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moldy-avocado · 1 month

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i dont w a n t to get sick again but going thru my old posts n tryna clean all the disordered stuff up and shit making me nostalgic. ive been getting better for over a year now, im getting top surgery soon. i cant get sick rn literally wait till like january when im post op god oh please please god help me

#i dont want to relapse this time im working so hard i want to be better im trying #actually a whole year of gaining and therapy for what????#i cant relapse again im so done with this stupid fucking disease #let me stay in remission just a little longer please atleast let me have some cheesecake for the last time #i just wanted to get my t!ts chopped off bro is that too much to ask for #ed recovery #ed remission #ed ftm #trans ana #ftm ed

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