. sorry.
woah i’m using queue - i’m actually queuing a post for once instead of spam reblogging (which i mostly do sorry not sorry)
woah a real text post - me positing an actual text post for once but it’s becoming more common
cool ass art - art that i reblog (it’s all cool)
arson does half way decent art sometimes - my art. art i made. yea
boyfriend dearest - @mostautisticangel my hot and beautiful boyfriend :]
moots feel free to ask for tags <3
i will keep adding more as i remember them and make them so yea :D also i try to tag for things but i often dont add tw or cw because. idk. just havent ever done that. if you need me too you can tell me in any form and ill try my gaddamn hardest to add them. feel free to *kindly* remind me if i forgot. (as in no verbal abuse ya know. if ur scared ur probably fine)
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i think. thats it. if u follow me and u didnt like this post dw im gonna screen u anyway <3
thank you for reading all of that i know it’s long. your cool so here’s a cookie 🍪 also here have this
~~~~~ blinky time ~~~~~
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holding up these blinkies to ward off ppl who dont like gaybians
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credit to @jeweledviolets @v-4-l-0-n and @theprideful :)
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officialgleamstar · 5 months
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20 Questions for Fic Writers
thank u for the tag @cerealmonster15 :] sorry for forcing you into tagging me and then FORGETTING TO DO IT ONCE I GOT OFF WORK but insomnia is killing me tonight sooo tag game time :3
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
127 fics on my account, and then 130 anonymous fics, and two? maybe three? orphaned fics lol
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
826,251! getting close to 1 mil... maybe that should be a writing goal for this year :0
3. What fandoms do you write for?
currently its oxventure all the way down, baby bfdjgfdhhj i have a few dndads fics im still working on though, and i have an aftg fic im working on for an event right now as well! i need to... make sure i finish that on time, actually
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
they aaare mostly anonymous LOL but! for fics i list, these ones. the way that three of these are from 2017 and 2018... i know that makes sense because theyve had more time to accumulate kudos and also are for more popular fandoms but :') man 1. Cleaning Up - Haikyuu!! - 908 kudos 2. heart under your sleeve - 3rd Life - 616 kudos 3. four am - All For the Game - 502 kudos 4. his soul - Empires SMP, 3rd Life - 391 kudos 5. "Are you dense, or do you just not know how to say no?" - All For the Game - 288 kudos
5. Do you respond to comments?
yes i do!!! im bad at it, but i do :D
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
just like cereal, i dont write much angst, but probably you know i love you, right? or these feelings, they're not gone :0
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
most of my fics are disgustingly sweet and sappy so its hard to judge
8. Do you get hate on fics?
i have a few times but not enough to be a trend, lol
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
yeah lol if i cant write pet play and/or breeding kink i wither up and die. who said that
10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?
just once! (can you kiss me more) absolutely beloved
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
two times that i know of
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
yeah lol someone translated a handful of my old rpf fics into russian :]
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
yeah, but never a finished fic
14. What’s your all time favourite ship?
you simply cannot make me choose. you cant make me choose. please.
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
Divorced Dad Rock Mix you are everything to me but chapter 3 thru 6 are probably never seeing the light of day
16. What are your writing strengths?
im really good at telling a compelling story in a very small amount of word :] also, SPEED WRITING. i can write very quickly when i put my mind to it!
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
im so awful at ending fics just absolutely dogshit at it
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
its . writing dialogue in another language, i guess? lol its fine
19. First fandom you wrote for?
pokemon or harry potter i think. maybe my little pony or minecraft. or world of warcraft but i think that was later? id have to dig through my deviantart and i dont feel like it lol
20. Favourite fic you’ve written?
god that is a hard question to answer, i love all of my fics a lot bfdgfjhdbghjd i think... the first fic to come to mind was, naturally, my beloved your love is tried and true-blue. normscary <333 AND my glennry soulmate fic as well, so where do we begin? hmmm... the johnny spells thing comes from a very personal space, and its a fic that i thought about for literal years, so its very near and dear to me in that sense as well. and on our dates, it's never daytime is a super self-indulgent fic that i reread a lot because its so perfectly targeted at myself lol same thing for fall (back) in and i love mine, mine, mine for more recent examples. uh. okay thats a lot of rambling LOL those i guess :3
tagging: hmmmmm @bidoofenergy and @cookies-over-yonder i think!!! have fun guys
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mydaroga · 2 years
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hi! your tags on that paul and mick post about the thing that ppl cant handle about paul is that he doesn’t really need you, i was wondering if you could elaborate more on that?
Hello nonny! Thanks for asking. I'm going to of course say up front that I am not Paul McCartney, nor do I know him, and all this is pure speculation/interpretation on my part and others might be equally valid. But!
My overwhelming impression of Paul is that he does not let people close easily. We hear this from many quarters, that his friendliness masks an intensely private nature. By his own admission, he is not free with his emotions; there are even times he calls his relationship with John into question and implies it was more proximity/accident than not. When Jane broke up with him, even with as far apart as they'd grown as people, he was left without an emotional confidante. This implies he didn't really avail himself of the multitude of people around him for emotional support. He is intensely loyal to a core group of people, but that circle is fairly small.
Ugh I am so wordy apologies, I'll make a cut for everyone's convenience...
I'd have to look up the quotes and I'm not sure where to begin, but we hear from later colleagues that the intimacy fostered by working together didn't really extend, for Paul, into a real emotional bond. I say this because we've heard from Wings members over the years who complained/lamented that they thought they were closer to Paul than he was to them. Many of those who worked with him, like Elvis Costello, saw their relationship sort of disappear without leaving much of a lasting trace. There is nothing wrong with having working relationships with no fuller emotional bond--my point is, over the years people seem to have thought they had more of one than they did. I suspect Paul being eager to seem open and friendly, his ability to listen and draw you out, could lead to an impression you were closer than you really were.
As for his social life, while obviously there are friendships Paul maintained for long periods of time, and while he always seems to like having someone there, he feels like an out of sight, out of mind sort of person. He and John are very close when in proximity. But when John moves to Weybridge, Paul goes over to work, but we don't hear about them really socializing (until John is practically living with him). With his girlfriends, like Maggie, he'd disappear for awhile and then just sort of turn up when he wanted her. Francie reported Jim asking her to convince him to call home more often. Even as a child, Paul's need for friends was noticeably low, and he relied primarily on Mike and his family for society, despite being chummy with other boys.
What the Mick story brings home, for me, is that while Paul is capable of maintaining friendships and relationships and obviously cares deeply, and he's happy to enjoy your company and indeed wants some company about, he's not going to seek you out specifically. I think he's an intensely private person, and his requirement for close relationships is lower than that of some people. For example, once he's with Linda it's clear his need for anyone else goes way down. And he keeps her within arm's reach until her death.
Where this gets him--or others, really--"in trouble" is where his sociable and gregarious nature might be seen to imply a closeness that is not actually being offered. I think it's easy to fall under his spell and think, "oh I'm special to him" when really, he's just being charming. So he's not going to Mick Jagger's house because he doesn't particularly care about Mick or Marianne. He doesn't dislike them. But he can't be bothered to go out of his way, because it's not their company specifically he's seeking. And if company comes to him, it's just as well because it doesn't really matter as much who it is.
This is way too long, I'm sorry, but as usual I want to make sure I'm hitting enough points to make an argument. My point is, there's nothing inherently wrong with Paul being charming and sociable, but I think with most people it's impersonal, and if you're on the wrong side of that and think his friendliness is an invitation, it might be easy to get hurt. John is similarly known to move on from certain people, but I think it feels different because John is not invested in making it seem like he likes everyone.
Of course, I could be making some unwarranted leaps, so as always I invite you or anyone to weigh in!
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There was a study on the jewish side Jake Lockley embraced or smth like that, it had several parts too, and you had either liked or reblogged it and i accidentally closed tumblr and cant find it. Could you point it out to me again?
I have a vague idea on what you are talking about I think.
There was a long post someone else wrote up that talked about the aspects of the system compared to the three phases of the Moon: Embracer, Traveler, and Pathfinder. It was an amazing Meta. I know I liked it, probably reblogged it, and for sure linked it in something. Probably back in 2022?
For the life of me I can't find it. If anyone knows what that is, feel free to link.
Though, I'm not sure that particular Meta talked about them being Jewish or really dived that deeply into Jake? There are a few posts that talked about how Jake in comics represents their Jewish upbringing and how he acts as the spiritual protector... But they are short.
Sorry I couldn't help more, because I have no idea which exactly thing you are looking for and I am a tired tired man with the memory of a goldfish and the tagging system of a two year old who got a-hold of a speak-and-spell.
Luck to you and let me know if you find it!
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Ok I am going to be very insane about them and your designs for them for a second category 5 moment coming up I'm very sorry
BUT OHHH MY FUCKGIGN GOD THATS EXACTLY HOW I PICTURE THEM THOSE DESIGNS ARE SO GODDAMN SPOT ON AND PERFECT!!!!! PETERS HAIRCUT AND FRECKLES, RUMIS HORNS BEING MADE OUT OF THE CRYSTALS THAT REFRACT THE LIGHT AND ARE COLORED BLUE AND PURPLEE AHDNDB FUCJGJISHGIDHSIHRISHROSHRIEHDK!! ‼️‼️ AND RUMI'S JACKET THING MEANS THE WORLD TO ME GOD JUST THEM IN YOUR STYLE <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ohhHHH ANDDD THE OPENINGS ON THE SIDE OF THEIR TIGHT UNDERSHIRT-THINGY SHOWING THEIR SKIN WITH THE GOLD PLATESSS IM GOING FERAL!!!! PETERS VEST IS PERFECT TOO LIKE IM ACTUALLY SO INSANE ABOUT THIS YOU DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND MAN. YOURE SO FUCKING TALENTED BTW HAVE I EVER MENTIONED THAT BECAUSE I NEED TO MENTION THAT. FUCK!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!
Also I know its a part of Rumi's official design but I actually really really love the openings on the sides of rumi's clothes because I hc healing magic in a really specific way. Like to cast it you have to physically lay your hands on the person, but it doesn't have to be on the injury, just the person. So you could hold their hand and cast it (which is what Rumi does for Peter, they hold his hand or cup his face ((very lovingly)) WOAGH who said that anyway) and it would work the same as touching any other part of their skin; BUT!! you can't cast it through clothes. So when Peter goes to heal Rumi he would put his hands on their hip openings and cast his magic then.
I'm pretty sure that exandroth is the one who can cast healing magic?? But I'm going to pretend both of them can after Peter figures out the low level magic :3
So if it was pre-biblically-accurate-androgynous-sex, then Peter would typically hold their hand or touch their neck or something and Rumi would grab his hands and bring them to their hips because there's more skin to touch, meaning more room to cast. And then the biblically-accurate-androgynous-sex made Peter feel much more confident in a lot of different ways, but also much more confident when it came to Rumi, so post-biblically-accurate-androgynous-sex he would do it without hesitation :]
This also goes the same in reverse, Rumi would just hold his hand to heal him after a battle, (andddd maayybbeee the hand-holding lasted a little longer than the time it took to cast a healing spell because they just wanted to hold hands) but after their night together it became much more common for Rumi to lift Peter's shirt up to look at the injury and heal it directly or cup his face in their hands and heal him that way.
ANYWAYY!! SORRY FOR THE RANT ABOUT MAGIC FOR SOME REASON IN YOUR INBOX AND THANK YOU FOR TAGGING ME IN YOUR DESIGNS BECAUSE YOURE A FUCKING AWESOME ARTIST AND I ADORE YOUR STYLE!!!!!!! see ya ✌️
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IM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS
THIS IS LITERALLY CANON YOU CANNOT CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE
ALSO THANK YOU SO MUCH IT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME THAT PEOPLE LIKE MY DESIGNS AUGDHFHJDBF
im a very much visual person when it comes to brainrotting so i cant put into words how much i agree with everything you just said so just know that UAGSHDHUDHSJBFJDBFJDJBD
((drawing ideas perhaps 👁️👁️) what was that i didnt say anything
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