#i cant keep doing this i absoloutley fucking cant. I hallucinated a kid on the side of the road a few nights ago and almost shat myself | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

hauntedhowling · 4 months ago

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Bruh my brain do be falling apart. Had a super schizo moment and thought my foot got split in half while repotting some plants w my mate and I literally just screamed and cried. It sucked a lot. I also cried to him today about my fragmented ass mental state and hwo i am barley keeping it togehter. And how i am CONSTANTLY disassociated and delusional how I cant remember anything. Even told him about the stupid fucking characters that QUITE LITERALLY LIVE in my head. Im so tired. I can barley hang on. I just wanna be okay. Therapy is not an option for me, and neither is medication, or even a fucking diagnosis. Im so stressed. Idk what to do. My brain is weird and scary and im sick of it.

#this is a no rb zone fellas #kinda wanna kms ngl but i aint gunna #also kinda a call for help.#vent #living as a broke mentally ill queer sucks #i need to open my commisions up so i can get therapy or sm shit #i cant keep doing this i absoloutley fucking cant. I hallucinated a kid on the side of the road a few nights ago and almost shat myself #i dk i need. help. so bad #idk if its just schizophrena if its a cluster b or if its a disassociative disorder or if im just tweakinb. I hate it #why am i embarassed of this. ugh.

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