#i cant reply to that. i csnt reply ro you

[boywhocriedlove]

i dont tihnk i csn hold myself together through this. theres so mucy i wm strong enough to conquer but i dont think youll come back to me, not when youre choosing this way

i cant be honest anywhere. as soon as you want the url to this blog i should delete this i wontm because im a stupid cowsrd and i hope mwybe rewding this will make you see what youre doing to me snd make it matter to you

but i know you see

i know you dont care enough to make it syop and

you just aske dme to losten to a aong

why

why must i bend to your emotiojs your struggles your will your everything here

when im the one whi wws wronged

why do i martyr myself for this

why am i unallowed to be mentally ill

to be borderline and acared

and hurt

and hurt

and hurt

you aay you want me to be myself

when when i am you turn qway from me wnd run to him

i hate him