#i cant sleep and I've been really spiraling and dealing with huge amounts of paranoia and also religious guilt
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Uh oh, what I thought was the beginnings of another manic episode might actually be the beginnings of a major depressive episode
#tw mania#tw depression#tw bipolar#i cant sleep and I've been really spiraling and dealing with huge amounts of paranoia and also religious guilt#i dont even fucking believe in god anymore and the stupid fucker is in my fu king head#and im so angry at all Christians for this so if you worship that piece of shit just know youre on thin fucking ice bro#i know its not logical but im literally in crisis so fuck you idc#fuck god and fuck my stupid dead dad for being dead and fuck his sister for being a stupid fucking Christian#also fuck my dad because hes the one who made me mentally ill. like. genetically and through years of trauma#im so mad and hurt and i just can't deal with fucking theology right now. if my brain could go back to auditory hallucinations instead thatd#be swell.
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