#i cant remember whixh one it is

[knightbloomings]

Nothing like adding new songs to ur OCs playlist and listening through it a few times to make sure everything flows, musically and thematically

[peanutheaddd]

Absurd 20th century fun fact:

During the Polish People's Republic (1944-1989) there was a time of general shortage of paper. The authorities publicly blamed black market traders (because problems in this country are never their fault) and told people to fight their enemy together by handing out books, etc.

However, people quickly became cunning and people started selling this waste paper for pennies at waste paper collection points, so people was giving a way it, then buying it then giving in away, which is why the country had a lot of paper in the statistics, people probably received some bonuses from the state for being model citizens, but in practice there was still no paper

YYAAAAYYYYYYYYY I LOVE WHEN STATISTICS DONT REFLECT WHAT WAS ACTUALLY HAPPENING IN HISTORY!!!!!!

really makes u realize that history has to be told through Many different subfields INCLUDING things like folklore and whatnot…. the cold hard facts almost never show the Whole Picture ☝️☝️☝️ not always what meets the eye or wtvr….. ahhh i wish i had a more specific example of a red herring/misleading historical statistic ))): cant think of any off the top of my head .

OH i have smth thas not exaclty a statistic but its . kinda related?? the aids epidemic hit south africa Reallt badly and a lot of aids experts tried to explain the epidemic as being caused by the hypersexuality of africans!! which is obviously Really reductive in reality there were a Myriad of other problems . the one i can remember most clearly was that there were some problems with overcrowding i think?? in aids treatment centers whixh exacerbated the spread of aids . not to mention the aids epidemic was a Really sensitive topic bc it happened Right after apartheid ended so it got Highly racialized . more than a medical issue, it was also a social and political issue . also because the s african govt had Just become independent before the aids epidemic happened they were Sorely underprepared to take on such a huge problem . its just a whole shitshow and (as always) the root of all evil is colonialism 😭😭😭👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎

history is Such an Awesome field id major in it if i was any better at reading dense texts 😭😭😭 alas���… I LOVE YUO HISTORY!!!!!!!

[mtx-lol]

okay just woke ijust had a dream about squire from frozen soul/dream game and like me and like 6other people were in a boat and we had to guess random shit it was like i spy but instesd of one word description it was full on riddles or descriptiok cant remember, anyways we were also tied up? i think? yeah and some shit happebed but i won because of the word boat after looking at a half tilted boat whixh kinda looked like the half tilted titanic i saved on insta like 2 years ago, and then squire congratulated me and when we were gonna go out it was revealed that squire "was a miss" by one of the guys from the mafia dont remember which one and i stoof up and was like "that was fun huh miss?" and she was like yeah but then the boat tilted and we went to its side like we stood on the side and we were somehow still floating and not tilting?? amd then the boar grew 3 sizes bigger??? andbthen i woke and was like what the fuck

okay afterwards i had like a much more weirder version of dream game

there was so much hut i remember i was nashatra but like more sickly like she hasnt seen the sun in like a year or two, and there was a equipment menu for her hands and fingers and i already had like so many rings, they all thick and textured and had different colour combos like i remember one being white with little "rips" to reveal thay it was green inside and one was gold and have a square going ip, anyways like her middle pointer ring and sometimes pinky fingers were full with byffs or something i only read like one word before i had to get moving from something i dont remember

it kinda played like dead cells wverytime i get caught or something i had to go back to the beginning but it wasnt her brd i think it was somewhrre her house? or a field?? anyways and apparently every 100 lives died her name gets replaced but i didnt get to see to what other nane cuz i only died twice

there was also random buffs and debufds i remember getting one that random decreases your health the more i sprint ro which the sprint meter appeared rsndomly and i was already half way and when i sprinted i was like so close to dying and i was pissed cuzbthis run was the furtherest i went so i asked around how to remove this but they were acting so stupid probs cuz the way i was asking it was fourth wall breakingand then i woke up rip

the visuals were like kinda like spookys jumpscare mansion and exodo by froggity or xolo by iakuro3 especially xolo with the menu

i remember that there were cool and surreal dialogue whenever i interacted eith something but i only rememebr a frog related one to a window (maybe a ref to recall a hollow heart where i unnecessarily noticed pirple sub jump through sixty4s houde in the third vid chz i was overthinking like crazy) and a weird looking bird eith kinda look like that yellow bird from sesame street? and a stork

anyways fucked up i dont rememever it all so i could continue dreaming of the game but ir is funny that characters from a game about sleeping appeared in my dreams, is this a sign? like i only put a grand total 2-3 hours over the span of 4 years because yes i did find the game in 2021 and then forgot about it since i had to leave for something and then i came back to it 3 weekd ago, maybe i will maybe......

[sweetsea1985]

What bugs me about this is less of: should my brother have to do this without any guidance at all

Vs

If he wants his check back, he has to do the work to get it thats legally required of it.

Hes an adult, hes 20. I can give him accommodations such as a script and a timeline. I know he has adhd. He can write it down. I don't mind doing that, but he has to have the initiative as an adult to WRITE things down. And REMEMBER things. And if he cant remember the information, then he has to write it down. Theres no changing that.

Hes not cognitively dysfunctional to qualify for someone to take medical power of attorney of him, nor can he have anyone else speak for him at these meetings.

Our mama straight up told me she would help me when i was 17 and i better pay attention bc she wasnt gonna do shit for me once i wad 18. And she put me out a week before i actually turnt 18.

Whether or not that was right of her isnt for debate, bc one thing my mama did was instill the sense of "this check is your lifeline" and she was right. My aunt was trying to say i thought he was too stupid to get a job, and i know ny brother isnt. But we live in an ableist society where people with different needs arent even tolerated in public spaces let alone in minimum wage jobs for long.

And i was asking him, do you want to be independent, do you want to be treated and live like an adult. Hes 20 and has to ask permission to leave the house. Hes grown. He has no legal obligations to anyone. I straigjt up want him to cut his grandma off bc like, why is he living like he 13? Hes a fully grown man.

And ofc my aunt kept switching it up, oh hes mentally 13 (no tf hes not. Hes mentally 20, going on 21.) Oh well nobody ever taught him that - im teaching him that. Oh well hes quiet because hes anxious. He needs to speak rhe fuck up

Standing behind me is someone who neither loves him nor cares if he dies on rhe street and they want to ensure that he neither gets the insurance or pocket change he may survive off of.

Then she was like youre not like him hes autistic and every argument oh he has emotional pain yadda yadda dadada as if i grew up with pockets of posies and sunshine and lollipops and never struggled with anything. I told her the last time i got hospitalized i was almost raped and murdered whixh also made her pivot bc that shit dont work. She knows shes called the police on me for crying and having an episode. She knows i tried to kill myself too. Like that schizoaffective disorder is on the exact same level as his autism. We both have low need of care. He can do this shit

Like how he faked not being able to tie his shoes and lied to mama everyday to stay out of school

Idk why theyre treating him like an invalid, but the fun part is that my aunt has these arguments that have weight to them. Her guilt tripping me about stuff my mama did in the womb weighs more than her lying and saying mama was an angel who never did anything wrong bc she's gonna want to use that again later

My aunt is a narcissist though, and it makes sense bc apparently both of my grandmothers were too. And my aunt donna and my sister shukira. So i mean ig its understandable but she has to be the biggest victim and if she can reference her supposed sacrifice and switch up her arguments every other sentence she will

But that doesnt help my brother! Which is the issue. James needs fucking help and age appropriate help. He cant answer basic questions about himself without someone giving him the answers.it was to the point where i was surprised he even knew his birthday.

Thats not autism, thats coddling and learned helplessness. He doesnt even wanna live like that anymore. Thats the part that makes me sick is that hes ALWAYS listened to me wjen i advocated for his autonomy and independence. His actual anxiety doesnt matter in this scenario, but instead his discontent with being robbed of knowing his own history is what we need to focus on.

He's gonna ne anxious for life. I am. We all are. Nobodys happy either. But giving up instead of working to achive happiness is how you die before youre buried. And ik for a fact my aunt is dead.

Its just argh. It pisses me off. Im trying to teach him how to fish but everyones saying theyll give feed it to him knowing theyre half way to the grave.

Its so funny i can successfully evade my aunts guilt trips by leaning into her same logic even when shes switching up her arguments by pulling up the "facts" by repeating what shes said directly

She was like "why are you being so mean ans talking about your mama like that she loved you, she never treated you like that she wasnt money hungry like that"

And i went "you know your sister. The same sister you said would steal diaper money from your dresser, you know what she was like" made her switch up her tune soooo fast

Cant manipulate me anymore ✌🏽🥰✌🏽

[cowboylikemeg]

i don’t remember!! i saw the video once but i cant find it anymore, she goes like “NOW... ALL.... HE.... THINKS... A... BOUT... IS........... ME” AND STARTS FANNING HERALF WITH HER HAND DO YOU KNOW WHICH I AM TALKING ABOUT AHZHZHN

wAIT OHMYGDKAJJSA I KNOW WHIXH ONE YOURE TALKING ABIYT DKAJKSJS IVE SEEN IT BEFORE AHHHHHHH I HAVE TO GO TRY AND FIND IT AGAIN

[nature-played-a-trick-on-me]

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